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queer cryptid 🏳️‍🌈 | perpetually tired | he/they | in London

Joined February 2021
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
I did find one outfit pic from pride but it is of course the most boring one -_-
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
I have no excuse for posting this, just bored
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
Post workout selfie
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
Collected a gaggle of new friends at pride
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@rawbashawb
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8 months
New hair colour
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
Proof of life (just not a good one)
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
Work might suck but at least the lift has moody lighting (and my hair’s looking good for once)
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
Friends fear he’s having yet another gay crisis (bleaching his hair)
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1 year
Gratuitous selfie
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@rawbashawb
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10 months
Spent New Years with a lovely group of friends I was so lucky to meet this year. And got to wear a sparkly outfit
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@rawbashawb
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3 years
Hi ✌️
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@rawbashawb
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10 months
Guy on the train is showing his sister photos of him and his boyfriend and it is disgustingly adorable. In other news, I will be jumping in front of a bus this Christmas
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
Also also I climbed a tree! @hughtopia_ and @TomatoJamSalad (just out of shot) totally copied me, cos I’m cool obviously
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@rawbashawb
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2 years
30 and up Twitter, drop a pic with your age... also 31 (I have no idea where I was looking)
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2 years
30 and up Twitter, drop a pic with your age… 30 + 1 🙃
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
I may have gotten very drunk at the staff party and essentially quit. More to follow (currently buzzed and depressingly alone in a hotel£
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
Cant decide if I like this t-shirt or not
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
2019-2023 I looked for photos from 2018 and decided no one may ever see them
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1 year
2019-2023 - smaller - less big - wears a lot of tanktops now - i’ve moved 4 times since this photo was taken
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@rawbashawb
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2 years
Felt pretty last night
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
Birdie on my balcony
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
Losing my voice partying has got me sounding like a ‘50s smoky jazz bar singer, unironically kinda love it
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
Either grindr is just permanently dead in my part of London, or I am deeply unattractive
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@rawbashawb
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3 years
I should actually use this account
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
Heading to Manchester tomorrow for the weekend and weirdly anxious about it. The solution is (hopefully) cute guys and alcohol
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
If I get a cat, will people come and look at the cat and say “ooooo big stretch” at the appropriate times with me?
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
It’s very disappointing having to come home and not be surrounded by beautiful queer people anymore (Manchester was fantastic)
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1 year
I have had an exceptionally emotional evening and desperately need a hug
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
the thing about happiness is, it’s so hard to trust. it feels fleeting, like I’m waiting for the inevitable gut punch, the fall back into loneliness and regret. I can never let myself just exist in it
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1 year
Went on a walk and saw a gay couple being all cute and in love, and now I feel happysad in the extreme
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@rawbashawb
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2 years
~Somebody~ bought me tulips and they’re looking very pretty today
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
Crazy Jesus guy with a megaphone right under my window 😠 need a guy to make out with in front of him
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
anybody want to go see barbie and/or oppenheimer with me?
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
I often really want to message people on here but a combination of anxiety and sheer exhaustion get in the way
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
Having a drunken 3 am menty b when I have to go to the dreaded hometown today was not wise
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
I want to sleep so I can stop thinking, but the thinking is stopping the sleep. A conundrum for the ages
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
ever present temptation to mysteriously disappear, become a queer cryptid
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
we are all just children, crying out to be loved
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@rawbashawb
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2 years
A suggested article randomly came up on my phone with the lede "I thought cruising wasn't for people like me. I was wrong." Maybe it's just me, but I think there's quite an important distinction between "cruising" and "going on a cruise"
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
you all need to stop being so hot, it is not helping with the late night lonelies
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
Work has gotten me so stressed that I can't even face the thought of talking to people, even friends (sorry if I've not replied to your messages)
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
I had a chance to say everything I wanted to say to the man who broke my heart and what did I do? Apologised. It would be very funny if it wasn’t so damn sad
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2 years
I was seeing a guy recently, maybe 5 or 6 dates. He was really lovely, and we had a heart to heart, part of which I explained about having bipolar. He seemed unfazed. A few days later he told me he didn’t want to see me anymore, citing that as the reason. It still hurts
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
Some of you really need to learn some humility. The faux intellectualism is out of control today
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
I’ve not actually travelled loads, but I have travelled far (usually for boring academic stuff) North: Trømso, Norway East: Wellington, NZ South: Melbourne, Aus West: New York, US
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north: Elgin, Scotland east: Disneyland Paris south: the bay of Cartagena west: somewhere near Dublin
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@rawbashawb
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2 years
Back when I was still a twink
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1 year
Somebody at the gym called me a f*g because I committed the heinous crime of: walking in front of the mirror while he did bicep curls? slay, I guess
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1 year
If I just don’t get out of bed for the rest of the week, that’s fine right? Because I’m really really just exhausted in a way that has nothing to do with tiredness
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@rawbashawb
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1 year
every night brings the repeated realisation, that I am quite terminally alone
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@rawbashawb
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2 years
Re-downloading Grindr was, as always, a mistake
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1 year
Anybody else at trans pride (getting very wet)?
