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@mxshxs
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7 months
this is so it girl behaviour like she rlly did that
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@mxshxs
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11 months
imagine setting a calorie goal WITH someone but it’s a JOINT goal. so not 500kcal each, but a 1000kcal total goal for you BOTH so if one person were to eat 600 then the other person was only allowed 400 omg what a disordered little game my brain just invented
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@mxshxs
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10 months
hey edtwt users with boyfriends - whenever you wanna brag about your bf supporting you disorder or encouraging you to starve, none of us are jealous. we want him dead actually
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@mxshxs
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2 years
colleen ballinger’s dad having a feeder fetish and not realising that his porn playlist is public is absolutely killing me SOMEONE PLS DO SOMETHING IM IN PAIN “want” 🤢🤢🤢
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@mxshxs
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3 years
unpopular opinion but, as an ex-binger, i totally understand how people can get to 400lb+ and i have so much sympathy for them
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@mxshxs
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3 years
“EDs don’t even help you lose weight because when you recover you just gain it all back again” okay?? way to make people not want to recover you freak
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@mxshxs
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4 months
i have never understood the mindset of “it tastes gross but it’s low calorie”. it tastes the exact same as normal ice cream to me. like IDENTICAL. i can’t taste any difference, i think u guys are lying for fun
@starveuslut
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4 months
Opinion on halo top???
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@mxshxs
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2 years
WHAT HAPPENED ?? ):
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@mxshxs
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3 years
the original it girl
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@mxshxs
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4 months
anorexics with lipedema is so interesting to me
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@mxshxs
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9 months
“fuck my restrictive ed” i say as i succumb to my binge ed “i’m recovering from my binge ed” i say as i succumb to my restrictive ed “fuck my restrictive ed” i say as i succumb to my binge ed “i’m recovering from my binge ed” i say as i succumb to my restrictive ed “fuck my
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@mxshxs
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3 years
“have you lost weight?” isn’t good enough for me i need to disappear for six months and return looking severely underweight and have everyone in my life audibly gasp when i next see them
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@mxshxs
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3 years
am i asexual or has my eating disorder just completely eradicated my interest in sex? : a novel by me
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@mxshxs
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2 years
whenever i see skinny girls buying monster ultra or chewing gum my brain is always like 🤨🫵
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@mxshxs
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7 months
@moschinogirlie literally insane
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@mxshxs
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1 year
the only funny thing colleen ballinger has ever done was when she asked adam mcintyre if he could RESCHEDULE A GCSE EXAM so that he could go to a miranda sings show….. like girl ….
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@mxshxs
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9 months
maybe i’ve just been restricting for so long but hal0 t0p doesn’t taste any different to me than normal ice cream ?? the whole “it’s mid but it’s low cal” thing makes no sense to me bc what is the difference? it’s the SAME
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@mxshxs
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1 year
youtubers stop using your platform to groom your fans challenge failed yet again. lewis buchan edition
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@mxshxs
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11 months
or doing it in a big group like there’s a 3000kcal daily limit and everyone kinda slowly picks away at it but you can’t eat too much because you don’t wanna make the other group members like starve wheewww
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@mxshxs
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5 months
god i see what you have done for others
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@mxshxs
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9 months
“what if you regret those tattoos when you’re older?” my brother in christ i had a self harm addiction from age 9 to age 20 how could i possibly make this body any worse than it already is
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@mxshxs
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9 months
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@mxshxs
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9 months
losing weight you’ve already lost so you can’t even feel happy when the scale goes down because it all feels so pointless <<<<
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@mxshxs
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9 months
@cutepup24 what r u yappin about srsly
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@mxshxs
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9 months
˚୨୧₊♱ pink winter ˚୨୧₊♱ mini food poll 🧵
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@mxshxs
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2 years
@sweeethoneypie minimalism is a disease fr
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@mxshxs
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2 years
“3mm@ ch @mberl @1n is so ugly” “b3ll@ had1d looks like an alien” ok post a face reveal
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@mxshxs
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9 months
“you won’t magically love your body once you reach your ugw” is probably factual but i have fully convinced myself that i am the exception to the rule and nothing will convince me otherwise
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@mxshxs
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2 years
@melsspritezero sadly not lmfao ☹️ there are childhood videos on that acc that hadn’t been posted anywhere else so it’s definitely him. very icky
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@mxshxs
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7 months
@caterpillar8c8 no, this is 1000lb sisters :) it’s complete trash tv but so addictive
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@mxshxs
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4 months
@moodytrudy_ frozen kinetic sand is crazy 💀
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@mxshxs
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3 years
not to flex but i haven’t binged once this year so far. i’m an icon. a legend. a true hero if you will
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@mxshxs
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1 year
but bet any money that those greasy men with drama channels aren’t gonna acknowledge this because they’re all friends with him irl
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@mxshxs
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9 months
@Bellsnvibes can you read?
