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PLHIV 2021 | Started to take an ARV 2021 | 25 5'8 | CD4: 549 | UD | VB

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@papi_poz

papi

3 years

My HIV story: It was August 2021 when I had rashes sa buong katawan, kasabay ng pabalik balik na lagnat. At first akala ko normal lang na lagnat, but then nagsimulang magkaroon ako ng maliliit na pulang marks sa katawan. Una sa may braso lang hanggang sa kumalat na sa buong +

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@papi_poz

papi

11 months

how long can I keep my status to my family and friends? It’s so frustrating that I can’t even tell or share it with them — that everyday is a battle for me.

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2 years

Consumed 8 bottles of ARV-TLD, meaning 8 months narin akong lumalaban ... ng mag isa. Nahihirapan na akong itago tong mga boteng to. Should I throw these na ba?

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13 days

goodnight ulet hehe

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3 years

Good morning. Down to my third bottle. Laban lang poz!

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2 years

UNDETECTABLE NA AKO!!!! After a year and at my very first viral load test, UD na agad ako!

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9 days

Hi sibs! How you doin? Monday nanaman bukas 😭

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papi

3 years

nalang. Mauubos ko na isang bottle ng ARV and sana soon mag undetectable na ako — tayo. Hope this story of mine would help other people too. I know it's hard, but it's our choice to fight. We can still live a normal life. Laban lang poz!

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papi

3 years

18 tablets left for my 4th bottle. Ow btw, kumusta kayo bloodbros? Hope you're doing great. Have a nice weekend.

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papi

3 years

To my old self, I'm sorry if I failed to protect you.

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15 days

sofer OA ng engagements 😭

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papi

2 years

Got my ARV refill today plus a lots of condoms and lubes hehehe thanks to my hub! 🥰 It's been 7 months since I was diagnosed with HIV, but here I am still taking these meds and keeping myself strong to fight — to live. #LababLangPoz

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3 years

Here comes my 5th bottle and my ARV refill as well for this month, hehehe. Nilagay po talaga yan sa ibang box para safe. Pina pick up ko lang kasi yan sa courier. #LabanLangPoz

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papi

3 months

got my refill 🥹

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papi

8 months

Hey blood bros!!! ‘di ko na kayo mareplyan isa isa but I’ve read all of your kind words and advices to me and thank you so much for that!!! I really appreciate it. Let’s keep on living and make the best out of it! 🥰

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papi

3 years

sisihin ang ibang tao pero alam ko naman kung sino dapat sisihin — ako, ako lang. Kasi I let my guards down. Naging kampante ako na di ako magkakasakit. I don't know if I'm still credible to advise this, but ALWAYS HAVE SAFE SEX, ALWAYS and GET TESTED REGULARLY. I knwo it's +

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9 days

Sibs, question. Pwede ba mag pa viral load test sa ibang hub?

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papi

3 years

I'm losing the courage to keep moving forward. Why does it have to be this so hard?

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papi

3 years

ironic to say those words but I just wanted to raise awareness atleast. That's the least I can do to help others. Sa ngayon tuloy parin ako sa pagtatake ng ARV. Healthy living. Tamang tulog, tamang kain. Iwas na sa mga bawal tho' di naman talaga napipigilan pero pa onti onti +

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papi

2 years

Being undetectable meaning you can no longer transmit the virus during condomless sex, right?

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papi

3 years

Paubos narin isang bote.

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papi

3 years

sa sitwasyon ko ngayon. Nobody knows my condition maliban sa isang kaibigan na PLHIV din and to those nurses and doctors na tumulong sakin. Walang nakakaalm sa family and friends ko. Di pa ako ready na magsabi sa kanila at di ko rin alam if kailan ako magiging ready. Di ko alam +

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papi

3 years

Ang cute nung baby ng kapitbahay namin, hehe. Tinawag akong "daddy", sarap sa ears. Parang gusto ko tuloy magkababy, kaso paano? 😔

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papi

3 years

I'm not just tired, I'm exhausted.

