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2024.08.12 I logged off, but I will still be reading your curiouscat questions! Feel free to ask me anything.

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Joined May 2024
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@shlover911
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I'm leaving because I have to fully commit to recovery. I will keep this account up as an archive. If my life starts going downhill again, I'll come back, but I hope that that's not gonna happen. Love u all, take care, and don't forget that recovery is always worth it x
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@shlover911
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Hello, Today, I found out that my father has cancer. This, somehow, made me realize that I need to get better for my family. As much as I love you guys, Twitter is no good for me. I wanna recover, I wanna be free. I will probably deactivate or log out of my account tomorrow.
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@shlover911
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Would yall watch a "what's in my bag" except it's my sh tools and aftercare bag?
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@shlover911
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@emilianutsack @spookiecals U do need to cover them.
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@shlover911
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I went swimming today :)) I'm so happy because I thought that I'd never be able to swim ever again
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@shlover911
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Does anyone have any videos or images of bedrock or laffy taffy? If yes please send them to me 🙏
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@shlover911
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If I multiswiped, would I be able to get to bedrock here?
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@shlover911
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I'm gonna recover, wish me luck 🤞
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@shlover911
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₍ ᐢ.ˬ.ᐢ₎˚୨ my intro ୧ ellie 08 (16) she/her depression, anxiety, suicidal i interact with #shtwt & #edtwt i'll probably post censored sh 💬/♡/↻ to be moots!
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@shlover911
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@mimiznomnom I hate anti fat ppl
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@shlover911
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Healed scars
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@shlover911
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Don't pick your scabs!
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@shlover911
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Recovery WHO? Recovery MY ASS
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@shlover911
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heres mine! template in replies 💓
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@shlover911
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🐇
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@shlover911
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Hospital fit hard af 🔥🔥
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@shlover911
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MY ACCOUNT FINALLY GOT UNLOCKED AFTER 8 DAYS YALL!
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@shlover911
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My mom found ALL of my blades
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@shlover911
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Whoever's following @c0ldnessinmyhrt , please unfollow them cause they're a horrible person. They're on #shtwt . (More in replies)
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@shlover911
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Just bought this, r these good?
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@shlover911
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Seriously considering su1cide
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@shlover911
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My Twitter Interaction Circle ➡️
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@shlover911
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Why is every girl my age so much shorter, skinnier and prettier than me :(
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@shlover911
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@eunaosouacherry As a person without an active ed this makes me so sad for you all :( I hope u can find peace someday
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@shlover911
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Fuck yes fuck yes fuck yes
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@shlover911
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I decided that I'll be logging off of Twitter. Take care guys.
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@shlover911
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Went outside like this lol a bit of my scars were visible 💔
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@shlover911
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Wow
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@shlover911
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What???
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@shlover911
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I think I will kill myself at the end of summer.
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@shlover911
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Hate when this happens
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@shlover911
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I love cutting but I absolutely HATE the healing process and that's the only thing keeping me from relapsing rn
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@shlover911
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This stank so bad
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@shlover911
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IM GETTING RELEASED FROM THE HOSPITAL IN A FEW HOURS!!! 🩷🩷🩷
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@shlover911
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Logging off. Luv yall, bye x
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@shlover911
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Nvm the tape didn't do shit lol
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@shlover911
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Whoever is unmooting me... I will find you.
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@shlover911
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I love my moots sm... I'd kiss every single one of u on the head if I could
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@shlover911
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Deepthroat my fat cock you groomers
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@shlover911
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Su1cide is calling my name
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@shlover911
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I'm sorry but from now on I'm unmooting any moot who puts uncensored porn on my feed
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@shlover911
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Piercing my nose today!
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@shlover911
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I need to fucking die. Or cut.
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@shlover911
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I want to cut I want to cut I want to cut
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@shlover911
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I'm so sad I wanna relapse
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@shlover911
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yall gotta try this site!! it was so fun
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@shlover911
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Is recovery really worth it? I feel like I've been brainwashed
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@shlover911
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I'm out the hospital!
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@shlover911
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I worked so hard to get better, but I'm falling back to my starting point again.
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@shlover911
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Sleeping was hell wtf why do cat scratches hurt so much more than beans 💀
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@shlover911
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Gonna be ropin my neck
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@shlover911
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Template in the replies 💓
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@shlover911
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Why is my sh starting to actually hurt..
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@shlover911
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I just got broken up with. My only reason to get better left me. Why
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@shlover911
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I love sh too much to recover yall 😣
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@shlover911
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Better luck next time
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@shlover911
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I have to lose 10kg of fat in 2 months, any tips? 😭
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@shlover911
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dear diary, it's day 2 without sh, i'm starting to lose hearing in my left eye and taste in my right
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@shlover911
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@verykoolkai Best out there
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@shlover911
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My dad tried to kill himself 🙁
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@shlover911
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Idk how to feel about my life slowly turning to the better
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@shlover911
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The new meds they're giving me are making my sh urges go away 🤦‍♀️
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@shlover911
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I keep having dreams of self harm. Last night I had a very long and graphic dream about me cutting bits of my skin off with scissors until I was a skinless lump of meat
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@shlover911
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Finally changed my bloody bedsheets after a month, who's proud?
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@shlover911
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I'm not fatphobic, I'm only fatphobic when it comes to MY body
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