my official edtwt intro :D
hi im van!
19 yrs, he him, lesbian, (aspiring) butch
currently fat, but idc if ur fatphobic or not. i just likely won't fb ^^" -16 dni!
i love to be in groupchats and to dm my moots
i also listen to all music
pls ♡ + ↺
keep in mind... my hw is 255 lbs this was about 2 years ago (2022) when i was 17. i have relapsed twice since then and gone thru hormonal changes. my lw was only about 190 the first time and then i got back up to 243 as of march this year.. in the current photos im 210lbs! ^^"
hey 15 year olds on the internet! people on here do not need to know every mental illness you have and every single trigger of yours because that is sensitive info that can be used against you to harm you and can be used to very easily identify you and track you online!
twitter locked me out for a week but i lost 12 lbs while i was gone..... please interact if you see this i need to make sure my reach is still okay :( i missed my oomfies so much
idgaf if you're a neurodivergent minor with trauma and autism or what the fuck ever you can't make your username necro pedophile on the internet and expect everyone to be chill about it because "it's a song" holy shit 😭😭😭 what
guys i'm going to be evaluated and may be staying at a mental hospital just for a few days, pls continue to support me through this time, thank you so much. i'll priv during this.
i actually left residential because i got deadnamed and misgendered multiple times to my face by my therapist and invalidated my identity and also said "you don't have an eating disorder it's all up here" [pointing at her head] and she touched my thighs and said people +
the amount of times i've considered giving myself food poisoning or salmonella poisoning by eating raw eggs or meat just to get sick and lose weight is so crazy the thought passes my mind maybe once or twice and week
@genderfuckdoom
yall got mad when u clicked on his pronouns page and there were pronouns. to be queer is to be different! and to not be understood by the straight/cis majority!
hiii im van! not new to edtwt, just returning :p he/him, 19 years old!! i like music and interacting even in dms ... noone under 17 pls!! like/rt for moots
really replied to me thinking "oh yeah that'll show him" children are getting rped in their own homes before watching them get destroyed and then they themselves torn limb from limb i actually don't care about your fucking eating disorder right now
day 3 of moot hunting on edtwt!
hi im van im butch lesbian
19 so nobody under 17 follow me pls!
idgaf if ur shedtwt but if ur just shtwt i won't fb! i like kpop lol
i am currently fat BUT that will change soon.... if u see this pls rt so i can get my reach up and find moots!!
my best friend texted me about nikakados weight loss and it kinda made me want to kill myself. he lost an entire ME that fast why can't i lose the fucking weight and why do people think he's healthy now just because he's skinny of course he fucking isn't
@vomitveteran
i will not give you meanspo i will tell you to be kind to yourself and patient and that setbacks are normal and you deserve better ml i understand you
stonerexics lmk... edibles or smoking? and if u smoke, do u like carts or real flower more? i really only hit my cart but if i could i'd stay ripping a bong
oomfs please give me thinspo. or oomfs who were fat tell me how much happier and better they feel now that they've lost weight and gotten thinner. i'm about to send myself as fatspo to one of those public bullying accounts to trigger myself but ik that would do more harm
i want to be someone's fav oomf..... i yearn so hard for a ride or die oomfie ... like one of those ppl u see online always in their favs mentions .... omfg ... guys who is gonna be the one
oomf-meterrr
+10 we're oomfs
+10 seen my face
+10 been in a gc together
+10 know my age
+10 have my number
+10 know my full name
+10 know where I live specifically
+10 we've dmed
+10 have one of my other socials
+10 heard my voice
how many points did you get??
my mom was anorexic until she became a mom then developed BED instead and has saif i ruined her body. best of both worlds. the same with my dad actually ? i have hyper aware fat parents . who have been borderline ortho while fat :( its so hard seeing them hate themselves