Wide body...😮💨
Ugh, anyway, I feel like the smaller I get, the more people mistake me as a minor. I'm almost 30, so of course I love it. 💁🏽♀️✨️
Does anyone else have this happen?
@misowls
I was thinking about that earlier today. It's so wild. I feel as though it is because most people get defensive and think about their own shame towards their bodies. Instead of trying to ACTUALLY fix their OWN body shame, they put down the disordered to feel better.
Two days ago, a lady asked if my bf was my dad. When we told her we were dating, she was absolutely stunned and asked how old I was.
She said, " I thought maybe you were about 12 yrs old"
I also found a new gray hair on my head the next day. 😂
Breakfast in Costa Rica
My bf asked if I still had nuts left. When I told him that I ate all of my portion, he said "ohhh someone is being a little piggy"
@May_is_starving
I knew this was coming. Don't read too much into it.
I'll be 30 years old next year and currently have gray hairs. Yes, I am very happy that I still look youthful.
The crazy thing to me about this whole thing is that I thought I would be satisfied at 120lbs. I am not 🙃.
Now I want 105lbs. But wait what if my weight fluctuates... okay maybe 100lbs...but 99lbs sounds better than 100...well if I do 99 might as well do 95 to be safe. 😬😵💫
My bf told me not to get cashews last night. He said they are the fattest nut.
It had me thinking. I would love to be so thin that people would beg me to eat a bag of cashews.
My best friend of 19 years also struggles with ed, and sometimes I wonder if she is on here too.
If she is, I wonder if we will accidentally find each other on here🤔
@tteokdiet
Omg sameee! I'm going there with my bf this coming Sunday!
He has a list of places for us to eat at. I'm also excited to do a lot of walking there 😂🫡 Staying on my weight loss grind.
My bf asked me if I ate breakfast and I sadly said "yeahhh" because it was 600 cals. I felt constant guilt while eating, but I knew I needed to eat something before I started my 48 hour fast today.
I went shopping in the kids' section today and got so many cute tops and shorts 😃🎀✨️
Got to be of my favorite perks when losing weight.
I save money on food and clothes.
I finally made it to
#edtwt
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Quick intro:
✨️ In my late 20s
🎀 I eat 1200/day (slow and steady)
✨️ Exercise daily
🎀 5'4" and 122.8 lbs
✨️ ugw 95
🎀 l love metal but I also love pink and bows
Ed rant
Just came back from NYC yesterday and am scared to weigh myself 🥲 but I also can't do it until tomorrow anyway. I really hope to be no more than 119lbs
I also leave on another trip in 11 days and it would be so nice to be close to 115 lbs before that trip.
But my bf also wants me to eat more and be more healthy so that I am in good health for the trip.
I'm late asf on this but last night my bf ordered perisian food for dinner. So, I only had these two portions.
Idk how many calories were in it 🥲
I only ate 271 calories before that. I also had tea with some unsweetend almond milk and 7 almonds for dessert.
One of the kid's puma shorts I bought yesterday are too big! Wth. It's for a 12/14 yr old. I can't tell if kids are just getting bigger or if my dysmorphia is is bad.
Maybe both.
Also, since they were on clarence I can't return them either 🙄
anybody else feel like “fake skinny”? like my clothes are all small sizes and people always tell me i’m skinny but the scale doesn’t match so it doesn’t feel true
My bf just gave me a super boost of motivation.
This morning he immediately looked at my waist and grabbed it with both hands and said "You are getting so skinny!"
He is LOVING it. 😁🥰 And so am I.
24 hr fast complete!
Part of me wants to see how long I can go dodging food...but I also have to stand for 8 hours at work.
Then againnn passing out would bail me out of work sooner 😂
🎀Bc post🎀
This is 7 days before my period and can already tell I'm swelling. 🐳
Also, I'm bringing my cals down to 800 again. 🤷🏽♀️
It's funny how I thought I would be happy once I could wear xs clothes. To me, I still look big 😭
My bf is making me eat before we explore because he doesn't want me passing out while we explore.
Anyway, how many cals do you think this is? It doesn't say🥲
I am sick and my boyfriend won't let me go to the gym with him. 😩He wants me to sleep and drink tea.
Now that he has gone swimming I'm walking around our apartment to get steps in before he gets back.😬👀
My planned binge was a flop yesterday for 3 reasons:
1) I still found myself counting calories
2) I also couldn't eat as much because my stomach no longer has the capacity to be so full.
3) I'm also realising food doesn't give me much dopamine anymore.
@heavybones97lbs
Oh god. I felt this post. I know I'm just a random but it totally is a sign to leave. No man should embarrass you like that.
Sending hugs boo 🩷🫶🏼
Last night I got back from Costa Rica and today I am sick with sinus infection. 🙃
It's been over 2 weeks since I weighed myself...I already know it's going to be bad
@glossy_gloss2
I don't get scared but I have had times where I start to believe others when they tell me I am skinny.
"Why get any smaller? You are already so skinny!!"
But I'm perftionist. I want to look like my version of skinny.