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@nihilanand

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Efilist. Antinatalist. Do what you have to, to end all suffering. Carbon is bae.

Mumbai, India
Joined February 2019
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
All nihilanand-ness here! Books, documentary and social media!
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
@UberFacts Have a kid.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
Most of life is just people forcing themselves to do things.
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Raphael Samuel
4 months
Having children wilfully is the biggest sign that you don't think.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
So just because I'm alive I'm supposed to learn a skill and sell it all my life?
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
2 years
Real success is sleeping and never waking up.
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Raphael Samuel
1 year
We don't wanna work and we don't wanna live. And we definitely don't wanna work to live. How hard is that to understand?
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Raphael Samuel
2 months
I'm chronically disinterested in life.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
I look at people simply living their lives on insta and I'm like: "where do y'all get the motivation to do so many things?" I don't feel jealous, I just feel nothing.
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
2 years
Parenting is the most unnecessary job in the world.
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
2 years
My entire life is designed around my unwillingness to live
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
Existence is a humiliating ordeal...
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
Humans: pointlessly prolonging suffering in exchange for a saviour complex since the dawn of civilization.
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
2 years
Life- an app that nobody downloaded.
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
2 years
Guns may kill people, but it's parents who create death.
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Raphael Samuel
6 months
Even if every child in the world is r*ped, beaten and trafficked, I guarantee you these humans will still have kids. That's how monumentally retarded this species is.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
Your family not liking you is the first sign of success.
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
2 years
Do what I love? I love not being born. Please advise.
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
2 years
I'm a background character in my own life.
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
2 years
Eventually, EVERYTHING gets boring.
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
2 years
The story of civilization is just a process of making: 1) death harder 2) life more complex
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
7 months
There's nothing left to talk about. Or want. Or need. Or experience. Even if there is, I'm not interested. It's all a copy of a copy of a copy.
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
4 months
Story of of your life: Two people got horny Now you're running for money
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Raphael Samuel
8 months
@Shayor19 @PicturesFoIder The real challenge is "e"
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Raphael Samuel
11 months
The only terrorists are parents who wilfully have children in warzones. I said what I said.
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Raphael Samuel
3 years
The happiest are simply the most distracted...
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
Respect in Indian society is based on how materialistic one is and how spiritual one pretends to be. It's a balancing act of hypocrisy. And that creates a most diffident and unhappy bunch I've ever seen in my life.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
You're not looking for a purpose, you're looking for a reason to continue living.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
You scar children simply by having them.
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Raphael Samuel
1 year
We're all just dying. That's the only reality. Everything else is just pretense, play, fire, fury, smoke, mirrors and drama.
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
1 year
Not even one r*ped child is worth all the beauty and happiness in the world. NOT. EVEN. ONE.
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
9 months
Not lazy. Just deeply uncomfortable with life.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
God is probably just a guy having a smoke with his friends, watching us on season 4.5 billion of life. All the good characters are killed off because they're too boring. The right amount of evil is kept just to keep the show going.
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Raphael Samuel
9 months
There are only 3 reasons you exist: 1. Two horny people. 2. One horny dad. 3. Two desperate idiots and a doctor.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
Does nobody find it weird that parents suddenly expect us to start earning for ourselves? Like what the hell dude, I didn't ask for this...
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Raphael Samuel
1 year
There are no real problems, you're just creating them by having children.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
Civilization is another name for comfortable cruelty.
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
2 years
Nothing is worth consciousness.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
Since I remember...I've been in absolute horror of this world
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Raphael Samuel
5 years
@olahreiche Exactly, romanticization of motherhood is glorification of suffering, thanks for this...
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
4 years
My book is available for free on Google docs in PDF form. Do give it a look-see!
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
2 years
@briantheruller Not a conspiracy theory: make-up exists to destroy female self esteem. And women lap it up, so is it even a conspiracy?
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
9 months
Every ambition, dream and goal is just a bar in a cage you've built for yourself. Lose it all, be free.
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
1 year
Most people aren't looking for guidance, they're looking for a reinforcement of their illusions.
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
3 years
Forcing people to live is the finest form of slavery.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
1) I was a 10 month 10 day baby 2) i was removed forcefully via C-section 3) I had to be slapped to come to life 4) I cried for 9 months straight after coming out. How much more proof does one need? I always hated life.
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
2 years
It's interesting how all gods of all religions are basically saying: "the earth is a terrible place, get out of here"
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Raphael Samuel
11 months
Life. Once you see it, you can't unsee it.
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Raphael Samuel
1 year
I suspect martyrs are just suicidal people who've found a socially acceptable way to die...
