my boyfriend real deal just texted me “can’t wait till i can come home to you every night rather than try to figure out when we gonna see each other. but we got this, not too much longer” okay do i marry him now or now.
my grandmother just said “if you miss someone, tell them. because who knows, they could be sitting there thinking the same thing. and it’s kind of stupid for two people to miss each other and not say anything.”
something’s been on my mind lately. it’s that you shouldn’t have to tip toe around your life just so others don’t get offended. if you want to do something, freaking do it. take the chance. date that person. go all in. don’t hold yourself back.
my mom and i were talking & she said “i should have gone for it. because if i was to see him in person today, i’d marry him on the spot.” & that hit me. i don’t wanna grow up and wish i would have done things differently.
there’s something heavy on my heart tonight. it’s that not everyone you meet is meant to stay with you forever. you’ll meet people and you’ll plan your future, but it doesn’t always work out. and that’s okay, it wasn’t time wasted. everyone you meet has a purpose in your life.
if u feel like crying, do it. if u feel like taking a personal day, do it. if u feel like turning your phone off and taking a nap, do it. you don’t owe anyone an explanation for anything you do to keep your mental health in check.
you’re going to make it. you’re going to succeed in life and be happy. you’re going to find your person and live a wonderful life. you’re going to make everyone proud. stop stressing and just let things play out.
do u ever get to a point where ur just tired. mentally and physically and emotionally. tired of giving ur all to things that always fail. tired of trying to fix situations and pretend everything is okay when really ur life is borderline falling apart.
to anyone who was ever a huge part of my life but isn’t anymore, just know i’m rooting for you from afar and you can come to me anytime. i still wanna know what’s going on in ur life, even if i’m not a part of it. love u long time buds