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hilal

@monomodal

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hilal

@monomodal

11 months

god I can’t get over this clip there’s just something about it that captivates me

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1 year

<3

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@monomodal

1 year

the qrts are insufferable what is it about seeing someone roll their eyes at a man getting an inordinate amount of attention in a lesbian film that makes you act up like this. you are not winning the idgaf war

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i hate all of you.

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1 year

Ok did anyone have whatever the fuck this is on their bingo

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11 months

@blonde_bandit69 It hasn’t had its 1200 theater expansion yet! But it really does deserve barbie numbers

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1 year

@vansfacee My vision turns red whenever I think about it she was INDISPUTABLY the best part of that movie

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@monomodal

1 year

Someone probably made or will make the gifset with this parallel but what really chilled me that I couldn’t put my finger on at first is how much this looks like adult shauna, puttering about in the kitchen

kristen (not crystal) yellowjackets shish-kabob 🍡

@lordesbbqribs

1 year

one of my fave horror shots now. imagine walking upon this randomly in the woods, lost and terrified, and then the bloody butcher turns around and it’s a teenage girl. i’d kms.

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@monomodal

1 year

yeah the press is about to have a field day

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@taissasvan

1 year

Praying they dont snub us of the mess that will be Taissa’s divorce

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@monomodal

1 year

I opened discord to this btw

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@monomodal

11 months

starting a collection of PJcore images

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1 year

😭😭😭

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@monomodal

1 year

every pic with one of the older/younger cast duos is full of this indescribable but deeply powerful energy like that's literally you and your clone...

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1 year

THEY'RE INSANE

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1 year

CRIES AND COLLAPSES ON THE FLOOR

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1 year

by far the funniest finale reaction I think

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@monomodal

1 year

love tai and van's relationship to death etc but truly what a choice to say, ON THE GIRL CANNIBALS SHOW, that the only people to do lesbianism are the ones who were lesbians before the crash. *someone's* afraid to get into the real thorny questions about sexuality!

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@monomodal

1 year

van’s eyes fluttering and rolling back in her head A fucking INSANE detail in this scene and add that to everything about the way jasmin plays fugue tai (slow, explorative, steady surge of passion like tree sap or lava flow) i NEED to know how much of this was scripted

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1 year

going crazy rn

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@monomodal

2 years

harrow the ninth chapters 40-42

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hilal

@monomodal

1 year

Did you know that sometimes when you rewatch episodes you will notice things?

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@monomodal

1 year

Literally lottie and her fake ass therapist btw

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@monomodal

1 year

Only in yellowjackets: all the fraught emotional tension of a gay outing scene but it’s actually about cannibalism but also actually, underneath the cannibalism, it’s about a gay outing

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@shaunashipmans

1 year

i hate this i don’t want them to fight 💔

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1 year

fugue tai x van is a top 3 ship for intellectuals who appreciate complex and toxic and fucked up yuri

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@monomodal

10 months

I’m starting to think I love jackie in a different way from other fans because because I think her death is not only a necessary and invaluable part of her character arc but also a very important factor in her allure

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@monomodal

1 year

“You could see her fucking bones, jackie” fast forward 12 eps and nat is staring at jackie’s bones after gnawing the meat off, life comes at ya fast

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@wlwgirls

1 year

hilarious to me now like oh boyyy u aint seen nothing yet😭😭

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@monomodal

11 months

yellowjackets is such a show

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2 years

Y’ALL…

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1 year

of fucking course shauna struggled with callie of COURSE callie felt like she wasn’t enough how could she ever be expected to live up to the perfect golden fantasy of the child who never lived? the child who died before it was born and thus became the untouchable, immortal ideal?

