“你特别好。我喜欢你。”
“You’re amazing,” Wei Wuxian said. “I like you.”
“…”
“或者换个说法。心悦你,爱你,想要你,没法离开你,随便怎么你。”
“Or to phrase it another way—I adore you, love you, want you, can’t bear to part from you—I’ll have you in whatever way you’ll have me.”
魏无羡道:“所以我真的很好奇啊。你究竟是怎么认出我的?”
“That’s why I’m so curious. How exactly did you recognize me?” Wei Wuxian said.
蓝忘机淡声道:“我也很好奇,你记性为什么那么差。”
“I’m also quite curious,” Lan Wangji said neutrally, “as to why your memory is so bad.”
半晌,藍忘機在魏無羨額心上輕輕吻了一下。
After a while, Lan Wangji placed a soft kiss at the center of Wei Wuxian’s forehead.
他小聲道:「魏嬰,明天見。」
“Wei Ying,” he said softly. “See you tomorrow.”
“你放开避尘!”
“Let go of Bichen!”
魏无羡道:“为什么?”
“Why?” Wei Wuxian said.
蓝忘机道:“那是我的剑!你不能用它……用它……”
“That’s my sword!” Lan Wangji said. “You can’t use it to… to…”
蓝忘机一字一句道:“你别碰他。”
“Do not touch him,” Lan Wangji said, enunciating each word slowly.
金光瑶道:“那含光君知道该怎么做。”
“Then you know what to do, Hanguang-jun,” Jin Guangyao said.
须臾, 蓝忘机道:“好。”
In a flash, Lan Wangji replied, “Understood.”
蓝忘机道:“鸡。”
“A chicken,” Lan Wangji said.
魏无羡道:“我知道是鸡。你给我鸡干什么?”
“I know it’s a chicken,” Wei Wuxian said. “What are you giving it to me for?”
蓝忘机紧绷着脸,道:“送你。”
Lan Wangji’s expression stiffened. “It’s a gift,” he said.
刚才这两拜就算是拜过天地和父母了,你们二位先帮我把旁边这个人定下。
Consider these two bows as the bow to the heavens and the earth, and the bow to the father and the mother, and help me secure the person by my side for the time being.
“蓝湛……我问你个问题,你每次都射进来,是想我给你生小蓝公子么?”
“Lan Zhan… let me ask you something. Do you come inside me every time because you want me to give birth to a little Lan?”
“重活一世反倒变得这么娇弱,捅一剑就撑不住了。”
“I got resurrected, but ended up becoming so delicate. Can’t even withstand a single stab.”
蓝忘机淡声道:“谁的身体被捅一剑,都撑不住。”
“No one’s body could withstand that,” Lan Wangji said mildly.
蓝忘机扑上去,终于抓住他,在怀里紧紧抱牢了,辩解道:“我们三拜拜过,已经是……夫妻了,不是偷欢。”
Lan Wangji pounced, finally capturing him in his arms, caging him in. “We’ve done our three bows,” he said defensively. “We’re already… husband and wife. It’s not a secret affair.”
现在陪在他身边的,只有蓝忘机一个人了。
Now, the only person by his side was Lan Wangji.
何其有幸,他想要的那个陪着自己的那个人,也只有蓝忘机。
But what a blessing it was, that the only person he wanted by his side was also, in fact, Lan Wangji.
魏无羡最近有个奇怪的习惯,喜欢压在蓝忘机身上睡,无论是躺着叠在蓝忘机身上,还是面对面地趴在蓝忘机胸口,
Wei Wuxian had recently developed a strange habit—he liked sleeping on top of Lan Wangji, whether curled atop his body, or lying flat on his stomach, face-to-face on his chest.
魏无羡颤声道:“你姓温?你不是姓蓝吗?蓝思追,蓝愿……”
“Your surname is Wen?” Wei Wuxian said, voice shaking. “Isn’t your surname Lan? Lan Sizhui, Lan Yuan…”
他喃喃道:“蓝愿……温苑?”
“Lan Yuan…” he muttered. “Wen Yuan?”
