erica @sadfoxqueen Twitter profile

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erica

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I really don’t wanna die, but I’m pretty sure I have Lyme carditis and no one will believe me. Thank you all for always being so kind. I love you guys. If I randomly disappear from here it’s probably because I passed away.

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4 months

Do you guys ever think there will be a vaccine that prevents Covid infections or do I just not get a chance at the life I want?

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@sadfoxqueen

11 months

Why are so many people with long covid not masking? I’m so confused.

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@sadfoxqueen

9 months

@girlsonfillm Before I watched the show I thought this was just a fan edit. Not actually in it lol

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@sadfoxqueen

7 months

@Chrissssssw @xXburningangelx I had a hs lockdown in 2016 because someone has a gun, and I forgot my phone in my locker and everyone else was texting their parents. It was terrible. I never forget it again.

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@sadfoxqueen

7 months

@CovidintheChart @chronicallybeee This is why I don’t ask medical professionals to mask anymore. Too many have blamed my anxiety.

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@sadfoxqueen

6 months

@lettersfromjuno I’m assuming this includes parents as well. Right?

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@sadfoxqueen

1 year

@nohomelikeplace I’m 24 and I feel like I never even got a chance to live.

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@sadfoxqueen

7 months

@Tinu I’m 24 and I was hopeless in college, so now I’m just like the fuck do we even do

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@sadfoxqueen

7 months

@Patricia_Ann_E @nursejenii Also my friend who was adopted by abusive people met her birth mother in adulthood and found out she was originally wanted but they just didn’t have the resources. My friend is still so broken up by this knowing she could have been loved as a kid. It’s so much more traumatizing

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@sadfoxqueen

4 months

@CovidCanada1 Absolutely. I just mean career wise, I can’t really do what I want without risking infections. I don’t know how to reconsider a different life for myself that actually makes me wanna be alive.

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@sadfoxqueen

9 months

@siyyaniverse I can’t believe she married him. I could never

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@sadfoxqueen

10 months

@jenjoliesoscar Can you imagine being excited as a beginner actor and all people are making fun of us your looks?!! Like geez

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@sadfoxqueen

3 months

@glusong Omfg it says she’s 5’2. I can’t believe I’m 4’10 like this is what I look like to people!

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@sadfoxqueen

6 months

@alitlstrawberry This! One for my old friends told me he used because it was the only time he felt safe/calm and could breathe.

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@sadfoxqueen

11 months

@NurseJeniQ None of my Lyme friends mask and they’ve had Covid multiple times. It’s so confusing to me since they’ve been bed bound. Just heartbreaking. I’m so scared of getting worse.

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@sadfoxqueen

11 months

@DUIbarbie @FilmUpdates Do you do realize celebrities don’t have to come out right? They can just exist.

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@sadfoxqueen

3 months

@Idkwtfis_99 I feel the same. It’s like I’m just watching everyone else living. I wish I could find Covid cautious people near me

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@sadfoxqueen

9 months

@salvagingyouth My family is the same. No research can convince them because they’re all like my body rights or whatever so I just say “I’m not unmasking. If you have an issue, I won’t see you.”

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@sadfoxqueen

10 months

@salvagingyouth When people come over to my house where I’m the only one that masks, I leave on air purifiers and windows open and leave for the day. I’ve spent the last thanksgiving and Christmas’ alone, but I’ve stayed safe for the most part.

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@sadfoxqueen

10 months

@girlsonfillm Your obsession with him has me concerned.

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@sadfoxqueen

4 months

@emilyesfraser @__potatie__ Even if the test came back negative you could still have Lyme.

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@sadfoxqueen

1 year

@DiaryofaSickGrl Yes. Majority of them said I made my life too much about being sick.

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@sadfoxqueen

5 months

THEY COULDN’T FIND ANYTHING WRONG. PLS HELP. They’re saying it’s just migraines, but I see shadows and shapes and lines and black spots and have blurry vision that comes and goes. It changes all the time. Who do I see? There’s no way in hell I can I drive. I can hardly type.