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@monomodal

1 year

Misty: Are you guys, like, together??? Nat:

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@monomodal

2 years

LITERALLY IANTHE AND HARROW

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@monomodal

11 months

not to wax poetic unprompted but god, this shot — shauna’s dynamic pose next to jackie’s utter stillness, her hand on her face like she’s cradling it, the slant of light across her eyes… it feels desperate, feels intimate, feels like a love story told at the bottom of a well

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11 months

okay now kiss

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hilal

@monomodal

2 years

woww hello there handsome... *twirling hair around finger* tell me ALL about your crimes. mhm.. mhm... take revenge, you say? i see... and your wife turned out to be WHO? *starting to undress* conflicted, uh huh, sure... and then-- ARSON? with fire? *undressing even faster*

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1 year

Shauna’s big brown eyes this shauna’s big brown eyes that… let’s talk about HER big brown eyes! AU NATUREL BABY (gif via taiturner on tumblr)

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@monomodal

1 year

thinking about. 1) the way nat wants so badly not to want this 2) her wild, desperate glance at shauna, the only person who can both doom & absolve her 3) the way you can see the moment her disgust is eclipsed by pure relief, by bliss 4) the way she never stops hating it

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@monomodal

1 year

2021 van is going to straight up pass out when she sees tai all femme'd up for the first time in decades does anyone ever think about this

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@monomodal

2 years

the charm of jodybeth is that there was quite literally nothing preventing judith from being with the girl she was crushing on for TWELVE! YEARS! she could have had her ANY of those years and be so much normaler for it but she said "mm what if... i succumbed to the agonies"

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@monomodal

1 year

we're going to go down in history as either the luckiest or most baitable fandom of all time, godspeed everyone

Yellowjackets news🐝

@buzzbuzzdaily

1 year

breaking news

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@monomodal

1 year

said this before and I’ll say it again but the main difference between conscious tai and fugue tai is that fugue tai is so, so, so, so, so delighted to be alive

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@monomodal

2 years

holy shit i found qi yan's gender

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@monomodal

11 months

jackieshauna vibes

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@monomodal

1 year

we can joke and jest but at the end of the day if tai and van are the only girls having sex with each other in the wilderness it's straight up bad writing

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@monomodal

1 year

i keep thinking about thisss and all the layers to it - reverting to an unselfconscious childlike version of herself (van's home is a portal to so many pasts) - the reflexive urge to put on the "i'm doing fine! see? don't worry about me!" act around van, even now ESPECIALLY now

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@vansfacee

1 year

taissa basically making herself at home in vans apartment this whole ep was sending me

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@monomodal

1 year

couldn't capture audio on account of my computer being wonky but holy shit these mannerisms are a PERFECT mirror of liv's van

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@monomodal

1 year

"That doesn't sound like you." The emotional/narrative implications here jump out first, but also: Van quite literally *sounds different,* her cadence and her pitch in particular. Here's the clip of her in 2x07 next to the storytelling scene from the trailer. Do you hear it?

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9 months

@vansfacee She’s a feminist 💯

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@monomodal

2 years

[speaking about coronabeth tridentarius] she's an 11 but she WILL bring her twin with her on dates

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@monomodal

1 year

this is what’s fascinating to me: with van there’s an explanation for her martyr streak, but tai doesn’t have a clear inciting trauma — and yet she devotes herself to van and the team like she’s trying to make up for something, like she’s trying to make up for being herself

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@talentedmsgrace

1 year

van who has very real problems in her home life but is constantly laidback and joking around vs. taissa who overthinks & takes on too much responsibility & makes things her problem. she didn’t HAVE to do anything about allie but she felt it was something SHE had to fix!

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@monomodal

11 months

still thinking about tai working herself into a jealous fury at just the THOUGHT of van with a vibrator she’s so fucking funny

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@monomodal

1 year

God she is just SO married to the idea that she can never crack or show weakness and unlike tai who’s always just about to come undone the repression runs down to her core… anyway, my political views are bring vicky back and kill her again

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1 year

Out of the ash she rises with her red hair

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@monomodal

1 year

tawnyjas hours

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@monomodal

10 months

her freaky ass eyes… I’m mesmerized

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1 year

"this is great. just the three of us. you, me, and the mad prophet that keeps giving you deer bones and getting between us,"

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@monomodal

1 year

Need to know what happened in the car for tai to have so much pep in her step when she got out she was practically SKIPPING… and then to hug misty fucking quigley??? What’s in the air

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1 year

Been getting a lot more tiktoks about ao3 recently (not all related to the site being down, just in general) and I was wondering why ao3 fan culture (as in, being a fan of ao3) feels kind of alienating and then I realized… it’s so simple… these people don’t read femslash

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1 year

No one holds a candle to them

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@monomodal

2 years

I love this fandom

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@monomodal

1 year

I could recognize her by touch alone, by smell; I would know her blind, by the way her breaths came and her feet struck the earth. I would know her in death, at the end of the world.

