HELLO! I'm doing a 21st birthday subathon on September 29th! Lots of fun incentives including hidden ones if we happen to beat our goals! I'm very excited for this and I hope you will be too <33 save the date :p
I was IRL streaming Sunday after TwitchCon when I met up with systemzake. At one point, he rested his head on my chest and then proceeded to motor-boat me. After that he said, "Chat look at her face", then grabbed my ass and said "they don't know what happened"
I wasn't going to post about it, but this shit makes me feel absolutely disgusting. I've had this on my mind for 3 days now and just can't forget it. This was all within an hour of meeting each other too. This isn't okay man
Also, in case anybody tries to defend him because I was laughing, no, laughing is one of the biggest defense mechanisms. At that moment I had no clue how to react. I dissociated and went into auto pilot mode. Literally couldn't even believe that shit really happened
On top of this, I'm disappointed in the people who were present in my chat at this time, saying "MY MAN ZAKEY!", "lmao did Zakey just cop a feel?" and "I honestly can't blame him", yes, he committed a crime on my live stream. He did do that.
In all, I'm speaking up because nobody should have to go through this. I trusted this man enough to meet up with him in person and he violated not only my trust, but my boundaries. I'm sorry to other women who've gone through this, this is something shouldn't have to worry about
Today was the last stream I’ll have for a month. My mental health has been at its worst in a very long time. I’m going to take this time to focus on myself, workout, and just have an overall life style change. I hope y’all will be here when I come back, I love you guys 💜
YALL WE DID IT! WE ACTUALLY DID IT!!! IM OFFICIALLY A TWITCH PARTNER NOW!! THANK YOU TO ALL WHO GENUINELY BELIEVED I COULD DO IT!!! I've literally wanted this since I was 16, what a fuckin dream come true man. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU 💜
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WE DID IT!!! WE QUALITY FOR THE PLUS PROGRAM!!!
Y’all have given me an insane amount of support and I just can’t believe we hit it. I couldn’t be more grateful for you all, thank you 💜
I’ll be seeing you all on Thursday :3, see you all then!
I really regret not dating when I was younger. I’m 20 now and I’ve never been in a relationship and it feels like I’ve missed out on a lot of experiences I could’ve had