malespo hits harder than anything else for me. maybe it’s because all i want in life is to be like completely flat? idk man but nobody can tell me that this isn’t appealing
@dear_miaaa
right? like i honestly could not care less about ketosis. i have bigger things to worry about than whether a piece of gum will kick me out of ketosis. not eating food = a fast. it’s not dependent on ketosis imo
a little bc comparison since i havent done one in a while (w/ a new old pic that i just found!)
month: jan vs oct (beginning)
bmi: 42-43 vs 21.8
wearing: us 20/22 vs us 6/8
i still have a long way to go (ofc), but its nice to be able to see some progress:)
@seunghanomad
@unicornsp1t
@hearts4thinspo
if i remember right, she posted the pic with a little comment about her own legs and then people started commenting non stop about them being so fat etc. it was awful
is this the beginnings of what i think it is?? am i starting to get a thigh gap??
(pls don’t mind the bad quality - it was 6am and i was on way to gym lol)
apologies if this is embarrassing but does anybody want to be actual friends? i really want to make more friends🥹feel free to dm me!! or if you don’t want to message first, just like this and i’ll message - i have no fear lolol
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pls be honest - do you guys see any difference at all? i’m struggling to see one:((
i tried to match the poses strictly from memory so it’s not that accurate but don’t mind that lol
october vs december (today)
@sprout32149055
my nails/finger tips are always purple and it is because of poor blood circulation:( if your toes are also that way (or even if they aren’t maybe?) it is most likely because of that for you too
I like fasting cause after a few days, it's like being high. You get floaty and lightheaded and your stomach kind of drops out when you stand and there's a little bird in your chest flapping about. I haven't been sleeping much lol
i lost the tweet but i saw someone else do this so here is my chart! once i collect them all, i will be invincible 💪
(how long it will take, nobody knows)
nondisordered people: “starving actually makes you gain weight! you can’t lose that way!”
me: *lost 150lbs <year starving* 😑…
i’m so tired of hearing people say that - where do they even get that from??
a little bc comparison since i havent done one in a while (w/ a new old pic that i just found!)
month: jan vs oct (beginning)
bmi: 42-43 vs 21.8
wearing: us 20/22 vs us 6/8
i still have a long way to go (ofc), but its nice to be able to see some progress:)
how do you guys feel about eggs? i keep hearing some people say that they are really good for you/worth it, but they are one of my fear foods. just curious
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✬ 21 yrs
✬ 175cm//5’9
✬ gw 55kg//121lbs
✬ ugw 48kg//105lbs
✬ eng/中文
♡ or ↻ to be moots:))
i have a confession— while my sizes and measurements all went down in january, my weight went up… i am back to bmi20🥲
on a side note my waist is looking low key kind of good?
also i have taken to wearing a sports bra 24/7 and am roleplaying a small chested person. manifesting💪
@ggluttonyy
wow we have almost an identical sw! ive been restricting for about 6 months now and am down about 120lbs but I still need to lose another 60lbs more for my ugw. it’s definitely distressing but we’ve got this!! keep at it:))
@slitdemz
i have no idea why but it actually kind of helps me for some reason? like if i’m hungry, i’ll go watch other people eat to help my hunger lol
i wish i could have 2 fasting timers going at once because im doing a liquid fast rn but i want to do a water fast for a few days before resuming the liquid one but i dont want to stop the liquid timer because im still doing it but i want to start one for the water fast yk?
in the hospital again:(( i collapsed in an alley and was like puking and convulsing or something so i had to go to emerg.. im not sure what’s wrong with me but if its going to take me out, it better hurry up - exams start on the 14th lolol🥲😓
okok i know this is a lowkey terrible comparison pic but - gap update! lol oct10th vs today (dec3rd) there is definitely more space between my knees i think:))
i have lots of little goals for this year but my main one is that i want to hit 45kg/99lb (bmi 14.7) by the end of the year. even if i can’t maintain it, i just want to at least hit it yk?
had the specialist appointment and basically: because i lost so much weight so fast, my heart is unable to pump enough blood to my brain which is causing the fainting. this will correct itself after my weight stabilizes, but will keep being a problem as i continue to lose weight
just did a little clothes haul and wow i never really realize how much/how quickly im losing until i get new clothes and ‘discover’ my new size. kind of puts things into perspective a little better ig?