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@monomodal

10 months

this is how all taishauna sex goes, to me: tai: I consent shauna: I consent ghost jackie: I DON’T! (isn’t there someone you forgot to ask?)

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@monomodal

1 year

van having the most miserable sex in the world with randos from tinder and wherever else just so she can miserably fail to not think about tai the whole time (they politely flee her apartment the next day like clockwork) yeah that’s MY fail lesbian

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@monomodal

1 year

my take on this would be: [non-diegetic explanation] this is the writers winking and saying “shhh you don’t get to know that yet” [diegetic explanation] it’s clear that fugue tai both is and isn’t taissa; she exists to be a contradiction, so she CAN’T answer straightforwardly

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@vanscargoshorts

1 year

i feel like this moment was not discussed enough

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1 year

FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!

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@monomodal

1 year

truck driver seeing tai pick up the naked lady pen: oh FUCK she probably thinks i'm an objectifying weirdo tai: everything reminds me of her... 💔

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@monomodal

1 year

the more I think about it the more resolute I am in my conviction that s3 needs to be centered on tai’s family. it’s a win for everyone (I need to see van awkwardly hovering in the margins while slowly getting to know simone and sammy and tamping down on her tai feelings)

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@monomodal

11 months

first of all she’s obviously extremely fucking hot second of all i find it so fascinating when straight men have a complex about being attracted to tomboyish/twinky women third of all are there any anthropology papers on this phenomenon. has anyone studied this

☀️AliquisNovus☀️

@AliquisNovus05

11 months

Wild how these soccer women look like straight up dudes sometimes

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1 year

i always giggle when i see people try to market yellowjackets to lesbians on the basis of taivan because everyone leaves out the mile-long list of CWs that begins with a girl being impaled in a spike pit. wanna see sapphic cuteness? you gotta be rocking with human sacrifice first

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@monomodal

1 year

honest to god the opening scene. being dropped into the hunting and trapping of that poor girl — the shot where our unidentified yellowjacket stares down at the pit, wind whistling behind her — it’s the kind of thing you write poetry about, not something you see on tv. and yet!

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@akcabz_

1 year

ntm on that other one now… what made you like/love the show?

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1 year

WHOOOO IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS

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@monomodal

10 months

couples who eat their dead teammate’s corpse together stay together 🧡

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1 year

re: mari this episode: central to her character is the inability to ignore the elephant in any given room, and that's a *good* thing to have in a story. everyone was thinking, even if they refused to say it, about nat's hunting failures. nat especially was thinking it!

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@monomodal

1 year

are they... you know... a friend of van palmer*? *butch lesbian

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@monomodal

1 year

This is BEYOND UNHINGED lmfao

Dashiell Driscoll

@dashiell

1 year

whoever thought of using pre-flight bins to promote Yellowjackets deserves a raise and a wellness check

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@monomodal

1 year

apropos of nothing, I am just so deeply grateful for the gift that is adult taivan. look at them… look at them!!

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@monomodal

1 year

you know what i think is really fun? how tai and nat both got each other's worst nightmare scenario when it comes to cannibalism. the horror for nat is that she was conscious and willing and didn't resist. the horror for tai is that she was unconscious and COULDN'T resist. :-)

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@monomodal

11 months

always

nina⁷

@parasolsi

11 months

i like my ships a little toxic. a little possessive w eachother. a little too codependant. throw in some doomed by the narrative. sprinkle in a little bit of "if i had to choose between the world and you, it's you"

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@monomodal

1 year

the “it’s proof of just how starving it is, it tastes INCREDIBLE” paralleled w/ nat struggling not to savor it when they’re eating jackie’s flesh… meat is meat and hunger is hunger and a kind lost girl’s feelings mean nothing when the story is prewritten

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1 year

nat with the fish

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@monomodal

1 year

Why is this one hitting me so hard… the wilderness has hardened her in such a subtle but unmistakable way

