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@lizliu420

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professional ranter + shitposter | stonerexic | pro recovery | fatphobes & -14 dni | an extenison of my singular brain cell | 17 | ༺☆༻

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@lizliu420
Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
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new #edtwt intro cause my old one was ugly♡ ☆16 ☆any pns/lesbian ☆pro recovery ☆basic dni +fatphobics dni ☆i post my silly little meals ☆somtimes i talk/repost things abt sh+droogs but no uncenscrd ☆very active + ifb! ☆not new been lurking on here and tumblr for years
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Guess my bmi lol,, feeling like I’ve gained sm while here 😕
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I don’t even look my bmi I feel massive and so guilty I’m going to miss this body so much and I still hate it they want me to eat so much I’m going to be huge
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Trying this feels like a big step towards recovery,, please nothing too scary 🙏
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Hospital ootd day 4, all the nurses keep on mentioning how I’ve gained weight and that they’re so impressed and it’s making me feel awful like I already feel huge 😣
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
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Very plain ootd in the hospital tdy cause I cba to dress nicely,, might start posting my daily hospital ootd :3
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Hospital ootd day 2 :)
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Drunken fit check in besties loo (I fucking hate myself why does bmi 15s me look so huge)
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
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Hospital ootd day 5 except this time I’ve escaped to go shopping today + a cheeky selfie in my chair :3
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Hospital ootd day 3, ignore the fact I wore this shirt already I’ve ran out of clean tank tops lol🙏
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The account vs the person running it :3
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Hospital ootd day 12, really not having a great day after my pet chicken died,got in a huge fight with my dad and I’ve gained sm so yet again it’s another pjs day plus
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
8 months
Y’all want a sip?
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
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Cal estimate please 🙏 My mum won’t let me get out of this one and it’s making me so anxious just thinking about having to eat that later has put me off my entire day I literally want to die I can’t do this especially on no sleep
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
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Hospital ootd day 6, had a massive breakdown this morning and really upset my mum please can they hurry up and let me out of here I’ve been here 3 weeks on Tuesday :/
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
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BMI Gusses and be brutally honest Literally losing my marbles,, think my mums gonna take the scales as well:(
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Hospital ootd day 7, going crazy trapped in this room can my dad hurry tf up cause I need out😭
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My mum when my eating disorder causes me to have disordered thoughts about eating
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Hospital ootd day 11, not allowed out anymore so the ootd may mainly be pjs from now on lmao but pray to god I’ll have gained enough to get outta here in the next week,, if not to residential I go🥲
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Hospital ootd day 15,, I’ve gained sm I feel so disgusting idk how I’m supposed to maintain this or even gain more when I get out :”)
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
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HAIR RESULTS ‼️
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
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Just sized up my septum,, she’s now at an 8g Also dying my hair rn🙏
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
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Who up feeling like a fatty tn⁉️⁉️ . . …cause I sure am🙏
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TOP STEAL FROM THE HOSPITAL‼️ Went straight in my suitcase ong🫡
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Hospital ootd day 16 so sick of this place now
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Bed room tour 😝
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Like my drip??
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Hospital ootd day 10,, I feel fucking huge but I’m so terrified of being sent to a specialist ip I’m gonna just eat a shit tone over the next four days and pray I get outta here
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
9 months
- wieiad forced recovery thread 🧵 - - including my meal plan, - - calorie “ target” + total intake -
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
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Missing the days of when these flares were to big for me, I can’t believe I’ve let them do this to me☹️
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
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GUESS WHOS OUT HOES
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Uhm… idk abt this but ig my tism is official now?
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Hospital ootd day 13,, yet another pj day also please ignore how bloated Iam
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
9 months
I’ll probably take this back in like a day lol but I’m for now I have to atleast gain enough to get out of this hospital, I may be a little less active from now on but I will still be on twt!!
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Hospital ootd day 14,, running out of outfits now but hopefully I’m going home on Thursday‼️
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I miss bmi 12 rarghhhhhhh
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
7 months
Still here :/
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Hopefully the last ever one! hospital ootd day 17
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Hey mls liz here, first off I want to apologise for just up and disappearing, I couldnt handle staying here while being forced to gain. I’m doing really well physically I’m now in the bmi16s and I’m learning the positives of recovery, I feel like I’ve gained my life back!
