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@lexangel444

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22 | lesbian | sw: 158lbs | cw: 136lbs | lw: 126lbs |

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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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#edtwt ༶•┈┈୨♡୧┈┈•༶ intro not new to edtwt but relapsing, new moots? -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.- ♡ lexa — 22 — high sw ♡ she/her ☆ hw: 158lbs ☆ cw: 137lbs ☆ gw: 120lbs ☆ ugw: 100lbs + lesbian + minors, fatphobic, zionists, etc dni -.-.-.-.-.- reply if you wanna be moots (:
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
does anyone else have twt notifs off completely? id be murdered if anyone found out i have an ed and have this acc my friends are all recovered and my gf too this aint even my real name LMAO IM INCOGNITO AS HELL
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@lexangel444
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do u guys ever become lucid out of ur ed for like 2 seconds where in those two seconds youre like “what am i doing…i dont wanna—“ and then everything shifts back and ur back to counting ur cals
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@lexangel444
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@lthinspdiet i wanna get out of the 130s at least
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@lexangel444
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@milascal @skinnyprinsess you wont become obese from eating a sandwich and a latte for lunch omg ana brainrot has you bad LMAO
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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༶•┈┈୨♡୧┈┈•༶ #edtwt intro hi i’m new to edtwt pls be kind -.-.-.-.-.-.-.- ♡ lexa — 21 ♡ she/her ₊‧°𐐪♡𐑂°‧₊ ☆ hw: 158lbs ☆ cw: 150lbs ☆ gw: 133lbs ☆ ugw: 105lbs ₊‧°𐐪♡𐑂°‧₊ + lesbian + minors+fatphobic dni pls -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.- reply if you wanna be moots (:
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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@zokitz it’s not worth it, i don’t know you but i wrote a suicide note when i was 17 too. i thought my world was what it was and it would never get better but it wasnt true. it’s worth it to stick around, i never thought it would be.
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
9 months
girls that are skinny without eds are so NOT FAIR
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@lexangel444
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YALL ARENT GONNA BELIEVE THIS BUT I LOST ANOTHER POUND I REALLY AM FREEEEEEEEEE
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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im so jealous of people who have that body structure that they look skinny even when theyre chubby
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@lexangel444
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@p1nks4vage winter is the correct answer
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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im so excited to be skinny so i can wear cute little clothes that are so obviously catered to skinny girls 🤭that will BE ME!!
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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some of yalls cal limits are so unsustainable for long term restriction hello that is why youre binging !!!
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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oh my god i gained nearly 200 FOLLOWERS HELLO EVERYONE HOW ARE YOU TODAY
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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does anyone else come from a whole family of eating disorders but theyre the only one who acknowledges it LMAO
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
#edtwt ༶•┈┈୨♡୧┈┈•༶ intro not new to edtwt but looking for more moots! -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.- ♡ lexa — 22 — high sw ♡ she/her ☆ hw: 158lbs ☆ cw: 143lbs ☆ gw: 120lbs ☆ ugw: 100lbs + lesbian + minors, fatphobic, zionists, etc dni -.-.-.-.-.- reply if you wanna be moots (:
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@lexangel444
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9 months
bro does having an ed make anyone else feel like a terrible person LMAOO
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@lexangel444
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more motivation to get smaller: less surface area for me to have to SHAVE LMAO
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
9 months
@lovemeinphases @naomiixcalz @HANNAHREXlC thats so good if you’re recovering and stuff rly proud of you but dont lurk in ed community and then interact and shame people posting ed related content that you are actively putting onto your own timeline. like you cant have your cake and eat it too.
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
9 months
@lillycountcals ok since nobody is giving you a real answer i will lmao, just try ti make sure your dates dont all revolve around food. thats where i went wrong at the beginning of mine. do more walks, museums, arcades, etc. and less dinner, movies (popcorn and stuff), takeout dates, etc etc
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
best part of edtwt is how freely we all talk about shitting
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
guys idk who needs to hear this but fiber one granola bars are so filling and low cal for no reason. HALF of one curbs hunger pretty well for HOURS for me and theyre only like 70-90 cals. hardly any protein tho im keeping it real with yall!
