🦊🧸 Drabble || “in my room”
•2k
•hurt/comfort
•honestly the fluffiest thing i’ve ever written
•inspired by the events of 12042024 bmjn
r e a d b e l o w ⬇️
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thinking many thoughts about cocky racer yj who ends a victorious night getting fvcked stupid and docile by retired racer/mechanic bg, bent over his own bike, forced to see his own reflection crumble in the visor of his helmet he’s still clinging to with shaking fingers
everytime bg pouts and demands yjns attention for his tangents, 10 years gets added to my lifespan
everytime yjn folds and immediately gives him his attention, i get an extra 5 years
cw //🔞
thinking about yj pulling his hair back before going down on bg. bg holding him in place by his hair when it gets too good, overwhelmed and ignoring the way yj is struggling to breath w/the way bg start to use his mouth
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thinking about how later he’d keep him there, in his lap, mouth occupied.
putting it to better use.
“is this what you wanted? m0a to see how good you are with your mouth?”
looking right at where the camera is off but still set up.
just one button press…
this reminds me of when someone said cyj is officially a Hot Guy™️ back during the vmas bc sabrina laughed at his jokes this hard too and NO MAN is actually that funny unless he’s Hot ™️ so…
“ily” they say but would they put a representative emoji of u on their shoulder in ur absence (the same shoulder u rest ur pretty head on when ur tired) (the same shoulder that might as well be a second home to u)
bmjn shadowhunters au
#wip
thinking about the intimacy of burning runes onto e/o before a battle. an inseparable duo thats too good at what they do. they’d become parabatai, bc thats the closest they can be to e/o, and how one day its not enough anymore
the way bg is always there when yj cries, the way he lingers & goes the extra mile to make sure hes ok, how he cracks jokes but is also so gentle in not making too much light of yjs earnest feelings…oh i love my bmjn i love how gentle they tender to each other
thinking of rockstars bmjn running to hold each other after a successful show 🖤🤍 high off the adrenaline from the stage and when they meet in the middle it’s in that crashing kind of hug that topples them over but they’re laughing and so in love and happy they made it this far
“unpopular opinion” but he’s a grown adult and he knows full well what “hes getting himself into” by showing a hint of empathy and humanity. if that getting him into “trouble” is what you’re worried about, its YOUR lack of humanity that the company panders to.
i will not let you ridicule tia's words and i will not condone you worrying about tyun getting hate more than a literal genocide happening where innocent people are killed for simply existing. you disgust me. please unfollow/block.
problematic media =/= problematic views
media is not always clean and good. media is quite fucked up sometimes bc storytelling is not always sweet and wholesome. its quite naive to assume someone’s media consumption means they share the same views tho.
do u think bg held yjn just a little longer…just to make sure he really was ok after crying…just calmly stroking his hair and waiting and holding yjn as he calmed himself down