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@spahgettieater

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@ninazunyi I was cross faded and still didnโ€™t like it ๐Ÿ˜ญ ngl I left mad bc I was like wtf where was the girl epiphany or whatever the hell everyone talked abt.
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Looked down walking saw a strange bag so obviously I picked it up bc as a plug for 5 years I know a improvised plastic bag delivery anywhere . The way the weed looks good. Poor fellas didnโ€™t know they dropped it
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@libramoongal Iโ€™m a Leo moon and I have lots of blankets + pillows. I usually use one blanket and sleep on top of my comforter. I cuddle against the pillows or use a single pillow. But tons of pillows and stuffed animals on bed !
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@buIimicprincess Itโ€™s a red flag how much he shits on fat girls or no
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have to say it but yeah itโ€™s my birthday
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ngl I think sheโ€™s really pretty. She has sparkly eyes and a beautiful smile lol
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So proud to be your husband โค๏ธ
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@spahgettieater
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Literally one year ago on my bday I was 196 and today I am 148 after chugging a water bottle if I had tried harder Iโ€™d be skinnier so time to try harder than ever
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4 months
@sprunklingwater I completely get this feeling I am scared I know im going to be unhappy anyways
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@spahgettieater
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3 months
I havenโ€™t seen her this skinny since her tumblr days
@lanasbIackswan
kai ๐ŸฅฏเฑจเงŽ
3 months
yโ€™all better lock in before she gets to your gw before you
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@ideastarved Iโ€™m pretty sure they c/s other mukbang ppl have said that thatโ€™s what they actually do I feel like these videos r just for entertainment unless itโ€™s a fat person eating then id believe they actually swallow and consume the food
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3 months
Her upper thighs r soo muscular n nice I swear she is exercising she looks so good !! And tbh thinner than before losing weight??
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โœง hannah heard hoax live โœง
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just sold out a stadium, celebrating her birthday, announced a trap collab, red dress on and vape in hand? oh she is in her element ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿซถ
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@spahgettieater
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new gw is 93 lbs like Tara yummy
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3 months
everyone depressed over being 25 online please stop. I turn 26 next month. Iโ€™m watching sex and the city for the first time. I am going to be skinny soon. 25+ is literally prime timeโ€ฆ.
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bad foto pero plug gave me .4 Molly + coke to compensate the fact I thought I was getting 1.4 of Molly but I got .4 of Molly and coke. He also threw me a vapeโ€ฆ. BLESSED
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binged before 11 am
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@spahgettieater
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bad reply or what? I donโ€™t wanna listen to my sister or friend and not reply
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to be skinny and wear spring dresses
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weighed myself after downing two buzzballs :) ! 130โ€™s I will reach you by the end of August forsure
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Giggling while I light my joint on my walk I havenโ€™t wake and baked in forever yayyyy<3
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Letโ€™s be fr. She was right ๐Ÿ˜ญ
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popculture
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4 years ago, vanessa hudgens gave her thoughts on the pandemic
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4 months
crying bc apparently I ordered food black out drink did I eat it?! Of course not but I did waste $30 CHAT IM COOKED. Itโ€™s time to get a fucking grip im so fucking embarrassing
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kicked a box of Marlboros on the floor while walking and thought to myself man I wonder if there is a cig in there and to my delightful surprise Iโ€™m reminded that itโ€™s the small things
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@spahgettieater
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This might sound dumb but itโ€™s so hard to stop drinking. even if I just have one drink I basically cave in to have it like an energy drink. Iโ€™m functioning most of the time. Have had slip ups. Just wanna vent abt ig. Iโ€™m stressed about working up the courage to try cutting back
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@spahgettieater
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i will achieve my goals and more with starving, dedication, passion, learningโ€ฆ Need to find harmony and balance. i want control and satisfaction โ‹† หš๏ฝกโ‹†เญจเญงหš
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Whenever I see my sh I feel like a goofy ass bitch like girl relax .. but the cycle repeats
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4 months
The worst part of this feeling is en my clothes donโ€™t fit cuz I lost weight but it makes me fucking hate myself for how fat I was and tbh I still feel fat.. but I really dread knowing I was even fatterโ€ฆโ€ฆ.
@belleanorx
Belle๐Ÿงธ
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none of my clothes fucking fit me
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im obsessed w taking shoe pics ig
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2 months
Crying on my birthday like thatโ€™s what itโ€™s all about ! Wish I didnโ€™t drink last night anyway Iโ€™m just really going through a horrible depression.
