Are double sided razor blades actually that sharp… I’m used to pencil sharpener blades which require a lot of force ( and usually mutiswipes )to hit like deep styros / beans , is it the same w these blades or should I be more careful ?
@dogrexic
@vaerexic
Was literally passing out and losing hair at bmi high 19..💀and even now after trying to somehow recover and gain some weight I still have these affects help
The concept of posting random people as “ fatspo “ when they never signed up for it is so disgusting to me idc if you are disordered so are all of us that doesn’t give you a pass to bring people outside of edtwt into it.
I’m sorry but fatspo is overrated try using urself as fatspo for once people that post their bodies on the internet typically don’t consent to being used for your disorder ❤️
What I’ve been saying like obviously I’m gonna try and romanticise the fact I hate myself hello…😭😭we are all mentally unstable it’s kinda expected for us to not think the same as someone who doesn’t cut …
Shtwt when people are genuinely sick and romanticizing sh because of mental illness: 🤬🤬🤬🤬
“It’s not normal🤬” well neither is cutting urself so respectfully stfu 🤗
@mitskil0ver3000
Definitely 😭😭it may feel euphoric for the first 3 ish months but when u reach the year milestone it starts to hit u both mentally and physically
This is the realest thing ever I used to be a top student in my grade and now I’m like … still good but not top … cuz the food hyperfixation and fatigue are just unbeatable 😭
@th1nmodel
literally failing my classes i dont even know what can be more of a humbling experience im ruining my future only to look so fucking average
When your parents come home the moment you’re slitting and you have to cover it w a bandaid and can’t watch the whole thing bleed out is the worst ughhhh
Tmrw I’m going out w gf and 2 friends at a fast food chain and for a walk by the beach . Wish me luck everyone I’ll starve all day and try to walk / restrict as much as I can get away with …
@velvetheft
I relapsed recently after 4 years and I’m genuinely terrified the loop has already started again and it’s only a matter of time to get that bad too…😭
I ASKED MY GF TO WATCH A SERIES I LIKE AND THEN GOT UPSET WHY DHE HAS BEEN IGNORING ME ALLDAY AND THEN REMEMBERED HELPPP IM SO COOKED 💀💀💀what ana brain fog does to a mf sorry baby love u
Okay y’all weren’t lying this was a one swipe 😍razor blades ate that it was one slice more to reach beans but I was in school and couldn’t rlly take more time …💀
Sometimes I feel a lil too good and then I remember that my whole life is basically set up for me and I have no choice / say in my future ❤️❤️2 years of freedom left❤️❤️❤️
This oh my god I’m back at 54 rn ( losing though ) but I was at 50 like 2 months ago and then again 5 months was 55 and JUST UGH EVERY FUCJING TUME GO AWAY STAY AT 50.