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@notestability
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7 months
first born daughters in romantic relationships are either too tough to handle because they were built to be tough in front of their family, or too clingy and soft because they haven't experienced depending on someone before. so be her peace, not another battle she has to fight.
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@notestability
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we talk a lot about cutting people off, but nobody talks about the grief that comes with having to stand firm on that decision knowing it’s not what you wanted but what was necessary for your well-being.
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@notestability
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being an “understanding person” is the worst kind of thing. i repeat worst. you have to understand people’s situations, their problems, their traumas. but when it comes to you, you will scream alone. absolutely alone.
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@notestability
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people don’t understand how draining it can be to try to explain what's happening inside your head. no one knows when you’re struggling to understand it yourself, there are times when you just unintentionally feel sad and start to feel alone.
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@notestability
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i'm still hoping that, at the end of the day, everything will make sense. i hope that soon, i am going to see why everything had to happen like that. i also hope that we never get tired of pursuing the life we always talk about, no matter how hard and tiring it is sometimes.
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@notestability
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i am still healing until now. when i said i am healing i didn't just mean healing from painful breakups or heartbreaks. i am healing from the mistakes i made in the past, from my family issues, from failing myself, from the disappointments i received.
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@notestability
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7 months
me randomly wanting to isolate myself, deactivate all my social media and literally not talk to anyone at all with no warning.
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@notestability
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5 months
"your trauma made u stronger". no, it made me traumatized. it made me weak, it gave me pain and it gave me feelings i've never wanted. i made myself stronger by dragging myself out of a dark place and dealing with consequences that weren’t my fault .
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@notestability
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7 months
one of the worst feelings in life is feeling unappreciated. that feeling like you always do so much for others, care too much, pour so much, but it isn’t valued or reciprocated. sometimes it’s even worst when you realize that they don't need you at all.
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@notestability
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6 months
depression isn’t always about feeling sad. sometimes it’s lack of motivation, excessive sleeping, poor eating habits, unexplainable anger or easily annoyed, low self-esteem, no strive to do things you normally do.
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@notestability
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7 months
i'll always be a "why" type of person, i need to know every little detail even if it is going to break my heart. i just need all my questions answered or else i'll come up on my own.
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@notestability
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7 months
no matter how much you’ve healed over the years, some things will always hurt and that’s okay. it doesn’t mean you’re going backwards or that you need to keep “healing” that part of you. it’s okay to feel sad about things from your past there’s nothing wrong with that.
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@notestability
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7 months
i realized how emotionally independent i am. i never liked showing my vulnerable side to anyone. i wipe my own tears, heal my own wounds and keep it on myself because it is no one else responsibility to know what is going on with me.
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@notestability
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7 months
one of the hardest thing about adulting is that you literally have to keep going. no matter what mood or situation you are going through, you need to move because life goes on even when you don't.
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@notestability
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7 months
no one will ever fully be able to understand the internal battles you had to endure just to heal, just to grow, just to make it here today. be proud of the way you fought to save yourself. be proud of the way you survived.
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@notestability
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7 months
trauma can make you feel like you're not safe, even if the world around you appears to be safe. this can make it incredibly difficult to explain to people who don't understand why you suddenly feel anxious, fearful, or overwhelmed.
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@notestability
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5 months
depression isn’t always about feeling sad. sometimes it’s lack of motivation, excessive sleeping, poor eating habits, unexplainable anger or easily annoyed, low self-esteem, no strive to do things you normally do.
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@notestability
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4 months
the greatest and unexpected betrayal was when you felt everything was genuine and then found out it wasn't.
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@notestability
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8 months
trust issues not just come from failed relationships. some of us had family members that hurt us or friends that betrayed us. disloyalty from people we used to trust is one if the worst betrayal.
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@notestability
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6 months
you can cry, it’s okay to sit down and release your emotions thru tears. it’s okay to cry even when it doesn’t help. go cry for as long as you want, for as much as you can. it isn’t a bad thing as they say. truth is, when you feel things so much, nothing feels as good as crying.
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@notestability
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7 months
a little reminder for you, just in case you feel down, disappointed and sad at certain things in life.
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@notestability
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4 months
i'm still hoping that at the end of the day, everything will make sense. i hope that soon, i am going to see why everything had to happen like that. i also hope that we never get tired of pursuing the life we always talk about, no matter how hard and tiring it is sometimes.
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@notestability
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7 months
my parents are strict but not that strict, i can go out but also can’t go out. i don’t have a curfew but can’t be out too late. i have freedom with a limit. yes, we exist.