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6 months

@nittatherebel I used to think I was old at 24, but then I my ex bf from hs died and I was like wait I’m so dramatic I’m actually really young still and had a whole crisis about how it you’re dead you can’t do things you enjoy

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@sadfoxqueen

6 months

@hawtnsawcey I should have refused yesterday. I just didn’t wanna be made fun of by medical professionals again. It’s all they do.

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@sadfoxqueen

3 months

@deviouslez She made an apology because she wasn’t aware it was only a lesbian used term.

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@sadfoxqueen

5 months

I just wanna be held. I’m so scared. Like why don’t my parents care or wanna be here? Why don’t they text me and see how I am? I can’t believe I haven’t hugged anyone in years and yet here I am alone.

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@sadfoxqueen

8 months

Is there a way I can find another Covid cautious person to live with? I just wanna feel safe for once and have people around who care.

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@sadfoxqueen

9 months

@thatclarafied I’m older gen z, but I did a speech in hs on why same sex marriage should be legalized, and those kids tore me to shreds.

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@sadfoxqueen

11 months

Someone on Tinder asked me what I was doing and when I said making banana bread they unmatched me lmao. Am I supposed to lie or something?

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@sadfoxqueen

8 months

@gabalexa Omg I didn’t even realize exposure therapy for autism was a thing. Masking isn’t helpful or good for anyone. It’s only ever been mentioned for ocd by my therapist

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@sadfoxqueen

10 months

When I say I don’t trust doctors this is what I mean. They want us dead.

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@Steffycat07

10 months

"Dr. Malcolm Kirk performed a surgery at Rhode Island Hospital in January while he was COVID-positive." He *knew* he was +ve the night b4 the surgery. "Kirk, who specializes in cardiovascular medicine, will pay a $1,100 administrative fee to the state."

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@sadfoxqueen

11 months

Yes because for some reason you’re fine with killing and disabling people and we have to protect ourselves.

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11 months

are people who still wear a mask fucking serious?

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@sadfoxqueen

6 months

@xThe_JaeMoney There’s a blind saying that after she declined being in the doc that she stayed in bed for a week.

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@sadfoxqueen

5 months

I think Covid caused my vision loss. Please go the eye doctor if you’re having symptoms! Don’t be like me and assume it’s a Lyme flare.

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@sadfoxqueen

3 months

@lyluancake But how do you find people willing to do this and mask? No one I know is willing to wear one.

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@sadfoxqueen

8 months

@jason_suxx She was so scared everyone is gonna leave her later on from this. I can’t remember if she ever got therapy

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@sadfoxqueen

1 year

@mercurial_moons Anytime I see a child filmed and put on tiktok, my heart just breaks for them. Like just let them be.

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@sadfoxqueen

6 months

@leosunsadmoon @chloenodash I always think of this. Like you’re fine with the others dying?

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@sadfoxqueen

6 months

@cdtwriter Most people still masked too. It was wonderful

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@sadfoxqueen

1 year

@Soylent_Spring It’s lonely. I don’t see my family either.

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@sadfoxqueen

6 months

@D_Vandergriff You’re not the problem at all. My family treats me like this too. We deserve to feel safe. It’s already hard enough being disabled. We don’t need people we love to shame us more. I’m glad you’re trying to keep yourself safe.

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@sadfoxqueen

4 months

@MCM54321 I lost most of my friends and family because they’re not willing to mask to see me. I’ve become disabled from Covid and Lyme long before that. Believe me I know hard. There’s nothing wrong with looking forward to something that has kept me from killing myself since childhood.

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@sadfoxqueen

8 months

@jmeslovr I keep thinking about those who have contamination ocd like me. I truly can’t imagine how they cope

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@sadfoxqueen

11 months

@utahthemiller Seriously. I can’t even find friends near me

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@sadfoxqueen

8 months

@fatfabfeminist I obviously don’t know they’re situation, but it reminded me of how I would snack a lot as way to regulate as a kid because my house felt so chaotic and candy gave me a sense of comfort. I just hope she has caring people around.