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My tl is just filled with non ed related content help
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LOOK AT WHAT I JUST BOUGHT!!
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Hospital ootd 9,, had enough I’m fucking abt to lose my shit if I have to stay here any longer it’s been over 3 weeks on a general hospital ward now
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
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GUESS WHOS NOW OFFICIALLY AN OUTPATIENT, IM FREE AT LAST!!!!
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
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The dresses on!! I’m absolutely obsessed icl😋
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
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Shopping haul from today!! :D
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Warning to all the new people who followed me after that bc,, I bearly post bcs, I share practically every thought I have + post super tmi shit so prepare for ur tl to be flooded with that 😁👍
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
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Oh have I missed rolling my silly little pink joints🫶
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I finally got some more weed life is instantly better now
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Protein haul + Pokemon cup :33
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The child won’t stop screaming, the oxygen machine won’t stop going off, the nurses are having full volume conversations right next to my bed, I feel huge & so gross I’ve not washed my hair in like a week, I have to wake up soon, I’m so sick of this place I wish I was dead oml
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Depression = cured (I got vape pods & protein bars)
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Protein haul lol :3
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Hospital ootd day 8, v basic fit today and also please ignore my wet hair I got drenched on my way back from shopping lmao
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
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Un mooting everyone who follows those fatspo accounts!! Ifb everyone p much so if u see a moot of mine interacting with that shit just lmk and they will get unfollowed so fucking fast ☺️
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Gone to pho for lunch the menu says that this is 470 cals but I don’t trust it :/
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Challenged eating a chocolate brioche for breakfast :p
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Had a long talk with mum tn and explained why I’m struggling with my meal plan ,how I think gaining so quickly is damaging my mh and making things worse for me and she actually agreed and understood? We agreed that we r going to talk to my hit team when they come tmr🙏
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Look at what my dad got me!! Honestly cried when I opened the package, meloetta is my fave Pokemon and he found me a limited edition plushie that came out in 2016🥹 (Pokemon is my hyper fixation atm and I’ve loved it since I was old enough to remember)
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Defaulted back to my fav black dress cause i had lit nothing else that i could wear
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Gonna have to gain to the low 14s to get discharged and them when I get out I’m gonna maintain my weight as I get the mental help I need and heal my relationship with food while getting super into the gym🫡
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@anarexic29 This person is in recovery and had a really hard time battling with their mh for years this is disgusting.
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Chocolate for breakfast cause fuck food rules and happy Easter mls<3
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I hate the fact that they can tell on ur bloods if u purge cause holy hell I can’t stop thinking about about it
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Look at how cute my new water bottle is :3 I love home bargains sm it was only like 3 quid🙏
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Shopping haul from today!! :D
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Fit check at work :3
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Guys I’m actually healed, 50mg of sertraline and a fat joint has cured my depression, there is a light at the end of a tunnel and recovery is possible
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Being forced to stay in hospital atleast for another week as I got weighed IN CLOTHES and was 35.5kg meaning I gained fuck all while on 2.4k cals and I’m now being put on antipsychotics and have to have 2 fortesips a day I want to dieee
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The only things that bring a girl happiness is her Pokemon cards and her protein bars 🙏
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Being forced to have this aswell as snack I’m just so done
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…why does this have 6 bookmarks……..….im scared
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The account vs the person running it :3
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Anyone who uses weights to help fake their weight for weigh ins pls drop the link cause all of the arm + ankle weights I can find look bulky asf and will b obvious if I wear them, I don’t wanna have to waterload b4 all my weigh ins🙏
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Got caught lying abt how much cheese I put in my sandwich yesterday and my dad told my ed team tm and she was like yeaaaaah this isn’t good I think she needs to go to inpatient 😦
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Bro i eated so much yesterday....
