i made a give a little to start saving for top surgery 🫠 im gonna be donating my own money to try keep it moving and the fundraiser will run until my birthday (june 30) 2025
pls share !! i appreciate it
sometimes i feel like im high when im not but like not in a fun way in a totally disconnected from my body way and im like why tf do i feel high right now but then i remember that good good derealisation/depersonalisation and ah it all makes sense but um help me i hate it
ive been seeing a lot of content about gen z girls being groomed on kik and it trips me up every time bc i cant believe it happened to sO many ppl like why did that app exist like??? we all traumatised
i wish i could verbalise the ways adhd affects my communication skills without it sounding like im making up excuses for being bad at replying to ppl but like i literally forget 😐😐 if im not actively thinking about it then it doesnt exist in my brain sO FUCK
filling in ara application and i DONT want to put meg for preferred name but o well i can change it when i get there i spose!!!! at least they have gender diverse option for me to tick
why is it so fucking hard for my family to understand that when trans people changes their name, their birth name is a DEAD NAME! U DONT FUCKING SAY IT ANYMORE BECAUSE THATS NOT THEIR NAME AND DONT GET ANGRY AT ME FOR “JUMPING DOWN UR THROAT” WHEN I CORRECT U BECAUSE U ARE WRONG
bro i got my conch done yesterday and HOLY FUCK worst piercing by far fucking OUCH o hmy god it hurt so fucking bad and still does and every time i touch it or bump it, it feels THE SAME PAIN FUKCCKCKCKC
i wore pronoun pins to uncle graemes birthday party tonight and i think i successfully found a way to not be referred to at all…. all night? this is incredible
does anybody else ever get that thing when u are itchy so u scratch but u scratch through clothes so it HURRTTSSSS for like a whole minute after or is that just me 😐😐
okay my secret plan for tomorrow is that we all know im making a rainbow cake for my party and gonna do trans flag icing bcoz im me 🤠😎 and so when i show mum and dad the cake i will unveil it to them both and be like ‘surprise!! im trans!!!’ and im confident in that plan 🥰🤚
this is fully an @ to mum and da this morning being like "idk why we even bothered naming my children lol" and "u know i put a lot of effort into choosing ur name!" because dad called me mutt this morning but like LOL tania fucking suck it
went to the doctor this arvo to ask about T, donald started calling me mutt immediately, changed my name and gender in the system, i got a referral sent through, and should be able to start T after a few appointments!!! yeah, i cried 😎