“蓝湛,之前我说,要和你天天上|床那句话,你可不可以当做没听到?”
“Lan Zhan, you know how I said earlier that I would sleep with you every day? Can you act like you didn’t hear that?”
蓝忘机道:“不可以。”
“I cannot,” Lan Wangji said.
心中默念道:“江叔叔,虞夫人,又是我。我又来打扰你们清净了。
In his heart, he thought, Uncle Jiang, Lady Yu, it’s me again. I’m here to disrupt your peace once more.
“但我真的很想把这个人带给你们看一看。
But I really, really wanted to bring this person here to show you both.
蓝忘机道:“这片莲塘,可有主人。”
“Does this lotus patch have an owner?” Lan Wangji said.
魏无羡一脸问心无愧:“当然没有。”
With a look of complete innocence, Wei Wuxian said, “Of course not.”
当然有。
Of course it did.
[…]
魏无羡一怔,道:“你这人,大庭广众的,怎么这样?”
Wei Wuxian startled, caught off-guard. “You—how can you do something like this out in broad daylight?”
蓝忘机不解:“怎样。”
“Do what?” Lan Wangji said, uncomprehending.
魏无羡:“你撩我。”
“You’re flirting with me.”
魏无羡道:“不必保我,弃了吧。”
“There’s no need to protect me,” Wei Wuxian said. “Just abandon me.”
江澄的脸扭曲起来。
Jiang Cheng’s face twisted.
魏无羡道:“弃了吧。告知天下,我叛逃了。
“Abandon me. Let the world know that I’ve defected,” Wei Wuxian said.
蓝忘机拿起桌上的茶杯,喝了一口,淡声道:“坐好。”
Lan Wangji picked up the teacup on the table, and took a sip. “Sit properly,” he said in a mild tone.
魏无羡道:“杯里没茶。”
“There’s no tea in your cup,” Wei Wuxian commented.
温宁轻声道:“江澄江宗主带人围剿乱葬岗。杀了您。”
“Clan Leader Jiang Cheng brought men to annihilate Mass Grave Ridge,” Wen Ning said quietly. “He killed you.”
魏无羡道:“这我得澄清,不是他杀的我。
“That I’ll have to clarify. He wasn’t the one who killed me,” Wei Wuxian said.
“[…] 你真要给我做饭,哪怕是把锅底烧穿了只剩个坑,我也敢把锅子吃了给你看。”
“If you really cooked for me, even if you were to burn a hole through the bottom of the pot, I’d just eat the pot itself.”
“……”
蓝忘机道:“不至于。”
“Surely not,” Lan Wangji said.
魏无羡又道:“别害怕。”
Wei Wuxian continued, “Don’t be afraid.”
蓝思追道:“不害怕。”
“I’m not afraid,” Lan Sizhui said.
“真的?”
“Really?”
“真的。”蓝思追竟然笑了笑:“前辈你和含光君真像。”
“Really.” Lan Sizhui smiled, and said, “Qianbei, you and Hanguang-jun are so similar.”
魏无羡自言自语道:“奇也怪哉。这么闷的一个人,怎么能总是让我这么开心呢?”
“How wonderfully strange,” Wei Wuxian said to himself. “How can such a stuffy person always bring me so much joy?”
魏无羡怒道:“含光君不过是我的朋友而已,你以为我们是什么关系!我警告你马上给我道歉别逼我揍你!”
“Hanguang-jun is only my friend,” Wei Wuxian said angrily. “What kind of relationship do you think we have?! I’m warning you—you better apologize immediately! Don’t make me hit you!”
“你这是什么意思?你躲什么?好你个蓝湛,跟我做了十年夫妻,翻脸就不认人!”
“What’s that supposed to mean? What are you backing away for? I see how it is, Lan Zhan—we’ve been married for ten years, yet you’re acting like you don’t even know me, you traitor!”
“可怜含光君一个风华正茂冰清玉洁的大好青年,莫名其妙就做了人家的爹……”
“Poor Hanguang-jun. Such a promising young man in his prime, faultless as jade, pure as ice, suddenly becoming someone’s dad out of nowhere—”
“啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊!”
“Aaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
如当年一般,魏无羡笑着叫他了,他也看过去了。
Just like in the past, Wei Wuxian laughed as he called out to him, and Lan Wangji looked over.
从此,就再也移不开眼睛了。
And from then on, he could never tear his eyes away again.
倒是个玉雪可爱的孩子,可惜江澄这个人毫无爱心,他对魏无羡道:“哪来的小孩?拿开。”
The kid was cute and angelic—too bad Jiang Cheng had utterly no sense of compassion. “Where’d this kid come from?” he said to Wei Wuxian. “Get it off.”
不管他听不听得到,魏无羡自顾自开心地嚷道:“蓝湛!我想死你啦!哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!”
“Lan Zhan!” he shouted happily for his own sake, not caring whether Lan Wangji could actually hear him. “I miss you so much! Hahahahahahaha!”
他挑眉道:“叫哥哥。”
Raising an eyebrow, he said, “Call me gege.”
蓝忘机:“……”
Lan Wangji: “…”
魏无羡道:“叫我哥哥。叫哥哥就给你亲。”
“Call me gege,” Wei Wuxian said. “If you call me gege, I’ll give you a kiss.”
“……”蓝忘机嘴唇微微一动。
Lan Wangji’s lips twitched.
蓝忘机一下子捂住了他的嘴。
Lan Wangji put a hand over his mouth.
魏无羡道:“唔唔呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜,呜呜呜呜呜唔唔呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜?!”
“Mm-mmh-ng mm mn mn-mm-mnh mm mn mh mn mm mm mm mm-mn, mn mn mm mn mm-mn mn-nnh mn-nh mm mm-mh mn mm mm mmh?!” Wei Wuxian protested.
魏无羡笑眯眯指了指自己:“这个如何?”
“How about this one?” Wei Wuxian said with a sly smile, pointing at himself.
蓝忘机:“我的。”
“Mine,” Lan Wangji said.
“……”
蓝忘机盯着他,一字一顿,清晰无比地道:“我的。”
Lan Wangji stared at him, and with the utmost clarity, said, “Mine.”
蓝忘机道:“何事。”
“What is it,” Lan Wangji said.
魏无羡道:“借你抹额用用?”
“Can I borrow your forehead ribbon?” Wei Wuxian asked.
闻言,蓝忘机立即收回了目光,不再看他。
Lan Wangji immediately averted his gaze, and stopped looking at him.
“我又不是蓝家人,也不打算入赘蓝家,抄他家家训干什么。不抄。”
“It’s not like I’m a Lan, nor do I plan on marrying into the Lan clan, so why should I have to copy his family’s precepts? Not gonna do it.”
[…] 拍拍树干,道:“我爬过这棵树。”
Patting the trunk, he said, “I’ve climbed this tree.”
蓝忘机道:“方才来的路上,每一棵树你都爬过。”
“You’ve climbed every tree along the way here,” Lan Wangji said.
魏无羡道:“这棵不一样嘛!”
“C’mon now, this one’s different!” Wei Wuxian said.
“当年温氏屠杀我们的人时,可比这残忍千百倍!他们都没跟我们讲道义,我们又为什么要和他们讲道义?”
“The slaughter of our people by the Wen clan was thousands of times crueler than this! They didn’t consider morality or justice in regard to us; why should we do so for them?”
他挑眉道:“叫哥哥。”
Raising an eyebrow, he said, “Call me gege.”
蓝忘机:“……”
Lan Wangji: “…”
魏无羡道:“叫我哥哥。叫哥哥就给你亲。”
“Call me gege,” Wei Wuxian said. “If you call me gege, I’ll let you kiss me.”
“……”蓝忘机嘴唇微微一动。
“…” Lan Wangji’s lips twitched.
他腿上全都是一片黑淤淤的恶诅痕。
His leg was completely covered by the black contusion of the curse mark.
