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aleks
8 months
this or that food poll for edtwt restriction or the real deal?
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6 months
I CANT BELIEVE SPOTIFY GENERATED THIS FOR ME
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7 months
ok for those who purge - do you make noise??? i don’t make any noises just… the vomit and toilet water yk??? but sometimes ppl talk about like retching and all
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5 months
i’m not cal counting but estimate??
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6 months
@MonsterDieDoll I DIDNT REALIZE THIS WAS A GROCERY LIST AND NOT A CALORIES COUNT
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aleks
1 year
maybe this is controversial but yeah obv cassie is a bit like romanticizing it cuz “i didn’t eat for 3 days so i could be lovely” but i feel like skins shows the manipulation?? like she says starving makes her feel powerful and everyone would do as she said which i feel like
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1 year
ok who’s worst/best representation ?
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6 months
@bizarrekcals also even if they’re 100 or 200 cals off it’s not gonna change their daily total too too much and it’s not gonna have that big of an affect if they’re sticking to their intake every other day roughly???
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1 year
@sapphirecaIs i think some people don’t realize how much of weight loss is calories in/out… they might be eating low volume food but it’s higher in cals than they realize, or even if they are counting cals they might not count snacks or drinks that add up throughout the day
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8 months
@skinnyprinsess dni under 9 above 60 is a CRAZY range
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6 months
@Sk1nScale yeah…
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1 year
@diormanifest “you need to be eating big burgers” is crazy
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7 months
THIS IS INSANE
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9 months
@BlytheWaif the worst part is it triggers me even though they’re totally snacking and not thinking about it and also likely eating higher cal meals than they realize at times
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aleks
6 months
@drug_haver oh my god. and i thought my 55k was crazy. WHERE DID YOU EVEN FIND THE TIME????
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aleks
1 year
@dollyyvi don’t wanna talk about it
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@ninetynineIbs
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8 months
i’ve never done a food poll before so i hope you guys enjoyed!!!!
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@ninetynineIbs
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5 months
@DEATHC0RECUTIE my college has the same brand and i’m always so suspicious of the cals :( they never seem right
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6 months
who likes my trail mix yogurt bowl????
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@ninetynineIbs
aleks
1 year
is less romanticizing? i’m kinda just rambling but i feel like it’s kinda just showing the toxic mindset of someone w an ed even if they are romanticizing but tbh a lot of us romanticize it so even if it might be damaging to have in a show i do feel it’s accurate yk?
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@ninetynineIbs
aleks
4 years
for someone who isn't very good with math, i am really obsessed with numbers
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@ninetynineIbs
aleks
6 months
I THINK THERE WAS A GIRL LITWRALLY PURGING IN THIS PUBLIC BATHROOM IM IN
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aleks
6 months
@bfyaoi not me💪💪
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@ninetynineIbs
aleks
8 months
@skinnyprinsess 1) as if this isn’t edtwt… 2) it’s literally omad you’re still undereating w those cals?????? bruh why are they judging
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aleks
8 months
@idlerexic more than 30k, i average 10-20k but hit 25k every now and then. i’ve hit 30k a handful of times but def takes a lot of time and my feet hurt like a bitch i could not imagine hitting that everyday
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6 months
peanut butter pretzel bowl - around 385 cals
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4 years
@da1nteas probably start dressing the way i want and just doing a lot more things in general since i’ll be a lot more confident
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aleks
7 months
@agbdollly this is how i talk to chat gpt im like ummm can you plan me meals… for the FIRST HALF OF MY DAY
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@ninetynineIbs
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5 months
sometimes i find myself judging people for being overweight bc i consume literal thousands of calories but maintain an average weight but then i remember that’s bc i torture myself with purging and overexercising and starving so honestly who’s the real loser (me)
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8 months
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1 year
@__morose when you were a WHAT
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aleks
6 months
i tried…
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@ninetynineIbs
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7 months
i will not binge today i will not binge today i will not binge today I HAVE CONTROL
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aleks
6 months
@fa1rym0rgue yeah unfortunately this playlist had the poor timing of appearing after a binge so😭😭 spotify’s trying to motivate me
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@ninetynineIbs
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7 months
so yeah i think it’s ednos
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@ninetynineIbs
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6 months
just got mid binge clarity
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8 months
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6 months
@skinnyprinsess yeah actually it’s worse bc not only do we have the gluttonous lack of control but then we can’t even stop ourselves from puking it up😭😭 we’re actually grosser
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aleks
5 months
i would fuck up this girl’s dessert bowls so bad idgaf if they’re a million cals
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1 year
@emptybites no i agree bc i often fold in social situations bc i don’t want people to think i’m disordered or bc i think they’re giving me the opportunity to eat
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8 months
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6 months
PEEPS ARE ONLY 100 CALS FOR 4 OF THEM??
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8 months
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8 months
@lilibloomcals i literally sit in bed in front of my tv and watch youtube when i eat meals and i can’t eat while there’s an ad and i have to be alone in my room for this
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8 months
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8 months
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5 months
@CATERINABISA it’s so mean and self-serving, they’re doing it to make themselves seem better but they’re just not treating her like a human being
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8 months
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8 months
does this seem accurate????
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8 months
bruh i had a muffin and it said it was 170 cals but i am doubting that kms
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7 months
tuna is actually an insane protein hack.,: 70 cals for 17g of protein???
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aleks
5 months
@popslashstars why did it go from fatphobic and gaslighting to harm reduction
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aleks
8 months
@chepko_ and it’s always about purging as if ana b-p and ednos aren’t also right there….
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aleks
7 months
THESE ARE INSANE
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7 months
anyone else w sh scars feel they’re misplaced and almost feel like you need to sh more to make it look nicer?
