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@looneyfox1

A Good Beast 🦊

17 days

It was nice reading this rather than the constant deficit language. And these don’t mean autism isn’t a disability. But NT people deciding these behaviours are deficits is strange to me. If NT folk could be more accepting rather than othering autistic folk it would help.

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@looneyfox1

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4 months

I hate how anxiety is downplayed. I wish the disorders had a different name. When anxiety is a mh problem it is daily and is over nice things like meeting your best friends. It’s not the job interview or exam anxiety every now and then (which is valid). I want a new name for it

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Dr Jay Watts

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5 months

To be clear given Sunak's discourse today: Anxiety can be a mild condition. Anxiety can be a moderate mental health problem. Anxiety can be so severe one ends up in psychiatric hospital for a long time and are a high suicide risk. Anxiety as a signifier doesn't tell us much.

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@looneyfox1

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4 months

You’re the person who bullies autistic people. I have no time for this. Go fuck yourself. You clearly hate autistic people. I literally hate myself for anxiety that I am pretty sure autism exacerbates and people like you are the reason. Autistic people are not these things.

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@looneyfox1

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4 months

Stop bullying autistic people. I can see your transphobia too. I was dressed up in a fox onesie yest and cuddling my new Stitch pillow this morning. Autistic people don’t go by rules they think are silly like deciding what is childish or not. Like most don’t hate trans people

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@looneyfox1

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7 months

So I have cancer and can’t do the gym so this is ableist for a start. Secondly when I didn’t have cancer I did exercise daily and my anxiety was still unmanageable as I love exercise so why assume people are lazy? You’re educated now. Enjoy your weights without spreading stigma

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@looneyfox1

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7 months

@NiallHarbison @LloydsBank My husband works for @LloydsBank and he says go online and raise a complaint.

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1 month

CHEMO IS ALL DONE! Plus I think the work manager that hugged me was being genuine and human. The bell ringing I didn’t want to do as next 2 weeks I expect more nausea,aches,anaemia, can’t eat hell, and deadness. But I did it with immense privilege of #madtwitter support plus1/

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@looneyfox1

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14 days

According to autistic folk on twitter if you make it to 40 without an autism diagnosis you are fine. Anyone #ActuallyAutistic want to refute that? #AskingAutistics

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@looneyfox1

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5 months

This little dog has stolen my heart and I aspire to be her. She has been so brave and has progressed from hiding behind the sofa to bravely putting on her harness and going for walks. She’s an inspiration and shows what care from her parents can do.

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Very lively #sophiefromromania on this morning’s walk

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@looneyfox1

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9 months

@ashleyann_atx It’s passive aggressive and unnecessary.

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5 months

Not true. I spent so much time hiding in toilets because I didn’t even know what was wrong with me. People didn’t work it all out. They killed themselves in shame as no one talked about it.

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1 year

@a_h_reaume I’m under crisis team after work bullying but nothing will be done. Pretty sure I have ptsd but no diagnosis yet just adjustment disorder. Thanks for being so brave. I just want to disappear from this planet instead 🙁

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@looneyfox1

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4 months

I’m giving up on autism after today. I can’t pursue something when I sit on a zoom meeting of autistic people and still don’t fit in. They all were getting on with each other while I still felt the odd one out. I am just stupid fucking anxiety and useless for life now.

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@looneyfox1

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8 months

This is a big massive red flag in a psychologist.

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@looneyfox1

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4 months

So my husband says to me tonight on another of my autism info dumping sessions with him. “What are you going to do when they don’t diagnose you with autism?” 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I give up 🙁

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@looneyfox1

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3 months

“Dangerous mentally ill” people. Is that the only reason we care? Very few are dangerous. The majority are suffering and are harming themselves whilst trying to protect others from their darkness. The system is broken. Why this stigma of dangerous?

