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@oleander54

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tw ed β€’ pro recovery

19 & 5’8” cw: ??? gw: 100
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@oleander54
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i love summer at supermarkets
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grocery haul! except i eat the same 7 foods every single day of my life
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wieiad 16:8 fast edition
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if sweet potatoes have no fans I’m dead
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grocery haul πŸ₯•
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19 days
trio of the day
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1 year
made an ugw bracelet it’s so cute
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1 year
zero sugar drink heaven
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started pouring on my walk today so this saved me
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stocked uppp
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going broke from buying fruit idc 😍
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yellow theme today πŸπŸ‹
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yum πŸ˜‹
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back at it with the good berries x2 πŸ“
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summertime vibes πŸ“πŸ’β£οΈ
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1 year
today’s late lunch
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just started this bc I’ve reread wintergirls too many times πŸ˜€
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1 year
food poll of random pics of mine from the last few years
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1 year
wieiad: lunch (303 cals) and dinner (398 cals)
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1 year
food poll featuring my meals from my past 2 weeks of attempted recovery
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@oleander54
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i would die for one of these rn… wish it was fall already
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@oleander54
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1 year
went blueberry picking and it’s becoming a blueberry omad 🫐
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@oleander54
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@zelexiusinc omg quest pizza no way? bday cake bar is the best tho this haul is amazing
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@oleander54
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1 year
huge watermelon omad + spirited away
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1 year
wieiad 6/6 except my parents staged an intervention and now I’m being sent to inpatient in california
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@oleander54
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does anyone have any eating disorder book recs that aren’t wintergirls or wasted?
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cantaloupe melon balls 🍈 i love fruit in small shapes!!
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1 year
10/10 i want this injected into my veins it’s so good
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1 year
@faiIedgod real I’d eat the pineapple in 5 mins
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added some 🫐 today
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omg??
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@sparklyplums the only part that sucks is how expensive it is πŸ’”
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1 year
grapes I’m eating rn are so huge like wtf is this egg in my hand
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wieiad: studying edition
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i can’t believe i thought i was fat when i took these. as soon as i move out at the end of august i’m going to reach my lw again at any cost
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1 year
omg i’ve never seen these too
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@oleander54
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@miniiwoww @0ppilum yeah… when I tried to recover it ultimately failed bc in the back of my mind the body i had kept slipping further away and I didn’t want to lose it
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1 year
mini haul
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donut peaches πŸ‘ i’m so excited
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need to be alone when I eat so I can take one hour to eat my protein bar (completely normal behavior)
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6/14 omad: salad with chickpeas + blueberries 🫐
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dorm lunch post class
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emergency fiber one run 🀞 bought the lemon
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@oleander54
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saw the most thin and beautiful girl today and my stomach just sank and my chest hurt I hate living like this!
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ugly gas station salad I omaded today bc I have a cold literally want to die 😍
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@callistelli I do a 16:8 fast daily, so lunch: protein bar + apple, snack: fiber one + apple, and dinner: sweet potato, yogurt, jelly, and strawbs!
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saw a cool mushroom trio during my afternoon walk
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today’s lunch in response to my extreme chip craving
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one of the most embarrassing things i’ve done was read wintergirls when i was 16 and then exclusively listen to these playlists for 3 months
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best protein bar I’ve ever had with a pluot for lunch
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thinking more abt quest limited editions bc this was so good πŸ’”
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tonight’s omad (i am a shameless meal repeater)
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eating watermelon and watching fifty shades this is peak summer living
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@oleander54
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i look forward to apple season yearly 🍎
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… will be buying as a weight loss reward
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words cannot contain my excitement for this combo
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forcing yourself to walk 10k steps on a day where you’re off from work and have no classes takes so much motivation πŸ’”
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living without a scale rn so the only proof of weight loss is my clothes getting too lose πŸ˜€ so i am going insane
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breakfast
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omggggg
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supermarket haul (just cut up the watermelon)
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also tried this, better than the 5 cal one imo, and they make a kiwi flavor??
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pret salad I ate today that’s cropped weirdly ❀️ it was 532 cals, very yum, and part of my twomad today
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i am so tired of forced β€œrecovery” and lying to 4 doctors and my parents 24/7 just to maintain bc if i lose more i have even less freedom
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@oleander54
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got some strawberries from the farmers market πŸ“πŸ₯
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small salad of shaved carrot, corn, and green beans for dinner tn
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acting and feeling like the worst person in the world wondering why and it’s literally just because I’m fasting
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6/13 omad: salad with 2 hardboiled eggs + beets
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hand comparison: hw vs. now (inspired by @seaxstxr bc hers is amazing!!)
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legs are dead
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lime pepsi max exists??? i love chemicals
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just cut up a new πŸ‰ + my fave plant that i just watered
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last september vs. november. i move out in 2 weeks and i am dying to do this again and stop β€œrecovering”
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using old leg checks as motivation to starve >>>
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restricting for so long has given me gastroparesis. learned this bc after trying to eat β€œnormally” before my intake appointments i threw everything up bc my digestive system no longer works.
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today’s meals (576 cal total)
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this is so good and the taste is so nostalgic
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ok just finished this and it was so impactful I haven’t been able to stop thinking abt it
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just started this bc I’ve reread wintergirls too many times πŸ˜€
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i’m such a stereotype bc i am an older sister, perfectionist, academic overachiever, and in therapy for anxiety
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dinner 75 cals
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wieiad 6/2 (didn’t count cals)
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this video has been included in my workout routine for 5 years i love it sm
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@lynnscals ok but imagine learning how many calories you’ve burned
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i feel so torn everyday between recovering and enjoying college to the full extent, or just spiraling completely when i finally live alone. i feel embarrassed to bring an ed to college and my roommates, but I’ve also sacrificed my identity to this disorder atp
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β€œbreakfast” featuring my bear
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kiwis are natural lax i will never stop eating kiwis until the day i die
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walked in the rain bc i am insane abt getting 20k steps daily
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got into the 12-3-30 workout six months ago and it’s great but if I miss one day the guilt makes me want to kms πŸ˜€
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summer fruit + new fave celsius flavor
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@oleander54
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living abroad in Ireland this summer and can’t wait to try every 0 cal drink flavor I don’t have at home
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target haul
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seeing the number on the scale drop or having new clothes grow too big is such an addicting feeling. like i used to not comprehend addiction but now I don’t think i can ever recover when the high I feel from growing smaller is so intense
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@oleander54
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also supermarket haul πŸ‹
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@oleander54
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every weekend i tell my dad I’m walking to the supermarket only to return 7-10k steps later with a singular bottle of a 0 cal drink
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omad after a weekend at the beach πŸ–οΈ
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