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mid July horror (I was 146 mid June) yeahโ€ฆ
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Maintaining for over a month feels like hell
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Last body check til Iโ€™m 133 lbs lol (chose this number randomly I weighed 147. Something 3 hours ago)
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It was probably like a year ago that I accepted Iโ€™ll never feel beautiful because I donโ€™t look like people I consider beautiful. super easy concept to accept just sucks
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I can officially say that Iโ€™ve beat being 160 itโ€™s been several days staying at this weight ^_^ obviously itโ€™s fat still but a really good milestone for me. I realistically feel I can get to the 130s by the middle of July
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2 months
scared of chat ai thingy. I have plagiarized or reworded stuff before but truth be told I still tried to learn ๐Ÿ˜ญ research. Asking ai right away is sooo scary are we really that lazy now ๐Ÿฅฒ
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Start every day with lots of self-love
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Chat Iโ€™m crying to this video rn then I seen how excited he was to see ronaldo like this is a innately good person ๐Ÿ˜ญ
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The only fan who made Speed break character
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Chat itโ€™s for the walk home kind of ok w it (170 cal)
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I blacked out at the baby shower and lost my bag and fit bit . And shoes. I also had my jacket inside out when I woke up. WHO AM Iโ€ฆ Anyway told my homegirl that Iโ€™d call her later to find my things bc I had to order a Lyft home to get ready for my sisters party in an hour
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me doing anything as a 26 year old adult
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how it feels like to send (1) email
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I fell asleep on the bus and ended up in a different city and spotted a really awesome skate spot
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Me making my ex take me to the er after taking 5 dabs in a row for fun bc I took a month T break
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Childless Cat Lady ๐Ÿˆ
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My brother made me call ems for his first edible ๐Ÿ˜ญ
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being 148 in the middle of June gives me hope. Iโ€™m never going to be that fat huge ugly ogre again. How was I on the brink of 200 lbs in December/ January.
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4 months
ate super bad last night . No more binge free but good morning
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2 months
Eating a concha at a bus stop after 12 am while creeps drive by staring they donโ€™t know Iโ€™m binging on buzzballs and pan rn!
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Shamelessly asked someone to hit their blunt cuz I am processing being suspended and not fired and it still hurts and they said yes! Call me crazy but we all out here waiting for the bus living lives. And mine hard rn
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Imagine being so beautiful you know you could create fast awkward movements and be beautiful in the photos
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she is a master when it comes to posing. behind the scenes of zendayaโ€™s latest vogue shoot ๐ŸŒน
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๐“‡ข๐“†ธ month of June เฑจเงŽ - track calories with goal of 1100 or less - step minimum of 17k daily - 64 fl oz water daily + losing weight is priority + focus on incorporating stretching y more activity. Invest in reading ( a book a week?) , looking into self growth for life purposes
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i wasnโ€™t born beautiful and it makes me want to cry everyday
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decided to start going to the gym tomorrow morning. I will walk there itโ€™s about 35 minutes! Work out. Then head home! Saturday Sunday and Monday. I donโ€™t work so I need to make the most of this
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reminder that god did not bless me
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how symmetrical models are
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@beefisfoul Make it shorter bc theyโ€™re not gonna read all that. They show clearly theyโ€™re openly rude to you in a gc . But I think reaching out is OK she just hates that she works and not you. As long as you pay ur bills ignore her best as u can
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the only chubby fat girls that people like have big asses . be fr no one is happy gaining weight if theyโ€™re top heavy and arm heavy like me. We arenโ€™t thick just fat. Pear shaped girls have it easier ! I have to be skinny otherwise my fat is ugly asf. Itโ€™s not the same for some
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I miss Xanax or adderall or just doing drugs
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@mimikgz Yes u def lost!! but start putting the before on the left side girl I thought you gained weight ๐Ÿ˜ญ
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boss who talked abt fitness circles said they were thinking of me and my weight loss journey and asked me if I wanted to go running with the work group bc I expressed liking running before ๐Ÿฅน
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The way the 4 of them look good without fail every candid video or photo Iโ€™ve seen . Truly beautiful people
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this is actually insane theyโ€™re superstar level famous has this happened to any love island cast before??
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sorry guys Iโ€™m just finding out how gorgeous Jennifer Lopez is โ€ฆ
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donโ€™t even need the context for this to be peak comedy in my mind
@_its_anna_lol
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Whatโ€™s even the context for this ๐Ÿ˜ญ
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sheโ€™s so skinny it gives me hope because I rly donโ€™t think she used ozempic. Her thighs are evidence. Sheโ€™s been this skinny before as well. sheโ€™s beautiful every weight! but itโ€™s nice to see her reaching her goals. ๐Ÿ’š
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ok gna say it im not drinking alcohol today. !
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Listening to Alex g in a self hatred type of way
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Ordered a Fitbit !! And took vitamins today
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God I need to leave the 150s before may ends. finally broke 152. Im stressed out
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3 months
Me going from 196 to 148 and still being huge (im5โ€™w)
@teenysize
clara !!!
