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@richoblation

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The Mississippi mud in my brain slaps metaphor here and meaning there, all through the painting of prose.

Joined June 2009
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@richoblation
Ellie
7 months
Y’all… The south is wild. Seen at Piggly Wiggly in Pontotoc, MS.
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5 months
I just saw the arora borialis! 🤩🤯😍
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Ellie
11 months
When I say my life is on track. . . just so you know, this is the track:
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Ellie
5 months
I have permission to live a life you don’t agree with.
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Ellie
11 months
I believe there are men out there who can feel anger and still remain grounded and speak kindly.
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Ellie
10 months
If the cost of love is compliance, the price is too high. If the cost of belonging is my silence, the price is too high. My emotional and mental well-being is priceless.
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@richoblation
Ellie
10 months
Morning ✨
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Ellie
11 months
Enjoying some backwoods bliss with these country cuties. 🍂🍁
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Ellie
10 months
@BillyM2k My great grandfather once said- “Do you want to know how to live like a millionaire? You get the best pair of shoes that money can buy and get the best bed that money can buy. Because you’ll spend most of your life in one or the other.” ♥️
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Ellie
3 months
I just want everyone to know that I believe I’m holding up the very fabric of society by putting my shopping cart all the way back to where it belongs. ✨😎✨ You’re welcome. 🛒
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Ellie
5 months
It’s after midnight. Do you know where your mental health is?
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Ellie
11 months
I’m not one of those women you walk by and accidentally fall in love with. I’m not one of those women who cries pretty. I’m one of the women who clings to control in the worst way. I’m one of those women who’s been betrayed. I’m one of those women who succeeds, probably out of
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Ellie
1 year
I imagine an untold love story between the aloe and the sand. Some secret, hidden devotion between the worlds of dust and dew.
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Ellie
4 months
Oh my god you guys! I found it!
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4 months
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Ellie
15 days
Hi.👋🏼 My name is Ellie and I sometimes think I’m better than others for having unresolved trauma that I’m skilled enough to disguise so that it looks like I’m more stable than I actually am. This is me also repeating patterns of my own past defenses and saftey tactics,
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Ellie
3 months
I am both stronger and more fragile than I ever imagined or remember.
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8 days
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Ellie
6 months
The lemons life gave me.😆
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Ellie
11 months
Behavior is the communication. No matter what you say, your actions come across loud and clear.
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Ellie
9 months
What I gave myself for Christmas again this year by being single and child free:
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Ellie
9 months
Sometimes we don’t want to heal because our pain is the last link we have to what we’ve lost.
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Ellie
10 months
🎄Christmas tree shopping! 😃
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Ellie
3 months
If you need me I’ll be here waiting for the full moon to rise. 🌕
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Ellie
11 months
Have you tried dwelling on it forever and seeing if that helps?
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Ellie
5 months
“Dress for the job you want.”
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11 months
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Ellie
2 months
I wish you could know I still talk about you. I miss you so much. You were the best secret keeper ever. You got me through the absolute hardest years of my life. The absence of you is still so heavy in my life.💔
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Ellie
4 months
Manhattan ♥️
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Ellie
7 months
My best friend Eli, my dog, passed away a year ago. I loved him very, very much. He died anyway though. And his death kind of started this snowball effect in me where. . . everything seems kind of pointless. I know have a responsibility to try and live fully in the face of
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Ellie
11 months
How alcohol looks at me the moment I decide to quit-
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Ellie
6 months
Mississippi. Where this heathen is heading into church for the first time in years to try her luck on winning a car raffle, because that’s how some southern churches get their attendance up on holidays. Wish me luck! ✌🏼😎
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Ellie
6 months
Joys I caress, but can never possess.✨
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Ellie
9 months
Even though I’m sick, I’m so full of gratitude for having been able to be there for the sunset paddle out, glad I got to celebrate, cry and talk story with family & friends. Grateful to have found & scattered flowers in the water & hear Hawaiian prayer, chant & song. It was all
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Ellie
8 months
Such a very strange, sad, and beautiful evening I’ve had.
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Ellie
1 month
My goal is no longer to get more done but to have less to do.
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Ellie
2 months
Is it paradoxical to be super chill and fun but also still be contending with an irrevocably deep internal ache inside?
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Ellie
3 years
One of my favorite smiles. 😊
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Ellie
11 months
Some of the reasons why I, as an introvert, value online friendships: • I have more control over the level of engagement. I’m free to participate when I feel comfortable and withdraw when I need a break. • I have more time to express my ideas and emotions, as well as having
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3 months
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Ellie
11 months
It’s a beautiful day to spend all your time dwelling on things you can’t control.
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Ellie
10 months
Sundays are for trying to decide if I’m real or not.
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Ellie
14 days
Look at the moon tonight you guys! It’s a super moon and partial eclipse. It’s going to be a beauty!
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Ellie
16 days
Care, don’t carry. Help, don’t fix Partner, don’t parent. Encourage, don’t rescue. Collaborate, don’t control. Share, don’t sacrifice.
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Ellie
3 months
Me deciding to finally express my true thoughts, opinions and feelings, but only telepathically.