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@notestability
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5 months
i'm trying to recover from things that i keep to my self. i'm trying to silence the thoughts that i never talk about. trying to mend wounds that don't show. i'm trying to release the pain and sadness that i hide with my smile. i'm just trying to heal.
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@notestability
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i really don’t care anymore. i don’t care who stops talking to me. i don’t care if we not friends anymore. i know who’s down for me and who never was. i did care, i really did, but not anymore and it’s okay.
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@notestability
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4 months
do not waste your time looking back what you lost. just move on. life is not meant to be traveled backward. you must train your mind to be stronger, more stronger than your emotions or else you will lose yourself everytime.
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@notestability
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4 months
we used to be excited about growing up, but look at us now broken, lonely and tired of this world.
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@notestability
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5 months
for whatever reason, you can cry. it’s okay to sit down and release your emotions thru tears. it’s okay, go cry for as much as you can. you know, it isn’t a bad thing as they say. truth is, when you feel things so much, nothing feels as good as crying.
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@notestability
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4 months
depression doesn’t make you “lazy”. it makes your mind and body tired, exhausted and drained from all energy.
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@notestability
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2 months
my toxic trait is that i never speak up, i just get mad and distance myself until i’m not mad anymore.
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@notestability
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8 months
honestly, if you know how difficult and how long it took some people to recover their peace of mind and happiness, you’ll understand why they shut all doors at any slight discovery of toxicity, and also why they can be so picky about who they allow into their lives.
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@notestability
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6 months
some traumas are not visible, but they are still alive in someone’s head.
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@notestability
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6 months
i will forever be the person who says “its okay, i understand” even when my heart is breaking into pieces.
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@notestability
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6 months
the way i care for people makes me wish i had somebody like me in my life.
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@notestability
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4 months
someone asked me how am i able to be alone so much, i feel like i’ve been this way my whole life. i get around people when i feel like i want to do things or miss them. i can chill at home by myself and be completely fine for days.
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@notestability
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8 months
big hug to those pressuring their self, to those exhausting their self to make their parents proud. to those who feel left out, unloved, and unappreciated. to those who have insecurities, to those who are dealing with anxiety, those who have self-doubts, and disappointment.
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@notestability
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8 months
private life is the best, people can't ruin the things that they don't know.
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@notestability
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6 months
i don't know how to explain what i'm feeling right now. all i can say is that it hurts, everything hurts. my heart feels so heavy that all i wanted is to cry. i want to rest but i don't know what rest i'll take.
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@notestability
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3 months
we talk a lot about cutting people off but nobody talks about the grief that comes with having to stand firm on that decision, knowing it is not what you wanted but what was necessary for your well-being and peace of mind.
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@notestability
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4 months
it's such a disappointment when you defend someone for so long, thinking they are different and they turn out to be just like what everyone said.
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@notestability
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3 months
for your own sanity, let things be. you will feel easier when you don't always think about it, for your sanity let things be. don't control it, roll with it. what flows, flows. what crashes, crashes. it is what it is.
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@notestability
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4 months
when Joy said "i don't know how to stop anxiety, maybe it's true that when you grow old you'll feel less happy." i felt that.
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@notestability
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6 months
i'm glad we only live once because i cannot do this shit again.
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@notestability
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8 months
your feelings are valid. it may be difficult for you to express yourself or you are simply too embarrassed to tell that to your loved ones, but rest assured that they have heard and understand how you are feeling right now. Hugs with consent.
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@notestability
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4 months
you are hurting but you are healing. you’ll look back at this moment in your life and be so proud of yourself and how far you have come. please know that this feeling won’t last and that you’ll look back and be so thankful for everything you learned about yourself.
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@notestability
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7 months
i didn’t grow up having role models. i grew up having people i didn’t want to be like and seeing situations i’d never want to be in.
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@notestability
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8 months
some people are truly great manipulators. they can lie, cheat, treat you badly, judge and somehow manage to make it all seem like your fault. don’t fall for it, that’s just what they do.
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@notestability
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6 months
people need to understand that once you go through your worst time alone, you really don’t care who stays in your life anymore.
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@notestability
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6 months
basically, half of adulting is about trying not to cry and go on with your life.
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@notestability
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4 months
honestly, if you know how difficult and how long it took some people to recover their peace of mind and happiness, you’ll understand why they shut all doors at any slight discovery of toxicity, and also why they can be so picky about who they allow into their lives.
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@notestability
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4 months
stay away from people who put you last, then call you first when they need something.
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@notestability
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7 months
badly wanna delete all my social media but i know i will gonna be so bored.
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@notestability
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7 months
why is life testing me so hard lately? i mean i'll survive but damn give me a break.
