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@sadlungssss

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27, he/they, queer, vege, very severely bulimic

lbmi 12.6 gbmi 13.5 hbmi 27
Joined July 2024
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
30 days
4kg difference so far, 12kg more to go before I reach my pre binge cycle weight 🥹 Bmi 20.6(now) Bmi 21.9(late August)
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
1 month
The only time I still see my scars is when I'm drinking and I miss them so much 😭😭😭 (also I lost 3.5kg since late August!!! Now another 15kg and I'll be happy)
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
2 months
@xiqiuex She does this under so many peoples posts wtf is wrong with her
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
2 months
I made a literal hole in my hand with my teeth while purging
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
1 month
I miss how I looked here so much, I was 42kg and just got my horn implants and my hair was shaved to show them. Now I hide them bc my family would down me. I miss the weight, I miss living in a different town and being able to look how I want..
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
2 months
Didn't get any photos of the muscle cvt
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
3 months
I'm completely and utterly fucked. Not only have my scars faded tremendously but I've gained 4kg since the first photo was taken. I want to fucking die.
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
15 days
Feel so much better with short hair fr
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
3 months
Scars show more when I'm drinking I noticed
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
27 days
I love this photo so much (it's like 2 years old but I'm going through old photos rn)
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
2 months
How tf do I get this ingrown stitch out??? If I go to the doctor on Monday will a nurse be able to do it? (I already took a majority out but a few are like this)
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
27 days
Bro if I keep getting blackout drunk multiple times a week this weight loss will not happen 😭
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
1 month
Starving interrupted being taken down means we won't get to see questions like "does eating pizza break a fast???" or takes like "if you eat over 600 calories you don't have an eating disorder" 💔
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
13 days
Okay curly eyebrowless version is better I've decided 🙏🏻
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
1 month
Loving the Halloween cups and bowls in stores now 🦇
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
2 months
Painfully expensive b/p
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
2 months
B/p haul. I hate myself so so much but at least I'm losing.
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
1 month
Safe food shopping c: pls no b/p today the urges are so bad though
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
2 months
My one and only weight loss goal is for my entire hip bone to show even on my back again
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
1 month
Why would you make all of edtwt look bad in an attempt to seek compliments?
@birdba1t
b!rd 🦦 edtwt
1 month
bitch i’m literally decaying???
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
2 months
Favorite flavor ever I want a 2L bottle
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
1 month
I follow someone on insta who does large fat cvts on their thighs everyday and even though I'm recovering from sh it's still making me wish I was doing that bc there was a time I was.
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
3 months
I feel like I don't know how to show I'm struggling without having big gaping wounds
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
3 months
I can't follow more people for now but I'll follow everyone I was following before soon
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
2 months
I would DIE for you
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
27 days
Locking in and getting back to this and lower (bmi low 12)
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
25 days
I had terrible b/p urges so I brushed my teeth and it literally made them go away so today will be day 1 b/p free 🙏🏻
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
1 month
What happened yesterday calorically can never happen again
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
2 months
I can't imagine how basic and boring the person who send me this looks
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
3 months
Let's keep it at this number
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
10 days
Tell me how my thighs look the way they do but I'm all of a sudden scared of sh 💀
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
2 months
Yay new mirror. Hopefully now each time I even think of getting binge food I'll look at myself see that I'm huge and need to starve and go lay back down.
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
21 days
Me b/p'ing vs me restricting
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
2 months
"You didn't gain 1lb unless you ate 3500 calories over maintenance" is it just me or is a binge usually at least that amount?
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
3 months
Can someone please tell me why I'm seriously and actually unlovable, unlikeable even?
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
27 days
I want a bunny so bad but there are no bunny vets in my town incase it gets sick 😭😭😭 plus i doubt my cat would get along with it
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
25 days
Great I started thinking and now I'm su*cidal
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
18 days
Today was literally the perfect b/p free restriction day, 850 calories and 250 calories burned my walking. If everyday was like this I'd be emaciated in a few months. Manifesting 🙏🏻🤞🏻📿🌿
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
28 days
I'm also so close to cvtting and ruining this
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
28 days
Bro I'm so close to relapsing with laxatives 😭 I need this food/water weight gone now
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
2 months
7am insomnia b/p. The supermarket lady always comments on how much I buy and I'm tempted to go to the one further away from now on.
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
1 month
@catsluverss Healed scars don't need a tw, you see people in public with all different kinds of scars
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
3 months
I don't want anyone in my life anymore, I just want to starve and die in the perfect body.
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
28 days
I'm done with everything, I feel like crying cvtting and passing away.
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
1 month
My worst fear is not being able to purge so my stomach ruptures bc of it :')
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
1 month
Not weighing myself for first 4 days of being b/p free bc water weight. Someone throw a brick at me if I do.
