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lilred 0/25

@lil_olli98

6 days

Trick or Treat - October Accountability SW:180kgs

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@lil_olli98

1 month

I can't believe I let myself get this far

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@lil_olli98

1 month

Well I did it. 182 4kgs. 402.1lbs. I'm ending it here I think

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10 days

Things I've noticed having reached 400lbs: -my legs started resisting me when I walked more than a few metres -crippling back pain that has had me forced to sit in public places that aren't necessarily designed for sitting: i.e. the floor at woolworths. The pain also happens when

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1 year

For people that see this, I apologise. My measurements are in metric. I'm down almost 10kgs from my highest weight. It's not much but I think it's still worth celebrating.

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@lil_olli98

8 days

Not exactly flattering I don't know if it's worth keeping for when I lose the weight, or if I should give up and throw it out now

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@lil_olli98

1 month

Well I did it. 182 4kgs. 402.1lbs. I'm ending it here I think

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@lil_olli98

1 month

Guys, I'm 2kgs away from 400lbs. I am disgusted

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@lil_olli98

1 month

Guys, I'm 2kgs away from 400lbs. I am disgusted

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lilred 0/25

@lil_olli98

7 months

I'm not referring to myself as a loli at all. My user is 'Lil Olli." I apologise for the misunderstanding. I need to fix my layout as I understand how it can be construed as inappropriate.

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@lil_olli98

6 days

My actual comparison piece. I want to be swimming in it once the weight is gone.

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@lil_olli98

13 days

Turned 26 today. I started the month at 182.4kgs/402.1lbs and am now currently down to 175.2/386.2, bringing me down 7.2/15.8. Slowly but surely.

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@lil_olli98

1 year

@lamictalspo If it helps, my measurements are in kilograms as opposed to pounds

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@lil_olli98

10 days

I go up and down, laundry, shopping, donating cans -breathlessness. Again, walking more than a few steps has me breathless and if I push too hard I start hyperventilating - sleep apnea: I've stopped breathing in my sleep and worried my bf. Thus one may be a side effect of

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@lil_olli98

1 year

Feel free to comment if you're over 18 and have a high sw and I'll happily FB. This is a safe space for you

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@Fallindownstars

1 year

Just a psa : for moots who are also at a high start weight - this is a safe account for yall too. I'll never judge someone who also had a high start weight. We're in the trenches together and you have my support.

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@lil_olli98

10 days

abusing antipsychotics, too That's all for now

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@lil_olli98

3 months

People on mental health medication, what are you on and how does it affect you?

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@lil_olli98

3 months

I will NOT reach 400lbs/181kgs.

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@lil_olli98

1 year

There seems to be confusion, and I don't want the support I don't deserve. I've never lost down to this weight. This was the weight I was when I first started disordered habits on the more extreme end rather than just over eating. Sorry for the confusion.

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@lil_olli98

8 months

I feel guilty about posting the pictures of myself that I have. I know I'm unsightly, and I don't mean to brew up so much discourse and ugliness. I'm sorry for offending you.

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@lil_olli98

5 months

I'm at my highest weight again and I'm stuck and I don't know what to do. I'm not losing and I'm only gaining. I'm a disaster and I don't want to be like this anynore

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@lil_olli98

7 days

@Bigboynina85570 That's a strange thing to say. Why?

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@lil_olli98

1 year

incorrect. Do you want every single diagnosis and comorbidity that limits my ability to improve myself? Do you want to know about my executive dysfunction, my anxiety, my PTSD? There's more here than I can put into words about why I have such a challenging time trying to get all

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@lil_olli98

4 months

I'm not doing well, I can barely leave my bed and my bf is punishing me for it because he's not getting any

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@lil_olli98

1 year

this godforsaken fat off of me. Please be kind. You don't know my story and I don't know yours. I'm sorry for the ramble but thank you for your time.

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@lil_olli98

8 days

Back up to the 180's. Goddamnit

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@lil_olli98

13 days

Turned 26 today. I started the month at 182.4kgs/402.1lbs and am now currently down to 175.2/386.2, bringing me down 7.2/15.8. Slowly but surely.

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@lil_olli98

5 months

Do you consider coercion to be SA?

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@lil_olli98

8 days

I think about you when I touch myself By which I mean I rub my temples because you give me a fucking headache

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@lil_olli98

11 days

I always said I don't understand how people get so big that they become borderline immobile. Having reached 400lbs this year and losing a lot of my mobility I finally understand. That doesn't mean I have to like it.

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@lil_olli98

3 months

@Chiyoscals OG SW was 124kgs but I haven't seen that number in 7 years

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@lil_olli98

11 days

Think I might follow the 'weigh yourself on October 1st and then again on the 31st for a lil trick or treat". Will you be joining?

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@lil_olli98

1 year

I got sa'ed this weekend and I'm not doing well

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@lil_olli98

1 year

Hey if you've followed me lately and want a FB, I'm happy to. Please comment here, I don't want to be rude. 18+ is the only stipulation

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@lil_olli98

1 month

To everyone wondering what the fuck is on my skirt in that photo, it was butter chicken. I spilled it opening a container and took this picture just before a shower.

