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M22 - #Pussyfree #Pornosexual BBC and Intox Addict. The more I tried to save myself the worse I got so I stopped fighting and here we are.

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@lira_shard
lira
3 days
Girlfriend wants to have sex for the first time ever tomorrow. What do I do? 1: Fuck her 2: Cum beforehand so I can't get hard 3: Goon all day so I'm edged and am (maybe?) premature when I fuck her
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
I love this video for so many reasons but one is that when I watch it, it makes a deep part of my old, non-gooner self lose a bit more life... That willing self destruction and betrayal of my old self is truly ecstasy producing.
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@lira_shard
lira
6 months
So basically if this is AI right now... Why TF am I trying to deal with a gf when in 10 years I'll be able to marry fucking 18yo VR Emma Watson?
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@lira_shard
lira
6 months
AI is gonna produce the most incredible mind breaking porn...I doubt we can even really imagine how good it will get
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
It's true.
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
So... This is gonna sound like BS but I swear it's not. A girl accidentally flashed her tits at me yesterday, made eye contact, and laughed. It was one of the hottest experiences of my life seeing this ~20yo's tits fall out, know she saw me gawking, and she fucking laughed 🥵🥵
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@lira_shard
lira
6 months
I for one welcome our new AI porn overlords
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@lira_shard
lira
5 months
I have 1: a date tonight 2: a big exam tomorrow 3: lots of readings for an exam next week. I have been looking at porn constantly since 5 am and I was actively masturbating until 9. Haven't eaten and have only had coffee to drink. This is bliss.
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@lira_shard
lira
5 months
Is there anything hotter than the desensitized stare of someone who has utterly carpet bombed their brain with porn?
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@lira_shard
lira
9 months
@GooningOni Same here. Woke up a bit early and started stroking before I was even conscious. I love it when I wake up and my body is just screaming "goon..goon...goon...we have to goon." Your eyes aren't even open yet but you're grinding against the sheets leaking precum into em already...🤤
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
Auuuuggghh god thank you porn. The past week and a half have been hell (started the fall semester at college) but oh fuck me the relief that porn gives me
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@lira_shard
lira
6 months
Aaaaannnnd I was gonna sleep but now I have to have a Christmas goon session
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@lira_shard
lira
7 months
@AmberGooning 22yo now. Been here a long time and it's so great to see how fast new gooners are progressing. It took me 8 years to finally overcome all the guilt and everything around porn so it's so good to see other young people who often are able to bypass that struggle. Happy Gooning!
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@lira_shard
lira
5 months
As someone who grew up very religious and still attends every week, nothing was more helpful for sending me down the rabbit hole of porn addiction than blasphemy porn. It's what got me onto Tumblr back in the day and it was scrolling blasphemy accounts that I first found Gooning.
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@lira_shard
lira
6 months
Yeah...no I do think I am anymore
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@lira_shard
lira
5 months
@GothMommyVicky Ah yeah, I can feel that look lol... Like everything is just static...hell even the porn has static. Nothing but the dopamine and the exhaustion and the desire to keep it going. 14hrs in my brain is so burnt out that I hardly notice the peaks and troughs of edging anymore.
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@lira_shard
lira
11 months
Sadly my all nighter/all day session was interrupted this morning but I am home now and, while I can't strip and goon because the parents are home, I can and will be taking an edible or two and lying on my bed watching porn. Gotta get as fucked up as possible!
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@lira_shard
lira
11 months
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@lira_shard
lira
3 months
Seriously though... Every time I open this fucking app I just want to ruin myself so I can never actually lose my virginity to my gf.
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PIEDpumpzombie
3 months
Keep telling myself it’s the last time and that I need to stop gooning prone before the damage is permanent… But whenever I get horny all I want is to break my dick and get irreversible erectile dysfunction for censored girls I’ll never meet, luv my crippling PIED addiction <3
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@lira_shard
lira
6 months
My goal is 1000 hours in 2024...I'm already approaching 6 hrs here and I'm "just getting started" for the day. My stretch goal is 1500hrs.
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
It's the middle of the day and I'm completely fucked up. High and druck and totally porned (took me three tries to write that word) out. Fuck me.. this addiction is amazing
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
I wonder how many people have actually genuinely been "corrupted" by hardcore porn addicts... For the first time since I gave in and watched BBC porn for the first time two years ago I feel as though I am experiencing a progression in my addiction. The past summer has been ..wow
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
@xBlackedBoi @race_traitor14 He'll be on here cumming in chastity less than a month after the fact.
