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@parcium

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@parcium
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1 year
body of a perfectly sane person
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"what happened???" THEYRE CLEARLY SH SCARS FUCK OFF
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1 year
i can't move my leg or arm properly, i have muscle and nerve damage that cause me daily pain months after the wounds, thoughts of sh consume my entire being and im always in actual hell, ive regretted anything more than sh. this is me apparently promoting sh :)
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1 year
ive never harmed myself in my life bc i am sane and normal
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me when shing, apparently: yikes not the knees tho im not insane
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i think we, as a community, can be incredibly desensitised to sh and the severity of our wounds. literally last night the staff at the ER was shocked by my wounds and it's far from being my worst and nothing compared to many here. it's,,, idk
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1 year
passed out tonight after making a fairly small cvt so my body definitely hates me these days and the destruction ive subjected it too ,,, very sad, anyway
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aiden // recovery era
8 months
pathetic
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1 year
the cvt into muscle is infected, clean your tools kids
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aiden // recovery era
1 year
im not allowed to have anything sharp anymore so no more scissors :(
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aiden // recovery era
3 months
im alive. not willingly, not happily, but im alive. i ODd on a lot of stuff so my toxicity levels were very high for a bit there but they eventually stabilised me enough to head to the psych ward where i am now located. i won't be online for some time. thank you all ily ❤️
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aiden // recovery era
10 months
i don't have enough scars
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aiden // recovery era
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showering like this is humiliating
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aiden // recovery era
7 months
relapsed and almost severed a tendon, happy new year!!! 🫠
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aiden // recovery era
1 year
a reminder to moisturise your scars!!! i use this but there's plenty of options
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aiden // recovery era
9 months
not going to the ER ill be fine
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aiden // recovery era
10 months
just casually bleeding out at the ER
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aiden // recovery era
1 year
maybe this is a hot take but people who sh for attention are still valid. clearly if they feel they need to harm themselves for someone to notice them, something is very wrong and their pain isn't any less valid. it's still very sad and they deserve help
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aiden // recovery era
10 months
can we talk about how traumatising self harm is tho. accidentally hitting something, when you can't stop the bleeding, going to the ER, losing control and your life to it etc. it's all very self traumatising and changes you
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aiden // recovery era
5 months
this is what i look like bc as a young teenager i decided to cvt myself over something that probably wasn't even that deep
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aiden // recovery era
8 months
sometimes the fact i did this to myself astounds me - like in the moment i don't think about it but i did this to myself ????
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aiden // recovery era
3 months
Nice weather today so scars outtttt
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aiden // recovery era
1 year
hmm....
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aiden // recovery era
1 year
people who think sh isn't an addiction can fuck themselves, im fully aware that sh-ing is ruining my life but its still all i want to do. i hate this so much
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1 year
tiktok needs to learn that drawing on fresh self harm isn't cute and is actually a pretty significant infection risk,,,
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1 year
goodbye cruel world (taking my meds)
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1 year
the severity of your sh does NOT determine the severity of your mental state. i can't stress this enough, you don't need to cvt deep for your mental pain to be valid
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aiden // recovery era
11 months
"just a baby cvt today!!"
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Sarah Fier’s Cursed Hand by Houston Sharp (detail)
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1 year
the infection is definitely coming out which is good but ew :)
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aiden // recovery era
9 months
same arm, 10 months apart. sh ruins everything
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me, covered in my own blood and self inflicted wounds: what if im just faking being mentally ill :(
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aiden // recovery era
5 months
curing myself ✨️
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aiden // recovery era
6 months
me trying to make sure i don't hurt myself somehow 💀
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aiden // recovery era
1 year
i love being a lizard
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aiden // recovery era
7 months
i think it's important to remember that shtwt is a TINY portion of all ppl who sh. we've desensitised ourselves to it but reaching the fat layer and beyond is NOT the norm and it shouldn't really be treated like it is... though we do
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aiden // recovery era
1 year
at least my pictures are being stolen for being "extreme self harm" 💀
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aiden // recovery era
11 months
ok guys, you can absolutely go out with healed sh scars. more power to you if you do and i support you! but do NOT go out in public with fresh, even BLEEDING cuts. that is not healthy behaviour whatsoever. just don't.
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aiden // recovery era
1 year
my oldest fat layer scars, these wounds went viral on sh tumblr years ago lmao
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aiden // recovery era
1 year
i usually hate my arms but im feeling okay about at least my left one todayyyy
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aiden // recovery era
10 months
bright red blood at the ER yesterday from an artery
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aiden // recovery era
1 year
my deeper wound always look gross when healing but... surely this isn't normal,,,
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aiden // recovery era
10 months
omg they hit fascia
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aiden // recovery era
7 months
waiting to be stitched
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aiden // recovery era
6 months
sometimes i can't believe ive done this to my entire body and ill always look like this
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aiden // recovery era
1 year
i can look at self harm pictures all day without caring but videos make me so squeamish 😭
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aiden // recovery era
1 year
"please stay safe!!!" i say to my friends while im covered in my own blood
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