@voonpie
ed therapy taught me that this is due to avoiding ur real emotions to the point of being unable to to pinpoint and put words to them and it becomes so uncomfortable for your brain to navigate that it just reverts to simple thought patterns its familiar w bc it’s easier.
my husband and partner of almost 15 years just blindsided me by asking for a divorce because he’s been unhappy for a long time and has started seeing someone else. i want to die 😭
went to the marine corps ball. my dress was velvet with a deep sweeatheart neckline adorned with feathers. wore butt & hip pads w a strapless push-up bra to help my figure look sexier and it made me wanna start doing squats??? i wore a black smokey eye and nudey mauve glossy lip
i don’t think i mentioned it but the person my husband cheated on me w was one of my longtime clients that has literally been coming to me since i was still in school for esthetics LMAO i let that woman in my home repeatedly and went in on a case of wine w her IS NOTHING SACRED
touched up my roots, waxed my whole face, brow lami & tint, fucked , drank & sang karaoke, and ate a burrito since i took this pic 2 days ago and i still feel gross bc im fat
the guy that stood me up was watching my ig story like a hawk all night and always within the first 5 people to view it. i wanted to make him feel dumb & fomo so i posted a thirst trap in my panties to my cf list and edited my skinny square lil ass all PLUMP for added effect
@lmndrp_
so true. and why often people w recovery accounts have a harder time recovering than those who just totally leave the online ed community during recovery
i lost my job my marriage and myself this year and i just now got a phone call that my childhood home is burning down like is this a fucking metaphor for what’s happening w my inner child idk but it’s so fucked
@admortem7
@Mochak123
@InezFeltscher
as a skincare professional i can assure you that it has been demonized by the “clean beauty” fad and beauty companies that want you to spend more money on their products. It’s one of the best products you can use as an occlusive!
my 100mg thc pika-juice edibles came today. they have a white chocolate shell, banana pineapple gelée made from 450 north brewing XL slushy pika-juice beer, white chocolate cheesecake ganache with tahitian vanilla bean, and a bottom layer of crushed banana runts.
my best friend called in sick for her graveyard shift last night and stayed at my moms w me. finally hav been able to eat food again and managed to drink a whole gatorade yesterday so i feel a lil less deathly today. having my friend here is really helping me
saw husband for a sec when i dropped my dog back off w him. said he’s worried and i look “concave” and i’m like 😂😂 yeah right bitch but also GOOD I HOPE YOURE WORRIED FUCKER
my brother bought us food to share yesterday before he left town and i had one of each kind of taco and some beans and rice. he said my photos came out ugly bc i have the camera set to super cool tones and it doesn’t capture the orangey warmth that mexican food should have lol
had therapy today, walked my dog, got a massage, then smoked a joint dipped in wax & rolled in kief at this viewpoint (i also came up here yesterday and smoked the first half of the joint which is when i took this pic)
they let me style myself for the commercial so i wore The Uniform (tennis skirt, cropped hoodie, sambas). cant wait to see the finished product, local commercials are always so corny and this one is complete w a home alone-style gasp w my hands clapped to my cheeks & camera zoom
you guys will not believe this but i fell backwards off a 5 foot ledge into a rocky tree well tonight and got my shit rocked !! i am okay just bruised and shaken up and i can’t stop laughing as like a nervous reaction but my family is tripping bc i could have like… easily died
one detail i never mention is that when i was 16 and started dating my husband he was 20 lmao. like i shoulda known then he’d put me through hell. everyone warned me. this is me now 15 yrs later during our divorce 🤡🤡🤡
went out w the girls last night and got turnt off 2 drinks i think people make them strong for me thinking that they’re doing me a favor but they’re NOT lmao
yestrday my best friend came over again and we went on a lil date to the new otaku store that opened a few mins from my house. they also own a sugar free/gluten free bakery so they were STOCKED w low cal baked goods n i got a giant cookie to share w husband. will b returning!!
i cannot handle it when people compare what im going through to a breakup up they had w their partner after dating a couple of years. it keeps happening over and over and over, no kidding. of course im not telling everyone the gravity of my situation but still !!!!!
went to Seattle w my bestie yesterday to get matching tattoos and we ate a lot of good food! missing from the photo set is red bull mixed drink, hot cheetos, and more din tai fung dishes
got w this man 3 months after i turned 16. im turning 31 in exactly 2. thats almost half my life and i do not know who i am without him. our brains developed together and being his partner is wired into me because of that. my sense of self is so tied up into being together