i love it when people draw kazuhas hand UGLY yeeeeeaaaaahhhhh make it ugly scarred rough flawed MAKE HIM FLAWED while keeping his gentle exterior i want it difficult to figure out his issues bc hes so used to concealing them to not burden others make him js as hard to love as scr
i like to think kazuha has sensory issues w his enhanced smell and hearing(?) like he could sense a human's pump of blood, smell the rot in their hearts, and hear the vibrations in their chests and it could get overwhelming and then he meets scr and hes just.. quiet. he is peace
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beautiful changed my life amazing bodacious the most lovely piece of art ive ever laid my eyes upon every detail is so thoughtful benevolent exquisite simply ravishing a delight for the eyes a stellar work of art that reworked my brain i think i need a lobotomy how wondrous to la
genshin scara isekai-ed into a modern world anime convention and freezes at the sight of kazuha and niwa together (cosplayers) who ask for photos (clout chasing for the shippers) scara begs the kaedeharas to kill him and goes viral for his extremely convincing acting and cosplay
i love the debate abt scaras punishment not being enough bc when you truly feel guilt so immense, so mind consuming and ugly, it haunts you. getting sent to prison or facing a measured punishment would at least create a false sense of security for him - that the world has
sometimes i write myself into corners when writing scara cos i like to make him rlly difficult to deal with and do very unprovoked stuff and then im left in a writers block cos idk how to progress the story w his fuckery
im about to yap. i have a theory on why i find it easier to write kzscr compared to other hyv ships and its bc they havent met. ik their characters individually but there isnt an established dynamic between them so i have a lot of freedom n can take my own liberties w their
or he constantly hears the metal of scaras joints grating against each other. another way to see it ig. id imagine he could knock on scaras head and hed hear the rattle of wind inside him 💀
every time i close my eyes,i see you. i’ve always seen you. even if you tell me you don’t feel the same. even if i walk away knowing there’s not a chance in hell of us ever being something,i’ll wait for you.
i changed. the entire plot i had in mind for causal loop paradox after watching interstellar cos that movie changed me in ways nobody will ever understand i need to write this specific kind of time travel fic or ill tweak ill tweak
personally love when ppl make scara beg kazuha to kill him. do you think scara would recognize kazuhas blade forged under the isshin art and momentarily thinks of when tatarasuna used to be a home
acknowledged his wrongdoings and /sees/ how he is atoning. but instead he's forgotten. he's alone. no one knows the horrors he's gone through, he won't ever find comfort nor will he find true closure. he's forced to live until eternity with burden in his heart. it's heavy, it's
i love exploring how kazuha loves cos for me he either loves rlly mature, openly, and healthy or its self sacrifice in the guise of being unconditional
he gift—wraps self-sacrifice and calls it love; he has never known how to love any other way. he has never given his heart in scraps—— it has always been laid bare, whole and beating, on the altar.
i love when. unrequited stays unrequited and the character is faced w this reality and is still so devoted and nothing abt their love changes. love to love, not love to be loved. unconditional love guys i fuck with unconditional love so heavy bro
i wanna write kazuscara as lawyers soooo bad kazuha as a criminal prosecutor who values honor and facts and scara as a pompous defense attorney who's ruthless with his mouth. their verbal sparring would go crazy
all-consuming, and it's ugly green fingers that will constantly pulls him back to reality whenever he thinks he finally finds happiness. LMFAO. i just think ppl need to take guilt more seriously like bro. its CRAZY! imagine seeing a shadow of ur sins every corner u take
hiking mountains and fishing in the middle of the sea and breathing fresh air not for cool new experiences but so i have sumn crazy to say in my author's notes
just saying eun finished the npnp cover ahahha npnp has a cover guys hahahahah a really great cover hahah eun is goated my fic has a cover btw no password no poison got a really beautifully drawn cover by user endnraa btw GUYS NPNP HAS A REALLY BEAUTIFUL COVER DRAWN BY ENDNRAA
genuine question how do ppl develop their style in their craft like in art or writing is that sumn u consciously do or does it come to u naturally i need to know
i rmmbr one of my authors notes in npnp going like oh noo my google account got terminated and i lost my entire outline lmfao that was not real i js wanted an excuse for not updating for 3 months
love when characters intellectually stimulate each other 🤓☝️i want 5 minutes of internal monologue i want them outsmarting each other i want them tearing the other down and genuinely surprised when they clap back 2x worse i want deathnote or love is war I WANNA BE SURPRISED‼️
a reader said how i wrote kazuha reminded them of 'summer died' by labit and its cigarettes after sex all over again this song is so him even the voice bruh
had so much significance to his life bc of perceptions he made to cope w being alone and outcasted and ignorant to how the world worked. I JUST THINK THEY ARE SO TRAGIC. ik ppl dont want them to meet BUT I DO‼️ i want to sit them in front of each other and force them to talk
i also like the idea that if fatui scara ever got the chance to meet ei they would fight at first but he'd lose so badly and hes forced to face the reality of his misunderstandings. forced to live with the knowledge that what he believed for so long was false - that someone who
one thing ill always think abt is why there r sm passengers in a plane its crazy how we all have our own lives but then we r all somehow going to new zealand at 2pm at the same time for some reason like i just wanna know why you're on this flight rn are u sure ur not a filler npc
sumn abt his childhood trauma of burdening his father translating to his way of loving and being satisfied w just giving bc "receiving is a burden" and then scara who has difficulty receiving bc hes literally never received love before. emotionally constipated competition
"sorry for the late update" IM GOING TO LIGHT MYSELF ON FIRE dont apologize queen u have nothing to say sorry for its MY fault u updated late I should be tbe one kissing ur feet and apologizing profusely i have failed, as a reader, the moment u think u owe us anything
it takes more balls than you think to tag ur fics with "humor" instead of "angst" cos what if you guys dont laugh i would jump off a cliff writing angst is less humiliating
hearing my best friend talk abt their bf and saying the type of sappy stuff id write in a fic is so crazy. No im not tired of hearing u talk please yap more bro you're abt to be a primary source for this fic
theres a pattern here cos i used to write for xiaoven when they had no connection i was one of the OG founding fathers of xvn guys i knew abt the fic author that went to jail actually i think i js like rare pairs that edge us w lore but dont meet
we had to make a short film n i was forced to do the script cos no one wanted the role n its so goofy how our infamously homophobic prof was so crazily invested in our film. he LOVED it. wanted it on the school website n all and then its just a straight ver of my gay fanfiction
i love it when authors integrate a profession into their fic. one time i read a lawyer iwaoi fic so good i was invested so bad in iwaoi AND the criminal case. and another time i read a fic where the mc was a nurse and you could tell the author was fr a nurse its so fun
"Call me," he whispered.
"Kunikuzushi." Kazuha reached up and ghosted his knuckles over his cheek, like a prayer for which no words existed. "Kunikuzushi, Kunikuzushi. My one and only."