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
15 days
Someone punch me in the face each time I think of binging PLEASE
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
30 days
B/p cycle so bad I'd gladly start selling purging videos again 😭
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
3 months
My chest hurts after b/p'ing then immediately drinking a monster
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
29 days
I crave another cigarette while still smoking the first one, I literally smoke 2 packs a day :')
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
1 month
High res is better then b/p cycle high res is better then b/p cycle high res is better then b/p cycle I won't gain from not weighing myself I won't gain from not weighing myself I won't gain from not weighing myself (I'm struggling ALOT at 2 days b/p free)
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
2 months
Went out for drinks, only got tipsy, didn't drink more when I got home, purged bc I ate a veggie burger then went to sleep.
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
8 days
I want to slit my wrist in a bleed out way
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
21 days
I love green tea so much bc it makes you piss all the water weight out
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
29 days
When I was at my lw I didn't b/p at all just ate rediculous amounts of fruit and veg (literally a kg of veg for diner everyday) and I'm going to try that again just lower volume
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
2 months
Literally what I'm going through rn
@heartstrokeat16
Charli (forced ip treatment)
2 months
Every B/p is a risk… one day u get up 6k calories easily in 10mins, the next day you’re crying on your bathroom floor, chugging down 3l of water and jumping around like crazy, praying you’ll be able to purge because your gag reflex is gone.
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
12 days
I remember the first time I purged being like "it'll only be like once a month!!!" 15 years ago and look at me now spending ALL my money on binge food just to purge daily
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
27 days
I'm no longer b/p'ing, I'm starving from now on, I lose over 1kg a week, I don't retain water ✨manifesting✨
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
3 months
Crying for the first time in years who cheered
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
15 days
How the fuck did I get to bmi 12 a few years ago if now my fat dumb fuck can't even get out of 20-21
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
2 months
Maybe the angel numbers in stopping b/p will save me :')
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
3 months
Bro I'm drunk and wanna see muscle rn
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
2 months
I decided that I'm going to lose the way I got down to bmi 10 at one point which is keeping nothing but water, black coffee and tea down.
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
9 days
If it wasn't for my cat, I'd take the 20 boxes of benzos I have with half a liter of vodka lay down and not have the be myself ever again.
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
1 month
I JINXED IT PURGING IS SO DIFFICULT AND IM HAVING TO FLUSH SO MANY TIMES I'm never fucking binging again holy shit
@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
1 month
My worst fear is not being able to purge so my stomach ruptures bc of it :')
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
23 days
With my haircut, birthday, Christmas and new years all coming up weight loss feels like that sound that goes "do you know you have 30 minutes???"
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
2 months
Lol i keep having dreams of being abandoned and replaced each time I fall asleep, this shit really traumatizes you for good
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
21 days
Binge weight is going down SO quickly, in 2-3 days I should be at my pre binge weight 🙏🏻 stayed around 850 cal today too, so maybe in the process I'll lose even more
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
15 days
I gained 2kg this weekend??? 🥹 I drank twice and had a bad b/p but COME ON that took weeks to lose. This ed is garbage seriously
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
2 months
That being said, no more b/p ever at all even if I'm literally curled up in a ball dying of cravings, I'll just take extra lorazepam and suffer through it.
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
2 months
My large ass mirror is coming today. Time to seriously lock in so I can take the cutest fit/body checks.
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
18 days
But my face is less swollen bc I've been purging less who cheered
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
2 months
I don't feel the skin around the stitches at all no matter how hard I press down on it
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
11 days
Decided that im not drinking till I get to my ugw, so that sound be at least a few months sober 🙏🏻
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
18 days
Second day b/p free and I'm 19 hours into a fast!!!
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
14 days
But b/p free day. I'm going to sleep and it's only 8pm bc su*cidal
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
14 days
Everything in my life is such trash, I wanna b/p :(
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
1 month
@catsluverss You realize that interacting with sh is just going to get you more of this kind of content on your feed? Just block me if you don't want to see it.
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
25 days
Binge trash from yesterday thrown out ✔️ bathroom cleaned from all messes from purging ✔️ safe food bought ✔️ gua sha started ✔️ I'm locking in fr 🙏🏻 speedrunning wl here I come
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
8 days
Literally me with my 2 packs a day
@iloveu1793
roro
9 days
fourth cig in like 30 mins
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
11 days
You know you're fucking hideous worthless trash when the people you want to talk to the most all ignore you
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
20 days
I woke up missing someone I haven't missed in months :(
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
3 months
I think I'm going to relapse tonight after 50 days sh clean. The question is, get drunk for it or not?
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Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
29 days
@saulielovescats Omg that is the cutest Persian ever, also twinning bc this is my cat :3
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@sadlungssss
Nat/sh/edtwt(0.8/22.7kg)
11 days
941 calories and no b/p today 🎉 maybe this will be the beginning of a few week b/p free streak
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