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2 years
I need more London friends...
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1 year
But also I’d do it again because I am a deeply silly person
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1 year
I’m at the gym post going out last night and dear lord I’ve never felt older (the random group of unsupervised 10 year olds isn’t helping)
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8 months
Phone stolen, yay for me
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1 year
Dronk
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2 years
Grindr round where I live is always dead, I thought it was supposed to be a gay hotspot
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4 months
@TomatoJamSalad you asked me to buy one for you? and I did??
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1 year
I could probably write a book, but the worst is one I bet an alarming number of people have heard: “If you were actually suicidal, you’d have killed yourself by now” (a nurse on the crisis team)
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Jen Nobuko McPherson (She/her)
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What's the worst thing a mental health professional has ever said to you? A psychiatrist once said to me 'You haven't been through any trauma.'
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1 year
@JoshAlexCairo @LiamD_H @OliverBowring Uh you're supposed to be five feet apart? Otherwise it's gay
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2 years
It’s my birthday and I am feeling ✨slutty ✨
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2 years
I would post more if I had more followers (because that is how attention starved I am), but I wont get more followers if I don’t post more. In this regard Twitter, is a perfect reflection of my mental health
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1 year
Completely unrelatedly, I may have started smoking again
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1 year
At least all of the guys i date get bored of me quickly, so I don’t have to worry about ruining someone else’s sleep as well
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1 year
@NeoKuroTV Yeah I felt like that too. What helped me was going to a few queer-oriented events in London, making myself talk to 1 or 2 people (not hugely coherently), and eventually you find yourself accidentally forming random groups 😅
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1 year
Fucking hell
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1 year
@JackKnightxx And to add to that, why do people (especially the media) always immediately assume it's gay men, when it almost never is?
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@James_Acetate The stop knife crime one isn’t even a charity. It’s a for profit business and they just don’t tell people
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2 years
Why is spending time with my mum so damn stressful?! But also saw a cute dog so that balances it out
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2 years
@Simon_El_Gato__ There is definitely a joke to be made about homo-morphisms here
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1 year
@TomatoJamSalad easy, just date a carpenter and get him to build you a bed
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@rawbashawb
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2 years
Given the farce that was Eurovision ticket sales, can someone pls invite me to a big gay Eurovision party instead? 🙏
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10 months
@TrashFox_Zero Romantic tragedy perhaps
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1 year
Of course I catch the flu now, when I just want to enjoy the sunshine
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1 year
@JoshAlexCairo @we_are_biscuit Could you keep it down? This tweet was too loud 🧓
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1 year
Crossposting from my main account
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My scumbag of a corporate landlord wants to raise my rent by 20%. Anyone in London also needing to move around July who might be interested in having a flatmate?
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@TomatoJamSalad @JaSmith995 @AlakaZan17x Silly Diamond (ft. Camilla Cabello) hot, dirty, silly - the holy trinity of diamonds
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2 years
had a really lovely evening, much needed after the last couple weeks
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1 year
@leuconeura_ can you imagine though? Can’t watch tv cos you’re out of black ink
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1 year
@TomatoJamSalad Hey, where’s my attribution? :P
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@JoshGill17 I want this tattooed across my face, tbh
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@AdamGilson8 @gaymersiNC Just out of shot is some questionable sticker placement
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2 years
Just saw a cute guy walking an (even cuter) dog, and now I’m in love
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@JaSmith995 Understandable, birdie unfortunately had a full view of me getting dressed
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1 year
@h_rry9 Worst I saw while job hunting last year was 7 stages 🤯 (I then withdrew my application)
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@AminoAcidsSky Not if he has insomnia
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@TrashFox_Zero Fine! I’ll just wander the moors at night instead 😒
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2 years
Even though we weren’t serious yet. It just really knocked me down
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@jospalu I get bored easily tbf
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1 year
@TomatoJamSalad @keegzzz predate has two meanings and the one you didn’t mean is much funnier in this case
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1 year
@TomatoJamSalad yeah, especially that young. but more to the point, why were they at the gym at 10 pm???
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