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@mynameisrainxo

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when I’m struggling but I don’t tell anyone

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@mynameisrainxo

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I once begged someone to love me the way I loved them and that's the saddest thing I've ever done

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@mynameisrainxo

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"ur trauma made u stronger" no. my trauma made me traumatized, it made me weak, it gave me memory loss, it gave me feelings i've never wanted. i made myself stronger.

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@mynameisrainxo

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yes

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@mynameisrainxo

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mood:

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@mynameisrainxo

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me at 3am:

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@mynameisrainxo

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me to myself:

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@mynameisrainxo

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What did I do to deserve this

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@mynameisrainxo

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yeah yeah, i get it, people come and go...but i really need this one to stay

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@mynameisrainxo

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real

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@mynameisrainxo

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me going home depressed after making my friends laugh all night

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@mynameisrainxo

2 years

My toxic trait is I suffer in silence and hope someone notices I’m not myself. Growing up i had to constantly be there for others but no one was ever there for me. So i learned to be”the helper” but never learned how to reach out or be helped.

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@mynameisrainxo

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confession 7

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@mynameisrainxo

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i feel unlovable and it breaks my heart daily

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@mynameisrainxo

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me : i’m going to sleep early today me at 3 am :

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@mynameisrainxo

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Depression isn't always "I'm going to kill myself" Sometimes it's "I've been in bed all day & I haven't showered" "I skippep work to sleep" "What's the point of finishing" "Im not hungry" or "I can't stop eating" Check on your "goofy" friends They're the ones that hide it well

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@mynameisrainxo

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"I won't think about it anymore" me all night :

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@mynameisrainxo

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my heart breaks for anyone who lays in bed at night and wonders why they weren't enough for the one person they would give the world to. that shit ruins you

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@mynameisrainxo

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me after noticing a slight change in someone's energy towards me

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@mynameisrainxo

2 years

Somewhere between emotional and emotionless

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@mynameisrainxo

1 year

I feel attacked

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@mynameisrainxo

6 months

Do u ever sit back and realize you’re not anybody's favorite person, you’re just kinda there and then you get the sudden urge to distance urself from everyone and chill alone

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@mynameisrainxo

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i never wanted to lose feelings for you, but your behavior made me do it

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@mynameisrainxo

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healing is so fucking frustrating.. it's like you're doing well, you're forgiving, you're letting shit go and you're working on processing through it all then BOOM, traumatic shit enters your mind and you have to start all the way over processing those feelings & getting past it.

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@mynameisrainxo

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i still miss the way you treated me at the start 💔

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@mynameisrainxo

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U know what fuckin hurts? Feeling someone slowly loses interest in u,they don't ask how ur day was or how ur doing They dont show much interest in a convo. Its like there just slowly backing out of ur life, and theres nothing you can do but keep smiling and pretend u didnt notice

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@mynameisrainxo

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proud of us 🫂

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@mynameisrainxo

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i hate hate HATE that i require so much reassurance like things could be going perfectly fine but there's always a part of me that believes that all of it is a lie

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@mynameisrainxo

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💔

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@mynameisrainxo

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What I’m feeling

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@mynameisrainxo

2 years

I can’t go to sleep without creating a fake scenario in my head

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@mynameisrainxo

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I never forget when a person hurt me. I can talk to you all day and night, be nice as hell to you, but what you did to me will forever be in the back of my head. Simply because my heart TOO big. and you didn't HAVE to hurt me, ya CHOSE to. Forgiving isn't the issue; forgetting is

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@mynameisrainxo

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My toxic trait? I can have my heart ripped out, stomped on and shoved down my throat and I'd still be there for that person if they needed me

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@mynameisrainxo

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i want to open up to someone but what if they use it against me

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@mynameisrainxo

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imagine someone saying "can we fix this, I can't lose you".

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@mynameisrainxo

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If you date someone with depression, PTSD, anxiety, bipolar ect, beware for the outcomes.. be aware for the crying over little things, getting mad about little things, over thinking, sleepless nights, not wanting to go out anywhere, not wanting to be alone and so much more.

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@mynameisrainxo

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confession

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@mynameisrainxo

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i wish someone was afraid to lose me i'm always scared of losing people that i love but i doubt anyone would fight to keep me in their life.

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@mynameisrainxo

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the worst feeling is when you find out you didnt mean as much to someone as you thought you did and you look so stupid for caring too much.

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@mynameisrainxo

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I need to go to bed earlier tonight Me at 3AM:

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@mynameisrainxo

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my brain when i finally start talking to someone:

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@mynameisrainxo

11 months

i hope you all fall in love with someone who never stops choosing you and i hope you feel at home when you look at them

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@mynameisrainxo

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nobody: me at 3 am:

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@mynameisrainxo

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when you find the song that matched your mood:

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@mynameisrainxo

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i'm gonna be so productive today also me:

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@mynameisrainxo

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You know you're attached to someone when you've gotten so used to talking to them on a daily basis and they've become a part of your happiness. But when you guys don't talk, it's like a part of you is gone and you just start to miss them uncontrollably.

