imagine setting a calorie goal WITH someone but it’s a JOINT goal.
so not 500kcal each, but a 1000kcal total goal for you BOTH so if one person were to eat 600 then the other person was only allowed 400 omg what a disordered little game my brain just invented
hey edtwt users with boyfriends - whenever you wanna brag about your bf supporting you disorder or encouraging you to starve, none of us are jealous. we want him dead actually
colleen ballinger’s dad having a feeder fetish and not realising that his porn playlist is public is absolutely killing me SOMEONE PLS DO SOMETHING IM IN PAIN
“want” 🤢🤢🤢
i have never understood the mindset of “it tastes gross but it’s low calorie”. it tastes the exact same as normal ice cream to me. like IDENTICAL. i can’t taste any difference, i think u guys are lying for fun
“fuck my restrictive ed” i say as i succumb to my binge ed
“i’m recovering from my binge ed” i say as i succumb to my restrictive ed
“fuck my restrictive ed” i say as i succumb to my binge ed
“i’m recovering from my binge ed” i say as i succumb to my restrictive ed
“fuck my
“have you lost weight?” isn’t good enough for me i need to disappear for six months and return looking severely underweight and have everyone in my life audibly gasp when i next see them
the only funny thing colleen ballinger has ever done was when she asked adam mcintyre if he could RESCHEDULE A GCSE EXAM so that he could go to a miranda sings show….. like girl ….
maybe i’ve just been restricting for so long but hal0 t0p doesn’t taste any different to me than normal ice cream ?? the whole “it’s mid but it’s low cal” thing makes no sense to me bc what is the difference? it’s the SAME
or doing it in a big group like there’s a 3000kcal daily limit and everyone kinda slowly picks away at it but you can’t eat too much because you don’t wanna make the other group members like starve wheewww
“what if you regret those tattoos when you’re older?” my brother in christ i had a self harm addiction from age 9 to age 20 how could i possibly make this body any worse than it already is
“you won’t magically love your body once you reach your ugw” is probably factual but i have fully convinced myself that i am the exception to the rule and nothing will convince me otherwise
not being american today is such a bewildering experience bc i’m going about my normal life the log onto twt and see my entire tl freaking out about thanksgiving cals. u guys ok over there ?
i saw a post on tumblr in 2016 from a bulimic who basically said “if u’ve never purged before, don’t start” & they listed all the reasons why it can be dangerous, & i took it so seriously and have never purged so thanku to that person & any other bulimic who’s made similar posts
people talk about 2014 tumblr like it was the worst thing in the world but it was literally just grainy black and white photos of skinny girls smoking cigarettes and holding arctic monkeys vinyls. social media now is 1000x more harmful
GOD weight loss is so much fun. noticing little differences in your body and feeling more and more confident as time goes on???? and even if uni/work is going really bad and all my friendships and relationships are going downhill i’m progressing in at least one part of my life (:
oh my god shut up shut up shut up SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP
@420_gorg
it’s irrelevant what she’s saying imo. even if she WAS flirting back, she was fifteen when it all started and she was a fan of his, he should have known better. idgaf what she was saying to him personally, she was a kid
i hope u guys aren’t projecting ur ed on ur irls. if any of u say shit like “do you know how many calories are in that?” or “i could never eat something like that” whatever - shut the fuck up !!! shut up !!!!
being tall is truly horrific because what do you MEAN this is a 50lbs difference???? i’m smaller sure but 50lbs smaller??? absolutely not. fuck my genes likee
sorry but these feel too good to be true like ???? they’re 7 calories each and completely vegan but i’ve never heard anyone on here talk about them so do they give u diarrhoea or smth 🤨
@t1nycandy
oh fr? idk i literally can’t taste any difference 💀 but i definitely feel a lot better afterwards with halo top like no stomach ache, sugar migraines, etc.
quick note on trigger warnings !!!
the whole POINT of a trigger warning is so people can mute words if we don’t want to see tweets about those topics. so if you censor it in your tw then YOURE DEFEATING THE PURPOSE
✅ tw : self harm
❌ tw : s*lf h*rm
i feel like the people in the comments use social justice/activism as an excuse to exercise their superiority complex. not everyone knows about the boycott. calling someone in recovery fat for eating mcdonalds means you’re a bad person and nothing more.
my mum found out i was SHing and i told her that i didn’t want to talk about it. the next day i got home from school and this was lying on my bed
i will seriously never forgive myself for upsetting her and i can’t think about it for more than five seconds before i start crying
very aware that the only people who actually achieve results do high res around 1000-1200 calories but that won’t stop me from eating 200kcal a day until i become so hungry that i binge eat until i hate myself so much that i start restricting again and rinse and repeat
@skintygoth_
THIS HAPPENED TO ME TOO me and some random girl were both reaching for itsu seaweed thins and our baskets were almost identical i felt so seen 😭
when i was like 14, edtumblr was really big on the concept of “green tea speeds your metabolism” so i used to drink green tea by the gallon and EVERY 👏 SINGLE 👏 TIME 👏 i’ve relapsed since then it’s because i’ve smelt green tea and it triggered me
@calorieeangell
don’t think you’re weirdly shaped! you just have wide shoulders. this is usually a feature they look for in models, it’s not a bad thing! parents are just bad with pictures <3
i also think edtwt should learn that doing the maths doesn’t automatically mean you’ll get the exact results as you calculated. your body isn’t a machine and some days may burn less during the same workout and some days may absorb more calories from the same food and that’s okay!
if i see a tweet that’s like “moot is lowkey annoying” or “moot needs to shut up” like whatever and we’re moots …. girlie i’m gonna sb you instantly. i don’t need that kinda stress lol i’m gonna worry if it’s about me otherwise so u gotta go
@nastysugars
they were forced to exercise a lot, too. i think that most of the psychological effects came from the calorie change from 3200 kcal per day -> 1570 kcal per day, more so than starvation. like they went from overeating to “semi-starvation” so it rlly fucked them up
“don’t reward yourself with food you’re not a dog” ok that’s cool but i’m giving a 15 min presentation in a museum in a foreign country for my final exam at the end of the month and it’s the most stressful thing ever so you bet your ass i’m buying myself a whole cake afterwards
why is it that a few years of restriction can permanently slow my metabolism but an entire childhood of bingeing doesn’t give me permanent supersonic calorie burning abilities 🤨