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@lira_shard
lira
9 months
@kidrpst Wish this had happened to me... I'm addicted as it is but that would've jump started things so well. I'll never forget my friend informing me that "masturbating is a mortal sin" at age 11. Even at the time I thought "cmon man ... learn to enjoy it."
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@lira_shard
lira
3 months
So we have Blacked...we have Blacked Raw...why can't they come out with Blacked 18
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@lira_shard
lira
3 months
I'm seeing gf tonight. she wants me to bring condoms (never fucked. I have fingered her and she has tried to jerk me/suck me off). I've spent all day with porn and I'm like *SO* to having a mind blowing orgasm thinking about how disappointed she'd be 2nite when I cant get it up
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@lira_shard
lira
5 months
@HyperboreanWind Thanks for such an equally depressing and exhilarating Valentine's Day message for us.
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@lira_shard
lira
11 months
One of these days I'm gonna say fuck it and buy all the fem clothes I need to do this sort of thing... I wanna get all smooth and soft and girly for my gooning sessions.
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@lira_shard
lira
11 months
@AmberGooning @GoonGodCait and you are both responsible for such an increase in my addiction... Absolutely love what I am becoming.
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@lira_shard
lira
11 months
I'm neither drunk nor high yet but the two modafinil I took are hitting as I listen to @PABP_official 's heavenly work and I feel like Mary ascending into heaven.
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@lira_shard
lira
1 year
@Goonz4Teenz @HailzTribs Oh god damn yes Natalia Dyer is amazing Yes God Yes is in the running for hottest film I have ever seen... Anything to see her masturbating 🤤
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@lira_shard
lira
3 months
GF stripteased me last weekend. Nothing. I had to put on a cock ring and beat it to death to get it up
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@lira_shard
lira
5 months
I propose that in addition to this, you reach around with the hand that not holding your phone and smack your little white ovaries as you do this. Doing both and once and shooting your pathetic seed all over your pillow is like nothing. NOTHING in this world.
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
@ameliagoonette I'm so happy for you! Welcome home! I must admit your story made me literally shudder with pleasure... All that effort, all that will, all that hope for normalcy... It never stood a chance against Porn. 🥵 Don't you love being her slave?
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@lira_shard
lira
7 months
Same! Finally on break here! Time to plunge back into this addiction with total abandon
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@lira_shard
lira
6 months
@CarolynnJonni I used to be a good Catholic. Porn showed me that I could be so much more fulfilled by sinning... constantly. I still attend church (I live with my tradcath parents still) but the whole time I'm just thinking about porn... especially blasphemy porn.
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@lira_shard
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9 months
@jenjenjamjam Oh my God I want one
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@lira_shard
lira
11 months
@lifelonggoon God I love masking as normal as you put it. "They have no idea I was up all night last night high and edging my brains out...hehe"
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@lira_shard
lira
7 months
Accurate depiction of what porn did to my soul.
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@lira_shard
lira
11 months
Time for a Modafinil... One now and then one at 9pm so when I go to bed at 10, I'll know there is absolutely zero chance of my sleeping at all for at least 12 hours 😂
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@lira_shard
lira
9 months
@eliepf1 Well that's worth a few edges. It's amazing how far we all push each other... It's great isn't it?
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
@WolvesAtKnight @AmberGooning Definitely won't forget again... Honestly I love the idea of porn induced insomnia. My addiction getting so good that sometimes I have to do all nighters even when it's not convenient just because porn says so... 🥵🥵
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
@AmberGooning I went two days without sleeping at all last week because my circadian rhythm is so fucked up because of porn. Sadly I didn't use the time to goon but it sure is a sign that my addiction is progressing into a whole new stage finally...
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@lira_shard
lira
11 months
@bizarrrefruit I am 21/22yo discovered porn in 2011 on Bing (lol) Discovered gooning via a blasphemy fetish I had around 2015. The blasphemy porn was all on Tumblr as were the gooners. Took about a year for gooning to become something I did frequently.
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@lira_shard
lira
6 months
@CringeLoserPig I hope to 1: start wearing panties daily 2: try chastity 3: buy some real sex toys (mostly so I can goon while in chastity)
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
It appears I have managed to give myself insomnia. Not ideal. We are approaching 48hrs without sleep here, despite my best efforts. I have 4 classes to attend today so my plan is to just spend the rest of the night gooning to try and work up enough energy for em.
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
The amazing thing was that I didn't get hard for the tits. I only got hard later when I thought "🤤 she saw me staring at her tits."