蓝忘机看了半晌,才涩声道:“……我只离开了几个时辰。”
Lan Wangji looked at it for a while. “…I only left for a few hours,” he finally said bitterly.
蓝曦臣道:“你相信他?”
“And you believe him?” Lan Xichen asked.
蓝忘机道:“信。”
“I do,” Lan Wangji said.
他答得毫不犹豫,魏无羡胸口一热。
He answered without any hesitation, and Wei Wuxian felt his chest grow warm.
魏无羡道:“真的给我?这么多钱。”
“You’re really giving this to me?” Wei Wuxian asked. “It’s so much money.”
蓝忘机道:“嗯。”
“Mn,” Lan Wangji said.
穷人魏无羡感恩戴德道:“谢谢,发啦!”
With deep gratitude, poor man Wei Wuxian said, “Thanks, I’ve struck gold!”
[…]
悚然道:“蓝湛!!!”
Terrified, he said, “Lan Zhan!!!”
蓝忘机抱着他,走得十分平稳,答得也十分平稳:“你说不要背的。”
Lan Wangji held him, his gait perfectly steady, as was his response. “You said you didn’t want to be carried on someone’s back.”
“伸舌头看看,啊。”
“Stick out your tongue so I can take a look. Ahhh.”
蓝景仪:“啊。”
“Ahhh,” Lan Jingyi said.
魏无羡:“嗯。恭喜,中尸毒了。”
“Mn,” Wei Wuxian said. “Congratulations. You’ve undergone corpse-poisoning.”
在整座山上漫山遍野地找了好些天,除了从被大火烧了一半的树洞里捞出一个高烧昏迷的温苑,什么也找不到。
He searched all over the mountain for days, but apart from the feverish, delirious Wen Yuan, who he’d fished out of a half-scorched tree hollow, he could not find anything.
魏无羡道:“那可不一定,要是换了我上辈子的身体,吊着半截肠子都能自己塞回去再战三百场。”
“Now, that’s not necessarily true,” Wei Wuxian said. “If I had the body from my last life, even with half my intestines hanging out, I could’ve shoved them back in and fought 300 more battles.”
说完,魏无羡便声嘶力竭地吼道:“蓝湛!蓝忘机!含光君!我,我刚才,是真心想跟你上床的!”
Then, raising his voice until it nearly gave out, Wei Wuxian shouted, “Lan Zhan! Lan Wangji! Hanguang-jun! Earlier, I… I really did want to sleep with you!”
魏无羡道:“夫妻之间也不能总是像你这样对我用强呀,总是要我求你,求你你都不停。
“Married couples can’t always be so rough the way you are with me, though,” Wei Wuxian said. “You’re always making me beg and plead, and you don’t even stop when I do.
“嗯”完之后,他又道:“我在。”
Then, he said, “I’m here.”
听到这两个字,魏无羡心中泛上来一种从未有过的感觉。像是酸楚,心口有点发疼,又有点温热。
Hearing those two words, an emotion filled Wei Wuxian’s chest, one he had never experienced before. It felt like grief, aching and warm.
江厌离道:“我……是来跟你说……”
“I came… to tell you that…” Jiang Yanli said.
说什么?
To tell him what?
没关系?
It’s okay?
我不恨你?
I don’t hate you?
什么事都没有?
Nothing’s wrong?
不怪你杀了金子轩?
I don’t blame you for killing Jin Zixuan?
不可能。
Impossible.
“我刚刚醒来,你又让我休息,你就这么不想看到清醒状态的我吗?”
“I only just woke up and you’re telling me to rest again. You don’t want to see me awake this badly?”
收回树枝,蓝忘机端然道:“你想多了。”
Withdrawing the branch, Lan Wangji unexpectedly replied, “You’re overthinking.”
江澄道:“你在一座尸山上种地?种出来的东西能吃吗?”
“You’re farming on a mountain of corpses? Will the things you grow even be edible?”
魏无羡道:“相信我,人真的饿急了的时候,什么东西都吃得下去。”
“Trust me,” Wei Wuxian said. “When people are starving, they can stomach anything.”