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
9 months
WHEN WILL I LEARN that EVERY TIME i say “fuck it idc im gonna eat as much as i want i dont care” i actually DO care afterwards a lot
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
i wish edtwt and shtwt weren’t so intertwined because i’ve been clean from sh for almost two years and i rly don’t like seeing stuff about it lol but i suppose by starving myself beggars can’t be choosers 🧍🏻‍♀️
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
ive been being literally the WORST ANOREXIC lately i need to get back on my grind i need to lose all this fat NEOW.
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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high sw is not for the weak what do you mean ive lost nearly 20 pounds and im still fat 😐
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
reminder that a liquid fast and a liquid diet are two different things (:
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@lexangel444
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i gained like 100 followers today just from posting my weight its like a reward
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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i feel like such a fraud at my job lol go in and preach and make sure my students love themselves and have healthy relationships with their bodies and then here i am anorexic LMAO
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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being hungry always feels better than being full
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@lexangel444
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scared my gf won’t be attracted to me now bc im fat vs scared my gf wont be attracted to me once i lose weight make it make sense
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@lexangel444
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do u guys like to work out in the morning, night, or both
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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controversial but the way that people nowadays are completely unable to accept a human being’s ability to learn from a mistake and apologize is super off putting. y’all wanna educate people but when they listen, learn, and apologize, you only double down harder and decide—
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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IM SICK OF BEING ANOREXIC!!! NOT GONNA DO ANYTHING AB IT THO!!!
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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having a panic attack i had my cals all planned out for the day but now my dad is forcing me to order from CHICK FIL A I WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN EATING OTHER MEALS IF THIS WAS IN THE PLAN omg im gonna be so disordered while eating hes gonna noticeeeeeeee helphelp
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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i feel like one side of my ribs shows way more than the other why is that
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@lexangel444
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1k likes 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 i must not disappoint them
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@lexangel444
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im not losing fast enough
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@lexangel444
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every time i get dizzy or light headed or my vision goes black WHYYY IS THAT SO VALIDATING like yes starve bitch
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
9 months
guys ana aside rice cakes are fire. like tomato basil rice cake with roasted garlic hummus is INSANELY GOOD
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@lexangel444
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by the way pls unfollow/soft block/hard block me if youre a zionist lol none of that here
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
cals that will always be worth it to me are my gummy fiber supplements those things help with keepin my shit moving (literally) so much
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@lexangel444
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invasive question would u guys mind telling me what ur bmi and dress sizes are? im trying to get a comparison for motivation as i get smaller 🙃
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@lexangel444
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how to be skinny by friday
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@lexangel444
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WHY ARE ALC CALS SO HIGH
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@lexangel444
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i still cannot believe i got 2k likes on a picture of my SCALE
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@lexangel444
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where my people whose ed developed partially from ocd
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
good morning mootieeeees
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
9 months
hey guys, ive decided im gonna take a little break from edtwt. i want to remember who i am outside of here and assess my mental state. i might be gone one day, a few days, idk. be safe everyone 🫶🏻♥️
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
sometimes i get imposter syndrome ab my ed and like my brain tries to tell me im faking my ed and then i have a nightmare about gaining one (1) pound and im like…i dont think the normies fear that the way i do
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
my best friend is mad at me bc she is recovered and she found out i relapsed):
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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lol edtwt is always so hangry like why are you so angry girl calm down have a rice cake
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@lexangel444
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anorexia isnt anorexiaing today
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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@contemptcals 1-2 meals usually bc i find just not eating at all for most of the day much easier than controlling myself with small snacks
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
9 months
do you guys think having an ed is harder in the summer or winter?