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Just sized up my septum,, she’s now at an 8g Also dying my hair rn🙏
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Eating another brioche :3 Can’t believe they’re only 115 cals
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Ate a whole box of hello pandas last night….😧
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I can’t wait to get out of this hospital, become a gym girlie, work on getting super toned & learn how to cook proper healthy meals cause ik I won’t be able to restrict/lose so instead of fully recovering I’m still gonna be able have that control, ortho era here we come🙏
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I’m gonna cry omfg, the ward janitor has been amazing and spent the whole week talking to me and cheering me up and he found out that my parents and I go to ska concerts quite often so he brought in his old ska outfit for me and said I can keep it, he’s doing gods work fr🙏
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I’m really struggling with food today & I’m sat in the corner trying to finish my dinner & my dad turns around and goes “you better not be feeding your pasta to the cats” like hah u think ur funny? I’m trying to semi recover for u and ur response is to make a joke out of my ed?
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My mum seems to be understanding my ed more and acc learning cause she said she’s ok with me just semi recovering and maintaining the mid 13s-14 as she gets I’m not ready to fully give up my ed yet as that would make me kms and wants to get me mental help b4 making me gain more🙏
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I GOT HOME LEAVE FROM TN TILL MONDAY HOLY MOLY IM SO HAPPY
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I fucking hate my dad, he’s gone and had another party, not put my chickens in their cage at night, let an arsetwat & her murderous dog come(who tried to kill my cats the last time it came over) she let it out in the garden & now my baby carol is dead just what I needed tdy
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I’m alone in the hospital tdy cause both my parents r working and it’s just gonna make today so much harder :(
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….shit
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Pretty sure I’m going to inpatient, on my sheet that I got at a&e it says direct impatient referral 😁😁😁😁
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Good morning lovelies!! I hope u all have a wonderful day! :3 I get reassessed to see if I’ve gained enough to go home, I feel so huge and like I’ve gained sm so I’m just hoping it’s enough to go home🙏
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
8 months
I’m having thoughts about trying to commit to full recovery but I have no coping mechanism other than my disorder, yesterday the second that I tried to eat the plan and recover fully I relapsed on sh bcs I and had no other outlet, before recovery I was sh clean for months
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Woke up to bmi 15…. Resisting the urge to kms!😁
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#NEDA tattoo, done drunkenly will fix it up tomorrow
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Sigh yet another sh relapse,, becoming an addiction again😟
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…. I shouldn’t be allowed to have money😨
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Big fuck off box of fortisip 😭
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9 months
Just had a massive breakdown to my mum explaining how this is getting harder everyday and that the voices are getting louder with the more I eat and that I’m not wanting to be alive and she actually listened for once and calmed me down and we’re going to talk to my dr tmr
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8 months
I’m so high holy moly, I’ve not smoked in like a week and a half? Also does anyone if u can mix w3ed and olanzapine?
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
9 months
Literally sobbing over eating a safe meal cause I can’t stop thinking about having to eat that brownie I’m so fucking pathetic I feel like being here in forced recovery is just making my disordered thoughts worse I’ve never wanted to die more
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He’s actually the cutest, I love this cat sososo much my baby
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9 months
Feeling so bloated and huge I can’t believe I’ve been so complicit it’s making me feel like a massive wannarexic and like I’ve failed my ed I feel like I’ve gained sm and the fact I’ve not flipped my lid tn is just making me feel worse in a way feels like I’ve abandoned my ed 😕
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
9 months
So done with being in hospital I just want to go home but my parents are saying that they don’t think I’m ready to leave and that they don’t think they can look after me at home and that they don’t think I’ve done enough to get out of here on Monday 😕
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
9 months
Mum said she’d be happy if I can maintain bmi 14 while we work on my body image and that she will not let cahms force me to gain more than that as she understands that I’m already sewercidal and that if I’m not at immediate risk dying from my weight then that’s enough for her 🙏
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
8 months
Im trying my fucking hardest to get better and apparently it’s just not enough for my dad he says that I want to ruin out family and make my mum lose her job and that I’m not trying at all maybe he’s right though I’m such a shitty human being i literally diserve to die
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
9 months
Just had a massive breakdown to my mum explaining how this is getting harder everyday and that the voices are getting louder with the more I eat and that I’m really not wanting to be alive and she actually listened for once and calmed me down and we’re going to talk to my dr tmr
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Liu 🧟‍♀️ Forced/semi Recov era
10 months
MY PEDO COWORKER WHO TRIED TO NONCE ON ME JUST CAME INTO WORK AND HANDED ME A BAG OF W3ED WHILE IM ON SHIFT HELP?!?! ...looks like good bud tbf
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