@ninazunyi
I was cross faded and still didnโt like it ๐ญ ngl I left mad bc I was like wtf where was the girl epiphany or whatever the hell everyone talked abt.
Looked down walking saw a strange bag so obviously I picked it up bc as a plug for 5 years I know a improvised plastic bag delivery anywhere . The way the weed looks good. Poor fellas didnโt know they dropped it
@libramoongal
Iโm a Leo moon and I have lots of blankets + pillows. I usually use one blanket and sleep on top of my comforter. I cuddle against the pillows or use a single pillow. But tons of pillows and stuffed animals on bed !
Literally one year ago on my bday I was 196 and today I am 148 after chugging a water bottle if I had tried harder Iโd be skinnier so time to try harder than ever
@ideastarved
Iโm pretty sure they c/s other mukbang ppl have said that thatโs what they actually do I feel like these videos r just for entertainment unless itโs a fat person eating then id believe they actually swallow and consume the food
everyone depressed over being 25 online please stop. I turn 26 next month. Iโm watching sex and the city for the first time. I am going to be skinny soon. 25+ is literally prime timeโฆ.
bad foto pero plug gave me .4 Molly + coke to compensate the fact I thought I was getting 1.4 of Molly but I got .4 of Molly and coke. He also threw me a vapeโฆ. BLESSED
crying bc apparently I ordered food black out drink did I eat it?! Of course not but I did waste $30 CHAT IM COOKED. Itโs time to get a fucking grip im so fucking embarrassing
kicked a box of Marlboros on the floor while walking and thought to myself man I wonder if there is a cig in there and to my delightful surprise Iโm reminded that itโs the small things
This might sound dumb but itโs so hard to stop drinking. even if I just have one drink I basically cave in to have it like an energy drink. Iโm functioning most of the time. Have had slip ups. Just wanna vent abt ig. Iโm stressed about working up the courage to try cutting back
i will achieve my goals and more with starving, dedication, passion, learningโฆ
Need to find harmony and balance. i want control and satisfaction โ ห๏ฝกโเญจเญงห
The worst part of this feeling is en my clothes donโt fit cuz I lost weight but it makes me fucking hate myself for how fat I was and tbh I still feel fat.. but I really dread knowing I was even fatterโฆโฆ.
Crying on my birthday like thatโs what itโs all about ! Wish I didnโt drink last night anyway Iโm just really going through a horrible depression.
It was probably like a year ago that I accepted Iโll never feel beautiful because I donโt look like people I consider beautiful. super easy concept to accept just sucks
I can officially say that Iโve beat being 160 itโs been several days staying at this weight ^_^ obviously itโs fat still but a really good milestone for me. I realistically feel I can get to the 130s by the middle of July
scared of chat ai thingy. I have plagiarized or reworded stuff before but truth be told I still tried to learn ๐ญ research. Asking ai right away is sooo scary are we really that lazy now ๐ฅฒ
I blacked out at the baby shower and lost my bag and fit bit . And shoes. I also had my jacket inside out when I woke up. WHO AM Iโฆ Anyway told my homegirl that Iโd call her later to find my things bc I had to order a Lyft home to get ready for my sisters party in an hour
being 148 in the middle of June gives me hope. Iโm never going to be that fat huge ugly ogre again. How was I on the brink of 200 lbs in December/ January.
Shamelessly asked someone to hit their blunt cuz I am processing being suspended and not fired and it still hurts and they said yes! Call me crazy but we all out here waiting for the bus living lives. And mine hard rn
๐ข๐ธ month of June เฑจเง
- track calories with goal of 1100 or less
- step minimum of 17k daily
- 64 fl oz water daily
+ losing weight is priority
+ focus on incorporating stretching y more activity. Invest in reading ( a book a week?) , looking into self growth for life purposes
decided to start going to the gym tomorrow morning. I will walk there itโs about 35 minutes! Work out. Then head home! Saturday Sunday and Monday. I donโt work so I need to make the most of this
@beefisfoul
Make it shorter bc theyโre not gonna read all that. They show clearly theyโre openly rude to you in a gc . But I think reaching out is OK she just hates that she works and not you. As long as you pay ur bills ignore her best as u can
the only chubby fat girls that people like have big asses . be fr no one is happy gaining weight if theyโre top heavy and arm heavy like me. We arenโt thick just fat. Pear shaped girls have it easier ! I have to be skinny otherwise my fat is ugly asf. Itโs not the same for some
boss who talked abt fitness circles said they were thinking of me and my weight loss journey and asked me if I wanted to go running with the work group bc I expressed liking running before ๐ฅน
sheโs so skinny it gives me hope because I rly donโt think she used ozempic. Her thighs are evidence. Sheโs been this skinny before as well. sheโs beautiful every weight! but itโs nice to see her reaching her goals. ๐
walked to park ! <3 gna smoke until 10:30am ish then walk for 2 hours / go home and get ready for work / laundry and leave for work around 1:3-2pm(work 3:30-11:300m)
I donโt really feel right . I feel really disconnected. Everything is good. But I just feel really bad. Like Iโm not real or existing but I canโt figure out what Iโm feeling. Thinking. Anything rn
day 1 accountability ๐ เฃชห ึดึถึธ๐
just want to incorporate 2L of water daily, steps (exercise soon), and a cal deficit, once I get paid and buy groceries I can begin all the diets I see on here :3
@Fluffy_c4ls
I like her cuz sheโs pretty and talks abt interesting things. she legit has said she never works out and itโs purely genetics so good for her! Sheโs โskinny fat โ bc itโs natural for her body type . Iโm not judging anything you said tho! Just wanted to share she talked abt this
losing 2 weeks of work but im not fired. I am grateful and feel blessed and I have to be super productive and stable and not spend money for 3-4 weeks until I get paid again after missing this much work.
@DeathlySkeletal
Iโve always been able to sleep off any coke Iโve done and idk my friends would be up and hyper and I be there quiet weird but tbh soemtimes j talk a lot. Everyoneโs always told me I react to drugs different, even meth . What does this mean?!?
im actually very upset with myself. I did the exact thing I wanted to (get piss faced drunk) and im literally likeโฆ why? I am TIRED of myself . Venting hard today because I have to change I want to cry
went from bmi 34+ to bmi 28+. Iโm 5โ2 and overweight not morbidly obese anymore :) I have to be 125 to get below overweight bmi! Iโm 157 lbs from 190 lbs beginning this year . When I turn 26 in July Iโm going to be even skinnier :)
I cant think too hard about the fact that noone Iโve ever slept with rly liked or respected me like and Iโve been a fat loser the whole time!! Ugh!! Iโm celibate over a year and itโs fine w me but so embarrassing im that girl. like I hate knowing Iโve never been taken seriously
@fucxorzs
It was secured tied super tight and the weed smells bomb. God rly be on y side when it comes to weed ๐ญ๐ซถ๐ฝ ! I legit feel I pray for it LOL AND it comes to me
Everyoneโs in recovery while Iโm finally diving head first into my ed. Iโve always had it. Ignored it. But it feels all consuming now. I canโt do much but prioritize this. Itโs all that really matters to me as of now.
Hey guys I didnโt sleep instead I drank gin on face time and talked politics with someone I barely know bc my friend fell asleep I woke her up for program made her coffee now Iโm making coffee for me before I take a 40 min walk and hour bus ride home ^_^
A guy walking past me said hey *motioned me to take off a headphone * and said โhas anyone told you today youโre cuteโAnd he wasnโt creepy he smiled and kept going. ๐ซถ๐ฝโบ๏ธ