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
pickles are so suspiciously low cal like are you sure 🤨
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
WHERE DID ALL MY ACTIVE MOOTS GO I AM SHOUTING INTO THE VOOOIIIDDDDDD
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@lexangel444
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has anyone tried the quest chips do they taste like ana
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
sometimes yall on here are so unserious “GUYS I ATE 4 CALORIES TODAY WILL I GAIN ON THAT 😰😰” what the fuck do you think idc how disordered you are you don’t actually think you are gaining from half a grape.
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@lexangel444
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WHY IS ANOREXIA TAKING MY TITS FIRST MY STOMACH IS LITERALLY RIGHT THERE
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@lexangel444
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HELLO CAN ANYONE HEAR ME
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
high sw friends when did you start feeling like you were comfortable in crop tops again/in general. does the dysmorphia make it take longer? ive had an ed for a long time but i was recovered and this is my first time with a high start weight.
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
@lillycountcals you will never catch me counting seasoning calories you burn that shit off by blinking if we have to be anorexic we might as well season our food its ok
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
guys why are we doing this to ourselves LMAOOOOO not stopping tho but sometimes im like damn
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
9 months
having an ed feels so evil i am literally lying to everyone that i care about
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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“fasting makes me feel so clean” fasting makes me feel like i am rotting from the inside out
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
i even asked my girlfriend if she had anything planned for the two days i have set aside for spending my birthday with her and she said no. why does my birthday matter so little to everyone when everyone else’s matters so much to me i always make everyone feel special.
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
8 months
yall realize boycotting means not giving any MORE money to a corporation right? like you dont need to throw out your hello kitty plushie that accomplishes nothing just dont buy anything else lmao.
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
@no_irls_allowed i find that small low cal breakfasts actually make me lose more bc skipping breakfast is worse for your metabolism i guess. so rly low cal breakfast, skip lunch, and then low cal dinner are my go to’s when im not omading or fasting
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
9 months
i just want to be as small as i can be so i can curl up and hide from the world and everyone and everything
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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gf forcing me to eat by telling me she wont eat until i do)): this is really stressing me i had alc cals and a 300+ cal omad im like hyperventilating
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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@obsidinyaan RIGHT omg i was fuming
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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i need to eat a bomb
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@lexangel444
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its so embarrassing the way yall gave up on boycotting like ur rly genuinely weak cowardly pussies with no self control
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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relapsing in the winter is so annoying wdym i have to walk in the freezing cold and its dark by 4pm
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
PSA if you dont have your age in your bio i will assume youre a minor and i will not be mooting you (:
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@lexangel444
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LMAOOOOO omg shiver me timbers
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@lexangel444
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good morning mooooots its iced coffee time 😼
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@lexangel444
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good morning. its not a good day.
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@lexangel444
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burned so many calories teaching today 💪🏻💪🏻
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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putting anorexia on PAUSE for tn 🙅🏻‍♀️ im at hibachi. ill talk to yall in the morning when i weigh myself and cry and then fast for 10 years <3
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
9 months
guys im sorry not to boast but my girlfriend is so perfect i won the lottery fr if i ever went into detail about it wars would be started i think
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@lexangel444
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20LBS DOWN 💪🏻🤭🥳
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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everyone who says the boycott is not that big of a deal pisses me off so bad. if you cant put aside your insatiable obsession with consumerism for TWO FUCKING SECONDS in wake of a GENOCIDE because you want a god damn mcchicken or a latte we are doomed as a society.
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
9 months
the thing i miss most since relapsing is mindless snacking 😔
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
@runucleverg1rl i feel for u!! smth that helped me a lot was soft food diet, yogurts, boost shakes, soup, smoothies, and then the occasional metab day!! stay safe!!
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
@tinybeaupeep new journey 😼
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
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anyone else starving themselves to bw beautiful and tiny for their partner but they literally would love you at any size but youre just convinced theyll love you more skinny
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
10 months
had to soft block someone bc what do u mean “where are my fellow republicans” HUHHHH?? NOT HERE!!
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@lexangel444
lexa 🩵 relapse era
9 months
@Frhiz_ @milascal @skinnyprinsess did you know that most people who aren’t obese do not have eating disorders? that people can and do eat three full meals every day and are still thin?
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