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21f | gw: 135 im fat and not fatphobic ಠ_ಠ

mdni!! binge eating disorder🍉
Joined July 2023
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@radioplayings
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7 months
im so fat but that isn’t gonna drastically change in a month so i have to just … be gentle with myself. change takes time. progress will be slow. but ill get to where i want to be
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@radioplayings
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7 months
oh my GOD How do people drink 2 liters of water a day you’re fucking lying
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@radioplayings
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7 months
are u fucking kidding me
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@radioplayings
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6 months
all my fat ass does is eat bro
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@radioplayings
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6 months
me literally
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@radioplayings
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7 months
need someone that calls me a fat ass everyday
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@radioplayings
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7 months
little reminder that im 21 and don’t want to be following any minors. and i will most likely not follow back if you don’t have your age in your bio </3
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@radioplayings
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7 months
OKAY FINE thread of me eating less than 1100 a day to get to my first goal of losing 20 pounds by January 31st
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@radioplayings
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7 months
look at my new bowl
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@radioplayings
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7 months
HUH
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@radioplayings
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5 months
the new year was supposed to be a fresh start and i fucked it up and then February was supposed to be a fresh start and i fucked it up and i fuck everything up but the one thing I don’t fuck up on is getting fatter I’m so good at getting fatter
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@radioplayings
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8 months
need someone to do this to me
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@radioplayings
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6 months
me when not being on edtwt causes me to have normal days where i don’t think about food constantly and binge
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@radioplayings
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7 months
im actually so confused i lost 30 pounds by eating 1500-2000 cals a day last year but now im eating 1100-1300 and im like ?? gaining and losing and gaining why is that bro
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@radioplayings
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8 months
im 21 and don’t use any skincare products does anyone have like … recommendations ? 😥 my skin is so nasty
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@radioplayings
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8 months
said if i lost 9 pounds by new years I’d reward myself with a whole bag of chips and my bf said “then what’s the point of losing all that weight”
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@radioplayings
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7 months
eating a greasy burger
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@radioplayings
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7 months
i feel so guilty when i can’t restrict like other people and i have horrible days since i suffer from binge eating. but i know that creating a healthy relationship with food means long term success and i won’t get that by punishing myself and putting myself through hell
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@radioplayings
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7 months
@sukieatsx thank u!!! haven’t heard of it before so i def will 🫶🫶🫶 appreciate it
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@radioplayings
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7 months
if im being honest? ill eat and have dessert and might as well just try not to think ab the calories or what im eating. Friday will be a new day and I don’t wanna miss out on pie if im being totally real with you 😔
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@radioplayings
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7 months
you guys mix protein powder with yogurt whaaaaat
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@radioplayings
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7 months
me telling myself it’s ok im not losing weight super fast cause ill have less loose skin
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@radioplayings
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8 months
kinda wanna start intermittent fasting . maybe 12-16 hours ? it’s hard to not have snacks at night even if they are in within my calorie limit but
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@radioplayings
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7 months
omg after i went on my walk i sat down on some steps and leaned against what i thought was like a pole? But it was actually some other girl there and i was like HORRIFIED cause i kept leaning against it and it kept moving and im like wtf kind of pole is this 💀
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@radioplayings
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6 months
you know your relationship is bad when you go to Reddit for advice and everyone drags you through the mud
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@radioplayings
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7 months
planning on getting my nails done in January but am already thinking of design ideas. which is cuter? i like the last one a lot but also the middle one is simpler ?
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@radioplayings
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7 months
4 BILLION FOLLOWERS?????
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8 months
do you guys like the smell of rosemary or no
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@radioplayings
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8 months
it took me 6 months to lose 30 pounds and im trying to lose 30 in 3 months and i was getting discouraged cause before it took me so long but i went back to check on how many cals id eat and i used to do 1500-2000 . like i had so many days were i went way over my limit
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7 months
going grocery shopping with this paycheck Istg I need halo top and new low cal meal ideas. like sandwiches? chicken wraps? and overnight oats wtf is that it sounds so good
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@radioplayings
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7 months
ordered a medium cold brew from Dunkin and they gave me a large and it’s so sweet I’m so nervous cause i have no idea how many cals 😭
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@radioplayings
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7 months
ive been overeating non stop how do i break the cycle
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@radioplayings
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8 months
i can’t be the only one that feels this way. i can’t be the only one that feels like they’re not real or can’t fit in or do anything im not a human being sometimes
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@radioplayings
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7 months
someone stop me from downloading a dating app rn ohmyogd
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8 months
Friday im saying fuck calories and going to order either veggie pizza or a greasy ass burger cause i wanted to have something yummy while watching the fnaf movie lol
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@radioplayings
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5 months
im very sorry for the spam tweets im about to make but i do feel super lonely and lost and I would love to talk about something super quick and I don’t expect anyone to read it ALL or even reply but I just can’t hold it in and journaling doesn’t fully help I want to feel heard
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7 months
are insomnia cookies good ? never had those or crumbl cookies but i wanna split one with my bf when he comes to visit me
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7 months
i want a treadmill so bad
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@radioplayings
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7 months
need people in my city who i can go out with cause ive become super depressed and don’t leave my house :(
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7 months
edtwt when they realize there’s other eating disorders other than ana 😔🥺
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8 months
i made them . was 300 cals for all this (plus more but i had eaten like two already)
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@radioplayings
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8 months
bf just tried telling me food isn’t an addiction and that i have it easier .. as if i don’t struggle with this everyday and hate everything about myself
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8 months
i cant do omad i am constantly hungry so spreading my meals throughout the day helps me sm :(
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@radioplayings
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7 months
seeing websites tell me my ideal weight is 113 is the worst. holy shit i have a long way to go
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@radioplayings
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6 months
guys i have maintained for TWO MONTHS
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@radioplayings
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7 months
had a talk with my mom and dad about how i really want to start eating better and need help with it cause they bring home so much junk food and snacks and i think they listened
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@radioplayings
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7 months
does anyone here like chorizo? i like to eat it mixed with frijoles and the whole meal ends up being like 800 cals cause i like it with tortillas
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@radioplayings
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7 months
this is my body type rn stop posting this PHOTOGHFIDKNSSMQN D
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Amanda ❥✧⁠*⁠。
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Me when I realize I am actually fat and it's not just body dysmorphia
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7 months
you’ll never catch me posting a body check or face reveal on here omg
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@radioplayings
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7 months
whoever did this ur a loser pinche pendejo
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@radioplayings
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6 months
hi guys im really heartbroken right now :)
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@radioplayings
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7 months
tmi but i just pooped out the biggest poop ever i was in there for an hour . it had to have weighed like 5 pounds
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@radioplayings
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8 months
i give up on October im sorry I’ll do my best not to binge but i can’t restrict rn im so unmotivated
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7 months
scrolling on edtwt in public is crazy
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@radioplayings
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7 months
lowkey might make them again today they were good but after they’re done I’m going to put them in the fridge cause the apple wasn’t crunchy enough lol
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8 months
i made them . was 300 cals for all this (plus more but i had eaten like two already)
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8 months
my mom called my thighs huge and like yeah they are but SHUTUP ???
