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@rex1c_p1llh3ad

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i was drowning… but now i’m swimming

(they!) // 22 // ed-sh-drugtwt
Joined June 2021
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
@skinnybarbie420 u look… hot? a non disordered person would just think skinny, a person w an ed would know imo lol
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
12 days
@g0rebarbie at least ur not like dolls kill saying goth is white ☠️☠️
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
1 month
@skinnybarbie420 it would be great cuz then i can rock no longer having ass or tits and look rich instead of starved lmao
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
27 days
@retarded_whore he lived in the trump tower
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
3 months
@jenisej_ when did that develop? like at ur lowest or was it a side effect u experienced quickly?
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
my problem w cutting is just that i love it sm
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
12 days
yall i think drugs r bad
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
@111B1TCH lmao there’s no way that’s serious! but fr doe u can’t be disordered w/o binging? i feel like yea u can idkk
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
3 months
@kittymikuu420 @Kittykanibalz nah fr 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 who’s selling to 13 y/o
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
@avenuefairyx this image turns me on
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
1 month
@dostoevskgs no cuz no shade to this person i understand they went thru something horrible by watching this person die— but it’s just giving fanfic lol
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
3 months
like she’s so hot,, the endermen makes me wonder “do i wanna be her or with her?”
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
1 month
@MyChanelBrag the way this is a lie lol
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
is sh a drug cuz shit lowkey hits
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
@avenuefairyx i miss that,, all my drug buddies end up just leaving and calling me a bad influence 😭😭 they keep using doe lmao
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
@avenuefairyx to do all of it w uuuu 👉🏼🐁👈🏼
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
@avenuefairyx carefuuullll i had a phase and it actually fucked up my life, b real careful w opioids fr bae u don’t want that
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
1 month
i miss home and doing drugs w my friends at home
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
17 days
im scared. of the drugs, and of myself. of the future, and him.
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
what’s yalls doc? (xanny 4 me)
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
my fucking twt “for u” is broken im seeing the same posts over and over again cmon ppl entrain me
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
1 month
@marredflesh8 @organconsvmer i like how this abstract is written cuz it states even false memories are still some abuse of power, cuz it requires a person in a position to b suggestive and essentially manipulate ur memories. it’s rly sad ppl just think they made things up, even w false memories, they didn’t
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
there’s so much uncensored sh on my tl, like generally idgaf but this lady in the subway next to me seems to think this is weird
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
24 days
i’m calm bc ik hateful bitches r def uglier than me and das prolly why they sad 🐁🐁
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
3 months
like, the constant feeling u fucked up and everyone hates you? yea
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
1 month
@dostoevskgs recently i told a guy i was jewish and he rly said “so r u agains the muslims” brother what lol
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
23 days
i’m so high i am navigating goolr and bro
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
@avenuefairyx @grlsoconfusing nah bro trump got shot lmao i call bullshit tho i think everything is staged lmaooo
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
question of the day do i eat or do adderall
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
22 days
maybe if i do coke my heart rate will go down
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
28 days
i just tried to hit my asthma thing cuz i thought it was my vape 💯
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
24 days
@avenuefairyx depend on the opinion? like if an opinion is hateful i get not liking it? but atp just like leave the convo imo, or make it into a joke
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
1 month
i’m sorry… light overdose? @avenuefairyx help me out lmao
@clabun3
clairebunu.u (1.5/10lbs to gw 🥲)
1 month
does anyone else sh by doing light overdoses to give yourself dizzyness/headache/tummyache or nah 😭
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
feeling like a junkie rn
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
@mawwwissa i wanna tattoo this on a tshirt
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
i was so high i don’t even remember waking up
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
20 days
@sliyox @l0veflu word cuz im over here thinking - “im not in a diet” so there’s no cheating lmao, incredibly i eat different amounts each day idk if that makes me not disordered 🤣🙌🏾
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
i def don’t get obsessive or anything
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
what do yall think the bmi of monster highs is lol
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
3 months
@Kaicat122 im def blaming the germans, why do ppl think im having delusions when i say that
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
27 days
i hope i die
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
3 months
“ur such a hater” yes, i am, any other questions?
