So, I can exclusively reveal that my photography book in collaboration with
@kate_grosvenor
who wrote the inspirational quotes is now available to purchase on Amazon and its called Life Through A Lens Gently 😍
Here is the link -
Milly has been admitted to the vet hospital this evening as like us, the vet is concerned about her 😕 I'm not a religious person as such but if those dog lovers out there don't mind sending some get well thoughts out to the Universe I'd appreciate it ❤️
#cavpack
At 6.20pm this evening our beautiful and sweet natured Milly slipped away peacefully to rainbow bridge 🌈 with Gary and I both holding her ❤️❤️
Fly high my beautiful girl, you will forever have a place in my heart and I will love you forever ❤️❤️ xx
#cavpack
#cavaliersarespecial
The next 24hrs will be critical for Milly 😕 Bloods and scans pointing towards kidney failure (she had kidney disease already) and mild pancreatitis. Vets are flushing her kidneys in an attempt to hopefully flush the high toxin levels out of her blood 🙏
Further blood test 2mrw
Our beautiful
@saffy2019
has sadly gained her angel wings this evening ❤️🌈❤️
She had an amazing life with lots of adventures as part of the Moore
#cavpack
😘
Run pain free at
#rainbowbridge
my beautiful girl and eat all the chicken and chocolate you want ❤️❤️ Love you forever xx
Saffy ate chocolate (which she really enjoyed 😍), I held her paw and she went very quickly and so peacefully ❤️🌈 The vet was lovely and so compassionate ❤️❤️
There is a disturbance in the Moore
#cavpack
this evening 😕
Give your furbabies an extra hug xx
I've been to the breast clinic, breast surgeon said no lumps or swelling on examination and ultrasound under my arm was all clear 😁 Always a relief to be told all OK 🙏
#breastcancer
recurrence fears will always be there but I remain vigilant on having any concerns checked 👍
Saffy was bitten by a dog this evening during a walk. She was on the lead and walked up to another dog that lunged at her and bit her, it was also on the lead. Owner said "that will teach you" as he walked off 🤬
#dogs
#irresponsible
#bitten
#cavpack
Today I have had to say goodbye to my best friend and furry soulmate, my beloved Jake, I am just heartbroken, I have no words 💔💔 Run free over rainbow bridge little fella. You have a piece of my ❤ forever with you. Love you so much little man, you've got my back forever xxx
Gary and I are going to see Milly this evening. Milly has shown no improvement with treatment but also no worse but her body is battling a lot of issues. We will make an informed decision with the vet but it is highly likely our beautiful, sweet Milly will be leaving us 💔💔
Just been to see my auntie, I think she will gain her angel wings in the next 24hrs ❤️ She looks very peaceful, I cracked a joke with her and I got a smile out of her when I left, told her I loved her loads and she said she loved me too ❤️❤️
#breastcancer
#metastatic
The boys are feeling a little lost today, we've been to York for a few hours just to escape the house as it feels so different wirhout our little snorer. When we got back, Theo and Chester were looking for Saffy ❤️💔
I do believe that dogs feel loss too 🙏
#cavpack
We have a poorly
@Theocav2019
who has been admitted to hospital this morning with blood D&V. Vets thinking gastroenteritis again but doing pancreatitis test also 🙏❤️
Good vibes to the Universe for Theo would be appreciated ❤️
#cavpack
Took my close family member out for breakfast this morning who has stage 4
#breastcancer
and to see how she has declined with this disease in just a month...well it was 💔😕
But she really enjoyed being out for a change of scenery ❤️
Keep your loved ones close ❤️
#makingmemories
My little photo montage tribute to our beautiful Saffy 🥰
Will post more over the coming days, her loss is very raw today and I would like to say a heartfelt thank you for all the messages, really appreciated ❤️
She very loved 🥰
We are giving the boys extra cuddles today 😘
@Samantha2Live
You look amazing Sam 😘 You do what feels right to you and you are rocking the hair growth!