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papi

3 years

kung hanggang kailan ako magtatago ng gamot at pag inom nito. Ang hirap lalo pa at magkakasama lang kami sa iisang bahay. Napakahirap tbh. Di ko na rin inisip kung sino ang pwedeng nakahawa sakin dahil mas lalo lang ako masstress kakaisip kung sino. Gustuhin ko mang +

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papi

3 years

gusto kong umiyak, pero diko gumawa. Nanginginig ako at gusto kong sumigaw, beg and pray to give me another chance pero alam ko na di na mababago pa yung kung anong meron ako. After ako makuhaan ng dugo, sinamahan ako ng nurse para makausap yung case manager (CM). Nanginginig +

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3 years

Good morning. Don't forget to take your meds bloodbros. 🤗

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papi

3 years

katawan ko pati sa mukha. That time, I'm convincing myself na normal na lagnat lang yun o kaya dengue. I even told myself na mas okay pa na magkaCOVID ako instead na HIV. Well di ko itatanggi na HIV ang unang pumasok sa utak ko na maaaring sakit ko nga that time. But I'm still +

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@papi_poz

papi

3 years

for confirmatory daw. That moment when the nurse said na "for confirmatory po" I felt numb. Para ako sobrang nanghina na di alam ang gagawin. Kahit wala pang sinasabi na I'm reactive to HIV, alam ko na reactive nga. I was thinking that time the thought na "PAANO NA?" +

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papi

3 years

hoping na ibang sakit ang meron ako. Hanggang sa napansin na ng mama ko yung mga rashes ko sa katawan. She decided na magpa check up daw ako. Sinamahan niya ako sa isang clinic. That time ang diagnosis ng doctor is baka raw tigdas hangin or simpleng rashes lang. Nagpalab rin +

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papi

3 years

Nagpa CD4 count ako, thankfully mataas naman raw ang CD4 count. September 30 dumating yung confirmatory result ko from RITM, positive nga. It was really new to me. Ang hirap mag adjust mentally, emotionally and physically. Until now nasa process parin ako ng acceptance +

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papi

3 years

parin ako habang magkausap kami, gusto kong umiyak talaga that time pero diko magawa. She advised me to take some lab tests para makapag start na raw ako ng ARV treatment while waiting sa confirmatory result. Iba ibang tests ginawa sakin, after nun ginawan na rin ako ng CM ng +

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papi

3 years

referral sa isang hub para makapag ARV na ako. September 8, 2021 I went to that hub, dun nag HIV test ulit ako still reactive. Another blood extraction para ipadala sa San Lazaro for another confirmatory. That day rin ako nakapag start mag ARV treatment. After a week +

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papi

3 years

ako — platelet count and urine tests. Okay naman yung platelet count ko, however may UTI raw ako. This time mas tumindi yung kaba ko and mas naging paranoid ako na baka nga meron akong HIV. After a couple of weeks magaling na ako, and I decided na magpa HIV test na dahil +

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papi

3 years

sobrang nakakaparanoid na mag isip. I went to a hospital dito sa place namin. Nagpatest ako ng umaga and hapon daw makukuha ang result. I went back in the afternoon, hoping na negative (non-reactive) ang result. Pero pagdating ko run ang sabi need daw ako kuhaan pa ng dugo +

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papi

3 months

Brothers, have you ever dated someone while you are PLHIV? Do you guys tell them your condition? If yes, how? I need your opinions. Thank you!

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papi

2 years

panibagong ARV refill nanaman #LabanLangPoz

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papi

1 year

It's been two years since I got diagnosed with HIV. Glad I'm still living, tho' life is pretty hard. Hope you guys are all good too.

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papi

3 months

My latest CD4 count laboratory result is out, it’s now at 549 from 424! This is good news, sibs! 😊

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papi

3 years

Oh, kumusta? Buhay pa ako, haha.🙏✨

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papi

3 months

Now I truly understand what it means to have an HIV. There will be times that you are not worth risking for. Will make you feel bad about yourself. Will make you feel worthless. Will make you feel you are not worthy of love. Will make you feel you are cursed — for a lifetime.

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papi

3 years

Goodnight everyone. Hope y'all had a great day. 🥰

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papi

3 years

Hi, everyone! I hope you're all fine.

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papi

2 years

To those who gave advices and tips to my recent tweet, thank you so much. You guys actually a lot, so hirap mag reply isa isa. But I'm so grateful that at least here on twitter I have someone whom I can share my stories with. Thank you brothers! Love y'all! 💗🌸

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2 years

Hi, blood bros! Hope you guys are okay. :))

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papi

2 years

time flies so fast, been 1 year today since I took my first pill of ARV sana pag nagpa CD4 test ako goods maging result 🥺

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papi

3 months

I really want to tell my status to my closest friend, kaso wala pa ako lakas ng loob 🥺

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papi

2 years

Hi, blood bros! Kumusta kayo?

