fact that you still haven't blocked them because you believe that you want to prove to them that your life is going good, still shows that you still care about them and what they think. Let it go.๐ค
I don't think people understand that when a person is asking for help it's because they really need it, there's nobody who wants to be seen as a burden in people's lives and enjoys asking for help, but somethings y'all won't understand because you never had be that situation.
nna I want it all, the career, the husband, the house, the cars, the vacations, the push gifts, the money, the family, the life... I want it EVERYTHING! ๐คญ
been talking to this guy for 2 days and like he did something that gave the ick so I decided to hold him accountable, did this boy not bring a snack basket at my house just to apologize ๐ฅบ, and now he wants us to go out next weekend and that's the thing you guys men act right...
sometimes I want to talk but I can't explain my feelings, sometimes I want to talk but I don't want to scare people away because of how vulnerable and open I am and sometimes I think I am undeserving of the love that I get from my loved ones.
the fact that people have normalized being nonchalant is boring because nothing is as painful as liking somebody and having them act like they don't care, if a person loves you they will show it regardless.
my chat is...
a gent that is trying so hard to keep his girlfriend happy, reassuring her, throwing respect like confetti and ensures her safety is prioritized? deserves nothing but the world. โค๏ธ
Hebrews 12:11
"for the moment all discipline seems painful rather than pleasant, but later it yields the peaceful fruit of the righteousness to those who have been trained by it" ๐ค๐
Entered a new season in my life where I don't hide what I am feeling anymore, if you made me angry I am going to tell you and you are going to feel it, I am tired of pretending to be fine in uncomfortable situations just to satisfy others.
I am gaining weight so beautifully, my skin glowing, my partner takes good care of me, I am loved and cared for by the people who surround me, I feel closer to God, life has been quiet but also good and I have no complaints just thankful for days like these. ๐ค
tl awake?
I genuinely feel so tired of everyone 's nonsense, to some extent I don't want to participate in this life thing most of the time. People drain me and I am not in the right mental state for this.
Piece of advice:
stop hating on people because of your friend hates them. Inviting emotions don't understand is the worst thing you can do to yourself, at the end of the day everybody is two faced and there are three sides of a stories.