This photo was the first time I went out in public without my wig...in Sainsburys of all places 😉
My breast care nurse has emailed me to say that the area seen on the
#mammogram
and
#ultrasound
in my right breast was "multiple simple cysts and nothing further to be done" Huge, huge relief...cannot tell you!! Here's my
#happy
face 🤪
Waiting on an update from the vets this morning on my best buddy Theo ❤️ and whether he will be coming home today 🙏
The house isnt the same without his "big" presence ❤️❤️
#cavpack
Honest tweet going out - I am feeling
#lonely
and
#depressed
😕
I feel like the multitude of recent life events -
#breastcancer
diagnosis and treatment, losing my beloved Jake dog and Zeus, complete new job changes and sinus op have all finally taken a toll on my
#mentalhealth
😳
We had cottage break this weekend with the dogs/family planned and were debating about whether to go following the loss of Milly yesterday ❤️ However, we have decided to go and celebrate the life and quirkiness of our beautiful Milly as she will always be with us in spirit and ❤️
Just throwing this out there, my tweets about my
#breastcancer
journey and associated treatment/symptoms is based on MY journey. Its not a competition of who has had it worse, who's
#cancer
is more treatable/untreatable etc. Cancer is a b*****d full stop. Support one another 👍
Fed up of this post active cancer treatment body. Im 41 with a body that feels 60+. The
#fatigue
, the
#weightgain
, the
#hotsweats
and the stiff joints is taking its toil. Immune system is crap too. Yes Im having a whinge and moan but its my acct to tweet what I want
Throat and mouth really suffering on this last cycle of
#chemotherapy
but on the plus side the sun is shining today!!! Lovely blue skies so far this morning and might take the dogs for a quick 10 minute walk 🌞
#sunshine
#spring
#vitaminD
Just spoken to vets and Theo has now had some food and is a lot brighter in himself so hopefully my boy is coming home tomorrow 😍😍
Brought tears of joy to hear that he is doing better 😍
#cavpack
#cavaliers
My beautiful, caring, kind and loving auntie gained her angel wings peacefully earlier this morning ❤️ with a hospice nurse holding her hand as she took her last breath to join her son, my mum and my nan at the
#rainbowbridge
🌈
I am broken 💔
#breastcancer
#family
Saffy's first car journey to join the Moore
#cavpack
was just me and her when I collected her from the rescue. Her last car journey was just me and her too yesterday afternoon ❤️ It's like we came full circle ❤️ Strange how life works out sometimes 🐾👣
Missing my Pawrincess xx
Zeus was so poorly when we saw him this evening that we made the heart breaking decision to let him go 😢 He has run over
#rainbowbridge
to be greeted by Jake where they can have fun together 💔💔 Run free little man we ❤ you xx
#cavpack
#cavaliers
Today marks officially 5 years No Evidence of Disease (N.E.D) for
#breastcancer
🙏🤞❤️😊
Exactly 5 years ago today on 06/10/17 I heard those words "Tests have confirmed you've got breast cancer". A whirlwird of treatment followed and life changed forever. I realise I am lucky 🍀
Feeling more than ever the loss of our Milly since we returned from our cottage break, every room in our house has a Milly shaped emptiness ❤️
I know this'll get easier over the coming weeks and months but for now it is raw and I am going to make sure I grieve my girl properly 😕
I received my annual
#mammogram
results today and thankfully it was all clear 😊❤️🙏
I am now officially 5 years
#breastcancer
free!