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papi

1 year

so I was expecting na may isang bottle pa ako ng ARV, turns out eto na lang yung last pill ko from my previous refill sana makapag refill ako tom

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papi

1 year

I'm still curious who this person is. While browsing my screen shots, I came across this photo. This guy messaged me last 2021 after me being diagnosed with HIV. Thing is I never told anyone about my status, so it just creeped me out lang na someone out there knows.

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@papi_poz

papi

3 years

@yumMLPlayer @plainan42168179 Di naman po gaano. It seems flat parin naman.

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papi

2 years

Shuta napakadaming condoms and lubes pinadala sakin ng clinic hahahaha

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papi

2 months

Sibs, have you ever experienced being rejected just because you became honest about your status?

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papi

27 days

I love how @myxchanel shared her status in today’s episode of drag race PH! We should break the stigma about HIV! It’s the fear that kills us not the virus anymore.

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2 years

Hi! Anyone who can spare an ARV? Di pa ako nirereplyan ng hub ko.

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papi

27 days

ano to, part 2? tinatry ko naman eh 😔

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papi

2 months

Sibs, have you ever experienced being rejected just because you became honest about your status?

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papi

2 years

So I had my Viral load test last Saturday, and results will come out daw today. Hopefully UD!!! UD cutie! 🤞

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papi

2 years

not sure, pero parang nawawala yung isang bottle ko ng ARV

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papi

2 months

yeah, it hurts 🥺

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papi

7 days

Hello sibs. I don’t think bedbugs bite siya, kasi I checked my beddings malinis naman and regularly pinapalitan. Tumubo nalang sila basta. Now I have din sa may thigh area. This one na nasa likod ko nawala din siya after 2 days ata. Ang panget kasi niya pag nagheal na.

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@papi_poz

papi

20 days

Part 2. Much worse this time.

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papi

3 months

Now I truly understand what it means to have an HIV. There will be times that you are not worth risking for. Will make you feel bad about yourself. Will make you feel worthless. Will make you feel you are not worthy of love. Will make you feel you are cursed — for a lifetime.

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3 months

I am back brothers! Kumusta kayo?

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8 days

@MR_C3LLL love that for you haha

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papi

3 years

@hyperbanshee Good for him. Yes po, salamat po! 😇 Ilang buwan lang sana undetectable na ako, tayo. 🤞

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papi

1 year

How are you bros?

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@papi_poz

papi

2 years

I'm so sick of this election, I want this to end. Whoever wins on Monday, may he/she will serve the country not his/her people alone.

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7 days

@CutePoz Naway lahat. Stay strong po sainyo! 💕

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papi

2 years

drop your plans on the weekend here ↓ I'd loved to read that 🥰

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8 months

@Ken102023 Hello. Not sure ano pinagdadaanan mo, but i am sure lilipas din yan. Kaya kapit lang

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3 years

@ThinkPOZitivity Yes laban lang poz! Diba bawal magpuyat hahaha

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3 years

@Louiss74582256 Count me in.

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3 months

@kmz_iviivixi totoo din to huhu but I like this guy kasi, he’s very thoughtful and caring I wanna keep him

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papi

3 years

@dad_native @makatialter Minsan napapapayag nila ako na walang rubber. Pero I always choose to have condom during sex.

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papi

2 years

TLD po meds ko.

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1 year

blood bros, ano pwedeng irason kapag someone asks you to donate blood to a friend? please 🥺

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3 years

@SkinnyRist Antipolo po.

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3 years

@Zygmond1 Yes po. Laban lang poz! UD cutie soon 🤞

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papi

3 years

@StaringSilently @alterforever09 @makatialter Kamusta po CD4 niyo now? Sana mataas na.

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papi

13 days

@2ndChanceNed Yeeyyyyy!!! Huwag kakalimutan uminom sa tamang oras ha.

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papi

3 years

@launionista Actually wala naman daw po talaga symptoms ang HIV at first. Pero nung time na yun sakin, mabilis din po ako mapagod.

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papi

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@sunshineboyy_ agree

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@papi_poz

papi

3 years

@Hoedyyy24 It has nothing to do with your zodiac bro. I really do understand you. You just have to find an inspiration to keep moving. I know it's hard, but atleast try. Then one day, you'll realize na okay kana. If you need someone to talk to, just dm me. Ingat ka lagi.

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