i think me brain is altering
i very much despised the idea of kids or having kids but . .
more and more im realizing
once i find my person .. whom i will love so intensely .. the thought of having a litol babi with them only makes me excited and happi .. ;w; WAT IS HAPPENING
that 2 week hiatus i took before my subathon was, like,
the lowest i ever was in my life. things were so bad . . i never have felt so sad before . . i truly thought everything was over
but . . now .. i can proudly say im the happiest i have ever been in my life 🥹
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babies are cute .. and the fun that will come with having one .. teaching them things .. taking them places .. the sad nights .. the happy nights .. all of it. life is so spectacular and id love to have my own experience it all some day with me by their side ..
this is the second time in (one) week i get recognized in public. once in a grocery store and just now, at MY LOCAL GYM ! !! waaaaaaaaa .. need to start wearing disguises i guess .. ;o;
hi
for those who fall out of the work grind
how do u get back on it and then proceed to stay on top of it ?
imp need elp ;w;
(if u have adhd pls mention it)
my friends are the best :3 my friends are the best :3 my friends are the best :3 my friends are the best :3 my friends are the best :3 my friends are the best :3 my friends are the best :3 my friends are the best :3 my friends are the best :3 my friends are the best :3
my dad got very lucky and was able to buy a business .. so he has a job now !! that hes the owner of !! no one bossing him around anymore !! he has so many days off now too.. it so nice seeing my papa home and so happy... i missed his smile and his goofyness :')
theres a bunch of other happi little things going on in my life right now .. but i wont get into it.. im so sleepy... but before i go. thank u for being apart of my experience with life. you have made it overwhelmingly good and happy and eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I LOVE U!
im like drowning in soju rn so excuse my little ramble
but
i have been feeling so so so so so happy lately . .
surrounded by the best people in the WORLD !!
my friends, my community, my family .. it feels .. so comforting .. to know that so many people care abt me..
abt 2 geek over music excuse me
we have been getting such gud music lately... aaaaafjhdsfgsidgsfg
melanie's album
ariana's album
billie's album
i genuinely cant think of one skip on all three albums collectively .. AA !!!!! HAPPY IMP HAPPY APPY AAAPPY!!111!11
i remember when a guy i liked literally confessed that he had a crush on me and yet, i was still convinced he didn’t actually like me. that’s what lacking self-love is like.
@LifrimVT
vanity is from american furniture website and then the glass tray is from amazon. had to censor it bc it has a charm attached with my name on the corner 😭
holy crap, today was such a good day for me :’) yoga & gym in the morning and then i hit the pool and treated myself to some ice cream because ive been working so hard!! and now… a nice hot bath
went halloween decoration shopping and i KID U NOT when i asked an employee where the candle holders were she was like “holy shit, u sound just like ariana grande”