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8 months
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@ninetynineIbs
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7 months
@giornocals honestly my ed got a lot worse too bc i’m in total control of what i eat (obv this doesn’t apply to ppl who cooked their own meals at home but usually my mom would)
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8 months
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8 months
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@ninetynineIbs
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7 months
“what a sad life you live afraid to gain a pound or two” no shit?? it’s a mental illness??? ofc it’s not all sunshine and rainbows.. for someone so “pro recovery” and body positive you’d think she’d be less demeaning to people suffering with a serious mental illness
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aleks
5 months
@lelana03 not very “body positive” of them to be so scared of being a M/L or bigger
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aleks
7 months
eating a burger
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@ninetynineIbs
aleks
5 months
i’m only not cal counting bc i’m at home and don’t know what i’m eating not by choice
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@ninetynineIbs
aleks
7 months
@lizl0v3 being a psych major… here’s some slideshows from one of my classes yesterday… JUMPSCARE!
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@ninetynineIbs
aleks
7 months
they’re just helping us out at this point
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aleks
6 months
DO NOT BINGE. I REPORT DO NOT BINGE. my scale didn’t believe it was me😭😭 IM SO COOKED
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6 months
“it takes 3500 cal over your maintenance to gain” so a bad binge??????
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aleks
7 months
binging is so crazy bc it’s like yes you’re in control but you’re not really in control so it’s insane that you can talk your way out of it sometimes but also it’s simultaneously impossible ??
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aleks
6 months
@sasaxvx she’s definitely thin but not severely underweight? like maybe it’d be technically healthier for her to be a little higher in weight but so many people fall in the underweight/overweight category and are moderately healthy other than having their weight out of the average range
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aleks
6 months
BMI 20.8!!! OUT OF BMI 21 JAIL WHO CHEERED
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7 months
the human body is so resilient wdym i’ve been averaging 700 cal a day and then just binged purged and then went to the gym and ran 5 miles easy????
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aleks
7 months
if i ate 2700 cals and burned 1000 (like as in active energy in addition to my bmr) it’s effectively the same as if i ate 1700 right?????
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aleks
7 months
what’s the worst thing you’ve binged on?
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8 months
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6 months
help
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aleks
1 year
@dollyyvi pls don’t get into the pattern of it ☹️ purging caused me to go into binge/purge cycles when i was mostly just restricting before
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aleks
5 months
throwback to when my roommate (who doesn’t have an ed but has body dysmorphia/insecurity) told me abt how in a breakdown she wanted to take scissors and cut off the fat… why are you telling ME your bulimic cutter roommate??????
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aleks
6 months
this is so yummy 7g of protein 190 cals which isn’t the best macros but whatevs
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7 months
@elviraisntokay yeah honestly i did think it was weird that the smallest selection was half very average half slim instead of having a section for average and one for slim????
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6 months
why is my friend telling me about an occasion where someone was guessing her weight and how it upset her (which is reasonable)?? like i understand it’s upsetting but you know i have an ed why are you talking to me about this
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aleks
6 months
ngl my goal is to be super malnourished then have like a once a month crazy binge on all the sweets ever
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aleks
6 months
ugly banana bowl banana cream yogurt + bananas & cream oatmeal + half a banana!!!!
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aleks
8 months
eggs and toast?
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aleks
7 months
@skinnyprinsess i think it really depends on the person, but for most people i think yes, intentionally eating 1500 cal is restriction. i think some people may just have small appetites and may consume that much just unintentionally or are short and that may be how much they need to maintain
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aleks
6 months
doing some fruit ninja this morning
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@ninetynineIbs
aleks
4 years
obviously this isn’t normal you dumbfucks
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6 months
i don’t wanna die :(( my adolescent psych class is having an ed unit and my professor is talking abt a 26 yr old bulimic who got cardiac arrythmia was put on life support and then died :(((
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7 months
this is what a b/p session does to a mf
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aleks
2 years
no but fr people need to stop acting like youtubers gave you eds…
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aleks
6 months
@celestesbunni literally we (people with eds) all “waste” food, not sure why people are being mean. whether it’s throwing it away, letting it go bad by waiting too long, b/p, c/s, whatever.
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9 months
@sweetcalz yeah except it’s pure carbs/sugar and i feel like shit after (PHYSICALLY and mentally)
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8 months
chocolate chip cookie
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5 months
Me waking up every morning and deciding 500 calories or 5000 calories Vs. Me waking up every morning and choosing eating disorder or self harm addiction
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aleks
4 years
i feel like the idea that people talking about their mental illness is attention seeking is a big part of the reason i avoid talking about things i probably should talk about
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6 months
april wieiad
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6 months
i can’t believe i got to bmi 19.5 before and i lost it. how could i let myself lose that???
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5 months
i hate being so big and ugly!!!!!! i’m 20 in a month, i wasted my teenage years trying to be skinny. when’s my turn???????
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7 months
is it even possible to lose more than 3 lbs of genuine fat in a week??? unless you like chop off a limb or something cuz i think i’d have to eat nothing everyday even just to lose that ?
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7 months
my emotional functioning is shot and i’m not sure if it’s from trauma or never eating enough but i only feel things when i’m about to get my period and then it’s just violently suicidal i feel absolutely nothing 90% of the time i haven’t shed a tear this year
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1 year
seriously though a lot of people don’t realize that sometimes the solution isn’t as simple as “just eat” and obv that applies to ana but like as a bulimic like eating a lot is not the solution bc i will go overboard and then i’ll probably be puking
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aleks
8 months
haven’t eaten in 18 hrs and my intake yesterday was 600 and i just ran 2 miles, have taken 15k steps, burned 600 calories, took a hot shower, nothing in my system other than a single celsius not even water, feeling like a frail, sickly victorian child
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