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@pearl_div3r

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19 yrs β€’ he him β€’ cbmi 13.9 ~ lbmi 10's TT probably stoned πŸ—Ώ trying not to spiral ...

edtwt / shtwt
Joined March 2021
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1 year
I feel like my arm looks skinny here ><
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Change room bc ,, pls ignore my phone's low quality camera 😭
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@pearl_div3r
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3 months
Mid sesh leg check ://
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Um, sorry but since when were my hip bones this visible?!
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
When your morning skinny just keeps getting skinnier every morning >>>
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@pearl_div3r
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3 months
1 year free from hospital... at least I made some gains ig ? πŸ’€ (bmi 10/11 β†’ bmi 13/14 :'))
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@pearl_div3r
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8 months
Finally singlet weather x.x (ft. Rib check)
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@pearl_div3r
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1 year
175 cals for the entire pavlova? You bet I fucked that shit up.
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@pearl_div3r
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10 months
MY THERAPIST MAKDE ME DUCK TAPE MY NEW BLADES SO I WOULDNT IMPULSIVLEY HSE THEM WHEN IM INTOXICATED BUT NOW IM DRUNK AND I CANT YNWRAP THEMM
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Losing weight but also losing the energy to exercise 😰
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@pearl_div3r
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11 months
Just woke up and made the fluffiest coffee frappe for 30 cals πŸ˜‹ (yes it's 5.15pm)
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Dinner + bc
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@pearl_div3r
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1 year
Hospital bathroom vape + bc
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Some more bc's ><
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Quick change room bc ://
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Ribs xd
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@pearl_div3r
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9 months
rawr :3
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@pearl_div3r
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1 year
Took these the dAy before being admitted TT
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Bought myself new jeans today xd
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Chloe ting didn't give u an Ed :/
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Wrist / hand check
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@pearl_div3r
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10 months
Wow okay... just did some test scratches and these r definitely the sharpest blades I've ever come across,, low-key scared to use them for real tho 😳
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@pearl_div3r
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1 year
Omad πŸ˜πŸ’™
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Cannot understand ppl who say they 'forget to eat' - like??? I be thinking about food 24/7 😭
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@pearl_div3r
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3 months
Post workout arm/rib checks :///
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Quick leg check while I wait in the car
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
As long as I can fit my hand around my arm everything is going to be okay. Everything is under control.
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@pearl_div3r
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10 months
Oh fUck I just spilled bong water all over my fresh sh 😭
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Update 😐
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@pearl_div3r
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11 months
Everyday I'm grateful that weed has no calories πŸ™
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Leg check πŸ˜΅β€πŸ’«
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
b0dy ch3ck ig πŸ™ƒπŸ« 
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Saw the doctor write 'chronic anorexia' in my notes today and I felt so validated
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Sadly I don't have any before photos, but literally one month of high res / exercising for 30 mins a day and I'm already seeing such a difference 🫣
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Officially in the bmi 11's πŸ₯΄
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Noodles remind me sm of childhood and I've been feeling nostalgic lately so decided to omad them as a treat πŸœπŸ’—
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Idc that this is an ed acc- everyone needs to look at my new tattoo like right now
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
The fear of weight gain doesn't inherently make you fatphobic,,, it's all part of having an Ed. What makes it fatphobia is if you project that fear/insecurity onto others.
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1 year
We love the public health system πŸ₯΄πŸ« 
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
I just hit my ugw???
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@pearl_div3r
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1 year
Holy fuck I just found out I'm taller than I thought I was- meaning my bmi is actually lower and I had hit my fOrbidden gw without even realising it 😭😭😭
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Okay but would it be tOtally weird if I brought my food scale into a restaurant with me ??? I'm going out tonight but I need to know how much I'm having so I can track it accurately πŸ’€πŸ˜­
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@pearl_div3r
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11 months
In the Ed clinic :/ (convinced they placed this magazine strategically)
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@pearl_div3r
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1 year
BEEN HOME FOR TWO DAYS AND OFFICIALLY DROPPED INTO THE BMI 10'S
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@pearl_div3r
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1 year
Not body chcks exactly but I thought these x-rays I got taken in the hospital looked pre cool
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
What-
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Low effort arm checks ft kitten
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@pearl_div3r
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1 year
Do I pop him? 😳 (Spoiler: I'm going to anyway)
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@pearl_div3r
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1 year
I decide I want to recover, I binge, I change my mind, I restrict, repeat πŸ”
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@pearl_div3r
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2 months
No cuz r they big or small I can't tell 😭
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Underweight ppl of edtwt - how much would you have to gain to be within the healthy weight range ??? For me it would be 20kg πŸ₯Ή
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Entering my baked oats era 😈
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@pearl_div3r
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1 year
Celebratory halo top before finding out there was a miscommunication between my doctors/psych team and I was never even discharged in the first place (I'm back in hospital now)πŸ¦πŸ’€πŸ˜
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@pearl_div3r
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1 year
Haven't been active on here in a lil while. I got discharged for real this time tho! Here is a rlly low quality vid of me pulling my tube out (possible tw?)
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@pearl_div3r
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3 months
@hya_444ana They look like they're about to drop off 😭
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Low key frustrating when ppl comment 'lucky' on my bc's... I don't look like this because I'm lucky, I look like this because I starve myself πŸ’€
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@pearl_div3r
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10 months
I don't know how to live a life that doesn't revolve around food
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@pearl_div3r
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1 year
Why did it take 3 times of it bursting before they finally got this stupid IV in the right place 😭
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Change room lighting always makes me feel skinny >.<
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Say hello to my new bby girl Chai <3 (also thx to everyone who voted on her name xd)
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Ive been vegetarian for 5+ yrs now and I'm considering going vegan but yoghurt is like my #1 safe food 😭
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@pearl_div3r
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5 months
Arm checks,, want to gain more muscle but also terrified of not being able to do this 😭
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Kinda sad looking birthday breakfast :/
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Lunch πŸ«§πŸ’š
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@pearl_div3r
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1 year
HII idk if I updated y'all but I've been discharged from hsptl and managed to fake weight gain of 4 kilos while maintaining bmi 11 πŸ₯΄
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Don't trust p1tapits nutrition info bcuz it just seems too good and idk if they account for oil usage or not, but my Ed has been so all consuming lately and I'm at the lowest weight I've ever been, so fuck it- one kids pita isn't gonna hurt me.
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@pearl_div3r
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10 months
NEW BLADES FIT IN DA KITTY BOX CUTTER??!? (too long to close properly tho but oh well)
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@pearl_div3r
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1 year
How many cals do we reckon πŸ€” this is like my last three days worth of 'snacks' πŸ’€
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@pearl_div3r
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1 year
Eats from the other day were too pretty not to post πŸ“πŸ₯ͺ Strawberry yoghurt smoothie ~ 258 cal / 22g protein Hummus salad sandwich ~ 192 cal / 18g protein
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Caffeine 🀝 Nicotine
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
This ed shit is so mentally draining. I couldn't even tell you what I did today besides think about food.
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Are heart palpitations normal? Like is anything bad actually gonna happen if I just keep on ignoring them?? / genq
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Homemade honey almond granola with blueberries 🐝🫐πŸ₯₯
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@pearl_div3r
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1 year
Oh fuck fuck fuck they're taking me into hospital I can't do this again I can't I can't what do I do
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
I eat one (1) regularly portioned meal and all of a sudden I've convinced myself I don't have anorexia :/
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@pearl_div3r
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2 years
Nothing to say except look at my omad ✨πŸ₯—πŸŒΎ
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