haiii im gar and ive been into aftg since september last year !!! ive been lurking on aftgtwt and have finally decided to participate :3
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i think andrew traces neil’s scars to remind him that it’s neil. when they lay in bed andrew likes to keep a hand on the road rash scar so he knows it’s his neil. andrew knows he chose the person in bed with him.
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i don’t think andrew choices neil over aaron. he chooses both of them. he ends the deal because he wants to have an actual relationship with his brother.
date idea: we kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss
andreil do cuddle btw. i just think andrew can’t handle sleeping with neil on top of him. but they can spoon and hug while sleeping, just no stacking unless they’re awake.
thinking abt andrew minyard watching neil pick up his cigarette off the ground and smoke it. like how did he not just jump down then and there break his legs all to kiss that pretty boy
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bees pov mattered so much to me bcs she sees him how hes supposed to be viewed. the way neiol eventually comes to its so important and hes so and im so askljaflkjdsfsdfs
just read a fic where this little girl liked neil cause she had scars on her face like him im going to cry neil josten you inspire others oh my good and he smiled at her
i think on bad nights neil curls into andrew’s side with their legs tangled. he needs andrew to ground him in his sleep, if they’re awake sometimes he has andrew lay on top of him so he can’t move too much.
neil lays with his head in andrew’s lap while they watch shows sometimes. andrew’s runs his hands through neil’s hair and across his scars. on movie nights neil sits close to andrew and puts his legs across andrew’s. sometimes they share a chair so neil has to sit on andrew
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andrew guides his face towards him after pushing it away for staring. neil just giggles a little at how silly andrew’s actions are. he smiles into the kiss and it makes andrew sick