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5 months
i love all my moots i love u all sm
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9 months
HELLO it’s my bday
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5 months
I hate myself I hate having a BED this is so cruel
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@radioplayings
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8 months
just applied for so many new mutuals
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8 months
just got depressed seeing how many 2 tbsps of peanut butter really is
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8 months
@nauseahaver really hope u get out of that situation soon tho u deserve sm better and ur such a lovely person
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7 months
@THINPIXI I got the same thing and I saw someone say that it’s indie but like TikTok indie LMAO
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7 months
this is so stupid lol
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7 months
my gut is so big from the constant binging and even when i AM full after a normal amount I keep grabbing food i can’t stop
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6 months
showed my bf this tweet and he said “ugh I need you to delete twitter now” and I was like ??? and he said it’s cause it’s putting all these expectations on men
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Evan®️
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ordered her 200 roses for valentines day last year, what are we thinking this year 500???
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8 months
look what i have . i ate three
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8 months
someone describing me
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7 months
screaming cause i relapsed and binged but it’s ok the food was yummy i just gotta walk it off 😨
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8 months
we’re having burgers today and i get to shove three down my throat . a win for me
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8 months
280 cal breakfast w/ cranberry juice
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7 months
sad potstickers and garlic bread for breakfast (320 calories)
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7 months
parents changed their mind now we’re at ihop and it caught me off guard and I ordered strawberry and banana pancakes but it’s like 680 cals here wtf
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7 months
Am not weighing myself this week again i can’t look at the scale I can’t
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7 months
i think im going to break up with my bf
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7 months
ok (ex) bf update : told him to buy me flowers and he got me a huge mixed bouquet omg
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@radioplayings
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7 months
i hate myself for binge eating im such a mess . how dare I complain about being fat when i do this to myself
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@radioplayings
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7 months
i will always be the same weight im such a failure
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8 months
I know this is so silly but … yesterday i was upset cause my mom got me a big cookie from the bakery and i was like fuck i wanna eat it!!! and i was sad cause it’s either i eat it or don’t eat it and then my bf was like “uh why not just… cut it in half? have half today and half
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7 months
eh im very sad ive felt like such a disappointment. i need to fucking restrict again pls god help make this easier for me
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7 months
guys I’ve never done a 10 hour shift before do u think it’ll kill me
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@radioplayings
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7 months
slay . wish i knew how to ice skate
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7 months
THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING KILL ME KILL ME KIPP ME. I still have 68 days to get close to my weight goal i can do it i know i can. I won’t give up
@radioplayings
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7 months
OKAY FINE thread of me eating less than 1100 a day to get to my first goal of losing 20 pounds by January 31st
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7 months
ok. gonna actually count calories again today. i need to keep going
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7 months
going to talk to my therapist ab being officially diagnosed with BED tomorrow and am nervous. i worry she won’t believe me? or just tell me i have to try dieting harder
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7 months
found a subreddit that’s just total meanspo ? it’s horrible but reading those comments made me feel like shit
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@radioplayings
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5 months
they can never tear us apart Knotts Berry Farm Strawberry Shortbread Cookies
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7 months
dumb question maybe but how ?? Do I order it so that it’s 470 cals . have to go out for breakfast tomorrow :(
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7 months
idk how many cals today probs 2.5k it’s ok because look at my wallpaper
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8 months
why does the vitamin c serum i ordered look like c*m is that normal
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8 months
lost four pounds !!!!!
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@radioplayings
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7 months
guess who is at 2k cals again today
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@radioplayings
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5 months
guys I just started college and my first class was today
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6 months
I hope every one of my mutuals are doing ok
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7 months
bf told me i should just eat 1700 cals a day since doing low restriction isn’t helping and only make me binge which … is true ? but it makes me feel like a failure
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@radioplayings
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8 months
475 dinner YIPPEEEEE i got chicken nuggets
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8 months
tried making a new breakfast sandwich and fucked it up cause the egg was still runny i almost threw up
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8 months
apparently letting your hair air dry is bad ??? wha
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8 months
i am going to get a large Diet Coke rn idc i need it
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7 months
slay i fucked up my first day (1/73)
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