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lilred 0/25

@lil_olli98

11 months

A man spent 19 minutes today explaining I needed to cut sugars from my diet for my gut health and told me in essence "you'd be prettier if you were skinnier". Ew

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@lil_olli98

1 year

@bruisedbonesxx Thank you very much, I will be mindful of this advice. My knees truly are a weak spot

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@lil_olli98

8 days

220 for me

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@EchoLimaBean

8 days

I have to lose 120lbs just to be at a healthy bmi. I'm so disgusting.

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@lil_olli98

8 months

My WL Goals for 2024 Early August 128kgs 23rd September 124kgs Early December 108kgs

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lilred 0/25

@lil_olli98

8 days

Someone said I was selfish for the amount of food I eat and that I should think of others. I don't think that's a fair assessment. Sure, I overeat, but I haven't had a single b/p session this year. I'm not taking away from others by getting the food I need to survive.

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@lil_olli98

1 month

Got a blood test a couple days ago. Clear for diabetes but I gotta take iron, folic acid and vitamin D tablets. The vitamin D deficiency has my support worker worried and he wants to make sure I go outside more

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@lil_olli98

5 months

I just want to drastically change my appearance. I want to lose weight, dye my hair, get some piercings and tattoos and buy a new wardrobe but I have so many obstacles it's ridiculous

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@lil_olli98

8 months

@yoshcals Heck yes!

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@lil_olli98

1 year

TMI Warning 18+ Tomorrow I'm going to cuck bf #2 by fucking bf #1 on his bed that bf #2 and I are going to share the following evening. I am so fucking entertained.

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@lil_olli98

1 month

Those calorie trackers people have... how fo you add your intake to it?

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@lil_olli98

1 year

Does flavoured lubricant while sucking dick break a fast?

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@lil_olli98

20 days

Despite my weight, I haven't actually binged in a couple months

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@lil_olli98

8 days

@vvnntwt Shein I think

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@lil_olli98

1 month

Instead of calling me a dickhead when I do something stupid my bf will say "I love you" in a specific tone that clearly indicates he thinks what I just did was moronic

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@lil_olli98

1 year

How sick is it that you have to pay for the vet to kill your pet?

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@lil_olli98

1 year

I've always been told I was big, but I didn't necessarily understand how big I was. For the longest time I was disordered for what everyone told me I was because I wanted to be liked. Now I see what I like and I need it gone. I can't stand to look at myself.

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@SWFRDAMNIT

1 year

did anyone else who started with a really high hw have like reverse body dysmorphia at the time?? like i never fully grasped how large i was then yet subsequently i view myself larger now. basically there's no hope lol

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@lil_olli98

18 days

Comment if you're following and I haven't followed back and you want to be moots! 18+ please

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@lil_olli98

1 year

@em0girLd0LL Me too. I was expecting this to go much worse than it has. I am overwhelmed by all of the support

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@lil_olli98

18 days

I don't understand how if you get to a certain weight, you start growing shit that looks like barnacles

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@lil_olli98

13 days

Guilty

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@useriyaa

13 days

imagine constantly talking about wanting to lose weight but eating like you are trying to gain,,

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@lil_olli98

3 months

I was depressed and barely functioning or conscious for a month and my bf was keeping his distance from me bc he thought I was cheating on him. Bitch, I'm abusing antipsychotics and barely leaving my bed. Where would I have had room to cheat?

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@lil_olli98

2 years

I'm not tiny and saying how big I am for attention. It's genuinely just hit me exactly how bad I've gotten. I currently weigh 380 lbs, and I'm trapped in my overeating cycle, and I can't get out.

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@lil_olli98

1 year

I'm grieving the loss of my cat and throwing up is really wrecking my stomach and chest muscles, but yay skinny I guess

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@lil_olli98

8 months

Embarrassing fat moment: I couldn't get the seat belt to click in . Shits rmbarrassing

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@lil_olli98

15 days

Well L just died. Is there really any point in continuing Death Note?

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@lil_olli98

1 year

My cat got put down because he had three ticks that paralysed him. I'm not ok

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@lil_olli98

10 days

@milkou1d My support coordinator is looking into hydrotherapy for me and I'm looking forward to it. Don't wanna buy togs though. I don't know if I can get physio without a Medicare card. Shits expensive

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@lil_olli98

1 month

@AFableArchitect 170 hrs

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@lil_olli98

12 days

I've had just over 5000 calories today. My stomach feels like it's gonna burst and I'm low key embarrassed

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@lil_olli98

1 year

Gained everything I lost back. Being homeless means I can't fuss on what I'm eating and we've been eating a lot of bread and pantry/products

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@lil_olli98

19 days

The only change I've made this month is heavily cutting down my coke consumption (I've had 3) and I'm down 6.2kgs from the start of September

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@lil_olli98

1 month

@bluestberries I'm in between doctors at the moment but I have been referred to a psychiatrist

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@lil_olli98

4 days

2nd day of October and I already want to weigh myself. This trick or treat challenge is going to be difficult. How are you doing with ir?

