Girlfriend wants to have sex for the first time ever tomorrow. What do I do?
1: Fuck her
2: Cum beforehand so I can't get hard
3: Goon all day so I'm edged and am (maybe?) premature when I fuck her
I love this video for so many reasons but one is that when I watch it, it makes a deep part of my old, non-gooner self lose a bit more life... That willing self destruction and betrayal of my old self is truly ecstasy producing.
So... This is gonna sound like BS but I swear it's not.
A girl accidentally flashed her tits at me yesterday, made eye contact, and laughed. It was one of the hottest experiences of my life seeing this ~20yo's tits fall out, know she saw me gawking, and she fucking laughed 🥵🥵
I have
1: a date tonight
2: a big exam tomorrow
3: lots of readings for an exam next week.
I have been looking at porn constantly since 5 am and I was actively masturbating until 9.
Haven't eaten and have only had coffee to drink. This is bliss.
@GooningOni
Same here. Woke up a bit early and started stroking before I was even conscious. I love it when I wake up and my body is just screaming "goon..goon...goon...we have to goon." Your eyes aren't even open yet but you're grinding against the sheets leaking precum into em already...🤤
Auuuuggghh god thank you porn. The past week and a half have been hell (started the fall semester at college) but oh fuck me the relief that porn gives me
@AmberGooning
22yo now. Been here a long time and it's so great to see how fast new gooners are progressing. It took me 8 years to finally overcome all the guilt and everything around porn so it's so good to see other young people who often are able to bypass that struggle.
Happy Gooning!
As someone who grew up very religious and still attends every week, nothing was more helpful for sending me down the rabbit hole of porn addiction than blasphemy porn. It's what got me onto Tumblr back in the day and it was scrolling blasphemy accounts that I first found Gooning.
@GothMommyVicky
Ah yeah, I can feel that look lol... Like everything is just static...hell even the porn has static. Nothing but the dopamine and the exhaustion and the desire to keep it going. 14hrs in my brain is so burnt out that I hardly notice the peaks and troughs of edging anymore.
Sadly my all nighter/all day session was interrupted this morning but I am home now and, while I can't strip and goon because the parents are home, I can and will be taking an edible or two and lying on my bed watching porn.
Gotta get as fucked up as possible!
Keep telling myself it’s the last time and that I need to stop gooning prone before the damage is permanent… But whenever I get horny all I want is to break my dick and get irreversible erectile dysfunction for censored girls I’ll never meet, luv my crippling PIED addiction <3
It's the middle of the day and I'm completely fucked up. High and druck and totally porned (took me three tries to write that word) out. Fuck me.. this addiction is amazing
I wonder how many people have actually genuinely been "corrupted" by hardcore porn addicts...
For the first time since I gave in and watched BBC porn for the first time two years ago I feel as though I am experiencing a progression in my addiction. The past summer has been ..wow
@kidrpst
Wish this had happened to me... I'm addicted as it is but that would've jump started things so well.
I'll never forget my friend informing me that "masturbating is a mortal sin" at age 11. Even at the time I thought "cmon man ... learn to enjoy it."
I'm seeing gf tonight. she wants me to bring condoms (never fucked. I have fingered her and she has tried to jerk me/suck me off).
I've spent all day with porn and I'm like *SO* to having a mind blowing orgasm thinking about how disappointed she'd be 2nite when I cant get it up
One of these days I'm gonna say fuck it and buy all the fem clothes I need to do this sort of thing... I wanna get all smooth and soft and girly for my gooning sessions.
I'm neither drunk nor high yet but the two modafinil I took are hitting as I listen to
@PABP_official
's heavenly work and I feel like Mary ascending into heaven.
@Goonz4Teenz
@HailzTribs
Oh god damn yes Natalia Dyer is amazing
Yes God Yes is in the running for hottest film I have ever seen... Anything to see her masturbating 🤤
I propose that in addition to this, you reach around with the hand that not holding your phone and smack your little white ovaries as you do this. Doing both and once and shooting your pathetic seed all over your pillow is like nothing. NOTHING in this world.
@ameliagoonette
I'm so happy for you! Welcome home!
I must admit your story made me literally shudder with pleasure... All that effort, all that will, all that hope for normalcy... It never stood a chance against Porn. 🥵 Don't you love being her slave?
@CarolynnJonni
I used to be a good Catholic. Porn showed me that I could be so much more fulfilled by sinning... constantly. I still attend church (I live with my tradcath parents still) but the whole time I'm just thinking about porn... especially blasphemy porn.
Time for a Modafinil... One now and then one at 9pm so when I go to bed at 10, I'll know there is absolutely zero chance of my sleeping at all for at least 12 hours 😂
@WolvesAtKnight
@AmberGooning
Definitely won't forget again... Honestly I love the idea of porn induced insomnia. My addiction getting so good that sometimes I have to do all nighters even when it's not convenient just because porn says so... 🥵🥵
@AmberGooning
I went two days without sleeping at all last week because my circadian rhythm is so fucked up because of porn. Sadly I didn't use the time to goon but it sure is a sign that my addiction is progressing into a whole new stage finally...
@bizarrrefruit
I am 21/22yo
discovered porn in 2011 on Bing (lol)
Discovered gooning via a blasphemy fetish I had around 2015. The blasphemy porn was all on Tumblr as were the gooners.
Took about a year for gooning to become something I did frequently.
It appears I have managed to give myself insomnia. Not ideal. We are approaching 48hrs without sleep here, despite my best efforts. I have 4 classes to attend today so my plan is to just spend the rest of the night gooning to try and work up enough energy for em.