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@mynameisrainxo

1 year

felt this 😅

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@mynameisrainxo

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i think i'm afraid to be happy because whenever i get too happy, something bad always happens.

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@mynameisrainxo

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“i love you” my trust issues:

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@mynameisrainxo

1 year

depression isn't always sadness, it can also be emptiness, anger, tiredness or loneliness. sometimes a cry for help isn't so visible..

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@mynameisrainxo

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everything i loved, i lost :(

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@mynameisrainxo

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my trust issues be like:

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@mynameisrainxo

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Please

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@mynameisrainxo

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😕

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@mynameisrainxo

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when u thought u were special to someone🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡💔

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@mynameisrainxo

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it's disappointing how often I go a mile for people who wouldn't move an inch for me

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@mynameisrainxo

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me comforting myself while going through a hard time because i don't want to worry my friends and family about my problems

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@mynameisrainxo

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I love you… incase i die tonight

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@mynameisrainxo

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Don’t overthink it Me, overthinking it:

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@mynameisrainxo

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@mynameisrainxo

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im literally delusional asf to think i would ever be loved as deeply as i love others

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@mynameisrainxo

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wish i meant more to you 😕

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@mynameisrainxo

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If i die, i hope someone still loves me enough to visit my grave and talk to me

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@mynameisrainxo

2 years

😵‍💫

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@mynameisrainxo

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I’m scared of my own anger, that’s why i try my hardest to not get mad.

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@mynameisrainxo

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my anxiety explaining the future to me at 3am

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@mynameisrainxo

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when everyone tells me to move on, but what they don't understand is that I lost my soulmate. I lost the one person I don't have to worry about being myself around. I lost my home.

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@mynameisrainxo

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last night was rough

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@mynameisrainxo

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💔

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@mynameisrainxo

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Having anxiety & depression is like being scared and tired of the same time. It's the fear of failure, but no urge to be productive. It's wanting friends but hate socializing. It's wanting to be alone but not wanting to be lonely. It feels everything at once so it's like you numb

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@mynameisrainxo

2 years

Are you healed or just trying not to think about it

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@mynameisrainxo

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no matter how much sleep I get, I’m always tired. I’m sick of this shit

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@mynameisrainxo

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it sucks because for a minute I was happy, for a minute I was getting better, for a minute I had hope. but in a minute I lost it all again.

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@mynameisrainxo

1 year

story of my life

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@mynameisrainxo

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it’s sad when you realize you aren’t as important to someone as you thought you were

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@mynameisrainxo

1 year

trying to heal, while trying to grieve, while trying to live, while trying to forgive, while trying to love, while trying to be loved

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@mynameisrainxo

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Me: i'm going to take a 30 mins nap 😴 Me: 4 hours later 😵‍💫

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@mynameisrainxo

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all the time 😫

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@mynameisrainxo

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i feel attacked

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@mynameisrainxo

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pov: u were too honest with your therapist

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@mynameisrainxo

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not everybody's trust issues come from failed relationships. some of us had family members that hurt us or friends that betrayed us.. disloyalty from anybody can result in trust issues

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@mynameisrainxo

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i hope my heart ends up in soft hands when it decides to love again

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@mynameisrainxo

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Nobody: Me in math exams:

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@mynameisrainxo

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No one broke my heart. I broke it my damn self by staying in situations where my energy & time were no longer needed/wanted. And that’s my bad. Never again 🖕

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@mynameisrainxo

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Did you sleep well ? Me:

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@mynameisrainxo

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I want to die ?

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@mynameisrainxo

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I’m so terrified of another heartbreak

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@mynameisrainxo

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I accidentally messed up my life how do I start over

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@mynameisrainxo

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Ever been stuck in a weird mood where nothings really wrong but nothing feels right either

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@mynameisrainxo

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My toxic trait? I shut down and I push people away. Even when it's at a time when I need someone the most. And as much as I don't want to, for some reason, I do it anyway. I Isolate myself and suffer in silence because I feel that's what I have to do and I don't deserve help.

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@mynameisrainxo

1 year

fuck it

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@mynameisrainxo

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so you're telling me. You let this person into your heart, fell in love way too fast, grew attached, talked to and thought about them 24/7, made scenarios about them in your head, they never left your mind, and made you the happiest person on earth just for them to leave and now

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@mynameisrainxo

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"who took my?!!! ohh found it"

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@mynameisrainxo

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You keep a lot to yourself because it’s hard to find people who understand

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@mynameisrainxo

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i have been consistently denying myself the act of admitting how much pain I am truly in.

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@mynameisrainxo

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Being called lazy when ur having a bad mental health day is the most infuriating thing I'm not fucking lazy I just physically have no motivation or strength to move???????

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@mynameisrainxo

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i hate getting so sad to the point where my body completely shuts down, and all i can do is just lay there and think about all my problems.

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@mynameisrainxo

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I’m not saying I’m DEPRESSED but I’m losing interest in all the things i used to love and i have no motivation

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@mynameisrainxo

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my loyalty runs so deep that i will fight for something until i feel like there's absolutely nothing left. no matter how bad it is, i will fight for the good times that could return. so once i stop arguing & checking on you. that's when you know you officially lost me for good.

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