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Dear.Near 🩷🤍🧡

5 months

💋Near’s Bio💋 -19 -she/her/it/thing -edtwt -16+ PLEASE -not all post will pertain to ed -not proana -pro recovery -not fatphobic -just here to rant about stuff not encourage it!! 🖤

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@shitpot123

4 months

How I got to bmi 40 ~☆~ An informational thread ~☆~

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@shitpot123

9 months

Loose skin appreciation thread because you deserve to see yourself as beautiful 💕💕💕 ❤️+🔄 appreciated

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@shitpot123

5 months

@crystalcaloriez Wait until the people who rot in bed all day realize that some people work physical jobs and sometimes burn 800+ cals during a shift so it could be dangerous to eat under that. Like obviously it’s circumstantial but net calories are a thing and people need to realize it

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@shitpot123

5 months

@bunnykcal Me with ednos wishing it was ana

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1 year

Well now this is really something

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@shitpot123

1 year

“Weirdest” thing about my ed is that I find chubby/fat/plus size women attractive. Obviously there is a limit of how big because of health reasons but tbh I think a lot of fat girls are cute as hell. It’s just not cute on me

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@shitpot123

1 year

Y’all are so rude for what? They have lost 36lbs already. I know the whole “if you’re not underweight don’t post body checks” thing but come on everyone starts somewhere. Paix if you see this just know that me and many others are proud of your progress.

Paix needs to lose 64lbs :3

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1 year

i need to be smaller.

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@shitpot123

1 year

I had a high ass start weight.

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@shitpot123

1 year

⚠️reminder⚠️ rts are appreciated I have lost almost 40lbs in less than 2 months. There are many factors that play into my weight loss. I will give people the rundown of how I did it but please remember all bodies are different. Most people can do everything I do (1/3)

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@shitpot123

1 year

@h1sMariposa 100-700 Most days were 300-500 And I did 24-30 hour fasts at least once a week. I fasted for ketosis so no gum, no c/s, no 0 cal drinks (besides water and black coffee), no 0 cal foods, etc.

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@shitpot123

4 months

@snowqueenn111 My psych professor had us calculate our bmis and said “no one here should be above a bmi 35, if you are yoh are calculating it wrong” I was bmi 40 🙃 (I was at my hw)

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@shitpot123

4 months

@strving2bpretty @m3lonns So rewards happen once. Also spaghetti if omaded can be like 500-1000cals so that would still be a huge deficit. Maybe learn how to count calories before you get mad at someone rewarding themselves with food because you can do that and stil be in a deficit.

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@shitpot123

1 year

Bitches with a high ass SW when they don’t lose that 1lb a day

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@shitpot123

11 months

Why do some people make fun of overweight and obese people on edtwt. Y’all literally talk about how you want us to do something about our weight but don’t see us as valid if we don’t drop 100lbs overnight.

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@shitpot123

1 year

@chewednothing So that’s sunscreen, not anti aging cream

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@shitpot123

1 year

One thing as someone with a high sw is I fear gaining. Like everyone does but for me I feel as though I get more upset because I feel as though I have wasted my life being fat and now I want to be skinny asap. Not only that but I need to prove to myself I can do it.

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@shitpot123

1 year

That’s it!!! Thanks for reading my thread ☺️

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@shitpot123

28 days

@Star_calsss People on edtwt when they see someone who’s skinny but not skin and bones: 🤬 “fat”

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@shitpot123

4 months

First things first, my parents never taught me about nutrition. My earliest memories around food were having Icecream almost every night as a “bedtime snack” while watching tv. I was 4 and didn’t understand how that was a bad thing. +

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@shitpot123

4 months

~☆~ conclusion ~☆~ 1. It’s important to teach your kids about nutrition 2. It’s important to get your kids involved in sports 3. Snacks are a once in a while treat, not an everyday thing 4. Don’t listen to tiktok when it comes to how “fat” you are. Listen to your doctor!!!!

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@shitpot123

4 months

Big update for y’all!!!!

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3 months

We did it

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@shitpot123

9 months

Her loose skin is low-key (high-key) cute

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@shitpot123

4 months

Parents cooked and that was food high in fats and carbs. We also always had snacks in the house. Get home from school? you get a snack. do your chores? you get a snack. need you to shut up? You get a snack. Snacking was a constant thing in my life growing up. +

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@shitpot123

1 year

@hearts4thinspo My question is how did they avoid loose skin

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4 months

My dad also hates vegetables and refuses to eat anything green (I’m being so serious) so when we had meals the majority of the meal would consist of carbs. Not to mention my dad LOVES butter, I swear he adds a stick to every meal. Of course as a young kid I just ate what my +

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@shitpot123

4 months

Disclaimer, this is not me making excuses for my weight or how bad it got. This is just to inform people because I think many people don’t understand how people get to be obese.