@ShaunLintern

Shaun Lintern

3 months

🚨 INVESTIGATION: Britain's mental health system is broken. Patients & innocent members of the public are paying the price. Today we reveal how dangerous mentally ill people are being routinely left in the community. Some will kill themselves or others:

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@looneyfox1

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10 months

Sorry but this is just ableist. You can’t get therapy currently in some areas of the uk. Patients should get all the info and get to decide for themselves. People on a first visit may have been suffering a long time. It’s too simple.

@MITUKteam

Mad In The UK

10 months

Do not prescribe antidepressants for mild to moderate depression or at first visit

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@looneyfox1

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9 months

There’s a person I know who’s response from crisis team when she said she was suicidal was “that’s a bit drastic” and she then ended her life. Words really matter to people in so much emotional pain. This shouldn’t be an unpopular opinion. Suicide can be rational 🙁

@DrEmmaNielsen

Emma Nielsen

9 months

Apparently unpopular opinion, but I really don’t think calling suicide irrational (or implying it) is at all helpful. Probably more helpful to try and really understand the reasons, the circumstances and the ‘why’ - both for on an individual and systematic level. That is all.

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@looneyfox1

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5 months

Wow. Who says anyone wants a relationship with you? The arrogance of this post with so many likes. All humans are different. You have basically just said all people with BPD are abusive. All humans have potential to be abusive. Disabled people would annoy you too no doubt.

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claudia

5 months

people who are borderline should have to identify themselves so people can opt out of relationships and friendships w them tbqh

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1 year

@roseman419 @jonathanstea That’s such nonsense. A child without their mum or a traumatised disabled mum will suffer. Only a man would say that.

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@looneyfox1

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4 months

Go fuck yourself. I would be dead without my twitter friends. More control over myself? My suicidal ass. Go to fucking hell.

@AshesandEmber

Lisbeth Salander

4 months

@looneyfox1 Any decent mental health professional would tell your suicidal ass to stay the fuck off the Internet and out of conversations like this until you were better and had more control over yourself. The internet is a dangerous place for people with suicidal ideations. So start there..

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4 months

This psychologist is a big red flag. Mates with Elaine the nurse who calls people retarded. He shouldn’t be allowed near anyone with mental illness as he’s clearly an awful bully as well. Plus misogynistic and transphobic and ableist. Perfect for a psychologist.

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@looneyfox1

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3 months

The face of my oncologist when I describe the awful side effects shows compassion and care. The face of mh pros when you cry over your trauma is blank and emotionless. WHY?? If an oncologist can do it amongst all the pain of cancer so can you.

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@looneyfox1

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2 months

Can the NHS stop fucking apologising and stop diagnosing autistic women with bloody EUPD and killing them? It’s mh pros saying we can’t be bothered anymore with these suicidal people who we have made more suicidal by treating them like we don’t care. Do your fucking jobs.

@EmjayClark

EmJay

2 months

My heart goes out to Katie's family! Another ELFT failure and another autistic woman dx EUPD failed by @NHS_ELFT in Bedfordshire!

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@looneyfox1

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7 months

@NiallHarbison @LloydsBank My husband said if you’ve raised a complaint twice and been ignored then you can go to the financial ombudsman.

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@looneyfox1

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10 months

This is the response to a complaint to TEWV on the use of an inpatients anonymous social media account on their clinical notes. Why are professionals looking up patients social media accounts? And if you do why are you adding it to clinical notes? Terrible invalidating reply.

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@looneyfox1

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6 months

My Cpn says this to me and I really don’t like it. She’s possibly been taught to say this but I am trying to figure out why it doesn’t make me feel better. I think it’s because as a society we look up to those we see as strong and look down on weak. Maybe I am weak and need help

@Chescamarina

Francesca Marina ♡

6 months

When people say, “stay strong” or “you are so strong”. No, just surviving.

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3 months

Why is the default option police in a mental health crisis? Twice I have had police in last few weeks and both times it has meant I have left a safe spot to move to an unsafe spot. Do mh pros realise that this default option for many people could actually cause more harm?

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@looneyfox1

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3 months

Go fuck yourself. I’m doing chemo and I would have stayed at home as rest is what is needed when you’re unwell. I’m not a lesser mortal. Looking after your body and mind is more important than a show for others.