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@mxshxs
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9 months
not being american today is such a bewildering experience bc i’m going about my normal life the log onto twt and see my entire tl freaking out about thanksgiving cals. u guys ok over there ?
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@mxshxs
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1 year
saw this today ????? i am so tempted
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@mxshxs
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3 years
i love accounts that have their stats in their bio because i’m so nosey
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@mxshxs
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9 months
i’ve never wanted something more in my entire life
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@mxshxs
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2 years
idc how disordered i get, i’m not scraping the yolks out of my eggs and just eating the whites 💀
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@mxshxs
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8 months
“i need to stop getting tattoos! i’m ruining my body!” my limbs full of self harm scars:
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@mxshxs
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11 months
i saw a post on tumblr in 2016 from a bulimic who basically said “if u’ve never purged before, don’t start” & they listed all the reasons why it can be dangerous, & i took it so seriously and have never purged so thanku to that person & any other bulimic who’s made similar posts
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@mxshxs
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3 years
people talk about 2014 tumblr like it was the worst thing in the world but it was literally just grainy black and white photos of skinny girls smoking cigarettes and holding arctic monkeys vinyls. social media now is 1000x more harmful
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@mxshxs
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2 years
oh my GODDD
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@mxshxs
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3 years
GOD weight loss is so much fun. noticing little differences in your body and feeling more and more confident as time goes on???? and even if uni/work is going really bad and all my friendships and relationships are going downhill i’m progressing in at least one part of my life (:
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@mxshxs
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1 year
black, skin-tight clothing on skinny girls remains superior
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@mxshxs
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9 months
oh my god shut up shut up shut up SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP
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@mxshxs
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1 year
@420_gorg it’s irrelevant what she’s saying imo. even if she WAS flirting back, she was fifteen when it all started and she was a fan of his, he should have known better. idgaf what she was saying to him personally, she was a kid
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@mxshxs
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9 months
this is edtwt not anatwt btw. making fun of people for their eating disorder (BED) in a “safe space” for eating disorders….. you girlies are DUMB
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@mxshxs
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11 months
i have never looked at a woman and thought “wow she’s ugly” and yet i assume that’s what literally every single other woman thinks when she sees me
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@mxshxs
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3 years
the whole concept of averagespo is so bizarre to me. “this person looks healthy! >:(“ okay??
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@mxshxs
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3 years
i love tiktok because it’s exposing how dry all these celebrities’ personalities and senses of humour are
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She shouldn’t be getting this brave cause at least Julia can act
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@mxshxs
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2 years
hmm
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@mxshxs
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3 years
i hope u guys aren’t projecting ur ed on ur irls. if any of u say shit like “do you know how many calories are in that?” or “i could never eat something like that” whatever - shut the fuck up !!! shut up !!!!
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@mxshxs
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11 months
bc only eating 1kcal for every page that i read today so 100 pages read = 100kcals eaten
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@mxshxs
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9 months
my fyp wants me to kms
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@mxshxs
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11 months
being tall is truly horrific because what do you MEAN this is a 50lbs difference???? i’m smaller sure but 50lbs smaller??? absolutely not. fuck my genes likee
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@mxshxs
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3 years
if you’re following less than 100 people i don’t wanna hear you complain about your tl being dry
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@mxshxs
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9 months
this 100%
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@mxshxs
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3 years
apples are so so so so so good they taste like they should be unhealthy but they’re literally fruit ????? this is now an apple stan account
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@mxshxs
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9 months
“listen to your body” my body once ate over 10k cals in one afternoon
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@mxshxs
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3 years
sorry but these feel too good to be true like ???? they’re 7 calories each and completely vegan but i’ve never heard anyone on here talk about them so do they give u diarrhoea or smth 🤨
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@mxshxs
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4 months
@t1nycandy oh fr? idk i literally can’t taste any difference 💀 but i definitely feel a lot better afterwards with halo top like no stomach ache, sugar migraines, etc.
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@mxshxs
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2 years
@matchuus right like my energy is too low to distract myself with something productive so i get too bored and just eat
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@mxshxs
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8 months
absolutely not looking forward to the annual influx of edtwt accounts that will pop up on january 1st
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@mxshxs
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11 months
quick note on trigger warnings !!! the whole POINT of a trigger warning is so people can mute words if we don’t want to see tweets about those topics. so if you censor it in your tw then YOURE DEFEATING THE PURPOSE ✅ tw : self harm ❌ tw : s*lf h*rm
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@mxshxs
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9 months
i feel like the people in the comments use social justice/activism as an excuse to exercise their superiority complex. not everyone knows about the boycott. calling someone in recovery fat for eating mcdonalds means you’re a bad person and nothing more.