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starting weight loss while fat is so sad bc u lose weight and thenโ€ฆ ur still fat ๐Ÿ˜ญ
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walked to park ! <3 gna smoke until 10:30am ish then walk for 2 hours / go home and get ready for work / laundry and leave for work around 1:3-2pm(work 3:30-11:300m)
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their shadow is my new dream
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4 months
I donโ€™t really feel right . I feel really disconnected. Everything is good. But I just feel really bad. Like Iโ€™m not real or existing but I canโ€™t figure out what Iโ€™m feeling. Thinking. Anything rn
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day 1 accountability ๐“‚ƒ เฃชห– ึดึถึธ๐€” just want to incorporate 2L of water daily, steps (exercise soon), and a cal deficit, once I get paid and buy groceries I can begin all the diets I see on here :3
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@Fluffy_c4ls I like her cuz sheโ€™s pretty and talks abt interesting things. she legit has said she never works out and itโ€™s purely genetics so good for her! Sheโ€™s โ€œskinny fat โ€œ bc itโ€™s natural for her body type . Iโ€™m not judging anything you said tho! Just wanted to share she talked abt this
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omad .
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2 months
losing 2 weeks of work but im not fired. I am grateful and feel blessed and I have to be super productive and stable and not spend money for 3-4 weeks until I get paid again after missing this much work.
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This ruined my day. eBay was untouched since I was a child please leave me that
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Just going to be this nice and pretty and easy going from Now on
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Her and Chappell Roan have the complete opposite dynamics with their fans Iโ€™m crying ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
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@DeathlySkeletal Iโ€™ve always been able to sleep off any coke Iโ€™ve done and idk my friends would be up and hyper and I be there quiet weird but tbh soemtimes j talk a lot. Everyoneโ€™s always told me I react to drugs different, even meth . What does this mean?!?
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Job asking me to take a therapy session with cienna so I wonโ€™t be fired letโ€™s hope Iโ€™m not fired later
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150 calories for the whole bag ๐Ÿฉท
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4 months
im actually very upset with myself. I did the exact thing I wanted to (get piss faced drunk) and im literally likeโ€ฆ why? I am TIRED of myself . Venting hard today because I have to change I want to cry
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went from bmi 34+ to bmi 28+. Iโ€™m 5โ€™2 and overweight not morbidly obese anymore :) I have to be 125 to get below overweight bmi! Iโ€™m 157 lbs from 190 lbs beginning this year . When I turn 26 in July Iโ€™m going to be even skinnier :)
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I cant think too hard about the fact that noone Iโ€™ve ever slept with rly liked or respected me like and Iโ€™ve been a fat loser the whole time!! Ugh!! Iโ€™m celibate over a year and itโ€™s fine w me but so embarrassing im that girl. like I hate knowing Iโ€™ve never been taken seriously
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4 months
opened up to my friend abt some of my food struggles and immediately regretted it and probably came off like a bitch :) lapse in judgement my bad
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going here would help me I know it
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@fucxorzs It was secured tied super tight and the weed smells bomb. God rly be on y side when it comes to weed ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿฝ ! I legit feel I pray for it LOL AND it comes to me
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Everyoneโ€™s in recovery while Iโ€™m finally diving head first into my ed. Iโ€™ve always had it. Ignored it. But it feels all consuming now. I canโ€™t do much but prioritize this. Itโ€™s all that really matters to me as of now.
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Hey guys I didnโ€™t sleep instead I drank gin on face time and talked politics with someone I barely know bc my friend fell asleep I woke her up for program made her coffee now Iโ€™m making coffee for me before I take a 40 min walk and hour bus ride home ^_^
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Took these edibles impulsively that I found while cleaning my sisters room. (She said okay) now we wait I havenโ€™t taken an edible in forever ^_^
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watching baby reindeer and Iโ€™m so stressed out
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@mxnttty Looks like you did half a g in one go ! Pls be safe even w a high tolerance that much at once is more of a waste
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how I felt listening to my boss talk about the fitness Apple circle competition
@ninicls
nini ๐ŸŽ€
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me when someone non disordered is losing weight faster than me
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I want to look effortlessly small
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4 months
when Iโ€™m not fat. Iโ€™m probably gonna still be annoying unlovable unlikeable and ugly . Itโ€™s just something to accept
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Half marathon is in two months I donโ€™t run or anything but deciding I should sign up and step up my game until thenโ€ฆ can I do it???
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I am a fucking ogre with my arms. I literally wonder if theyโ€™ll go down when I lose more weight. Hopefully. Gotta start lifting
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I would take pics w my gfs if I was pretty y skinny
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4 months
A guy walking past me said hey *motioned me to take off a headphone * and said โ€œhas anyone told you today youโ€™re cuteโ€And he wasnโ€™t creepy he smiled and kept going. ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿฝโ˜บ๏ธ
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I really dislike myself and I feel so uncomfortable and messy because of my self destructive behavior and that itโ€™s so embarrassing and overwhelming
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