Live each day folks and never take your health for granted ❤️
❤️ to my auntie today...thanks for watching over me ❤️🩹❤️🩹 xx
My heart is aching this evening and Im struggling to comprehend the loss of my best friend so signing off for the evening to remember the fun, happy times we had with Jake before he gained his angel wings this afternoon 🐾🐾💞 Run free little fella, mamma will always love you 🥰
Our beautiful Milly was returned home to us today ❤️💔❤️
Still feels very raw and we are heartbroken once again 💞🌈
Fly high my beautiful Milly Moo Moo, you have left pawprints our hearts and minds forever xx
#cavaliersarespecial
#cavpack
#dogsarefamily
#foreverloved
Just wanted to so say a big thank you for all the beautiful and kind messages we've received regarding us losing Milly ❤️
I've not had chance to read and reply to them all but they have been much appreciated ❤️
It seems Milly was a popular dog, loved the world over 💞
#cavpack
Thats 2 different members of my family now who've stated that when we see them over Christmas that they do not want us to take the dogs 😠 My reply is that its fine, however we won't be staying long as weve to get back to let the dogs out. Starting to piss me off!
#dogs
#family
We are on a cottage break with the Moore
#cavpack
next week and we generally get some nasty comments about Saffy in the dog stroller, so I've made this sign in readiness ⬇️
Spoken to vet, Theo hasnt had a bowel movement since 4pm yesterday and no vomiting since he was admitted. Hes now hydrated and abdomen still tender but wont eat anything so appetite stimulant given and another overnight stay. We are looking at seeing him later this eve 🙏
Had breast exam,
#ultrasound
and
#mammogram
and have been told by radiographer everything OK after doctors viewed scans so free to go. Bit emotional with relief!
Dont know what the issue is but guessing its not suspicious or cancerous and thats good enough for me 😁
#relieved
I'm not ashamed to admit that I'm really struggling since Saffy went over
#rainbowbridge
on Friday eve. The emotional pain of loosing a pet just hurts 💔❤️
I know it will ease but right now it doesnt feel like it 🧡
#bereavement
#petloss
Have any of you lovely people out there who've been through
#breastcancer
or
#cancer
treatment found that once you've finished your active treatment that people around you just assume that you are now "OK" and think its back to normal? Im finding it frustrating!!
3yrs ago today I finished 20 sessions of radiotherapy and it marked the end of 8 months of active treatment for
#breastcancer
after surgery and
#chemotherapy
😊
I will forever be grateful to the staff
@LeedsHospitals
as I probably wouldnt be here 3 years later without them ❤
Everything is OK!! 🎉😄😉
Nurse practituoner didnt find anything of concern on examination. Ultrasound and mammogram done just to make sure and all OK 🙏❤
They think its nerve pain, seeing the Onc this week for review will 😊
Feeling very grateful it isnt cancer recurrence 🙏
2 years ago today I was skipping out of the
#Oncology
unit after my 6th and final
#chemotherapy
infusion. Ironically it was also "Good Friday". Proud of myself ❤
#breastcancer
Theo deffo has haemorrhagic gastroenteritis (HGE) and poss mild pancreatitis but Vet says he's settled a bit now hes on fluids, antisickness and pain relief. Staying at the vets at least 24hrs. Will ring this eve for update 🙏
Apparently several others in for very similar 😕
Annual
#mammogram
this afternoon and I won't lie I have the usual
#scanxiety
❤️
The nerves never go away do they? Especially when you are sent to the same department where all diagnostic
#breastcancer
screening takes place... 🤔 Only mildly triggering.
#ICanDoThis
Talking to a guy at work today and he said to me "well I wouldn't have had
#chemotherapy
if I had
#cancer
, nasty stuff!" My response - "easy to say if you've never been given a cancer disgnosis snd your life is on the line". Honestly, some people just dont have a filter 😡
A year ago today I was fortunate enough to ring the bell to mark the end of my 20
#radiotherapy
sessions and active hospital treatment for
#breastcancer
. Im fully aware that for some they do not get the chance to ring it and those people are in my thoughts ❤
Update on Saffy - her nose has started to form a jelly scab this morning and thankfully no further bleeding. She seems fine in herself and wagging her tail 🥰
#cavpack
#rescuedog
Theo is coming home at lunchtime! 😁
He still has loose bowels but no blood and is eating and hydrated so vet happy to discharge him with some meds 😁❤️
Chester has missed him lots too, feels quite emotional to get the Moore
#cavpack
back together ❤️❤️
I fully support lowering the breast screening age to 40. This idea that it is an "older ladies" disease needs to be flipped on its head.