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Raphael Samuel
1 year
I don't want to be called good. Or bad. I just want to be dead.
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
2 years
What exactly are we doing but working, fucking and hanging out? Is this all? Is this what I'm supposed to do all my life?
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Raphael Samuel
7 months
@BryanKemper Birth is forced life (slavery).
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
Dear oppressed people, Your child is a living, breathing and suffering being. Not a symbol of victory against your oppressors. Lots of hate, Nihilanand
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
Everything arises from boredom and need. And both are subsets of suffering.
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Raphael Samuel
3 years
No matter what the reason, if you don't have kids, THANK YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE!
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Raphael Samuel
1 year
I have a dream.... That the Earth is a barren wasteland with no life and no suffering...
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Raphael Samuel
1 year
Throughout my life, every decision of mine has sprung from my lack of will to live... The path of least resistance just to get through somehow...
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
Oh, how I miss non-existence...
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Raphael Samuel
1 year
All of humanity is just a vicious circle of solving problems by creating them.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
My mother hated living in the same house all her life, so she took us all over the country and gave us abandonment issues. No matter what, if you have children. YOU WILL SCREW THEM UP. They're different personalities, you cannot raise them like you wish you had been raised.
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Raphael Samuel
1 year
@kadaipaneeeer Simple question: if they're THAT poor, why do they have kids? To suffer?
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Raphael Samuel
1 year
Every sudden passion I feel for anything is just biology's desperate attempt to keep me breathing.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
So my mother finally admitted that her postpartum depression lasted for 30 years and she never really cared about me. Thanks bish, tell me something I don't know.
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
2 years
We're all just waiting around till we die.
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Raphael Samuel
3 months
Life always feels horrible. Enlightenment is being okay with it.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
Dear mom/dad, If you had no plans for me, why did you even have me? With hate, Nihilanand
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Raphael Samuel
8 months
Nothing is worth existing for...
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
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Raphael Samuel
1 year
Why is Twitter home? Because I cannot express to my loved ones how desperately I want to die...
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
If I ever kms, it's not out of depression, it's just that I've run out of money and aren't motivated to earn more...
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Raphael Samuel
3 months
@Ambar_SIFF_MRA How can a woman possibly rape a man? Can someone explain the biology of it?
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
Nothing changes for the better It's like a swinging pendulum, from one extreme to another.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
Secretly, we ALL have a deathwish...
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
Any sense of fashion reveals a deep sense of insecurity.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
The greatest freedom is accepting that nobody will really understand you.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
Why is un-aliving SO hard?
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
Me: you guys screwed me up badly Parents: yeah you weren't an easy kid either. Me: I. was. a. frikkin. child.
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Raphael Samuel
1 year
Wanting to destroy the world comes from a place of genuine, unconditional love. That no sentient being shall suffer evermore.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
There may be good times. And there may be bad times. But they are all pointless times.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
I don't want to win, I just want to have fun. And if possible die ASAP.
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2 years
I've genuinely come to believe that the reason I'm living is to pollute earth and help end sentience faster.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
Meaning is a lie to justify suffering...
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
1 month
Your very existence isn't eco-friendly. Nature doesn't need us. Get over it.
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
2 years
People laid off by meta are complaining about so many "talented individuals" being out of a job. Darling, there are too many individuals on this planet, your talent has no value when there's that much supply.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
Breeders are masochists armed with a whip called hope.
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Raphael Samuel
1 year
Death is the end of suffering and people cry out of jealousy...
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Raphael Samuel
1 year
Your desperation to want a child itself shows you're nothing but a child.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
I'm thinking of making serious money so I can have an existential crisis in a mansion instead of a tiny flat.
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Raphael Samuel
11 months
The only reason I breath is because it's involuntary.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
1. Drop hope 2. Accept reality 3. Ride the resulting depression 4. Gain superpowers
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2 years
The whole world is geared towards slavery.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
I've seen copious amounts of beauty and pleasure in my lifetime. It does not convince me to carry on. Nothing is worth life.
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
2 years
Your name, soil, home and culture is not your identity. Your stupidity is.
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Raphael Samuel
6 months
With every death, a tragedy ends...
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@nihilanand
Raphael Samuel
2 years
Hey parents, wanna play a game? You ruin our childhood, we ruin your old age!
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
Most people aren't good. They have no option but to be.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
I can ask for help, but for what? A life I don't wanna live?
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Raphael Samuel
5 months
The pinnacle of all intelligence is self-destruction.
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Raphael Samuel
2 years
LIFE drains me dude.
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If it drains you, it's not for you. Always remember that.
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Why call it an unfulfilled life when there's nothing to fulfill?
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