两人相对僵持了片刻,忽然,蓝忘机一手环上他的背,微微俯身,另一手去抄他的膝弯。
For a moment, the two were caught in a deadlock, staring at each other—when suddenly, Lan Wangji looped one arm around his back, leaned down slightly, and swept the other arm under his knees.
“那好。我问你,你——有没有偷喝过你屋子里藏的天子笑?”
“Alright. Have you… ever snuck a sip of the Emperor’s Smile hidden in your room?”
蓝忘机:“否。”
“No,” Lan Wangji said.
魏无羡:“喜不喜欢兔子?”
“Do you like rabbits?”
蓝忘机:“喜。”
“Yes.”
蓝忘机道:“昨晚,我……”
Lan Wangji said, “Last night, I…”
魏无羡冲他眨了一下左眼,单手托腮,笑得诡异:“昨晚你好奔放呀,含光君。”
Wei Wuxian winked at him, resting his chin on his hand, a strange smile on his face. “You were so bold last night, Hanguang-jun.”
“……”
“你是不是想我给你洗?”
“Do you want me to help you wash up?”
蓝忘机垂着眼帘,不承认也不否认。
Lan Wangji lowered his eyes, not admitting or denying anything.
看他这幅样子,魏无羡心头莫名一软,[…]。
Seeing that expression on him, Wei Wuxian’s heart grew indescribably soft.
[…] 嘀嘀咕咕道:“……你……你别生气……”
“Don’t… don’t be angry…” he muttered.
蓝忘机微微一怔, 柔声道:“我没生气。”
Lan Wangji startled slightly, then softly said, “I’m not angry.”
魏无羡道:“……哦。”
“…Oh,” Wei Wuxian said.
魏无羡摸了一把他的脸,怜惜地道:“刚才你叔父有没有骂你?快说,让哥哥心疼心疼你。”
Wei Wuxian stroked his cheek, and cooed sympathetically, “Did your uncle yell at you? Tell me, let gege dote on you.”
忽听蓝忘机缓缓道:“……这孩子?”
Then, he heard Lan Wangji slowly say, “This child is…?”
魏无羡心一宽嘴就拴不牢,信口道:“我生的。”
As soon as Wei Wuxian lowered his guard, he couldn’t help but start running his mouth again. “I gave birth to him,” he said casually.
禁闭还未结束,他拖着一身还未养好的伤,强行闯出云深不知处,冲去了夷陵,
Before his confinement ended, dragging a body covered in wounds that hadn’t yet healed, he broke out of the Hidden Cloud Depths by force, rushing to Yiling.
可是。
But.
魏无羡微微侧首,看到了站在他身旁,毫无犹豫之色、更无退缩之意的蓝忘机。
Wei Wuxian turned his head slightly and saw, standing by his side, the unwavering and undaunted Lan Wangji.
可是,这次,他不再是一个人了。
But, this time, he wasn’t alone anymore.
蓝忘机道:“昨晚,我……”
Lan Wangji said, “Last night, I…”
魏无羡冲他眨了一下左眼,单手托腮,笑得诡异:“昨晚你好奔放呀,含光君。”
Wei Wuxian winked at him, resting his chin on his hand, a cryptic smile on his face. “You were so bold last night, Hanguang-jun.”
“要的。也要羡哥哥。”他掰着手指,一个一个数道:“还要有钱哥哥,还要阿情姐姐,宁哥哥,四叔,六叔……”
“I do. I also want Xian-gege.” Wen Yuan counted off on his fingers, one by one. “I also want Rich-gege, and A-Qing-jiejie, Ning-gege, Fourth Uncle, Sixth Uncle…”
他并不怕摔,这些年来,也摔过很多次。但摔到地上,毕竟还是��疼。
It wasn’t that he was afraid of falling—he had, after all, fallen many times over the years. But ultimately, hitting the ground was still painful.
魏无羡自言自语道:“奇也怪哉。这么闷的一个人,怎么能总是让我这么开心呢?”
Talking to himself, Wei Wuxian said, “How very strange. How can such a stuffy person always bring me so much joy?”