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Ellie
3 months
How I wish to be addressed from this point forward:
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Ellie
2 months
There are so many people that we meet in our lives, of which only some make lasting impressions. People who accept and like us for who we are. People who genuinely care about our well-being. People who will talk with and us listen to us. People who challenge us to be stronger, to
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Ellie
6 months
He told me to switch it up and walk sideways for awhile.
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Ellie
4 months
My Sunday Sanctuary ⛪️
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Ellie
3 years
In case you didn’t know, I have a Pokémon. 😄
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Ellie
11 months
My world right now is pain and fox dens, acorns and questions, clouds of rain and mystery, and fragrant white lilies. The glorious bouquet of life.✨
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Ellie
10 months
I’m making the best of my life for the rest of my life as a personal apology to my younger self.
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Ellie
5 months
Some memories feel like touching electric fencing.
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6 months
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Ellie
2 years
Farm crew. ✨ The new Brahman calf is my fav! 🥰
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Ellie
6 months
This is my spirit animal.
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10 months
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Ellie
2 months
Omg you guys. I joined TikTok. 🙈
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Ellie
4 months
I’m just a girl, alone with my thoughts and my unfolded laundry pile.
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Ellie
1 year
When I say I like older men…
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Ellie
7 months
It’s one of those special spring days, where it’s summer in the sun and winter in the shade.
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10 months
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8 months
I’m a late bloomer because I was raised in the belief of the imminent ending of the world. Now I’m living in a future I never saw or planned for. And many of us have a similar sense of this for different reasons. So go lightly, gently, and give yourself and others grace. ♥️
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Ellie
11 months
My father is so polite he thanks Siri.
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Ellie
7 months
Men are taught to use their strength to surpass others. Women are taught to use their strength to never leave others behind.
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Ellie
4 months
I think I kind of love it here. 😊✨♥️
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Ellie
6 months
The only club I go to on the weekend is Sam’s Club.
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Ellie
3 months
Just a reminder: You are allowed to make a big deal out of things that are a big to you. 🧡
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Ellie
3 years
He’s concerned about some of y’all’s Twitter posts.
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Ellie
4 months
I harbor the demands of an entire life inside me.
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Ellie
6 months
On a much brighter note, I’m on my way to see some ACTUAL godly people - The grandparents! I’m so grateful they are still around. If they can’t come over for Easter lunch then Easter lunch is coming over to them!
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Ellie
6 months
It’s gunna be okay, right? 😕 Everything’s gunna be ok?
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Ellie
2 months
I like a little cucumber with my salad. 🥗 what’s your favorite salad toppings?
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Ellie
10 months
Just wanted to show you guys how pretty I look when I’m sleeping. 💤
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Ellie
22 days
Rest in peace James Earl Jones. The voice of all voices.
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Ellie
5 months
And, suddenly, I was more myself than I ever was before. The downdrafts had turned to updrafts, the profane turned to beauty through the avenue of truth, and I bade a farewell to the cracked roads of culture and artificial landscapes.
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Ellie
2 years
🍂 Finally starting to feel like fall. 🍁
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Ellie
6 months
When I struggle to sleep at night, I’ll listen to the background sound of Only Fans. No, seriously.
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Ellie
4 months
Don’t save yourself for some glorious moment in the future, or grieve over some lost moment in the past. Now is all there is.
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Ellie
11 months
My ideal death is death by angry raccoons punching me with their tiny little baby hands.
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Ellie
5 months
Me ready to go but politely waiting on the other person.
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3 months
Somewhere, in an alternate reality, everything I’ve ever lost comes back to me and loves me. Somewhere my weakness and gullibility display their roots of hope and trust proudly. Somewhere, in another reality, the grass is always gentle underfoot and joy has room to germinate
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2 months
Do you ever hold popcorn in the palm of your hand real close to your mouth, pretend your a frog, and then just SHOOT your tongue out and grab that popcorn like it’s a fly and then revel in that satisfaction? 🐸 Just me?
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Ellie
2 years
I guess my love language is letting go.
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3 years
My little eskimo. ♥️
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1 year
As I was falling asleep, I thought I heard a woman in the distance screaming. It totally freaked me out, so I got really quiet and still to try and listen more closely. I heard it again, so I start thinking, oh my god what should I do? What could be happening to this woman?
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Ellie
4 months
Fri-yay! Me getting ready to par-tay!
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5 months
Those intrusive thoughts in the night calling me by my full government name.
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Ellie
2 months
Who needs cheese when you have nutritional yeast?✨
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Ellie
10 months
If you sit next to me and we’re friends, I’ll peel oranges for you.
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1 month
People only see the decisions you make, not all the choices you had.
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Ellie
11 months
“The perfect makeup palette doesn’t exi—. . .” *Que the theme music*
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5 months
Just trying to make sense of things.
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Ellie
2 months
This is what having a debilitating relationship with food can look like: • Quick or extreme weight loss/gain • Snacks as meals • Fasting, binging and/or purging • Labeling food as “good/bad” • Stomach Ulcers •Fear of eating something “unhealthy” or fear of food in
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6 months
So apparently they are remaking Never Ending Story into a film series. All I’ve got to say is that it better contain the same amount of nightmare fuel as when I was a kid.
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17 days
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5 months
In honor of 4/20
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1 month
What a world.
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Ellie
10 months
I have nightmares. Would anyone mind astral projecting into my dreams and being meaner to my demons than they are to me? Please and thank you. 🙃🙂
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