@uzxoticc
alexa | recovery
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eating at mcdonald's
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@mxshxs
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2 years
“women need to take men’s mental health more seriously wah wah wah”
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@mxshxs
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9 months
this is the exact body i want
@destroynectar
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this has to be the worst body type
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@mxshxs
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2 years
edtwt has a depressing lack of tattoo thinspo and halloween thinspo
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@mxshxs
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4 months
my mum found out i was SHing and i told her that i didn’t want to talk about it. the next day i got home from school and this was lying on my bed i will seriously never forgive myself for upsetting her and i can’t think about it for more than five seconds before i start crying
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hahahahahahha😀 going to sit and cry for a while now
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4 months
“what have you been reading lately?” well ..
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@mxshxs
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9 months
thanks for playing! 🎄
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@mxshxs
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9 months
very aware that the only people who actually achieve results do high res around 1000-1200 calories but that won’t stop me from eating 200kcal a day until i become so hungry that i binge eat until i hate myself so much that i start restricting again and rinse and repeat
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@mxshxs
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6 months
this popped up on my pinterest homepage and i’m obsessed with it
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@mxshxs
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7 months
since when did edtwt care about healthy body weight
@JupitaBabyy
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why is edtwt so obsessed with bmi ?? it is not accurate at determining healthy body weight at all 😭
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7 months
the littlest pet shop subreddit is my favourite place on earth
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@mxshxs
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1 year
the eyes of ana are watching
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@MatPatGT
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You're not hungry you're just bored, You're not hungry you're just bored, You're not hungry you're just bored.
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@mxshxs
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9 months
uk girlies we rlly have it made with these. 20g of protein for like 160 ish calories and they’re like £1.15 each…. god bless
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@mxshxs
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3 years
if you’ve ever used the word “averagespo” i am on my KNEES begging you to soft block me
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2 years
@skintygoth_ THIS HAPPENED TO ME TOO me and some random girl were both reaching for itsu seaweed thins and our baskets were almost identical i felt so seen 😭
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9 months
her majesty the who??? girl i bought this today how fkn old is this 🤨
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9 months
i wish we could put our bookmarks into folders :(
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9 months
guys look what they’re selling in forever 21 omg
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1 year
@Skinnyvanilla3 my nose stayed the same, but the rest of my face got smaller so my nose looks bigger in comparison to the rest of me ☹️
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9 months
when i was like 14, edtumblr was really big on the concept of “green tea speeds your metabolism” so i used to drink green tea by the gallon and EVERY 👏 SINGLE 👏 TIME 👏 i’ve relapsed since then it’s because i’ve smelt green tea and it triggered me
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@mxshxs
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7 months
walking is the only exercise i fw honestly. if that makes me skinny fat then that makes me skinny fat idgaf
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@mxshxs
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9 months
her ribs-
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@mxshxs
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3 years
upper thigh fat FUCK OFF
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@mxshxs
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2 years
@calorieeangell don’t think you’re weirdly shaped! you just have wide shoulders. this is usually a feature they look for in models, it’s not a bad thing! parents are just bad with pictures <3
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3 years
i also think edtwt should learn that doing the maths doesn’t automatically mean you’ll get the exact results as you calculated. your body isn’t a machine and some days may burn less during the same workout and some days may absorb more calories from the same food and that’s okay!
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1 year
not a day goes by where i don’t worry about @/oswaldslunch
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9 months
if i see a tweet that’s like “moot is lowkey annoying” or “moot needs to shut up” like whatever and we’re moots …. girlie i’m gonna sb you instantly. i don’t need that kinda stress lol i’m gonna worry if it’s about me otherwise so u gotta go
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@mxshxs
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2 years
non-lesbians not being able to acknowledge jojo siwa’s new haircut without making lesbophobic jokes …… who’s surprised :/
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1 year
@nastysugars they were forced to exercise a lot, too. i think that most of the psychological effects came from the calorie change from 3200 kcal per day -> 1570 kcal per day, more so than starvation. like they went from overeating to “semi-starvation” so it rlly fucked them up
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1 year
“i’m literally ur pfp” is so badass i’m sorry
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@mxshxs
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11 months
“don’t reward yourself with food you’re not a dog” ok that’s cool but i’m giving a 15 min presentation in a museum in a foreign country for my final exam at the end of the month and it’s the most stressful thing ever so you bet your ass i’m buying myself a whole cake afterwards
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9 months
why is it that a few years of restriction can permanently slow my metabolism but an entire childhood of bingeing doesn’t give me permanent supersonic calorie burning abilities 🤨
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2 years
my biggest fear is that i’ve got my height wrong and i’m actually shorter than i think so my bmi number goes up
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3 years
gorgeous gorgeous girls buy cute lil trinket boxes for their b12 vitamins <3
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3 years
my two personalities
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