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mari

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@monomodal

1 year

isn’t it amazing how taissa manages to be the most compelling character even while being actively disrespected by the writers anyway s3 season of tai :-) and if it’s shot or edited in a way that elicits a single complaint from tawny or jasmin, then: 🔪🔪🔪

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@monomodal

3 years

@wuji_mp3 Some people are allergic to acknowledging the “community” part of “queer community”

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@monomodal

1 year

just realized that there is literally nothing in canon to prove van ISN’T a pillow princess ohhh she’s never beating the “just lets tai do whatever she wants to her” allegations is she

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@monomodal

1 year

forever and always

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@monomodal

1 year

would love to be proven wrong about the creators' cowardice regarding this dimension of the show in s3. would truly love this. and speaking of taivan there has been a notable lack of What Does It Truly Mean To Be Lesbians in the wilderness; i would like more conversations on this

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@monomodal

11 months

OFFICIAL YELLOWJACKETS TIKTOK INCLUDING TAI AND FUGUE TAI IN THEIR SHIPS SLIDESHOW HOLY FUCKING SHIT

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@monomodal

1 year

van watching us (2019) like “everything reminds me of her 💔”

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@monomodal

11 months

shauna is like top 5 in my list of characters whose lives would be changed if they discovered safe bdsm practices

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@monomodal

1 year

@taissasvan I don’t know what they have planned for simone in s3 but it better be something *huge* with tons of screentime because what they pulled in s2 was just insane

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@monomodal

1 year

fuguetaivan, summarized

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1 year

I’ve been wheezing with laughter for the past thirty seconds

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1 year

YOU KNOW WE’RE FRIENDS ‘TIL WE DIE

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@monomodal

1 year

i can't stop thinking about it. the pig roasted golden like jackie, adorned with fruits like the bacchanal. it's 25 years later and tai is still putting food in her mouth that she would never choose to eat. she vomits it, she spits it out, she spirals, she loses herself...

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@monomodal

1 year

d'you ever think about the various reasons yj characters get marked for death jackie - emblem of society and normative girlhood laura lee - conflicting spiritual presence, wellspring of hope ben - adult authority, bastion of morality javi - too young for bloodsex rituals

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@monomodal

11 months

@vanderrwaals I thought she was interesting 😔 might just be the lesbianism speaking though

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@monomodal

1 year

“Yeah, you also tried to kiss me,” said van, doing almost a full 180 to avoid eye contact because that’s exactly how much she DOES NOT CARE and IS NOT AFFECTED, fuck you very much for implying otherwise,

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@monomodal

2 years

sorry to everyone who is very set on corona being a top but every time i think of her in a sex context i mutter "pillow princess of ida" under my breath and send myself into hysterics

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@monomodal

1 year

the tension between a wilderness-femmed travis and the girls who exist in uneasy symbiosis with him, regarding him equally as an outsider and equally as a sister, caught in the midst of a dangerously fluid hierarchy… this too is yuri

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@monomodal

1 year

and STOP writing shows about the complex inner lives of evil rich white people we’ve had enough

hilal

@monomodal

1 year

Political views: stop giving awards to white people. just stop. let poc have their moment for once in this wretched media landscape

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11 months

rachel and ayo’s comedy series is quite literally the pinnacle of humor to me

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@monomodal

10 months

taivan fic writers when they have to become experts on 90s indie cinema just to write a scene with some light banter…… ilu van but you make my life so difficult

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@monomodal

1 year

😭😭😭😭😭

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11 months

society if yellowjackets writers weren’t afraid of necrophilia apologism allegations </3 I’m going to die on this hill forever sorry

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@monomodal

2 years

judith is literally... that internet anecdote about the guy who took hot pans out of the ovens with his bare hands EVERY TIME and through the pain he'd be like "man it sucks that this is the only way to do it"

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@monomodal

1 year

It feels like it couldn’t have happened any other way, honestly… the intrusion of fate (snowfall), the ritual of it all, the horrible tense moment where everyone is looking at each other and thinking “are we going to do this?”, the masking of the horror in a haze of ecstasy…

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