MENS MENTAL HEALTH MONTH!
Just a reminder that the happiest men who are always smiling could be struggling the most. I learned this the hard way ๐ฉท
Charity stream, june 15. I will be sharing my experience
Part 2: I want to sign 6-8 new
@Luminosity
creators that have never been signed to a team before, specifically creators who average less than 100 CCV who feel they just need a chance to prove themselves.
I set a goal at the beginning of this season for apex that I would hit masters for the first time after being a HARDSTUCK diamond player since s3. We made bets. And finally at almost hour 41 of stream, I DID IT!!!! with the help of sooo many people ๐๐ฅน
I lost my dad this week. It's been a struggle but i have such a wonderful support system. Thank you to anyone who has reached out to me and im sorry for lacking my replies โค๏ธ going to spend time with family.
GUYS! we raised $1754 for mens mental health between 3 charities ๐๐ฅน
WE DID IT! You guys are amazing, thank you so much for hearing my dads story and being so kind and patient with me today and making this so memorable
I care, i'm here, dms are open.๐
WE HAVE A NEW MEMBER!๐ฅณ
The family just keeps on getting bigger and bigger and we couldn't be happier. ๐
We'd like to introduce you to our newest Apex Legends content creator and streamer,
@llovelyer
!๐ฅ
#KeepClimbing
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#RewardResilience
a reminder to the men who see this
you are important, you are loved.
these trials we go through build us into who we are. Being emotional does not make you weak, it actually makes you strong ๐
keep pushing through๐ฅฐ
today is my dads funeral ๐ค Mens mental health matters so much. If there wasnt so much stigma around mental health, i think my dad would still be here. Love and miss you forever. I will do something positive with your situation dad ๐ค
#MensMentalHealthAwareness
Toxic apex time. name something toxic you do in apex. Ill go first
In ranked when fighting the enemy squad, if I know they have a support legend I don't thirst the knocks so it takes the longest possible time for them to craft๐คฃ
I attempted comp a couple years ago and failed miserably, probably created bad first impressions on my skill...
but I truly believe i have grown as a player and the passion for the game has never gone away
that being said, i want to start playing more competitively. LFG! ๐ฉท
one day i'll be invited to these cool twitch rival events, or EA events. i believe i can make something good out of streaming ๐ฅน my day will come๐ฉท
as june comes to an end, i want to remind all the men who see this that it's okay to not be okay. You matter. Your mental health is just as important ๐
I hate to be such a debby downer, i love to be the positive excited creator i have been but tbh im not doing okay. I have a lot of bad things happening right now and i dont know when i will be okay to come back. Im sorry. Please dont forget about me. I care about you all. โค๏ธ
the support recently has been insane and im so grateful๐ฅน the online community im surrounded by has made me so happy.
i am really close to hitting twitch partner. IF YOU CAN, please leave a lurk on my streams๐ฉท i stream average 100hrs per month almost every day at 7:30pm ET ๐ฅฐ
It's time to fight for the Nessie Cup, legends! ๐
Get ready for unique challenges, fun matches, and a chance at a $250k prize pool in this month-long invitational series ๐
Check it out here:
@smidgetmcnugget
@xofolded
She made it clear she doesnt have any comp experience and you disregarded that and expected her to play like she had experience?? make it make sense.. Sheโs here to learn. This was shitty to do tbh.
WE DID IT!!!
Thank you guys soso much, truly ๐ฉท๐ฉท You guys always help me achieve my goals and even if i dont reach them all, i am so thankful to have the support i do.
Next stop, twitch partner?? ๐๐
april 15th is my dad's birthday. he would've been 60. i went out and had a good lunch and tried not to mope around. grief isnt easy, and i dont think it will ever go away ๐ค
#mensmentalhealth
ANNOUNCEMENT
Since I enjoyed hosting my birthday 3v3 TDM tournament, I am going to start hosting them monthly with a prizepool!!
It is a work in progress but I plan to start these in April (TBD). Thinking the next one should be team invites, who do you want to see compete??
Seriously HUGE thank you to EVERYONE who played in my very first tournament ever. I had sooo much fun hosting. Special thank you to
@Mexicant_23
and
@GTNN11
for even making this possible. Extra extra thank you to spurlock, ZSwordlink and Kay for hosting lobby 2. i love you all๐ฉท
i will not be spending anymore money on
@PlayApex
because now its clear as day that's all they want. The only changes to the game we get is when it involves them profiting directly.
update; i ended up going to the hospital last night because it was feeling really bad and was given IV meds & fluids since i havent drank or eaten anything. if i did it would cause a ton of pain. Im not feeling any better today and even have a fever now. I want to be better๐ข
I am really proud of myself and the community i've created. the people surrounding me make me proud and i'm happy to be friends with yall. no bad vibes here ๐ฅฐ
HELLO! I am hosting a duos or solo tourney on Saturday during my mens mental health awareness stream at 7pm ET. Entry requirement is any $ amount donation to a charity from a list i have put together!
If anyone would like to participate for a good cause, DM me๐ฅฐโค๏ธ
i have been dealing with ovarian cysts for 6 years now and they burst every other month (which can be dangerous) and all i wish for is a doctor who is willing to listen, validate and help me find the root of why this is happening instead of trying to force BC.
i'm in pain ๐ข
doing my first sponsored stream tonight ๐!!!
stream starts around 7pm ET, sponsored segment starts at 9pm ET ๐ฉท thank you to everyone who encourages me and truly wants to see me succeed
new people wanting to host tournaments;
MAKE SET RULES BEFORE YOU HOST. dont be changing things up AFTER winners have been announced and then delete your vod and ban people from your server bc you didnt want them to win.
be transparent, be organized, communicate.
ive decided to start streaming again January 22nd. Also kinda (big) announcement that i know some will be excited & look forward to!
thank you guys for being so supportive & patient with me. If i havent replied to you yet im so sorry โค๏ธโค๏ธ i will try to be better with that
being on the stream schedule i have been for the past year is hard, and i really do my best. im so committed to this streaming grind. i do hate cancelling stream last minute though when im exhausted.
i truly believe that everything ive been sacrificing will pay off one day๐ฅฐ
iโm wanting to put in the time & effort to be for womens comp.
Im currently looking for a team.
- i am not a strong igl but can co-igl
- i have little comp experience but lots of time and passion to dedicate.
please tag or let me know if you know someone needing a third ๐ซถ๐ป
But wait... THERE'S MORE??
Tune in to our newest video and learn more about our newest member,
@llovelyer
and find out what motivates her, what her goals are, and why she joined Team Resilience.
Watch๐ฌ:
I have no idea what this person is talking about??? i dont pretend to be a child.. i dont talk to children.. and ive never used a voice changer in my life??