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yeule fan | i ♡ ryota | shedtwt | everything i post is censored | ednos | gw : 90lbs - 40kg | gbmi : 15 | dms always open for any reason ^^ fatphobic dni
erm . . FACE REVEAL ! ! ( 'ヮ') . .
‼️hate is appreciated‼️please snap me out of my delusion that these look good • ^ •人
also js a photo dump of my fav photos i took kinda ig 😭
@TrashBabyAshh
besides the fact that shtt exposes sh to younger ppl easier than shtwt like everyone is saying , i think shtt also spreads a lot more misinformation and its a lot more romanticized on there
i dont want to keep doing this . i think im going to try to recover :/ or atleast stay clean until i actually have the resources for the right aftercare
bruh i js put this on 😭😭 its beans but it literally wasnt even bleeding and now i could feel it dripping thru the bandaid i literally am late for school idk what to doAND ITS STILL SEEPING OUT WHAT THE HELL
would you guys get annoyed if i start posting pics of myself like . . all the time . . for no reason . . ive never liked how i look so this is a first for me and im a bit obsessed 😭😭
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✞︎ 16 , he/him
✞︎ shtwt , edtwt , venttwt
✞︎ gw: 45kg ugw: 43kg
✞︎ some random things i like : music !! (vkei mostly rn ) , jfashion ( vkei + jirai kei , etc )
✞︎ kinda new to twt , im not good with talking online but ill try :<
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heres a haul of everything i got today >-< friend bought me ghost gloomy and i also bought goodnight punpun vol 1 but im letting her read that first :o
guys i think my bsf has started to sh :/ ik she has been scratching herself out of anxiety but she didnt cover it and she always mentions injuries she gets for some reason but i noticed 2 bandaids on her wrist that she never mentioned :////
i think i should just disappear . i should leave everyone i know , delete socials , move away , and kms where no one will find me . maybe then i wont have to be such an annoyance to everyone around me .
GUYS IM MUTUALS WITH SOMEONE ON TT BUT WE'VE NEVER INTERACTED BUT I JS FOUND THEIR ACC HERE ON EDTWT AND I WANNA BE MOOTS BUT IDK IF I SHOULD MENTION TT OR NOT WOULD IT BE WEIRD IF I DID ????
let’s interact !
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posted this before but it was a long time ago so im doing it again >:]
my dad told me to cut up a bunch of boxes so they fit in the recycling and as he was handing me a box cutter he jokingly ?? told me not to cut myself 😭
ummm bad photo of haircut......
ignore the scribbles my neck looked weird 💀
and um i messed up the styling so it doesnt look the best.....
um .. vkei inspired ..
um ...
pls dont bully me i cant take photos they are scary • ^ •人
today my friend wore a short sleeve shirt and she was cold and so she suddenly put her arm into my hoodie sleeve AND OH MY GOD SHE FELT MY SCARS I WAS PANICKING SO HARD I COULD SEE IN HER FACE THAT SHE FELT THEM BUT WAS TRYING TO IGNORE IT I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO
put a bunch of outfits together w my new clothes and i think this one is super cool . . . i forgot to take photos of the others 😭
also ignore how bad the photo is idk how to pose in full body pics so hands r in pocket like a weirdo >:[
my parents look so happy when im not around.. they look so depressed with me
im the cause of all their problems
im the worst kid they couldve gotteni need to get out of their lives as soon as i can :/
im ngl im scared that when i get to my gw im gonna make my friend feel like this :/ she already has an ed and the last thing i wanna do is trigger her and make her feel worse :(
@ashbleeding
the worst parts of sh for me is the clean up. getting blood everywhere and sometimes having to spend hours trying to stop the bleeding and worrying that someone will walk in while your doing that. also the looks on peoples faces when they see your scars is the worst :(
@krh6i
@kittyN00kals
LITERALLY she literally made a healthy plan maybe she is just learning good habits when shes young ?? js bc this is edtwt doesnt mean everyone else has an ed 😭😭
haiii i js wanted to show some of my shelf ^-^ i js rlly like the way its organized (given + tshd r not supposed to be where they r tho :[ )
manga collection + some of my vkei collection (not all of it)
MY FRIEND SAW A BLADE ON MY SHELF I DIDNT THINK I HAD ANY MORE AND IVE NEVER PUT ONE THERE IDK HOW IT GOT THERE BUT SHE WAS LOOKING AT SOME BOOKS AND IT WAS RIGHT TJERE IN FRONT OF HER FACE she didnt say anything tho but when i noticed it i threw it away as soon as she left
shout out to my # 1 fan <33 been here since the beginning ♡♡ (they js went thru all 2000 of my posts in one sitting) appreciate u fr
first one's my fav :3
guysguys i have a plan :
its 8 : 44 rn so i can sleep rn until 10 so that give me over an hr nap
then i will also have 2 hrs to do my essay until its due >:D
i swear i will not keep sleeping bc this is my final essay for a class im already failing i NEED to do this
one thing that kinda sucks abt talking to ppl on shtwt is that if they suddenly disappear u dont know if they got sent to a ward , decided to recover , js left for wtv , or committed . ‸ .