Hematologist called this morning & said my bloodwork looks good. So I can officially stay off my medication.
โฆIโm very emotional. After a year of living in fear of my health it seems as though this is finally coming to an end. God is good. ๐
February of this year i went to the ER thinking i had bronchitis or something & found out i had a massive blood clot in my lungs. Spent 3 days in ICU & had emergency surgery. Been on meds ever since + working with a therapist through the PTSD. But God did ๐๐พ
Damn
@CallofDuty
@Activision
Iโm doing everything I can when i see a hacker. Are yall gonna do something?? This guy is
#10
on ranked resurgence btw & not even trying to hide ๐
February of this year i went to the ER thinking i had bronchitis or something & found out i had a massive blood clot in my lungs. Spent 3 days in ICU & had emergency surgery. Been on meds ever since + working with a therapist through the PTSD. But God did ๐๐พ
Been working on my gameplay & just getting better at COD overall for the past month. I see progress in my KD, avg kills, & my PRs. But I look at this clip & only see areas i need to improve. So im posting this to acknowledge my progress & hope for more of these in the future ๐ช๐พ
in other news...this week i was able to jump (it was a lil baby hop) & jog (it was a hobble) for the first time since i tore my achilles 2 years ago ๐ฅณ
Just left my neurologist and my MRI results have ruled out anything serious. Got another test next week but no major concerns ๐ฅณ
#GodIsGood
love yall ๐
i'm so honored that AGQ asked me to join this dope ass team and initiative. i went to twitch a little over a year ago to find women that look like me to play the game with. so i'm excited to be apart of this ๐คง
Created a new stream team on Twitch โจ
This DEI initiative is so important! Black Women of COD is a stream team created to increase visibility and inclusion on Twitch. More to come, stay tuned!
Thank you for supporting this vision, dm or comment if interested in joining ๐
Iโve been surrounded by love all weekend and itโs really all i could ask for. People traveled to spend time & that means so much to me. I love everyone that showed any love for my birthday. 4L ๐ซถ๐พ๐ซถ๐พ๐
I hate how some men canโt be friends with women. Like as soon as you let them know you arenโt interested they start acting super fucking weird. Damn am i just a piece of meat?
Iโve started EMDR therapy to work through some PTSD & anxiety Iโve been struggling with recently after a near death incident earlier this year. After completing both sessions Ive feltโฆcalmer, more relaxed. & Iโm looking forward to seeing how this continues to help me long term.
First COD customs tourney in the books & Iโm grateful for the experience more than anything. I have a lot to learn and work on to get better but itโs only up from here ๐ซก
Damn
@CallofDuty
@Activision
Iโm doing everything I can when i see a hacker. Are yall gonna do something?? This guy is
#10
on ranked resurgence btw & not even trying to hide ๐
Thank you to everyone that has reached out to check on me and offer support. I am working through some medical issues & itโs just been taking a toll on me. Yalls love is keeping me going tho so i appreciate it all ๐ซถ๐พ
Iโm tired of being single so I guess Iโll start settling. Where are all my short kings? Iโm 5โ9 so if you claim 5 anything Iโm talking to you lil zaddy ๐
Really hate being told โyouโre strong, you can do itโ
I donโt want to be strong, tough, or any of that hard ass shit.
Sometimes i canโt do it. Iโm tired of always pushing through. When does shit get easy? When can I be soft?
Heard someone out there went through the effort of screenshotting my stream to send to others to talk shit and keekee together. & i just hope sis keeps that same hateful energy when we interact instead of being fake in my face ๐ซถ๐พ
My 2nd 2v2 ever & we made a crazy losers run before we lost in the finals. S/o to my sweaty ass duo
@dealasie
& thank you
@MISSXRA_
for hosting another ๐ฅ tourney
had my 1st session with
@Lightsfire_
monday & my KD has already went up, im winning more gunfights, & seeing improvement in my gameplay overall. i prob wouldve lost this simple fight last week, so if you're looking to improve at COD & WZ hit him up. tell him Big Mac sent you ๐ซ
Lowkeyโฆi be thinking a lot of these celebrities and artists be using โbeefโ as a publicity stunt/marketing tactic. Conflict helps drive up metrics & engagement more than anything. But that could just be my biased marketing brain talking ๐คท๐พโโ๏ธ