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
27 days
just got tatted im happy asf
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
imagine living away from ur family for a few years and totally forgetting they’re abusive lol dw guys i remember now
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
1 month
@starvingfaggot2 the way they all eating at olive garden tho lmao
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
3 months
@avenuefairyx bro this is so true 😭😭*stays super still for 20min*
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
1 month
me to the internet- how to gain weight? internet- stop smoking me- actually im ok like this
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
17 days
i used to be so free. to cut to get high to stay up to have fun to see friends to make music to do art all night to tattoo to feel and cry. what happened what happened to me? why am i not free? i want it back
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
12 days
my dream is to wake up and find myself in a thinspo thread i’ll b done then lol
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
@surfboardmonky IS THIS ELLIOTT SMITH LYRICS CUZ IT IS!!!! (twilight by elliott smith it’s a great song) OMG THUS IS PERFECT
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
1 month
@avenuefairyx @poorlittlerose literally, can they make a twitter kids or something lol
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
this guy i’m hooking up w managed to lose his wallet, the money for the plug, and the keys to his place. mf CURSED
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
28 days
need to get a vape to calm myself down when i lose my vape
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
20 days
@moeswry @tshtwtx fr y r we even trying to be *best ana* ? like, anorexia kills people it’s not cute and we should rly fucking respect people in recovery (even if it’s forced). making ppl feel like they’re not disordered enough will literally drive some ppl deeper into it omfg shut upppp 😭
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
20 days
@pnoozic @moeswry @tshtwtx block accs w u content u don’t wanna see and let people have a space to vent and cope
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
1 month
ITS NOT SPAM IM JUST CHRONICALLY ONLINE OK
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
25 days
anyone know a good free movie website pls distraction needed
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
1 month
@MyChanelBrag like, in 2016
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
21 days
feels so dumb can’t do shit can’t get out of bed can’t stop crying i hope this ends
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
21 days
those “friends” that used to bully find my tiktok and check it every week but refuse to follow 😭😭 like bitch i see u, if ur gon be jealous, increase the numbers pls
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
20 days
@drvggie444 don’t forgive u but agree ☠️
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
3 years
ey ppl, does anyone know a good diet for ppl with slow metabolism? #EDtwt #edtwt
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
omg this is so cute stfu 😭✨
@avenuefairyx
݁ ˖ mads ☽
2 months
Tweet media one
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
1 month
@dostoevskgs aw y it seems to be going great for u
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
i love spending time w my parents. it makes me feel like a valid drug user.
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
coke sucks. anyway, i got a gram
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
juuussst woke up do i do xanax adderall or both
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
1 month
@avenuefairyx drugs self harm twitter art tattoos spiral
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
all these fucking tattoos i got like get tf ou of the way i wanna cutttttt
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
3 months
do ppl in edtwt have irl friends? /gen
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
26 days
well it’s night again i hope i die
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
14 days
it’s so weird how i stopped following someone? hm.. who blocked me this time lmaooo
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
26 days
*takes adderall* *can’t do shit* *just shaking like a retard*
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
11 days
@avenuefairyx where is this person and will they do venmo lmao
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
3 months
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
slept so good i woke up without an eyebrow piercing,, and still high hehehe
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
1 month
or dumb asf
@user027382729
avery
1 month
people who post their face on their shtwt, edtwt, whatever accounts are brave as fuck
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
3 months
@oldmanyaoi69 where is the dislike button 😭😭
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
2 months
got so fucked up last night idek what my hangover is from rn
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad
allie (≧∀≦)
17 days
prolly getting my lips pierced today,, oh no i can’t eat oh no liquid diet
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