/ i feel like this point has been driven into the ground by now, but i just have to reiterate that itโs not a crime to be selective with who you write with.
i get overwhelmed when replies stack up and i donโt have an equal amount of muse for each thread.
/ to anyone i owe replies to both on the tl or in dms that would like to continue when i have the time/energy to write lengthier replies give this a like? i donโt want to keep anyone waiting or exert myself to plots where the interest has waned. thank you! ๐ซถ
/ might clean out my following on here for the sake of my own comfort. nothing personal; just wanna keep my tl filled with folks that either wish to write with me or have befriended me ooc.
/ a little disclaimer: i personally headcanon daeron as alicent and cristonโs bastard child exiled to oldtown after he came out of the womb with dark/auburn hair. however, i wonโt force that hc to any alicent/daeron accs i write with if theyโre not cool with it! ๐
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๐ ๐ง๐๐ก๐๐๐, said the man who's spent years digging his own grave in all senses but literally. gods, let it be quick. he wishes to see his mother again -- he's forgotten what she even looks like.
/ very strange how some folks think they have a claim on a canon character.
i get being attached to your favorite, especially in the rp realm seeing that weโre pouring our time and love into our portrayals, but some of the gatekeeping behavior is such a fucking turn off lmao.
/ i also donโt like to feel like i have to go into hiding because i owe one person a reply but my muse is leaning more towards other threads.
basically, i just wanna vibe and not have this looming feeling of guilt for not stretching myself too thin and inevitably burning out.
/ loving the 2 most hated characters, both separately & together is like walking through the town square and being pelted with rotted produce with each new ep.
/ me: alicole are so beautifully tragic together and separately. hamlet/ophelia & lancelot/guinevere lovers. blasphemous hypocrites with an undying sense of duty that will bind them in invisible chains until their deaths.
also me: alpha alicent can smell cristons omega slick ๐
/ my headcanon is that aegon is cristonโs favorite child, aemond a close second but mostly when he was a boy, but thereโs still a sweetness he feels towards helaena. they donโt have much, if anything in common, but thereโs an unexpected tenderness there.
/ staying ๐ until everything has been restored back to regular rp. tired of discourse, whether it be valid critiques or straight up wank. muting & blocking accounts i either do not wish to engage with or those who have expressed problematic views.
/ it doesnโt reflect on the quality of anyone elseโs writing, but when i feel forced to reply due to being a huge people pleaser, i notice a dip in MY writing quality and it soils my enjoyment.
/ thinking about young criston before he left dorne with all of the dreams he probably had of bringing honor to his familyโs name. dreams of falling in love, having children of his own, having a purpose.
/ consider this a revamp of sorts. akin to my little rant about selectivity, there isnโt any bad blood being spilled unless dealt with ooc.
i follow where my muse leads me as well as the writing chemistry i feel between myself and others.
/ might clean out my following on here for the sake of my own comfort. nothing personal; just wanna keep my tl filled with folks that either wish to write with me or have befriended me ooc.