I didn't even take thatmaby edibles... literally 12 mg but I've never been this fucked up .. must be the different company or something. I don't know what but I can't type so I'm using voice to chat
@AmberGooning
The guilt struggle can be really difficult to get passed. You commit to porn (she's already committed to you) and then you purge and promise and pray... It started where I could resist for a month...then 3 weeks... Then 1 week...then 2 days...gave up trying in 2020. Happier now.
Done this a few times this month and it completely destroys my brain for the rest of the day. Even if I lose the edge and cum, the residual effects of all that dopamine from the porn mixed with the edibles is enough to blow what was supposed to be a productive study day.
I have an exam tomorrow and haven't even been that horny of late...but today it's overwhelming. It's over halfway through the day and I have done zero studying. I'm slightly drunk and am going to be high soon...and I am gooning like mad.
The thing I love most about my porn addiction is hiding it. No one has a clue irl as to who I really am and I love that. The people at my church think I am a saint in the making... They tell my parents about how wonderful and holy I am.
Only you all know the truth.
@WolvesAtKnight
@AmberGooning
Ultimately that's what I ended up doing... Got to like 2 am on the second night and I was just like "there's no way I'm gonna be able to get to sleep here... I may as well use the time."
@MuchEnough
Gives me an absurd level of focus on porn... So much so that I can actually finish entire 45 minute scenes without thinking "I should be scrolling twitter rn...this is taking too long."
This is what we all need. Thanks to all of you who have encouraged me either directly or through your tweets and captions. 2023 is 100% the biggest year for my addiction so far.
I was gooning 24 hours ago.
I have slept 2 hours since the morning of the 16th and have gooned/edged/rubbed/watched for most of that time. It's amazing.
Fuuuuu the liquor section was closed when I went to the store to prep for my goon session this evening.
I did however end up buying some lube so I'll be trying that for the first time even tonight!
Sameee! So many of us have been in porns grip for years... Just think of the people coming up now. Soon we'll all be addicts. Our numbers can only increase.
What is the worst noise an intoxicated 22 year old Gooner can hear?
The sound of the fucking garage door. Parents just got in and utterly killed a goon session. REEEEEEEE
@AmberGooning
I started out just doing some very basic masturbation to stuff on sex . Com... There was almost no blasphemy stuff on there but what there was made me want more... Blasphemy porn led me to Tumblr back in 2015 where I discovered tons of blasphemy porn and also gooning...
@CuckandBunny
@Slave_bnwo1
Absolutely. There should be no opportunity for a white boy to successfully get hard around others. Preferably....honors school material here ... One would remain in chastity all through HS/College.
It takes a long time to get super addicted. I've been gooning for 8 years now and only this summer have I begun to do all nighters. They are so much fun but they are definitely a major challenge... Something to be worked up to.
@SGoonTherapist
@DanielaBlacked
@AmberGooning
Just started dating (not sure how I managed that.. must've not gooned for a day or two) and am trying to figure out what to do next. (Still haven't had sex thankfully but we've gotten pretty far on the road of foreplay.
I want to see if she likes porn but that's a hard question
Pretty well sums things up doesn't it?
I must say I love the idea of humping a rolled up sleeping bag though...never tried that despite the fact that I use the inside of my sleeping bag as my goon towel. It's seen me go from watching lesbian porn once a month to gooning all 🌃
And deep down... I know that I will enjoy the relapse... I will enjoy killing off a little bit more of my conscience the next time I goon... I will enjoy pushing myself to new heights of pleasure and addiction.
I have class in two hours and I can't skip them today sadly but what I just did is take a couple edibles so I'm fucked up in class. Because of where I sit I can scroll through porn without anyone having a clue... God I can't wait.
@cringegoontard
@Bnwoontherise
@HerrscherDante
Now it's rare this happens (for now lol) but prone masturbation while limp from excessive gooning is pure heaven...again, exhausting but so worth it. It's a whole other feeling..hard to explain it.
@Aurelia030
@AddictKittty
I have about ~1600 words worth of posts due tomorrow night. I'm out almost all day tomorrow, including the entire evening. I've stalled all week because I've been gooning so much.
Worth it... And I'm still an almost perfect A student
@scint_meerkat
@MuchEnough
Shit you're encouraging me... I just took a Modafinil to force myself to stay up all night to goon. Now I'm thinking a shot and an edible chasers....
@SillyAliceAlly
@HexxedApollo
@subbyslyt
Lmao I have had a poll running since last night about this. It's closer than I thought it would be but I'm taking your advice. When she sees it, it'll be all limp and exhausted.
@GoonerLofi
Not only have I stayed a virgin this summer but I also completed my first ever all nighter with porn and gooned while high for the first time ever. Both are now becoming core parts of my addiction.
@SillyAliceAlly
Do both at once and you speed it all up. Not to mention you end up leaking those white cummies all over your pillow LONG before you even cum
Honestly yes. I haven't "escaped" porn for more than a week in almost 5 years now. Even if i don't even touch myself I watch it almost every day. On the rare occasions that I genuinely think I'll try to escape, my resolve is no longer total... I know deep down that I'll be back.>
@Blacked_Guard
@ElenaBlacked
Nothing quite as hot to me as when I cum and then let it lay on my stomach for a bit... I quiver with pleasure knowing all those cummies are never going to impregnate a woman... instead they were wasted as I watch black men creampie white girls I couldn't even talk to
@DanielaBlacked
@SGoonTherapist
@AmberGooning
Honestly, even kissing her for the first time (first kiss for both of us)... It was nice but I was immediately thinking "well where's the dopamine hit?" Realized afterwards that it's because porn has given me so much pleasure...came to that thought later that night actually 😂