I remember I was 4, and I lifted my shirt in the mirror and noticed how my tummy was round and not slim and flat like my moms. I panicked and thought I was fat
I didn’t expect my last tweet to get so many replies, it’s so sad reading everyone’s stories. I truly hope one day everyone finds peace with themselves and their body ❤️🩹
I feel like my dad only truly loved me when I was a little girl. he always talks about “you used to be so cute” “you used to be so sweet” “you used to be so kind” and I feel like the girl I’ve grown to be disappoints him. I feel bad that I can’t be a sweet little girl for him
okay so I think I’m just gonna fast for as long as I can, break it with a low cal omad, and keep doing that until I hit my gw, if I feel like I’m gonna pass out I’ll have a bit of sf jello and not count it as breaking the fast (arrest me)
I have such a bad grazing problem :/ i just take tiny nibbles of things but it adds up. I rlly need to have better self control 😔 my no grazing journey begins now 💪
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Remembering how I felt at my lw is so triggering. Like I remember smiling because whenever I walked or just stood in the school halls with my feet together my thighs were no where near touching and I couldn’t make them touch if I wanted to-
I hate arguing with my mom :( she just told me I am a burden to her and she’s frustrated with the fact that all my life she’s had to deal with me and my sensitive feelings and I just feel so bad. I hate that I’ve caused her so much trouble and burden ☹️
@ed_food_polls
Prom queen (cliche but wtv) and How to Disappear by lana, mainly because it was on a reel with this bmi 10 girl in the background showing off her outfit and I stared at it for hours😔
Would even pick me up and carry me around for fun because they said I was so light. And nobody knew (or at least I hadn’t told anyone) that I had an ed, so nobody knew I attempted recovery either. They just think I got fat. I’m just trying to be patient with-
Myself because I know I can get there eventually with time.
If anybody is in the same boat, we got this 🫶 I know how hard it is to feel this way ☹️you’re not alone and you’re loved
Weight loss and how they were worried about me, or how my legs looked like sticks, or “have you been eating? Are you okay?” Or “you used to be so…” but now I feel so ashamed having gained a lot of that weight back. Nobody is worried about me anymore, my—
Sitting in chairs I felt so dainty and small, I would bring my knees to my chest and still have room in the chair. I had a thigh gap even sitting down :( I wore tank tops and leggings all the time and looked so good, people at my school would comment on my-
Thighs touch, my arms are big, hardly any of my bones show and my face is so fat. At my lw I lowkey had ana face, and now I have a fat face. I just can’t wait to get back to my lw. I just felt so small. I remeber thinking it was all worth it. My friends-
@navybluskies
You’ll be okay!! I promise ur not gonna gain weight from two days, any weight gain on the scale would just be water weight. Plus even if you gained like 4 pounds (almost impossible) you could lose that in a few days 🫶 don’t stress
@_bunsthoughts_
I completely get that.. yesterday my dad squeezed my shoulders from behind and I just froze 🤧it doesn’t even matter what their intentions are I always feel ashamed