@TelegraphRoyals

Telegraph Royal Family

@TelegraphRoyals

3 months

✍️ 'When lesser mortals would have stayed at home, Catherine proved that the show goes on' | Writes @AllisonPearson Read the comment in full here ⬇️

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4 months

Day 13. Started with ambulance as I felt I couldn’t swallow after I woke up in agony. I have never had a throat this sore. I don’t think I can do chemo. Got more antibiotics. Pretty sure I’m going to fail chemo. I just want to die currently 🙁Did get a new Stitch pillow.

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@looneyfox1

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1 year

@DrToddStone @jonathanstea You are getting confused with someone else. If Jonathan is harming your business it’s because he’s promoting the real science.

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@looneyfox1

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4 months

Now you’re talking to me as if I’m stupid. I was standing up to your lies. Your tweet in reply makes no sense. Where do I say bow to me? I’m not like that. Why should my parents have done better? You just really hate autistic people. Don’t answer. Not interested.

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10 months

The problem with BPD or the even worse EUPD is that it’s given out without a second thought in uk services as a lazy diagnosis and used to deny care. It’s a diagnosis of exclusion too often and handed out even when it doesn’t make sense to the person. It’s very misogynistic

@sjessielondon

sara london master of the arts!

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contrary to the twitter hivemind i feel like BPD can actually be a helpful and in some cases useful diagnosis .. like any personality disorder !

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3 months

@kiityc My uncle in cookstown had a clothes shop and at closing time when we visited I would help him search all the clothes for incendiary devices. His shop did get burnt down by one eventually. Also I remember our school library shaking at a bomb in the Lisburn barracks.

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7 months

So JT thinks people with schizophrenia murder people. I do wonder if it was a white woman that carried this out that she would say the same. Also why is this woman allowed to practice psychology when she clearly does not have a clue about SMI? She’s so fucking dangerous.

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7 months

@NiallHarbison @LloydsBank Niall I am removing myself from this thread as I’m getting abuse but feel free to dm me. But all my husband can offer is the financial ombudsman. everyone is replying as if my reply was unhelpful. I won’t see your reply but I had cancer surgery yest and I love your doggies💜

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@looneyfox1

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1 year

@jonathanstea This upsets me so much as @LewisCapaldi is an amazing advocate for MH and MI and is an inspiration for me. His music has kept me going this year and I hope he starts to feel better soon after Glastonbury.

@looneyfox1

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1 year

@erin_bsn Fuck off with your grift. Lewis Capaldi is amazing and using him when he had supported proper research into Tourette’s in the uk and is on ssri’s currently. Your spray is nonsense.

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3 months

Lifeline called police on me today but didn’t tell me. My Cpn is coming to see me tomorrow. I don’t know what to say to her. I’m just not well enough for confrontation Plus I now can’t trust lifeline. police randomly turning up and phoning me sent me back to unsafe spot in panic

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1 year

@jakeshieldsajj @jonathanstea @thtlibertychick So what did I do wrong to be abused as a child and bullied as an adult. I did not choose this life. These things most definitely contributed to my depression as I couldn’t escape. Saying what you say could make someone with depression kill themselves in shame.

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4 months

Typical anti psychiatry response to try to invalidate an autistic person. Try being bullied and not understanding yourself. A diagnosis helps you to find a community.

@Louthewarrior

Lou Lou🥄

4 months

What is wrong in the world that requires ‘having a diagnosis’ to be ok with one’s differences and our general need to fit somewhere? Why do we see difference as a problem? Why do people need validation of who they are? We have all been brought up on fear and comparison.

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3 months

I’m sorry I post when I’m feeling so bad. Things are just easier for me to write down. Being told that I am intelligent over and over by services when I’m in crisis as if I shouldn’t be is confusing. They seem to not understand trauma responses and how they’re not a choice.

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10 months

Punishing dissociation is wrong as it’s not voluntary. If you don’t feel safe you dissociate.