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@shitpot123

9 months

I can’t wait till I’m thin and can wear outfits like this and look cute.

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@shitpot123

9 months

Genuine question. How can fatphobes hate on loose skin? You tell people to lose the weight and when they do it’s not good enough? Shouldn’t you be happy that they lost the weight and aren’t fat anymore?

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@shitpot123

9 months

@favari3s No Fr. People make fun of my disordered thoughts all the time. It’s so crazy like how do you have an Ed with no delusions?

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@shitpot123

4 months

That of course included emotional eating. It felt like a hug when no one else would hug me. Now I didn’t eat huge portions but my comfort foods were high calorie snacks that could constitute as meals with how calorically dense they were.

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1 year

@knjcals Tbh I’d be happy as fuck

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@shitpot123

11 months

Where I started (late may) vs now.

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@shitpot123

4 months

I was also never encouraged to do sports at a young age. I always wanted to but my parents worked opposite shifts so they just never enrolled me. When I was in middle school I wanted to join sports but my mom pointed out how I’d be so far behind the other kids because +

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@shitpot123

10 months

I can’t wait till I’m not overweight anymore. I can’t wait till I can at least say “I’m a healthy weight” because I have never been able to say that in my life.

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@shitpot123

1 year

Seeing all these people with low start weights get to their goal weight and not have loose skin makes me so jealous because I know I’m going to have loose skin 😭😭😭

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1 year

Speed running this shit. (Idk how)

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@shitpot123

1 year

@wonykgz Sadly I wouldn’t be surprised. She has been doxed to the point where she had to post her passport and then had to take it down for fear of people finding out more about her.

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@shitpot123

4 months

Luckily I am now over 100lbs down but I still struggle with food obviously. Food has been my go to place for comfort since I was young and I was never corrected on it (unless it was in a degrading manner and not educational at all) I wish my parents cared more about my health +

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@shitpot123

26 days

“How did you get to bmi 40!?!?” … this shit was normal in my household.

Lazzyyyyyy

@em_Lazzy

28 days

y’all put sugar in y’all’s frosted flakes?

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@shitpot123

4 months

They all started sports at a young age so it made me feel like I was never good enough to join a sport so I never did. In middle school I began to get bullied because I had acne and that took a toll on my mental health. I would do anything to make myself feel better +

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@shitpot123

1 year

@Onision @YearbookQuotes_ Nice gif, when are you going to admit that you groomed all those teens and need to be locked up?

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@shitpot123

10 months

Personal reasons why I can’t recover. 1. At my high weight I almost couldn’t fit in roller coaster rides 2. I’m still fat irl even if tiktokers would call me average 3. I bought new clothes that I don’t want to get rid of 4. People view you different socially if your thin

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@shitpot123

4 months

Since I was never taught about nutrition and was encouraged to snack as a young kid this never rang as unhealthy to me. Not to mention even doctors told me I carried my weight well so that lead to a very false confidence in my weight.

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@shitpot123

10 months

I need a thinspo thread of people with loose skin.

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@shitpot123

1 year

@ellessoup Can you do a lesbian thinspo thread next please? /nf

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@shitpot123

4 months

Than I was. Some fat activist on tiktok even considered me average so I never thought anything about it. I mean if I couldn’t speak on fat issues I wasn’t that fat right?

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@shitpot123

11 months

Does anyone else only feel valid when starving? Like even omading a low cal meal makes me feel bad.

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@shitpot123

4 months

Psa if you are going to be fatphobic towards me AFTER I have lost 100lbs you better have your stats in your bio. Like yeah sure I used to be fat but guess what. It takes a lot to lose more than 100lbs in a year and if you haven’t done that then idc what you think.

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@shitpot123

9 months

I want to fight every girl with nice curves and a flat stomach.

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@shitpot123

8 months

(This post is not shaming people who are currently 200lbs+) When I was 230lbs I didn’t realize that I did in fact have trouble moving because of my fat. I couldn’t even sit with my knees to my chest because of my stomach fat getting in the way.

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@shitpot123

4 months

Drinks I was having that was enough to get me over my tdee. Now onto the more recent things: At my HW tiktok considered me “small fat” and told me I had no place to talk about fat issues because they weren’t as bad for me. This gave me a false sense that I was smaller +

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10 months

@basickaate Why do people always assume you don’t feed your kids just because you have an ed? That’s honestly weird and fucking gross to make assumptions about someone’s parenting based on a mental illness.

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@shitpot123

9 months

End of thread 💕💕💕 Remember to love yourself and that you have come a long way. If you from a few months or years ago would be proud than present you should also be happy.