“我娘说过的,你要记着别人对你的好,不要去记你对别人的好。人心里不要装那么多东西,这样才会快活自在。”
“My mom said to remember when others do good things for you, not when you do good things for others. Don’t carry so much in your heart—only then will you be joyful and at ease.”
闻言,蓝忘机神色一僵。江澄则嗤笑道:“那我还真是没见过这样的‘朋友’。”
Hearing this, Lan Wangji’s expression stiffened. “Then I really haven’t encountered this type of ‘friendship’ before,” Jiang Cheng sneered.
“我不行了,蓝湛,你抱着兔子不撒手,生怕你哥哥叔父不让你养的样子,可爱死我了。哈哈哈哈哈……”
“I can’t take it, Lan Zhan. The way you held the rabbits, unwilling to let go, afraid your brother and uncle wouldn’t let you keep them—it was so adorable I could die. Hahahahaha…”
“我是受反噬而死的。”
“I died after being turned on and devoured.”
温宁终于抬眼直视他,道:“可是,江宗主他明明……”
Wen Ning finally looked straight at him. “But Clan Leader Jiang clearly—”
半晌, 他才低声道:“兄长,我,想带一人回云深不知处。”
After a while, he finally quietly said, “Brother, I… want to bring someone back to the Hidden Cloud Depths.”
蓝曦臣讶然道:“带人回云深不知处?”
“Bring someone back?” Lan Xichen asked, surprised.
沉默片刻,蓝忘机道:“《忘羡》。”
After a short silence, Lan Wangji said, “‘Wangxian.’”
魏无羡道:“啊?”
“Huh?” Wei Wuxian said.
蓝忘机道:“曲名《忘羡》。”
“The song’s name is ‘Wangxian,’” Lan Wangji said.
魏无羡睁大了眼睛。
Wei Wuxian’s eyes went huge.
魏无羡一弯腰,把这孩子抱了起来,让他坐在自己手臂上,道:“什么拿开。你会不会用词。”
Wei Wuxian bent over and picked up the child, letting him sit atop his shoulders. “What do you mean, ‘Get it off?’ Don’t you know how to say things nicely?”
魏无羡乃云梦江氏家仆魏长泽与云游道人藏色散人之子。
Wei Wuxian was the son of Wei Changze, a servant of the Yunmeng Jiang clan, and The Wanderer of Hidden Form, a wandering Daoist.
魏无羡道:“很俊的!”
“He’s really handsome!” Wei Wuxian said.
江厌离道:“比你呢?”
“More than you?” Jiang Yanli asked.
魏无羡想了想,道:“可能稍微比我俊一点点吧。”
Wei Wuxian thought about it, then said, “He might be just a tiny bit more handsome than me.”
[…] 又追问道:“有钱哥哥到底还会不会来呀?”
He questioned him again, asking, “So, will Rich-gege be coming back?”
魏无羡一直笑着。
Wei Wuxian kept smiling.
过了一阵,他才道:“应该不会再来了。”
Only after a while did he reply, “Probably not.”
魏无羡自言自语道:“嗯。就差个小的。”
“Mn. All that’s missing is a little one,” Wei Wuxian said to himself.
蓝忘机道:“什么?”
“What?” Lan Wangji said.
魏无羡窃喜道:“没什么。蓝湛,你真是个好人。”
“Nothing,” he said, secretly delighted. “Lan Zhan, you’re such a good person.”
[…] 这时,忽然从他的上方,传来轻轻的一声笑。
Just then, he suddenly heard a soft laugh come from above him.
很轻很轻的一声,几乎让人怀疑是听错了。
It was such a quiet, quiet sound that someone would nearly believe that they were hearing things.
蓝曦臣叹了一声。他举起手, 重重两下, 锁住了自己的灵脉。
Lan Xichen let out a sigh. Lan Wangji raised his hand, and with two heavy motions, locked his spiritual channels.
金光瑶微微一笑, 轻声道:“这可真是……”
Jin Guangyao smiled ever so slightly, murmuring, “This really is…”