at the ER rn cos my dumbass didn’t cut deep enough to die but still enough to get surgery 💀
i have to stay there for the night, will be operated 2morrow morning & it’s after it’s done that they’re gonna decide if they keep me or not
gonna do a shoot of coke soon 🥰
(tho i’ll snort some a bit b4 to see which what they cut it cos w been harder to dilute it) (the coke isn’t from my usual dealer)
i want 2 shoot so bad to calm me down but ik it’ll only make the situation worse
so there’s just me w my crippling anxiety, a pack of cigs n half a flash of bloody vodka against the world lol
thinkin a lot abt doing a face rev lately…. my acc grew prtty quickly this month, so ig i’ll do it when i hit 1k followers ? in the meantime, if ur a moot (or we interact a lot) & have insta dm me there so i add u to my close friends <33
@bitchforcardioo
@steviacoated
guys stop with this shitty excuse lol, im not an english native speaker and im still able to perfectly differentiate “lose” and “loose”
@xeromeena
@nocalbbz
mine already are and i thought weight loss could help make em less saggy (tinier boobs = less fat = less sagging)…. am i rlly stuck w/ saggy boobs for the rest of my life at only 19 ??? 🥲
celebrating coming home by takin my last lines of coke 🥰
(ik they look horrible but making lines w a “broken” wrist is fr not that easy lmaoo also the pic def doesn’t do em justice)
@almondbells_
btw that doesn’t make u lose weight (on it’s own). been drinking that shit since i was a lil kind cos it’s like a grandma remedy when ur sick when im from and didn’t lose a single pound from it
OMG GUYS. just got an idea : “build an outfit w ur ed” thread poll but junkie ver !! like build ur outfit but depending on ur drug habits and not ed habits
B4 U COMMENT :
1) ik it looks kinda weird but it’s good blow nonetheless (clearly not the best quality but does the work so)
2) yes it rlly is coke it’s just the texture is sort of sticky ? idk how to explain but when u crush it sticks a bit to the cards
rewatching sum of my close friends stories of my ed/drug ig acc when i was doing coke every day n i was fr at my best like body goals af
i need this era backkk
still have this left of the 6g (shocked ? i get u cos im amazed by myself control too lmao)
i think im gon start cooking up, missing the power of shoots real bad rn