anyways fit for the date, i hope it’s not too casual. i tried on like a million different things but just felt uncomfy so yeah. also straight hair is growing on me i like it a lot
had an awesome leg day today which is funny cause i was convinced it would be horrible, anyways i’m still trying to get the hang of the single leg rdls
this user pisses me off tbh, acting like they know what people’s fitness goals are like you are annoying. they are also always pushing the “always train to failure” mentality. to me they come off egotistical at times. i’m just feeling sensitive though.
haven’t worn my apple watch since jan 29th and honestly it’s been pretty freeing. instead of feeling like i can eat more on days that i burn more i think i’ve become better at listening to my hunger cues yk. also it’s been nice to feel more disconnected from technology
me and the guy were sitting so close together at the hockey game and we were kinda cuddling up to eachother and i just came home and cried 😭 it actually felt so nice to just be close to someone
even though i’m not really active on here anymore i’m still so incredibly thankful for all of you. you guys were here when i had no one and you guys have always helped me sm and just listened to me. ugh you guys are just the best i wish the best for every single one of you
this guy is actually so sweet to me guys omg 😭 we’ve called every night for the past like week and a half and it’ll be long calls till like 2am. and he’s always trying to plan stuff for us to do and going out of his way to find me in school omg
maybe i’m being a bit dramatic but why would you say all of this to your friends… disordered or not i’d be so triggered hearing all of this and it’s just so?? attentiony idk. like starve in peace this is ridiculous sorry
hi i feel horrendous about my body today so i’m reflecting on the booty growth. yes i’m gaining weight but the booty is popping. anyways sep 8, vs today, jan 5. same pants 4 months apart
@vomitlish
it’s crazy to me how jealous you are of other girls because IM VERY JEALOUS OF YOU!! there is always going to be someone to be jealous of, you should just embrace yourself cause fuck if i were you i would!! fricking body and face goals over here
a year ago today and it’s a video of me sneaking through my best friends bag to show to my camera that she is lying when she says she “barely eats”. i forget how obsessed with other peoples eating habits i used to be like damn