!! oh my god oh my god oh my god. i randomly checked my email for the 6th time today and i saw this and screamed! we freaking did it, we freaking did it, we freaking did it - i'm so unbelievably happy i can't believe this. i'm so happy and lucky & in disbelief I CANT STOP CRYINGG
I DID IT. entire immortal severance ending, no damage taken. it's been a loooong month of on and off practice but so so worth it, omg. i'm so so so happy guys ๐ญ
DON'T get me wrong, gifted subs are probably the best thing twitch has introduced in the last 5 years, but seeing brand new people sub for themselves feels so good. it means news people are finding the channel, meaning your stream base is growing which is so cool to seeeeee
averaging 60-70 viewers with no hosts, and when i switch to a game iโm still holding 40-60
maybe not a lot to some, but statistically my stream numbers have climbed SO much this month. this is the first time in a longgg time that iโve been proud of myself ๐
my mom and step dad were talking about me this morning and said how happy they are to hear me happy and laughing in the other room during my streams ๐ฅฐ
i always wonder why a guy unfollows or stops interacting w me on social media, then i see a picture of him with a girl and i'm like oHHHhHH we were just friends though. cmon now
some people are probly gonna dislike this, but my god - everyone has paper thin skin now and cries about everything. people will whine about anything now, instead of just learning how to deal with it
apartment update -
waiting on couch and bedroom set to get in, so my living room is bare and i have a temporary bed frame w/ bed in my living room, but hereโs my kitchen at least ^_^
we just ordered chinese food and said โthank you!โ at end of call, and the guy said โno, thank YOU. thank you so muchโ because no one is ordering chinese food and iโm crying now ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ
first 2 months of my apartment paid, all outstanding bills paid, dentist & both credit cards completely paid off, anddd starting to stream again today ๐
! i havenโt said too much about it, but i visited chicago over the weekend to meet some awesome people for a job, and iโve accepted the positionnnn
iโll be moving to chicago at the start of april, & iโm actually insanely excited to get started ๐๐๐
i missed this anniversary, but itโs officially been over a year since my life changed ๐ฅณ
medication and my family 100% saved my life, and i havenโt been drunk since 4/6/19. super sappy post i guess, just insanely thankful for this last year :^)
iโm attracted to guys who are good at video games, which is a good thing because iโm good at video games
itโs a bad thing though because that means iโm attracted to guys who play video games
i did a thing with some friends who started a thing that i can do things with and those things will be coming to you soon so that you can see the things as well cause things are cool and we all really love things
Okay, okay, okay...we're excited to announce
@okayitsliz
as our newest creator client! Looking forward to working with this versatile and comedic creator. GGs Liz ๐ฅ
forgot to post this the other day! i got my sekiro no-dmg shura run now too ๐
randomly decided to do it & spent 4 hours resetting to dumb things (falling, a cricket.. water dmg), but got it the 1st time i got to emma/isshin. 5 hours of sekiro, & not a single hit from a boss :D
in the last couple of weeks, 4 ppl have just walked away. like, ppl who were significant in my life just go without saying anything. i donโt get it & idk how ppl do that. pretty lame
sry for dumb tweet, iโll delete later. just wanted to vent for a sec
this woman just said she doesn't wear a mask for the same reason she doesn't wear underwear, "some things just need to breathe"
?? what is wrong with people
invisalign
twitch partnership reqs
dream apartment
finally went blonde
lost 15+ lbs
put myself first and foremost
learned to be happy by myself
started therapy/meds
surrounded myself with amazing and unbelievably supportive people
strengthened family bonds
i f*ing killed 2019
we raised $4,725.22 this weekend during our 24 stream, and we destroyed the R:SL sign-up goal (all 4 goals, to be exact). i have absolutely no idea how i've built such an amazing community that would come together like this
thank you doesn't even begin to cover everything --
fought my depression today & did a months worth of laundry, washed dishes, swept/mopped, threw out some useless junk in my apt, showered, washed my blankets, cleaned up my office, watered plants, & ordered groceries for the first time in a month, (i've spent $500+ on delivery ๐ฅฒ)
my cozy little cottage ๐ฅฐ
now i just need someone who knows how to light a fireplace for me & can make me hot chocolate the 2 days a year it gets cold
aaaah, look how cute my streeeeam stuff is. i think me holding a little mad sekiro is my favorite
ty
@angelixaaa_
for drawing it all - it's adorable ๐ฅบ
iโm not really sure whatโs happened, or if iโve finally found a good time slot to fit into, or something else, but streaming a game i love and going from 80-100 viewers, to recently 150-200 has made me very ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ
iโm been having so much fun with streams lately :D