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@notestability
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7 months
i used to protect my name in every situation, but now i just want to protect my peace. let whoever think whatever.
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@notestability
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7 months
not gonna lie, it really warms my heart when someone show me concern. i love it when they think of me and check if i am doing fine. it's just a small gesture of them but it touches my heart deeply.
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@notestability
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7 months
you deserve to be loved without having to hide the parts of yourself that you think are unlovable.
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@notestability
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7 months
sometimes all i want is love, but everyday i want money.
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@notestability
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7 months
me and my never ending cycle of “i just have to get through this week”.
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@notestability
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7 months
no more expectations. just go with the flow and whatever happen, happens.
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@notestability
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6 months
i hate being in that mood where nothing's really wrong but nothing feels right either
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@notestability
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8 months
i’m not sure who needs to read this‚ but here is your daily reminder that someone loves you. you deserve to follow your dreams. you have to say matters‚ and someone wants to listen. you are a special person <3
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@notestability
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7 months
it sucks that you have to keep yourself busy to feel okay.
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@notestability
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7 months
cheers to the people who are tired but still fighting, keep going.
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@notestability
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6 months
sometimes i keep my feelings to myself because, it's hard to find someone who can understand me.
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@notestability
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6 months
the older you get, the more you realize it's not about who knows the longest. it's about who makes you feel seen, heard, understood, appreciated, supported and loved.
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@notestability
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8 months
ignoring toxic people who ain’t good for your mental health is self-care.
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@notestability
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6 months
i always say “you got this”, even with tears in my eyes.
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@notestability
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8 months
i don’t want anything confusing in my life i want everything clear, natural, genuine, and pure.
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@notestability
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7 months
stop missing people who don’t miss you
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avoid people that act like a victim in a problem they created.
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@notestability
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reassurance hits different when it’s not asked for.
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@notestability
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7 months
never feel guilty for setting boundaries that protect your peace
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@notestability
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7 months
to my favorite person if you see this i love you
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@notestability
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i acted like it wasn't a big deal when really it was breaking my heart.
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@notestability
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6 months
“do not disturb” isn't just the phone setting, its a lifestyle.
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@notestability
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6 months
i really love my private life. people might see a bit, but they won't see much.
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@notestability
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8 months
people need to understand that once you go through your worst time alone, you really don’t care who stays in your life anymore.
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8 months
i think the only reason we hold onto memories so tight is because it is the only thing that don’t change when everything else does.
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@notestability
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7 months
if you could just see it from my point of view, you will understand why it hurt so bad.
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@notestability
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6 months
“what's your coping mechanism?” i sleep.
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8 months
you need to ignore what everyone else is doing and achieving. your life is about breaking your own limits and outgrowing yourself to live your best life. you are not in competition with anyone else. plan to outdo your past, not other people.
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@notestability
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7 months
if someone avoids you, respect it and refrain from disturbing them further.
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@notestability
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8 months
i know you've been through a lot lately—your silent battles, your heartache, your disappointment, your frustrations—i know all of that. i know you've enjured that alone. let me tell you that I'm so proud of you. you've worked hard to overcome it.
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@notestability
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7 months
a daily reminder to keep going.
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@notestability
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i'm gonna stay single until i find my own gentleman in a world of boys
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@notestability
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let it hurt until it can't hurt anymore
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@notestability
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hitting the age where i finally understand why people were so excited to win an appliances.
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@notestability
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8 months
it sucks being super observant person because you notice every little thing in every action and then literally get sad over the smallest things.
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@notestability
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6 months
wearing no bra and oversized clothes is self care at it’s finest.
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@notestability
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7 months
our childhood photos might be ugly but those smiles were definitely not fake.
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@notestability
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7 months
what i need rn: money. money. money. money. money. money. money. money. money. money. money. money. money. money. money. money. money.
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@notestability
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8 months
i will always appreciate a person who can make me laugh when i’m feeling down.
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@notestability
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7 months
i miss the times where saturdays and sundays were really considered as rest days.
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@notestability
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8 months
suffering together, struggling together, not giving up on each other, tolerating each other, knowing how to value each other, that is a true life partner.
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@notestability
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7 months
i hate how people assume your life is easy just because you don’t talk about the sht you go through.
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@notestability
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8 months
it turns out sometimes you have to do the wrong thing. sometimes you have to make a big mistake to figure out how to make things right. mistakes are painful, but they're only way to find out who we really are.
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@notestability
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7 months
my sleep schedule isn't even a schedule anymore it's a freestyle
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@notestability
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7 months
having someone you can talk about how your day went and them genuinely caring hits differently
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@notestability
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sometimes, not telling people anything is a good thing.
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