@SurvivorsNotPD

Survivors against PD #StopSIM #StopOxevision

@SurvivorsNotPD

10 months

DBT is not trauma informed.

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4 months

Awaiting chemo. Decided not to have a break for a week as I am mostly ok last 2 days. Plus my brain doesn’t really like sudden changes. They’re lowering the dose, adding in an injection the next day and changing the nausea meds. And stopping the massive amount of penicillin!

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2 months

I have been called high functioning by all 4 HTT people I have seen and it’s becoming a violence now. I can’t fucking go out and meet up with a friend I trust. That is not fucking high functioning.

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4 months

Fuck this. This is the stigma we need rid of with depression. Strength is fuck all to do with mental illness E been when it’s caused by trauma. Your opinions can get in the bin. I can be a strong person many people tell me yet I am tortured by anxiety. Zero to do with strength

@MariaBaird13

just me

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@DemonHeeled02 My point is no I didn't get depressed because I'm a strong person not everyone is

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5 months

I have just been discharged from my local HTT and I’m broken. They left me to die on a bridge in crisis and gave me 7 different people. All I feel like now is an inconvenience 🙁

@SuicideCrisis

Suicide Crisis Centre

5 months

Results from our UK survey about psychiatric crisis teams. As our CEO said in evidence to a Select Committee, there is a need for a change of ethos & approach within psychiatric crisis teams. We have spent 10 years showing that a different approach works. Please hear this.

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@looneyfox1

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10 months

Woke up feeling very sad today and I am thinking of everyone who cared about Rachel on #madtwitter Don’t have anything much to say as nothing really feels enough. She always talked of her houseplants so I’m going to get a little (hardy) houseplant to grow in memory.

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@looneyfox1

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5 months

Hey pocket #madtwitter friends! Slaying so far. Chemo at 3. Lot of info but it is written down for my brain. Maybe mh services policy was to upset me so much I am too worn out today to be super anxious. Getting a picc line which is good but a bit scary! #BreastCancer

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@looneyfox1

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10 months

This is what anti psychs say to you. “Go for a walk.” Psychiatry can absolutely improve but those wanting to abolish it….it means people like me get left in panic attacks constant nausea and forgotten about. And minimised because not “all humanity” is scared to meet friends

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@looneyfox1

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9 months

Should you be leaving CMHT appointments wanting to die? Even when you don’t know why anymore. Your brain just reacts to not being heard. I give up.

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5 months

Day 2. Felt sick all day 🙁. Don’t know if the levomepromazine has made me so exhausted or if this is just day 2 chemo. Also if it’s supposed to help nausea it isn’t. My pee isn’t red anymore I guess from the chemo drug. Feeling very despondent today.

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3 months

Spoke to my Cpn. I was very honest. HTT said I was failed by them. Manager was lovely and said she’ll talk to the person who left me unsafe and tell everyone on the team meeting what happened when they didn’t call me back. Thank you #madtwitter for telling me I was failed.

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@looneyfox1

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2 months

I was told I was high functioning yesterday again. I nearly broke my hand when I was told I was smart in my crisis. Why does this mean I have a better chance? You can't think your way out of anxiety when you just wake up in a panic. When you get triggered unavoidably.

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7 months

@sulmoney Also people forget anxiety and the fear of getting out of the house as ssris are good for anxiety too. Anxiety gets forgotten about amongst depression talk and for me it’s much more debilitating than my depression 🙁

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@looneyfox1

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1 year

Anyone following this guy might want to think twice. He stalks @jonathanstea and lies about him. This tweet suggests he’d like to see Jon suffering one of the most horrific forms of torture humans created by dying on a cross. He also join in calling him a midwit. 1/

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4 months

Day 30. Back in hospital as my picc line arm is pretty sore and swollen. Backside still on fire. But I did sleep a bit better. And the hospital is quiet except for me singing along to Bruce Springsteen 🙂And I am stealing this painting! #FuckCancer

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@looneyfox1

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7 months

Patient blaming at its very worst. Let’s label them with a PD because they are unhappy with poor service as we can’t self reflect.