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@shitpot123

4 months

In 8th grade year the bullying got so bad I took a year to do online school where I would do nothing but sit in front of a computer all day long. Since I was so lonely my depression got worse and I began eating whenever I needed to feel something. +

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@shitpot123

4 months

It’s important to note that I was not eating more than 5 times a day. However everytime I did eat it was 300-800 calories which does add up so fast when you are not just eating 3 normal meals.

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9 months

I want my body to look like hers.

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@shitpot123

4 months

@RigbyXO @strving2bpretty @m3lonns You’re making baseless assumptions about someone else’s ed because they made a joke about liking spaghetti. Just because someone wants to reward themselves by allowing themselves to have something they don’t usually eat doesn’t mean they will binge.

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2 months

@neocollector I once ate 15 plates at a sushi place and ended up throwing up not by choice.

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3 months

I have to put the junkorexics on. This whole pack is 90cals.

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4 months

Btw I could literally make a part 2 to this because theres so much shit that lead me to my unhealthy habits throughout middle school and highschool that lead to me developing BED.

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10 months

Today vs may 21, 2023

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@shitpot123

10 months

I’m 170lbs and my family thinks I’m skinny…. What?

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6 months

Finally after maintaining for a month I finally did it

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@shitpot123

4 months

When I was younger instead of just trying to make me happy. Because now even when I try to have a normal healthy meal my parents will look at me like I’m crazy. I don’t even think they know anything about nutrition and it’s scary.

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@shitpot123

4 months

I never though of liquid calories as I thing. I knew they were real but since I was never taught about nutrition it of course didn’t matter to me. I would have 2-3 sodas a day and thought nothing of it. Sometimes I would even eat only 2 times a day but with how much sugary +

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21 days

@crystalcaloriez Not Ana b/p but I have literally had to explain that Ana b/p is a real thing so much so that I have these pictures saved on my phone

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@shitpot123

9 months

Photo not me obviously) Daily reminder: loose skin is not something to be ashamed of and if anyone judges you for it than they are an idiot who doesn’t see the amount of work you have put in and the amount of progress you have made.

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@shitpot123

8 months

My question is 170 x 6 = 1020. Where the fuck did those 10 calories go?

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8 months

1010 CALORIES??? HELP OH MY GOD

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7 months

@crystalcaloriez Tbh I hope tlc helps pay for her skin removal surgery (if she wants it) because of the show.

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9 months

Almost 70lbs down

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8 months

The most perfect human being doesn’t exi-

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4 months

@waatevr @lowcal4kpop As someone with a sw of 227 and a bmi of 40 I was even considered small fat so it’s really distorted and shit. Really made me feel smaller than I was hence why I didn’t see how bad it got because I was always called “small fat” and now I’m bmi 24 being called thin which is wild.

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1 year

And maybe lose only 10lbs-20lbs in 2 months and that is still valid. Ya know why? Because everyone’s bodies react differently to exercise and different types of food. For example some people can omad fast food and be fine. My body doesn’t like fast food so I can’t do that. (2/3)

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10 months

Me pretending I didn’t maintain all of august so I don’t go crazy and do something stupid

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9 months

How do people with restrictive Ed’s not gain from eating at their tdee? I have such a shit metabolism that I gain from 800-1000 calories. And it’s not like I just gain .2lbs, no I gain a full 1-2lbs each time.

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5 months

Can we please make SpongeBob traumacore a real thing? But like use it ironically not like how people use the hello kitty traumacore.

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11 months

Does it look like I need a metabolism day?

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1 year

People are not less than because they lose slower, just like I’m not better because I have lost at a fast pace. Most people work harder than me for less results. Idk why I lose so quickly but I will say I gain super easily as well. I can gain from the silliest things. (3/3)

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6 months

Where I started. Where I am. I know I have a long way to go but I’m happy that after being class 3 obese that I’m finally a healthy weight.

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@shitpot123

4 months

I can’t stand people who hate on loose skin. Like fat people can’t win. You keep the weight you’re fat and ugly. You lose the weight your “saggy” and ugly. Like shit just let me and others live. I’d rather have loose skin than be stuck in a body that physically holds me back.

𝓸𝓷𝔂𝔁 🌹🪦 tw ed

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4 months

I lost 180lbs just to be told I look like I’m melting/sagging instead of fat Like wtf do you expect a previously long term morbidly obese person to look like naturally after losing almost 200lbs. Cuz this is the reality.

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Me core

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10 months

I feel invalid on edtwt because restricting has gotten pretty easy for me and I feel like I’m supposed to be struggling to have an ed. like if I’m not struggling than this is just a diet.

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10 months

I’m genuinely thinking of shipping my quest bars that I don’t eat to one of my moots. It would cost a lot of money though but I would feel even worse throwing them away. The just taste like sidewalk chalk to me.

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8 months

I am trying my best to love my loose skin and I encourage others to do the same but sometimes I just wonder what I would look like if I was never 230lbs

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