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@sadfoxqueen

8 months

@nancydunnes mentioning his kids is just crazy to me

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@sadfoxqueen

1 year

@rosyghoul No I’m actually terrified and my therapist doesn’t even think Covid is an issue so I’m like if I mention it I’ll be dismissed. Even if I wasn’t Immunocompromised I’d be scared.

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@sadfoxqueen

4 months

@nursejenii Oh goodness that’s so scary

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@sadfoxqueen

5 months

I need to move to somewhere in a few years that has more people taking Covid seriously. I can’t keep doing this alone. I need community. Any city/state suggestions?

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@sadfoxqueen

4 months

@MCM54321 I’m aware but if that’s the case I can’t have the career I want because I can’t mask as an actor so I might as well die since there will be no point to living.

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@sadfoxqueen

1 year

@aftab_usa @vvictorman_uel It’s so hard for me to find a doctor that masks.

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@sadfoxqueen

7 months

What’s that Taylor Swift song say, “I think I’ve seen this film before, and I didn’t like the ending.” People died. Some sick for years and passed tragically in pain and without treatment. We are watching the same thing. Pls mask. Protect our queer community.

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7 months

WHY ARE YOU, AS A QUEER PERSON, TRUSTING THE CDC ABOUT A VIRUS???

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@sadfoxqueen

10 months

@rnussbaum11 Same here. At this point I’ve just accepted I’ll never fall in love or be loved.

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@sadfoxqueen

1 year

@JessicaLexicus My doctor asked if I was stressed the other day and I really wanted to ask if she’s looked at the news lately…

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@sadfoxqueen

9 months

@bIoodfangs I wish I was surrounded by love and care. Life is so painful alone.

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@sadfoxqueen

1 year

@EmyleWatkins That’s so nice of them to ask. It feels soul crushing to me. I still can’t comprehend the lack of care people in my own home have for me. I feel so hurt and dismissed.

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@sadfoxqueen

4 months

@OliveSiffleur I can’t seem to accept going after a different life. I just don’t wanna live if I can’t have what I want.

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@sadfoxqueen

10 months

@danitasteinberg I haven’t been invited anywhere since I got sick six years ago. I wish people thought of me.

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@sadfoxqueen

7 months

@plagueprose Mine are the same. I’m so sorry you’re dealing with this too.

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@sadfoxqueen

6 months

@lexbyanyname @alitlstrawberry I keep thinking about how aneroxia caused me acid reflux and arthritis issues and osteoporosis as a teen…. Like those poor kiddos are gonna have permanent health issues.

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@sadfoxqueen

1 year

@DiaryofaSickGrl Exactly! I lost so many people. It still hurts being so alone.

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@sadfoxqueen

1 year

@RioSlade Omg I’m in the opposite situation. I’ve been trying to find someone to nanny for who takes precautions.

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@sadfoxqueen

1 year

@RioSlade And there’s me who stopping nannying because no one takes precautions near me lol

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@sadfoxqueen

6 months

@GoodReddit Alright but as someone who can’t read social cues well, I’d probably do something similar to what he did.

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@sadfoxqueen

4 months

@ktho641521 Be an actress. On stage or film wise. I really miss theatre

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@sadfoxqueen

11 months

@tink_ina I’ve been sick since 18 was well. I feel like I stopped growing then. I wish I had experiences to learn about myself from.

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@sadfoxqueen

1 year

@a_lil_bow @chronicallybeee Seriously. I’ve basically been isolating for three years. I’m so lonely

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erica

@sadfoxqueen

10 months

Isn’t Brad a known abuser? For the love of God leave Britney alone!

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@sadfoxqueen

8 months

What’s gonna kill me first? Covid or the lack of love and support from my parents? Both hurt just as much.

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@sadfoxqueen

10 months

Hey covid conscious friends! Where are you all finding community? I really need in person support. There isn’t anything on Meetup. I wanna move to a new state sometime soon as well, but I wanna make sure I’ll have connections.

