this is a weird ask and not how i usually am but i really need some prayers i am going through a really rough and dark patch i dont see it ending, feel like theres only one way out too
sometimes i think how i literally wouldve let him do anything like literally anything and i cant believe i let someone have that sort of control over me
one thing they dont tell u abt turning 23 is that suddenly its too late for everything. too late to pursue ur dreams, too late to take those risks, too late to be in love, too late to for quite literally everything. life ends at 22 and ure only left with regrets and longings
sometimes i think how i literally wouldve let him do anything like literally anything and i cant believe i let someone have that sort of control over me