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
I didn't even take thatmaby edibles... literally 12 mg but I've never been this fucked up .. must be the different company or something. I don't know what but I can't type so I'm using voice to chat
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@lira_shard
lira
6 months
Never used to... I do now though. It's the edging equivalent of taking a shot. If you are challenged to do it...you do it.
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@lira_shard
lira
7 months
@AmberGooning The guilt struggle can be really difficult to get passed. You commit to porn (she's already committed to you) and then you purge and promise and pray... It started where I could resist for a month...then 3 weeks... Then 1 week...then 2 days...gave up trying in 2020. Happier now.
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
Done this a few times this month and it completely destroys my brain for the rest of the day. Even if I lose the edge and cum, the residual effects of all that dopamine from the porn mixed with the edibles is enough to blow what was supposed to be a productive study day.
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
Looking forward to being able to goon all day tomorrow
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
God damnit these never fucking get old
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@lira_shard
lira
8 months
I have an exam tomorrow and haven't even been that horny of late...but today it's overwhelming. It's over halfway through the day and I have done zero studying. I'm slightly drunk and am going to be high soon...and I am gooning like mad.
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@lira_shard
lira
9 months
The thing I love most about my porn addiction is hiding it. No one has a clue irl as to who I really am and I love that. The people at my church think I am a saint in the making... They tell my parents about how wonderful and holy I am. Only you all know the truth.
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
@WolvesAtKnight @AmberGooning Ultimately that's what I ended up doing... Got to like 2 am on the second night and I was just like "there's no way I'm gonna be able to get to sleep here... I may as well use the time."
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@lira_shard
lira
11 months
@MuchEnough Gives me an absurd level of focus on porn... So much so that I can actually finish entire 45 minute scenes without thinking "I should be scrolling twitter rn...this is taking too long."
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
This is what we all need. Thanks to all of you who have encouraged me either directly or through your tweets and captions. 2023 is 100% the biggest year for my addiction so far.
@lifelonggoon
Toxic Gooner
10 months
Always pushing each other to smoke more, watch more and be more disgusting. I need to take more too.
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@lira_shard
lira
11 months
I was gooning 24 hours ago. I have slept 2 hours since the morning of the 16th and have gooned/edged/rubbed/watched for most of that time. It's amazing.
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@lira_shard
lira
11 months
Fuuuuu the liquor section was closed when I went to the store to prep for my goon session this evening. I did however end up buying some lube so I'll be trying that for the first time even tonight!
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
Sameee! So many of us have been in porns grip for years... Just think of the people coming up now. Soon we'll all be addicts. Our numbers can only increase.
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@lira_shard
lira
9 months
What is the worst noise an intoxicated 22 year old Gooner can hear? The sound of the fucking garage door. Parents just got in and utterly killed a goon session. REEEEEEEE
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@lira_shard
lira
6 months
@AmberGooning I started out just doing some very basic masturbation to stuff on sex . Com... There was almost no blasphemy stuff on there but what there was made me want more... Blasphemy porn led me to Tumblr back in 2015 where I discovered tons of blasphemy porn and also gooning...
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@lira_shard
lira
1 year
@HailzTribs Daisy Edgar Jones
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@lira_shard
lira
6 months
@CuckandBunny @Slave_bnwo1 Absolutely. There should be no opportunity for a white boy to successfully get hard around others. Preferably....honors school material here ... One would remain in chastity all through HS/College.
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@lira_shard
lira
11 months
It takes a long time to get super addicted. I've been gooning for 8 years now and only this summer have I begun to do all nighters. They are so much fun but they are definitely a major challenge... Something to be worked up to.
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@lira_shard
lira
11 months
Sitting across the table from my parents watching teens and dreaming of locking myself in my room for a month so I can truly goon
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@lira_shard
lira
7 months
@SGoonTherapist @DanielaBlacked @AmberGooning Just started dating (not sure how I managed that.. must've not gooned for a day or two) and am trying to figure out what to do next. (Still haven't had sex thankfully but we've gotten pretty far on the road of foreplay. I want to see if she likes porn but that's a hard question
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@lira_shard
lira
11 months
Pretty well sums things up doesn't it? I must say I love the idea of humping a rolled up sleeping bag though...never tried that despite the fact that I use the inside of my sleeping bag as my goon towel. It's seen me go from watching lesbian porn once a month to gooning all 🌃
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@lira_shard
lira
9 months
And deep down... I know that I will enjoy the relapse... I will enjoy killing off a little bit more of my conscience the next time I goon... I will enjoy pushing myself to new heights of pleasure and addiction.
