@fleursworld
this is so real! i mean i’m like not scared of food at all but i’m scared of gaining and it’s a really weird mix sometimes because i don’t feel guilty until i see it on the scale
We can be incredibly manipulative but the majority of us don’t want to be, it’s just comes with the intense fear of abandonment. when i realize what im doing is hurting others i try my best to stop hurting them and it turns into to hurting myself
@THINPIXI
YOU LOOK FUCKING PHEONOMINAL FOR BMI 25.9 I LOOKED HUGE WHEN I WAS AT THAT WEIGHT AND YOU LITERALLY LOOK SO GOOD WHY DOES GOD HAVE TO HAVE HIS FAVORITES
i think it’s odd an ed twt account got so big and i think the parasocial relationship is really odd, but also canceling ed twt accounts for personal life (other than like nazis and people who post about it on there account with there ed content) is also really weird
lol relapsed in bulimia because my boyfriend friends took one look at me and went “damn she looks over weight?” like dude he didn’t even say fat he legit said over weight to my face. what the fuck
no one really understands how much i love snoopy i love snoopy more than anyone else because i live in snoops home town my family is literally friends with Schulz’s family I LOVE SNOOPY FUCK THE POSERS
last night i told my boyfriend i was recovering because i was just so tired of the everything and how malnutrition makes me feel… well he’s taking me out to dinner at my fear food place and he was so exited and it’s like fuck. i don’t want to recover i was just having a
not me though because EVERY SINGLE guy i’ve dated lowky started as a pathetic loser who has had no interactions with women (this isn’t a flex btw it has not once gone well)