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‘Do they have a history of making complaints?’ 🥲🥲🥲

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3 months

I’m so broken again I really am starting to think CMHT aren’t good for me. I don’t know what to do. Todays nugget “I can’t stay on the phone listening to you breathe.” I didn’t even get cross this time. What’s the point? I just didn’t know what to say. Why do I phone them?

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2 months

The BEST bit of my psych appointment: He said they wont discharge me TILL I AM BETTER. Exactly those words. I feel like the world flipped back the right way. I feel tinged with shame that it took me nearly dying in the waiting room and then being grabbed gently by policewoman

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4 months

Considering my interactions with her last few days she doesn’t deserve to be a nurse. She treats autistic and disabled people horrendously and fits all the characteristics of a bully even without her transphobia. Nurses are supposed to give everyone care equally.

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4 months

Interesting take. How do you define being emotionally regulated? You’re basically creating stigma against mental illness. Do you enjoy acting like you’re better than people who take meds?

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7 months

Checked in. Got a side room. Don’t do waiting very well 😭😭I also look weird in this photo as there’s a lot happening but also a lot of waiting and it’s sort of a fake smile. My fox and teddy are keeping me company!

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2 months

Brain weasels are rising up but nausea is a bit better at least as that’s the worst nausea I have had. I am still wrecked and this new chemo means I cannot get to sleep. Which is terrible for me so quetiapine at the ready. My CT scan was clear so I have a brain 😊

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6 months

I was thinking of R @TraumaPhDandMe today as I sat in waiting room. My last message to her was from that waiting room. I waited for a reply to know she was safe. It feels wrong I got treated kindly today and I’m still here when she had more to give than me. I miss her 😢

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5 months

Fuck that crisis team. All of these comments are even more shit in autism. You might as well just tell her she’s a total inconvenience and worthless. These are like daggers into your heart as I have been told some of these. Just please help us stay safe with compassion.

@Shrink_at_Large

Dr Jay Watts

@Shrink_at_Large

5 months

Comments crisis team told Fern: "If you wanted to kill yourself you'd already be dead." "If you are phoning us then you aren't really suicidal as you are asking for help." "If you want to kill yourself that's your choice." "What do you expect us to do about it?" #JusticeForFern

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Do they even know how difficult it is to reach out especially more than once to be met with this? To be told you need to take responsibility or you don’t want to end your life or you wouldn’t reach out. Your head is betwn wanting peace from pain but not wanting to inflict pain

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Dr Jay Watts

@Shrink_at_Large

5 months

I really don't think people understand suicidality: it gets stuck in such ridiculously and dangerously simplistic binaries like communication vs genuine. As someone who has been there, it is NEVER that simple and risk doesn't correlate with that binary in any simple way.

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4 months

This is ableist and leaves disabled people and those with actual mental illness out as usual. This just creates shame for those left out.

@actionhappiness

Action for Happiness

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4 months

Being active isn’t just good for our bodies, it’s great for our mental health and happiness too ☀️🏃‍♂️🚴‍♂️⚽️🏊‍♀️🤸‍♀️🏓🧘🌿 @mentalhealth #MentalHealthAwareness #MHAW #MentalHealthAwarenessWeek

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It’s not to confirm my self dx. My psych over a year ago saw autism not me. Get it right. It’s pure ageism. I am sorry about your nephew. I have been in a suicidal crisis 3 times this last year. Plus I have cancer and am out of work. I can’t get any therapy until I get 1/

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1 year

@jackburtonsays0 @jonathanstea You’re an abuser.

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4 months

Been looking forward to my surprise so much. Even my teen son who is impressed by nothing said it was cute! On typing this I have found the squeaker in his nose. My doggo tho is eyeing it up enviously. 1/2

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9 months

Anyone use zopiclone and find it helpful? No horror stories or pill shaming as you know nothing about me and I know the bad stuff already. Happy for folks to say it didn’t work or they regretted it but that’s it.