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@sadfoxqueen

7 months

@MaryFernando_ @danaparish Oh that poor baby. I spent the other day doing EMDR therapy from being hurt like this. This shit stays with you.

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@sadfoxqueen

1 year

@hi_its_annaleah I feel this. I need people but I don’t really have them.

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@sadfoxqueen

3 months

@plagueprose That happened to me too. It’s so frustrating

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@sadfoxqueen

8 months

@AllyKeyLime @xXburningangelx It’s so hard. I got ME at 18 and I’m 24 still stuck at home without support since I can’t work.

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@sadfoxqueen

5 months

Me in the hospital since everyone else refuses to mask!

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5 months

We need more masked selfies cuz I'm seeing too much of the bare face selfie lately

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@sadfoxqueen

3 months

THE ENDOMETRIOSIS EXCISION SURGEON I WANNA SEE REQUIRES MASKS!! Everybody cheer!!!

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@sadfoxqueen

5 months

Where the heck is everyone getting treated for long Covid and how the heck do I find a clinic because google isn’t helping?!!

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@sadfoxqueen

6 months

@kladvocacy It’s even worse when your mother is one of those people

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@sadfoxqueen

4 months

@camsdaisy Omg love that you’re masking! I hope you have fun.

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@sadfoxqueen

6 months

@nursejenii Oh friend, I just hope you stay safe. Covid with Lyme is so rough. I really hope it misses you.

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@sadfoxqueen

10 months

@genzalternative I can’t tolerate gluten or dairy without getting sick and if I want to have meals with my family hours away I have to make and bring my own stuff. So now I just don’t go. It’s not worth the stress when they don’t talk to me any other time anyways

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@sadfoxqueen

9 months

@somethings_awry Happy for you! But what about me?!?

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@sadfoxqueen

6 months

@inkblue01 Somehow I got it twice in the past four months with masking. Like what the heck do we do

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@sadfoxqueen

1 year

@spookysexycute Woah I didn’t even think about how to go about this for my parents geez

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@sadfoxqueen

1 year

@jubunnies I do too. It’s so frustrating. They make me feel crazy.

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@sadfoxqueen

5 months

@plagueprose Oh woah. I’m so sorry. I’m seeing my neurologist next week, so I’ll make sure to mention it.

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@sadfoxqueen

8 months

I’m exhausted from my life being chaotic. I want calmness. I want kindness. I want ease.

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@sadfoxqueen

1 year

@ka1tIyn11 I wear a mask around them, and I vent to friends a lot. I only see and talk to them when needed. I also try to comfort my inner child and validate my own fears and distract myself with shows and music.

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@sadfoxqueen

3 months

@pot8um Lady Gaga fans said the same

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@sadfoxqueen

7 months

@jubunnies For real. I was chronically ill already but now my twenties so far are just poof. I’m considering going maskless so I can go to camp, but I don’t think I can handle another infection. The loneliness seems to out-way the health aspect because I’m so desperate for connection.

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9 months

@markdixontweets I’m glad you have your wife. It’s hard doing this alone.

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@sadfoxqueen

5 months

@butterflykale I feel this. I’m so lonely

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@sadfoxqueen

1 year

@mercurial_moons @chronicallybeee Totally! But where do we actually find these people to date?

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@sadfoxqueen

7 months

@lvamsgatthebeep I was always under the impression that a prank was supposed to make the other person laugh not make them feel worse.

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@sadfoxqueen

4 months

@danaparish Well my fear of death and health anxiety didn’t need to hear this…

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@sadfoxqueen

6 months

@nursejenii Oh gosh I wish I had this. I can’t even find one.

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@sadfoxqueen

11 months

@david__x23 I’m sorry you’re dealing with so much. It’s been five years stuck at my house for me. Sending you love. I hope things get easier soon.

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@sadfoxqueen

11 months

@caemensakuraaa I can’t either. Being Immunocompromised I’m just over it.

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@sadfoxqueen

3 months

@plagueprose This is so terrible. I’m so sorry. I’m not sure about acute infections but cistus Incanus tea and tick immune support supplements help chronic.

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