#breastcancer
BBC News - Breast screening women in their 40s 'could save lives'
House feels so empty and quiet without my Jake dog. I'm completely heartbroken 💔💔 and not sure my ❤ will ever mend, his 🐾🐾 on the laminate is a sound Im missing hearing 😥 Missing my furry little friend SO much xx
#cavaliers
#cavalierkingcharlesspaniel
#furbaby
#soulmate
A giddy Saffy nearly 3yrs ago telling me she wanted a biscuit 😊
She was a lot more agile then before the arthiritis and MVD started 😕
#cavpack
#missyou
#Proud
of myself today for doing the 5K 😊 Its hard some days to get my head around the long term effects of
#breastcancer
treatment and how my physical fitness isnt as good as it used to be with more aches than Ive ever had but I still get up and challenge myself ❤
#thisgirlcan
How has it been a week already Milly since you left us for rainbow bridge? 💔
Hopefully you and your casket will be back home where you belong with us real soon ❤️❤️
#cavpack
#cavaliersarespecial
#petloss
The last ever video I did of Zeus on Wednesday night. He loved having a chew on my shoes that I use for our rear garden (old work shoes). I miss seeing him running off with shoes, slippers and socks hanging out of his mouth, he was such a little character 😘
#puppy
#cavpack
Theo - no bowel obstruction and scan does not indicate pancreatitis - relief! So they are treating him as gastroenteritis due to ingesting seawater at the weekend 🤦♀️. Hes on various meds and are trying to tempt him with food. Hes staying at the hospital for another 24hrs
#cavpack
Zeus is in hospital this evening 😟 He had laboured breathing and it looks like he may have pneumonia 😕 He's on 4 x different IV antibiotics and undergoing chest xrays.
Fingers crossed everyone that the little dude will be OK ❤
#puppy
#cavaliers
#cavpack
My little smiler
@Theocav2019
is just about back to his normal self now with an appetite that has fully returned 😍
Thank you for all the messages I've received about him, it appears he is loved also outside the Moore home 🥰
#cavpack
#myboy
#dogsofX
Fed up of this f***ed up body of mine post
#breastcancer
treatment and on-going issues from recurrence preventive medication. I have the body and brain of an 70 year old..its 💩
Yes Im having a whinge and others are in a far worse predicament but this is me, this is how I feel👣
My copy of
#LucysLaw
has arrived and
@MillyMoo2019
and
@saffy2019
are glad that the law has been passed. Both were born and lived on a
#puppyfarm
for at least the first 6 years of their lives until rescued and now have all the love and luxury they deserve ❤❤
#cavpack
#dogs
I am so guilty of this. I thought after
#breastcancer
treatment that I would slip back into the "old me, old routine" when in reality Ive really struggled and continue to struggle. For me
#recovery
has been feeling like a race, a race ro prove to others and myself that "I am OK"
And if anyone following me on twitter gets fed up of me tweeting about
#breastcancer
and its longterm effects or my dogs then its simple...hit unfollow. This is my account and an edited version of my life 🤨
#JustSaying
A very kind lady in a Facebook
#cavalier
group painted this picture of Saffy and posted it in the group 😍
She started painting photos of cavaliers who had passed as a momento for the owners during the first lockdown ❤️
Painting arrived yesterday and framed by me 😘
#cavpack
I'm back to the breast clinic on Monday to have my underarm pain checked out again. GP says she cant find any lumps in my armpit or breast but referral done anyway 👍
Recurrance fears...they really never go away do they?!