wow it’s been so long since i’ve been on here omg but how are things going for you guys?? i’ve been doing good! but i’ve been building a lot more muscle lately so the scale isn’t moving too much which is getting under my skin but we are coping🥲🥲
in case anyone is wondering - i am still craving plain rice in a bowl of ice water cereal-style. it had changed to rice in a bowl of milk for a little while but im glad that it’s back to water because the milk seems a little odd even for me
i’ve been fasting but this was my last actual meal and it was so good! but does there look like there is something wrong with it?? one roommate saw it and started laughing so hard at me being like “gurl why??”😀😀
is this the beginnings of what i think it is?? am i starting to get a thigh gap??
(pls don’t mind the bad quality - it was 6am and i was on way to gym lol)
i’m bored so storytime: one of the worst things to happen to me was once i was showing a prof something on my phone and she accidentally swiped out of the pic and to THIS picture of ch4ngb!n and then i panicked and swiped back too much and it went further to THAT picture of him💀
how many different ways can i eat the exact same few ingredients? my horizons are not expanding💀
also pls ignore that i literally did not frame the third picture AT ALL and my computer and everything is right there— i didn’t have time to make it pretty😭
omads lately::
remember how i said that i (A) need to start seeing people my own age and (B) don’t need anyone new in my life rn? well… there may or may not be a new 28y/o on my radar
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i got desperate to poop last night and took WAY too many lax and it’s finally working this morning (not until after a good running session tho) and i haven’t 💩 this much in my entire life and omg i feel heavenly. it’s wonderful. it had been way too long
im so excited i finally got my mom to agree to let me go down to a b cup size when i get my reduction in a couple months🥹🥹 she was being so weird and not wanting me to go lower than a dd even though im constantly trying to give myself a flat chest to feel more comfortable
finished the water fast, so now it is liquid fast time! i’m thinking of doing a max of 200kcal so that i can drink lots of broth or have a protein drink if needed. might extend to the end of the month but it’s dependent on the timing of my biggest midterm + possible brain fog
would it be wild to omad an entire container of greek yogurt for january? only 370kcal and 70g protein?? sounds pretty good to me tbh like throw in some stevia and you’re good to go
got sick and was put on an insane concoction of medications that made me double in weight in about a month. developed disordered habits trying to combat the weight gain (and got worse after stopping the meds and starting to lose weight)
not feeling great today, so here is a little comparison! pants that i was wearing in may, a pair from june, and a pair of shorts that i wear now (from us size 14-8/6 but this specific pair of shorts is an 8)
facial fat loss is INSANE. me now and me from the beginning of this year literally look like two different people like i want to post the comparison so badly but idk how i feel about posting my face publicly 😕 just believe me ig lol
seeing people clown on that person for claiming to be an xs while having chubby hands was so weird because i really am an s and i have chubby hands so im like ‘do people think im lying if they see my hands??’ atp im convinced my hands will always be chubby😭
i’m back home now:)) they set up the specialist appointment for next week and also gave me an official ana diagnosis. they asked if i would be willing to see someone/start treatment but i refused so they reminded me to attend next week and then discharged me
going to a red/yellow/green party tomorrow and i’m considering just wearing a red band because i really don’t need any more men or women in my life at this moment
i’m so excited it’s almost time to start looking at plane tickets back to taiwan!! and i might make a pit stop in korea for a little bit first! i normally live in 🇹🇼 but i’ve been thinking of moving to 🇰🇷? i’ve spent a lot of time there and i really like it so it’s def possible!
apparently it has become tradition that i need to wreck every fast within the first 12 hours before restarting and then being able to do the full time💀 will post the new timer once i restart in a few mins
* make urself as accurately as possible !!
* my sister did the face for me ahah but they did not have my hair :( my hair is split dye purple and blue and is like curly and very big .
i’m so embarrassed i slipped on the ice omw back from the gym (punishment for only doing 5k perhaps😭) but someone came running over and kind of scoop lifted me back up and that made me feel lowkey kind of small so that was nice lol