not new to edtwt just want more interactive moots bc my tl is dead lol
chan
19
she/her
asian
ugw: 43kgs
i like kpop, anime, music, reading!
♡ / ↻ to be moots <3
welp i just devoured anything i could find in the kitchen. i wouldn’t call it a binge but i definitely overate. idk why i did it. i just ruined everything.
i starve so easily when i’m alone but when my family’s home it enables me to eat. i think a part of it is also bc i don’t want them to notice im starving so i give myself an excuse to eat to not worry them.
how do ppl genuinely have a good relationship with food? ever since i was young i struggled and i still do now. ik it takes a lot of effort and time but holy fuck. i’ve tried and i just can’t
i feel like i don’t rlly have irl friends anymore. or just in general. my friend group broke up and then there was 3 of us but now we seem so distant. and now i’m just alone and sad. but maybe this is good so i can focus on my wl. idk. i’m just lonely lol