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@lil_olli98

8 months

@anadepressed_ Damn right! We got this!

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@lil_olli98

1 year

@0h_4m Anxiety about being in public means I can't leave the house to do the exercise I need to get better. I don't blame my anxiety for this. I also have PTSD and trauma from my upbringing while having had food put in my face instead of handling my emotions (Sicilian)

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@lil_olli98

1 month

Made the mistake of posting on reddit. Git told my face looks like a potato

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@lil_olli98

1 year

Looking for moots after an account deactivation I'm Red Obligatory not new to edtwt I'm 24 years old B.E.D with bulimic tendencies HW: 173kg (381.4lbs) CW: 170kg (376.1lbs) LW: 123kg (271.1lbs) My present goal is to meet that LW I also like anime, frogs 🐸 and painting 🖼

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@lil_olli98

17 days

How the fuck did my bc get 1.2 million views?

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@lil_olli98

1 year

@gr4cewannabe I'm agoraphobic and have a hard time being in spaces I don't deem safe enough or spaces that are occupied by people I don't know. I'm also autistic and rely heavily on my support work to manage things as basic as shopping or developing a daily routine.

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@lil_olli98

11 days

My lip has my SW concerned. He asked if my bf was hitting me. He's not. I think it's a viral infection.

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@lil_olli98

3 months

I swore I'd never turn out like ALR but it looks like I'm turning into her and I'm disgusted for myself

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@lil_olli98

1 year

The motivation for my current fast is obvious: poverty. A bitch don't get to be able to eat until Friday night

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@lil_olli98

1 month

I need to put some epic into my weightlosss. I can't stand for extended periods of time, I'm stopping breathing in and out of my sleep. I can't do basic bending over. It's ridiculous

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@lil_olli98

1 year

@bunnieslilblog Oh shit! Yes! I've been meaning to get one of those weighted Hoola hoop things, they look so efficient

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@lil_olli98

8 months

Someone said that it this point I might as well have the gastric surgergrry. Are you going to pay for it?

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@lil_olli98

8 days

My habits could be better and I'm not perfect but I don't deserve to starve just because a stranger feels like being a prick today. I need to get better eating habits, sure but I'm not less than

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@lil_olli98

6 days

It would be so much easier to be disordered if the bf didn't live with me.

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@lil_olli98

1 year

@sanjnaomi Kilos, friend. 169 kilos

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@lil_olli98

11 months

My goal for the rest stop f the year is 159.kgs. I gotta get out 9f the 160's. I feel trapped here.

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@lil_olli98

1 year

@IUismydream What a good way to think, thank you

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@lil_olli98

8 days

These definitely were not met, so I have one goal for the rest of the year and that's to hit 160 again

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@lil_olli98

8 months

My WL Goals for 2024 Early August 128kgs 23rd September 124kgs Early December 108kgs

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@lil_olli98

11 days

Just got in a fight with the bf. He through his weight around and then left to go smoke while I'm cowering in the bedroom

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@lil_olli98

7 months

There seems to be some discourse about the fact that I changed my name. I did, but I only added an underscore between the two words to minimise the confusion.

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@lil_olli98

1 year

@veggiecals_ I like this way of thinking, thank you

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@lil_olli98

10 months

What even is the stomach pain that comes with lax abuse?

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@lil_olli98

5 months

I don't care for kissing and it makes me feel like I'm weird for it

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@lil_olli98

2 years

@doll4di0r Did you just find a feedee in the wild?

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@lil_olli98

8 months

Terrified. I don't want to be all floppy

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@michiedtwt

8 months

are y'all scared of losing all the weight and then just look flacid? like, loose skin and all that?

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@lil_olli98

17 days

I don't trust ranch. It's a "sauce" with the consistency of salad dressing

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@lil_olli98

1 year

So I got my support worker to take me to the gym yesterday which was huge for me. Thankfully it was empty save like two people. We started off doing weighted squats but discovered I need to practise my squats first. My legs were jelly by that point so we did shoulder stuff and

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@lil_olli98

1 year

Hello friends

gail

@slutdroppinglbs

1 year

anyone else out here at a higher sw or a sw in the obese BMI category?? i want more moots who are going through the same shit as me (18+ pls)

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9 days

I don't smoke, but I deliberately refused to learn how to roll so I didn't have to do it for family that does. I was already paying for the damn things when they started begging for help and all that contributed t9 me never picking up the habit. My only vice is coke and binging

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7 days

I just threw up through my nose. What?

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@lil_olli98

8 months

TMI WARNING 18+ Sometimes I forget that touching yourself is a thing. It's like a body function I don't need that everyone else seems to. Sure it feels good, but I'm not driven to do it.

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