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@lira_shard
lira
11 months
@R18Pale Elon seems to be breaking gifs again so here's a screenshot of what I was gonna say 😂
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@lira_shard
lira
1 year
There are few accomplishments as difficult to obtain as tricking people into thinking you aren't high
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
I have class in two hours and I can't skip them today sadly but what I just did is take a couple edibles so I'm fucked up in class. Because of where I sit I can scroll through porn without anyone having a clue... God I can't wait.
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@lira_shard
lira
5 months
@cringegoontard @Bnwoontherise @HerrscherDante Now it's rare this happens (for now lol) but prone masturbation while limp from excessive gooning is pure heaven...again, exhausting but so worth it. It's a whole other feeling..hard to explain it.
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
@Aurelia030 @AddictKittty I have about ~1600 words worth of posts due tomorrow night. I'm out almost all day tomorrow, including the entire evening. I've stalled all week because I've been gooning so much. Worth it... And I'm still an almost perfect A student
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@lira_shard
lira
5 months
Oh my god DID GOONINGAMBER GET BANNED??? NO! NO! NO!
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@lira_shard
lira
1 year
The most epic response to finding out that we all love her feet 😂
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@lira_shard
lira
11 months
@scint_meerkat @MuchEnough Shit you're encouraging me... I just took a Modafinil to force myself to stay up all night to goon. Now I'm thinking a shot and an edible chasers....
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@lira_shard
lira
1 year
I can't tell you how many times I have cum to this picture over the years lol
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@lira_shard
lira
5 months
@SillyAliceAlly @HexxedApollo @subbyslyt Lmao I have had a poll running since last night about this. It's closer than I thought it would be but I'm taking your advice. When she sees it, it'll be all limp and exhausted.
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@lira_shard
lira
11 months
@scint_meerkat @MuchEnough Shot and edible are also down.... Cock, brace yourself.
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@lira_shard
lira
9 months
Never gotten off to this before... But Olivia Rodrigo managed to make me enjoy it
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6 months
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@lira_shard
lira
1 year
@GoonerLofi Not only have I stayed a virgin this summer but I also completed my first ever all nighter with porn and gooned while high for the first time ever. Both are now becoming core parts of my addiction.
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@lira_shard
lira
11 months
@HelpingHandBeta Goon morning! Well now I have to stay up the rest of the night gooning...after all it's already morning
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
@pussyfreegoons @The8Enjoyers @gooningedits @WayOuterSphere Ikr... I tried weed for the first time this June and holy fuck has it leveled up my addiction. I finally understood what people meant by "brainless."
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@lira_shard
lira
5 months
@SillyAliceAlly Do both at once and you speed it all up. Not to mention you end up leaking those white cummies all over your pillow LONG before you even cum
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@lira_shard
lira
10 months
@pornosexual7421 @relapsinggoon8 Literally... It takes while to really learn but honestly... If it's aching it's a sign you're doing it right.
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@lira_shard
lira
4 months
AUUUGHH Porn has destroyed me
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@lira_shard
lira
9 months
Honestly yes. I haven't "escaped" porn for more than a week in almost 5 years now. Even if i don't even touch myself I watch it almost every day. On the rare occasions that I genuinely think I'll try to escape, my resolve is no longer total... I know deep down that I'll be back.>
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@lira_shard
lira
7 months
@DebaucherySin Pretty good. Pulling an all nighter before meeting my new (first) GFS family in the afternoon.
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@lira_shard
lira
6 months
@Blacked_Guard @ElenaBlacked Nothing quite as hot to me as when I cum and then let it lay on my stomach for a bit... I quiver with pleasure knowing all those cummies are never going to impregnate a woman... instead they were wasted as I watch black men creampie white girls I couldn't even talk to
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@lira_shard
lira
7 months
@DanielaBlacked @SGoonTherapist @AmberGooning Honestly, even kissing her for the first time (first kiss for both of us)... It was nice but I was immediately thinking "well where's the dopamine hit?" Realized afterwards that it's because porn has given me so much pleasure...came to that thought later that night actually 😂
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@lira_shard
lira
11 months
@scint_meerkat @MuchEnough I did just realize I still have assignments due (I'm in college) tomorrow...well I'll worry about that in the morning.
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@lira_shard
lira
5 months
@HexxedApollo @SillyAliceAlly @subbyslyt Same. I just need to figure out how to do it with lube... That seems like it would be really incredible
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@lira_shard
lira
6 months
@InferiorWill2 It really does. I do it with my hand a lot now but I learned how to masturbate by humping my bed...God it was great.
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