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I cannot say it enough. You cannot dbt skill your way out of a crisis. And crisis team should be helping you through not fobbing someone off as they often do.

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A Good Beast 🦊

10 months

@Dr_BellaR @CasualtySurgeon @JohnMcManusDU He wasn’t reasonable. He was rude and obnoxious. Just because you’re a consultant doesn’t mean you get to be obnoxious.

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A Good Beast 🦊

4 months

Day 16. Hair has started to fall out and I would go naked molerat forever if I never had a mouth as sore again. I can’t eat now. Can’t laugh or smile. Even water stings. Nothing works as bought all the mouth ulcer stuff. @HlyAnn_ sent me this biscuit and I love it 💜

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A Good Beast 🦊

4 months

Really sorry about my tweets today. I have had work contact. It’s like I’m a bit physically better and my brain then moves back to how worthless work made me feel. So arguing with a bully on twitter is distraction from my brain telling me I’m not enough. I’ll never be enough

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7 months

Much love to #madtwitter and my other friends. my foxy and teddy were allowed to come with me to theatre and I woke up with them💜. Home now, ate a lot of pizza so hope I don’t regret it and day surgery nurses were so lovely @BelfastTrust BCH plus my surgery team were amazing 💜

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A Good Beast 🦊

5 months

So big pharma haters. Thank the heavens that I have all these anti emetics as I have emetophobia and 10 years plus of being plagued by nausea caused by anxiety. Oncologists take patients suffering seriously and try to mitigate it. Good psychiatrists do too.What’s the difference?

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A Good Beast 🦊

9 months

This is my beautiful little fox Jee who was kindly created for me by @Madnotbad60 I will be taking him everywhere with me to give me strength. Thanks so much Jee as it means more than you know that someone would take time to create me such a special thing from their 💜

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A Good Beast 🦊

4 months

I’m sort of still off twitter and I will try to get to the lovely messages but so overwhelmed currently. Thank you to anyone asking about me. Made a little video of thanks with my new foxy Fuchs(German).

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A Good Beast 🦊

1 year

@wdpsychiatry It’s really just you. You know how much this tweet hurts. Why would anyone pretend? What advantages is having mental illness? There’s easier ways to score drugs if you think it’s that.

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A Good Beast 🦊

4 months

I’ve realised I get loud and really excited about things but have always been told off or looked at strangely. How do you unmask that in autism when no one likes it when you make a squealy noise and get really over excited when you’re really happy? I feel sad I can’t get excited

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A Good Beast 🦊

10 months

I’ve said it before…..you can’t DBT skill your way out of a crisis yet that’s the response if you phone a crisis team. However feeling heard can make a difference.

@GrantHBrennerMD

Grant H Brenner MD

@GrantHBrennerMD

10 months

DBT seems to be about 50% therapy, 25% hero worship, and 25% gaslighting... Not a great fit for me.

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A Good Beast 🦊

4 months

Day 14. Lovely oral surgeon said my tongue damaged in op is ok. I am starting biphosphonates next week for years and removing teeth is a risk factor for a nasty side effect. she thinks I need a wisdom tooth out. I just can’t. I am terrified of dentists. I’m overwhelmed now

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A Good Beast 🦊

2 months

Positive Psych update as I know I moan but my psych is calming and warm. Very down to earth. Very easy to talk to. Plus having the team leader who I have never met there means she can understand me a bit better. I realise I am very fortunate. We talked of the triggers 1/

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A Good Beast 🦊

4 months

I’m proud of myself (while crying that my Cpn is too kind to me….I know I seem to be loosing it again a bit but I blame chemo) as I love cooking but can’t remember the last recipe I did. This is @jamieoliver Island salad with peaches, pickled cucumber, pitta and halloumi 😊

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A Good Beast 🦊

2 months

Thanks for all the kindness on twitter. I’m basically dead now. I saw a kingfisher yest and today so if you see one think of me. I think I was supposed to be a bird anyway. I’m sorry.

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A Good Beast 🦊

2 months

Mh pro greeting chemo patient crying on the floor: You can’t sit here as you’re in the way. District nurse to her patient sitting tired on floor: Are you ok? Can I help? MH pros in this country need retrained. My chemo side effects aren’t anxiety. I’m not attention seeking.

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A Good Beast 🦊

6 months

I am beyond terrified but I’m going to do chemo. Can’t decide whether I can cope with the optima trial. Thank god for nurses as my breast care nurse called me and she said they will do everything to support me. My gp was good as he’s quite decisive which sort of suits me.

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3 months

I know I stopped my updates half to do with a crisis and other half exhaustion. I am also just terrible at diaries and never complete them I need to scream this all over Twitter YESTERDAY WAS FIRST DAY I DID NOT FEEL LIKE I WAS PASSING SHARDS OF GLASS FROM MY ASS IN 2 WEEKS!

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A Good Beast 🦊

4 months

Day 15. Feel absolutely horrendous. My whole mouth is on fire now plus my throat. Told my Cpn I don’t want to wake up tomorrow like this. I can’t even sleep it off as the pain on waking as my mouth dries out is horrific. But @HlyAnn_ the sweetest angel has sent me these.

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2 months

I’m where I belong sitting beside my swans and babies. They trust me. Sounds like nothing but I earned it the 2 years off in pain. Cygnets are sleeping and cheeping I’m their sleep. Might stay here all night where I belong. #swans

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A Good Beast 🦊

1 year

This is exactly what R did and it isn’t enough for people with mental illness. She needed more and did nothing but reach out. We need more than helplines.

@NellAitch

Nell

1 year

If I die by suicide tell every person who uses it as an opportunity to phone the Samaritans to fuck off please

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4 months

I’m still not doing very well replying to posts or DM’s as I get overwhelmed currently and am exhausted. Please don’t interpret a non reply as it not being appreciated. I do still try to at least hit like. I appreciate you all very much on my depressing account.

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A Good Beast 🦊

4 months

I’m sorry for those in crisis who I delayed getting help with my voicemails. I told CMHT I never want to speak to them ever again. I’m coming off twitter. Lifeline saved me from an attempt today but I will be going back till I get the nerve I don’t want to do more chemo anyway

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A Good Beast 🦊

11 months

This phrase needs to go in the bin. I am not anti psychiatry but this is coming from those who aren’t ok. It’s used now as toxic positivity when people just want to ignore you. It’s ok to hate feeling not ok and want it to change. Doesn’t sound as catchy. Tired of hearing it

@rcpsych

Royal College of Psychiatrists

11 months

It’s okay not to be okay. Our blog for #WorldMentalHealthDay offers a message of hope. "In times of emergencies, the significance of kindness and compassion transcends all boundaries." Read it here ⬇️

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5 months

Picc line in, ecg done, bloods done. Kind of tempted to get a purple wig! Cpn phoned and was a bit weird when I asked if she was annoyed about the song. She said she’s not but still no thanks. This is why it’s better to stay masked in autism for me as people don’t get me.

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A Good Beast 🦊

5 months

Day 7. My esa stopped start of April but I had been assessed before cancer. I sent them proof ages ago but been in a constant surgery recovery or crisis since then and their only reply was to say it had stopped. @macmillancancer phoned them today to chase up and I got an apology

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A Good Beast 🦊

4 months

Day 29. Terrible constipation. It’s like shards of glass. Chemo keeps giving. But I was well enough to go out to my sons display. Plus the northern lights outside the back of your house is pretty awesome.

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A Good Beast 🦊

1 year

@erin_bsn Fuck off with your grift. Lewis Capaldi is amazing and using him when he had supported proper research into Tourette’s in the uk and is on ssri’s currently. Your spray is nonsense.

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2 months

Little bit overwhelmed so will reply to lovely messages later and update. Heres my face with a little hope. I still feel so sad. I’m so sorry as I know some feel frustrated but I don’t want people being nice to me as i will let you down. Thats why i ignore offers of help

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